Chapter 272: Maybe this is love

At noon, Eli made four dishes and one soup, and the two of them ate and drank at the same time, and they ate almost enough.

The remaining little soup leftovers, adhering to the principle of not wasting it, Ellilie did not pour it out, but put it away.

It's a little lacking to make a main meal, but it's still good to take those soups and water to serve a bowl of noodles or something, and serve it as a supper.

That's how the dinner for two people was settled.

When the two of them got up for dinner, it was already past eight o'clock in the evening, because they were too energetic before, and they still looked quite unenergetic.

After Ellily got up, she faltered, her movements were weak, and she didn't have the strength to tidy up dinner, so she used the leftover dishes at noon to order two bowls of noodles, and knocked two eggs in each bowl, which was considered to fill her stomach and replenish her energy.

As for Yan Xin, his legs and stomach were soft when he ate, his arms were trembling, and he couldn't even hold the bowl, so he could only put the bowl on the table and lower his head to eat.

That's what overworked men look like.

After being reborn, he had endured it for more than a year, and this time he was released, a little overconsumed, so much so that he released beyond the limits of his body's endurance.

After eating, my state was a little better, at least my hands and feet were not shaking, and I was able to move normally.

After getting up from the bed, Alili didn't talk to Yan Xin much.

In Yan Xin's opinion, this is a girl's shyness.

It can't be said that it is a complete guess, there are indeed factors in this regard, but it is more of a weak heart.

When she came out to make a note, Yan Xin struggled to get up to help, but she stopped him, so she let him lie on the bed and rest, waiting for dinner.

The main reason for doing this was that she didn't want Yan Xin to find out that she had cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks after eating at noon.

If Yan Xin found out about this, I am afraid that she would suspect that she was not so drunk at that time, and the rest of the things were all deliberate by her.

In this way, I am afraid that there will be some trouble in the future.

Fortunately, Yan Xin didn't get up, and when he made dinner, he covered all the evidence, saving a lot of embarrassment.

But after all, there was still a ghost in his heart, and he didn't dare to say more to Yan Xin.

Yan Xin was in a complicated mood, and she didn't have the heart to talk to her.

There is an exchange between the two people, but this kind of communication is a little more divided than before.

The noodles are delicious.

Yan Xin, who was in a tangled mood, couldn't help but have such thoughts: "It seems that I am quite happy to live with Sister Lily for the rest of my life." ”

Ellili has an offensive mother, but Yan Xin doesn't care.

As long as you don't act like a demon in front of him.

Thinking like this, my mood gradually became less entangled.

Anyway, it's already come to this point, what else can I do?

Feng Xi's side......

I can't help but think about it.

There is still a thought in my heart: "It's okay like this, I don't have to deal with his parents in this life." ”

After eating, Alili cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks again, and then pulled down the sheets on Yan Xin's bed, and did not wash them directly in the washing machine, but washed them by hand on some stains.

I washed it by hand several times, looked carefully under the light, and found no other problems, so I put it in the washing machine.

During the whole process, Yan Xin did not participate, but sat on the sofa in the living room to rest.

After putting the sheets in the washing machine and washing, Alili walked to the living room, bowed her head and said to Yan Xin, "I'm going back." ”

Yan Xin had some surprises - she thought she was going to stay overnight, but she didn't expect to have to look back at Ru's side.

But there is also a sense of relaxation - it's better to leave, otherwise if you toss it again at night, this old bone will be scattered.

Alili looks quite quiet and alone, she didn't expect to be so able to toss, and sometimes she is very active.

Thinking of some of the pictures that happened before, my heart is hot again, and I feel a little eager to try.

Hurriedly suppressed this thought of himself, and warned himself in his heart: "Restraint, young people must be restrained!" It's so hurtful! ”

In the current state of the two of them, if they sleep together at night, I am afraid that the consequences will be quite serious, and they will either die or be disabled.

Ask Alilie, "Do you want me to send you there?" ”

Elili was happy in her heart, and she was willing to send herself back, that is, she didn't find any flaws, and her mood relaxed a lot, and then she shook her head and smiled:

"No need, you better rest more, just these few steps, there will be no danger."

Yan Xin really felt that he was still very weak, so he didn't act recklessly, and said, "Then you go slowly." ”

Ellily left and closed the door.

Her body is a little uncomfortable, but the relationship between the two has made new progress, and her confession has also been responded to by the other party, and she is still quite happy in her heart.

When she returned to Gu Ru's house, Gu Ru was eating fruit alone in the living room, still hanging on the empty gear as usual.

Seeing Ellili coming back, she was stunned for a moment: "Why did you come back?" ”

Arily blushed: "Huh? I stayed here and would definitely be back. ”

I thought to myself: "Does she know about me and Yan Xin?" ”

I feel very embarrassed.

