Chapter 152: The Caged Bird
When they climbed the mountain in the morning, they were in good spirits.
In the afternoon, the physical strength of the two of them was a little exhausted.
It's been going around and around, and it's really a little tiring after a long time.
There was a section of the way to climb, and Alili yelled that she couldn't walk, Yan Xin had no choice, turned around and grabbed her hand, and said:
"I'll help you."
The moment she held her hand, Arily instinctively wanted to open it.
But it was only a slight struggle, and then I gave up.
There was nothing unusual on his face, and he even said with a smile: "You are so powerful, why don't you carry me on your back." ”
That's a tempting proposition.
However, Yan Xin weighed his physical fitness, and finally shook his head regretfully, and said, "Sister Lili, please don't blame me, I really have more than enough heart and not enough strength." Or next time we go to Lion Mountain Park to climb the mountain, I will carry you all the way up from the bottom of the mountain. ”
In fact, he is just a bit of a brag.
Although the lion mountain is not high, it is quite tiring to climb up the steps step by step.
It's a little tiring to climb up alone, and some will rest halfway.
Carrying a person up, he really doesn't have that physical fitness.
Don't say that it is enough to carry from the bottom of the mountain to the top of the mountain, and from the top of the mountain to the halfway up the mountain.
However, if there was such an opportunity, he would not turn it down.
- It doesn't matter if you can carry it to the top of the mountain, it's important whether you can carry this beautiful boss.
It doesn't matter if you can't carry it to the top of the mountain, you just can't admit defeat.
Young people are allowed to fail.
Alily gave him a blank look: "Lion Mountain Park, such a small mountain, do I need you to carry it?" ”
The two of them climbed to the top of the mountain hand in hand, climbed high and looked into the distance, looking at the scenery below.
After letting go of her hand, Alili unconsciously held the hand held by Yan Xin with her other hand, and rubbed it gently, whether she was feeling the difference between the two.
Yan Xin suddenly asked Alili: "Sister Lili, have you ever thought about leaving this city and going to a bigger place to develop?" ”
Alili was stunned for a moment and shook her head: "I can't leave, my mother will let me develop here, how I should go in the future, she has already paved the way for me." ”
"But life is yours, don't you want to embark on a path of your own?" Yan Xin was bewitched.
"I can't go......"
Alily sighed.
She is thinking of leaving her current life circle and going to a strange place to start a new life.
But as soon as such a thought is born, a bloody picture will appear in my mind, and then I will retreat.
"Sister Lily," Yan Xin looked at her and said seriously, "Youth is only once, and life is only once, do you really want your life to be like this all the time?" Like a bird in a cage, it obviously has a pair of wings and can fly freely between heaven and earth, but it has been trapped in a cage all its life? ”
Arily dodged his gaze and said, "I...... I think it's okay to live like this......"
"Do you really think it's okay when it's like this?" Yan Xin said.
Arily was a little lacking in confidence, and said weakly: "Although there are some unsatisfactory places...... But...... But it's better than most people's lives...... Having a house, a car, and a stable job is something that most people can't achieve...... My mom is doing this for my own good......"
Yan Xin suddenly felt a little deflated - what he said was so reasonable! This kind of life is really unattainable for ordinary people.
Arily's freedom is restricted, which is certainly not a happy thing.
But how many people living in this world can really feel happy?
Each has its own headaches, and each has its own last resort.
He pities Arily's unfreedom here, and I don't know how many people still envy her for those days.
If nothing else, let's just say that he himself may not have lived better than Arily in his previous life.
Many people have freedom, but for many people, freedom is the most useless thing.
They have to give their freedom to go to factories or companies to accept the discipline of others, and even accept the humiliation of others, in exchange for living materials.
Compared to Arili, it's not necessarily better.
Thinking about it like this, it's a little depressing.
But he still said: "But that kind of life is just the life your mother wants you to live, not the life you want to live, don't you want to live for yourself?" ”
Arily was in a struggling mood.
Who wouldn't want to live according to their nature?
However, the shadow brought to her by her mother was too great, and she did not dare to have any rebellious heart when she thought of that bloody picture.
After hesitating for a long time, he still said: "Let's talk about those things later, I can always think of a way in the future......"
When she said this, looking at Yan Xin's gaze, there was a faint hint of pleading in it, just to ask her to stop talking about this topic.
Yan Xin laughed helplessly and said, "Then let's talk about it later, maybe in a few years, your mother will figure it out, and there will be no problems." ”
Alily smiled and said, "Maybe that's the case." ”
But there is some pessimism in my heart: "Maybe by that time, I have adapted to this kind of life." ”
Yan Xin saw that she was in an unhappy mood, so she stopped continuing the topic.
After watching the scenery on the top of the mountain for a while, I took a few more photos, and it was not too early to see that the time was not early, and the two of them went down the mountain.
On the way down, Elili's legs were a little weak, and when she walked over a steep slope, she stumbled and almost fell. Fortunately, Yan Xin was by her side, her eyes were quick, and she was stopped, and then the hand was not released, and the two of them walked down the mountain hand in hand.
In the process of descending the mountain like this, Alili's mood slowly became happy again.
Yan Xin thought to herself: "She was originally a positive and optimistic girl, but it was just family factors that made her unhappy." ”
After a day of playing, he found that Alili is actually a girl who likes to play very much, and she is full of curiosity about many things and wants to understand.
Sometimes it's even a little childish.
It was also clear from the chat that there were many things she hadn't tried because her mom wouldn't let her, but she really wanted to try them.
She may not have rebellious thoughts in her heart, but that rebellious courage has been destroyed by her mother in an extremely extreme way when she was a girl.
After going down the mountain, the time was only four or five o'clock, and this time it was dinner in Dalang, or in the previous restaurant.
She also made a phone call to her mother, in which she said:
"Mom, I'm not going back to dinner tonight......"
"It's nothing, it's just passing by Fengcheng Restaurant, and I remembered that their yusheng is delicious, so I want to eat here......"
"That's right, it's the one we often eat in Dalang......"
"yes, I think it's delicious, Mom, do you want me to pack one for you and take it home?"
"Okay, okay, don't worry, I'll be home at nine o'clock......"
After making the call, she said to Yan Xin with some happiness:
"I told my mom that she was eating out at night, and she wasn't angry, and it seems that she won't be scolded when she goes back."
Her happiness can't even make Yan Xin clean up - eating a meal outside and not being scolded when she goes back, is this a very happy thing?