Hearing Yan Xin's words, Alili was silent for a while before she said:

"It's not easy for my mother, in the past 20 years, her mind has been on me, she has paid a lot for me, and she regards me as her support for the rest of her life, if I don't listen to her, she will be very sad."

Yan Xin said: "However, not all parents should listen to their words. There are things to listen to and some things to be heard. ”

"But if I don't obey, the consequences will be serious." Arily said.

"How serious?" Yan Xin couldn't understand.

"When I was fifteen or sixteen years old, I used to be very rebellious, I thought my mother was too much of me, and I wanted to fight against my mother, and then I ...... Later......"

Speaking of which, Arily suddenly couldn't speak.

After a moment of silence, he said:

"Then my mom cut her wrists...... She bled a lot that day and the floor turned red......"

Yan Xin's eyes widened: "So exaggerated? ”

Arily didn't answer him, but her hands on the steering wheel trembled slightly.

Obviously, the scene in her memory had a huge impact on her.

Yan Xin brought her into the scene and thought about it for a while, that scene was indeed terrifying, and it was beyond the psychological tolerance of a girl.

He had a little doubt in his heart: "Who knows if he really committed suicide by cutting his wrists?" After all, this fraud is not impossible. ”

But this suspicion is not easy to raise.

Recalling the scene at that time, Arili's voice trembled a little, and said: "Fortunately, it was rescued in the end, if it wasn't rescued, I would ...... I'm the one who drove my mom to death...... I won't be at peace for the rest of my life......"

It's not just that if you don't rescue it, you won't be at peace for the rest of your life.

has been rescued, and now she recalls the scene of that time, and she has palpitations - she almost forced her biological mother to death.

This pressure has oppressed her for several years.

After a while, he calmed down his emotions, smiled again, and said to Yan Xin:

"I haven't been in a fight with my mom since. Although she is very strict with me, she is also good for me, and she is the kind of person who is willing to give her life for my good. ”

"I haven't rebelled since then."

"I listened to her and didn't make friends who didn't help me in my future."

"I didn't know what kind of people would help me in the future, so I didn't have a single friend when I was in high school."

"Neither men nor girlfriends, nor any girlfriends."

"It's because I'm stupid, I didn't get good grades in school, and I didn't get into a good university."

"There was no way, my mother asked me to study abroad again."

"Others think that I am an international student who has returned from overseas, which is amazing, but in fact, I studied abroad because I couldn't get into a good university, and I studied at a community college."

"In the years when I was studying in college abroad, my mother didn't worry about me, afraid that I would become bad if I was left alone, so she also followed me to study abroad, and she really put her mind on me."

"I've been studying abroad for a few years, and I haven't made any friends."

"After returning to China, I originally wanted to find another job, after all, the signboard of international students still works, and others don't know that in fact, I am studying in a community college with poor teaching quality, and I am willing to pay a higher salary than a famous university in China to hire me, but my mother disagreed, she asked me to work in Fengxiang Property......"

"I knew she was here for my good, so I came."

"She doesn't worry about my vision and doesn't let me fall in love, but she really wants me to marry early, and arranges for me to go on a blind date almost every month, all of which are promising and capable people she carefully selects."

"But, I don't like those people......"

"I know that she is for my good, and every blind date she chooses can make my future material life more secure, but I really can't accept it......"

Obviously, he said it with a smile, but as he spoke, his eyes moistened.

Yan Xin didn't know what to say.

Arily said that her mother was kind to her, but such a description made him feel suffocated.

Such a mother is terrible.

Maybe Alili really thinks that her mother is for her good, but Yan Xin doesn't think so.

In his memory, after Alilie's car accident, the mother did not act too sad, but more for her own interests.

She may have really put a lot of energy into this daughter, and even gambled everything she had.

But it was not for her daughter's happiness, but for her own happiness - including arranging for Arily to go on a blind date with the so-called promising and capable person.

A mother who persecuted her daughter with self-harm, a mother who made her daughter obey her own opinions in everything, Yan Xin had no way to think that this would be a loving mother.

However, he could not say these words.

originally thought that Alili, as the illegitimate daughter of a real estate boss, should have a very happy life, but when I heard her say this, I was not happy at all.

The economic conditions are good, you can live in a good house, you can drive a good car, and you are not short of money.

But the private space is so restricted, there is no life of one's own, just living for others.

It's a sad life.

Arily had never said these words to anyone, and no one had ever been able to listen to her.

After saying it this time, I felt as if I was complaining about her mother, smiled again, and said:

"Actually, my mother is a little stricter with me, and she is very good to me in other aspects, but she is mainly worried that I am young and inexperienced, I don't know the complexity of society, and I am afraid that I will be taken badly."

Yan Xin couldn't say anything, so he could only nod and agree: "I can understand the concerns of parents about their children." ”

But I couldn't help but say: "But I've seen so many strict parents, but I haven't seen anyone as strict as your mother." ”

Arily thought to herself, "I haven't seen it either......"

can only explain in a low voice: "Everyone is different, and every parent is different." ”

Today was supposed to be a very happy day, but the last happiness was ruined by a phone call, and both of them were a little depressed.

Later, they didn't talk about this topic again.

The atmosphere at the beginning is no longer back to the beginning.

The red Mazda drove all the way through, and there was a traffic jam on the road, but it was not very serious.

When she was stuck in traffic, Elili looked a little anxious, obviously worried that she wouldn't be able to get home before half past eight, and she couldn't explain to her mother.

Fortunately, there was enough time left, and when I finally went back, it was only eight and ten o'clock.

The car drove to a stop at an intersection, and Alili said apologetically: "I should have sent you to where you lived, but today I was a little in a hurry, so I can only send you here, I will give you ten yuan, and you will call back later." ”

The place where she stopped was only half a mile away from the building where she lived, and she didn't dare to stop too close, for fear that her mother would find out that she had brought a man back, so she had to stop here.

After finishing speaking, he also took out ten yuan to give to Yan Xin.

was rejected by Yan Xin, and said with a smile:

"I don't need this, it's not far from where I live, I just need to take a break from food and exercise after eating, just walk over."

Ellilie forcibly stuffed him: "You can take it, it's five or six miles away, it's too tiring to walk over." ”