When Gu Ru saw the embarrassment on Alili's face, she knew that she was shy, so she didn't tease her, but said, "I mean, why did you come back so early today, usually you don't come back until ten o'clock for a walk after eating." ”

Elili said hesitantly, "I ate a little earlier today, so it's time to finish my walk a little earlier." ”

Gu Ru thought to herself: "You are coaxing ghosts, I also went out for a walk at night, so I didn't see you." ”

When she was walking in the community, she also deliberately looked at Building 5 21A, saw that there were lights there, and made sure that both of them were there, and she didn't know what to do, anyway, she wasn't walking.

She didn't want to expose it, so she just smiled and said, "So that's the case." ”

Alili had a ghost in her heart, and she didn't dare to have too much conversation with her, so she said: "Sister Ru, I'll go take a bath first, so I won't chat with you." ”

Gu Ru said: "Go ahead, I'll go to sleep after eating this fruit." ”

Arily actually had some inconveniences in her actions, but in order not to let people see the problem, she endured the pain and walked as usual, went into the bedroom to find her pajamas, and then went to take a shower.

When she came out of the shower, Gu Ru had already returned to the bedroom, and there was no one in the living room.

She went back to her bedroom, put herself under the covers, and thought about what had happened today, and for a moment her face was red and her heart was racing.

If she could, she would prefer to lie on Yan Xin's bed now, preferably in his arms.

It felt so good, so good that she was so nostalgic.

It's just that she is also a little afraid of being with Yan Xin.

My body can't stand the toss a little, and it's still in pain.

What's more, when you're with someone you like, you can't help but want to do something you like to do.

But she didn't want to be too proactive, making Yan Xin think that she was a shameless woman.

- Thinking of the things she did after Yan Xin was drunk, she felt very ashamed and felt quite shameless.

Fortunately, no one saw it at that time, and she could let herself go.

But under Yan Xin's gaze, she was really embarrassed to let herself go.

But she was afraid that she couldn't help it.

Before, she found that she seemed to be unable to help but let herself go, and some of the images now felt ashamed when she thought about them.

And that's with some reservations.

If it was completely unreserved and completely let herself go, she didn't dare to imagine what kind of picture it would be.

Even if it will be like that in the future, it will have to be talked about later.

You can't start with that unrestrained.

So, she chose to come back.

At this time, there are still some regrets for such a choice - if you continue to stay with Yan Xin, you can lie in a quilt, even if you don't do anything, just snuggle together, and you will be very happy.

Of course, it's happier to be able to interact a little, as long as it's not the kind of interaction that is very tormenting.

Thinking about it, my heart warmed up again, and my legs were twisted together.

took out his mobile phone and sent a message to Yan Xin: "I miss you." ”

has already confessed, and has also received a response from the other party, at this time, she is not so reserved.

Soon, Yan Xin replied: "I miss you too." ”

In fact, it is a normal response, and it can even be said to be a somewhat mechanical response, and there is no soul.

But these words fell in Ellili's eyes, but they had a lingering meaning, as if she heard Yan Xin say these words softly in her ear.

She really wanted to go back to Yan Xin's side, lie in his arms, and listen to him say these words in person.

sent another message over: "Yan Xin, I love you!" ”

In person, she likes two words at most, but she doesn't dare to say love.

Like the word, the area of application is wide.

And the word love is relatively much narrower.

She only dared to say this on the Internet.

Yan Xin's reply was still very formatted: "I love you too." ”

Perhaps feeling that such a reply was too perfunctory, Yan Xin quickly sent another message: "Are you feeling better?" ”

Alily blushed and touched the wounded area, which still hurt a little.

He wiped his fingers with a tissue on the bedside table, then replied, "It still hurts." ”

Yan Xin: "I'm sorry, I can't control myself a little. ”

Alily: "It's okay, it's not your fault, it's my will." ”

Yan Xin: "You have a good rest." ”

Alily: "Hmm. ”

After a while, I didn't see any new news from Yan Xin, so I sent another message over:

"I still haven't cooked some of the food I bought today, and I'll cook for you after work at noon tomorrow."

Yan Xin: "You just have two hours of rest at noon, will it be a little too tiring to cook when you come back from work?" ”

It can still be done to do it, and it can be simpler.

But Alili thought about it for a while, and came back to cook after work at twelve o'clock in the afternoon, and then finished eating, put away the dishes and chopsticks, and it was almost time to go to work.

It's timely, but it's a bit too rushed.

So he said, "Then make it at night, what you want to eat at noon tomorrow, I'll bring it to you after work." ”

This saves some time to come out and do something else.

You don't have to do anything, but at least set aside some time.

- What if Yan Xin wants to?

As his girlfriend, shouldn't you have to meet his needs?

Even if Yan Xin doesn't have that need, as a qualified girlfriend, he should take the initiative to help him create such a need.

At this time, she already regarded herself as Yan Xin's girlfriend.

have already confessed to each other, shouldn't it be a boyfriend and girlfriend relationship?

Yan Xin replied: "Then it's troublesome for you." ”

Alily: "No trouble, I'm willing." ”

There is a word called what is love, the word is not a good word, but it can very well describe the current state of Arily.

At this time, she was as enthusiastic as fire, and she couldn't wait to talk to Yan Xin like this.

It's best to chat under the covers.

Yan Xin replied a little slower, and she sent another message: "Do you want me to wear the black ribbon to you tomorrow?" ”

She knew that Yan Xin liked this.

Although I don't know why he likes this, since he likes this, you can satisfy him.

At this moment, she is willing to meet any request that Yan Xin put forward to her.

It doesn't matter if you like it or not, as long as the person you like likes it, she likes it.

The previous toss with Yan Xin was also like that, in fact, many times she didn't feel so happy, and it was accompanied by more pain caused by her body.

However, she could feel Yan Xin's pleasure, so she would endure the pain in her body to accompany her.

As long as she can make the person she likes like it, she is willing to toss it like this.

Yan Xin replied more reservedly: "Eh, it's so cold, don't you want it?" ”

Alily: "It's okay, turn on the air conditioner in your room, it won't be cold." ”

Yan Xin: "Okay. ”

Ally: "I'll bring the short skirt with me and wear it to you." ”

Yan Xin: "Okay! ”

Arily sent another one: "Do you want to wear high heels?" ”

Yan Xin: "Can you wear high heels?" ”

Alily: "I haven't worn it, I don't know, but I can try it." ”

Black silk heels, that's what she saw on the Starlight Network's forum.

There is a gender forum on the Starlight Network.,It's a gathering place for old sex critics.,A large number of otaku who don't have the guts in reality play their imagination on this forum.,Take out all kinds of strange habits to discuss.,It's just unbearable.。

Arily also learned a little bit about it.

She wanted to show her best side to Yan Xin and satisfy his fantasies as much as possible.

On the other side, Yan Xin looked at the chat record, and the whole person was not good.

I thought to myself: "Does Sister Lily still have such an unrestrained side?" How did it never find out? ”

That's a bit of a contrast.

But after thinking about it carefully, he hadn't had a chance to find this out of Arily before.

Neither in the previous life nor in this life, there is no such opportunity to discover this.

After all, such a chat is just a chat between couples.

Thinking of his previous life and Feng Xi, they have been married for a few years, and they are both old husbands and wives, and they have never had such an enthusiastic chat.

He had revealed similar wishes a few times, and then Feng Xi glared at him: "Neurotic, you!" If you don't have the energy to make money, what are you doing with all this mess? ”

After coming up with a few strange ideas, I didn't get a positive response, but was poured with scoops of cold water, and in the end, I didn't mention such a thing again.

It was the first time he had encountered such a chat.

Speaking of which, it has to be attributed to the fact that he and Feng Xi did not get married through falling in love, but through a blind date, but when they reached the age when they needed to get married, the two of them chose to get married.

Before getting married, there was no emotional foundation, at most, I studied the basic conditions of the other party, and felt that I could make do with them, and then I made do with them.

That marriage was for life, not for love.

What it's like to be in love, two lives, he really doesn't know.

Haven't experienced it.

But at this moment, he seemed to feel such a feeling.

"Maybe, this is love, right?"

He thought to himself.

Like a person, like it to the point that you want to sacrifice everything you have to give to the other person.

To be able to do this, perhaps the only thing that exists is the legendary love.

He has such feelings, but such feelings are not for his own feelings, but for Ellilie.

He felt Elili's passion for him.

But he also knew that he didn't have the same passion for Arili.

He couldn't do what Arily did to Arily as he did to him, without the urge to give everything.

Knowing this, he felt more guilty about Arily.

Materially, he can give the same response, or even double or even multiple responses, but emotionally, he can't respond equally.

As a human being in two lives, he can't have that kind of fiery emotion that can make people desperate.

When people are young, their hearts are not juvenile.

At an age when he can impulsively and desperately love someone, he has not met such a love, and he is not even qualified to love someone.

Now I have that qualification, but I'm past that age, and I don't have that kind of teenage mentality.

When I think about it, there are some sighs.

It's just that if you want to say regret, then there is nothing to regret.

The years are long, the days have to go by slowly, and they have to live steadily, and it's not a good thing to be too impulsive.

chatted with Alily for more than half an hour, and finally couldn't hold back the tiredness of her body and said goodnight to her.

Exit from QQ, plug in the charger of the phone, and then turn off the light and sleep.

It didn't take a few minutes to fall asleep.

He had a lot of dreams that night, and he was awakened many times in the dream.

He dreamed of Elili, of doing things he had done with her during the day.

But it was Feng Xi who dreamed more.

dreamed that Feng Xi questioned him with tears on his face:

"Why are you doing this?"

"Why did you abandon me?"

"Why did you betray me?"

I also dreamed that Feng Xi threw himself on his shoulder and bit him down fiercely.

It was a heart-wrenching pain, a pain that penetrated into the bone marrow.

I woke up again and again, and dreamed again and again.

Every time I wake up from a dream, I feel a lot of pain.

I don't know if it's a heartache or a pain in the shoulder.

Strive for a 10,000-word update tomorrow, which is probably a chapter, a big chapter of 10,000 words.

How much is specific to see how much can be updated.

(End of chapter)