Chapter 385: Suddenly I Thought of You

Gu Ru lived in Yan Xin's house that day, anyway, Yan Xin's family also had a spare house, so it was no problem for her to live there.

After dinner, several people went out together, did not drive, walked to the nearest park to them, walked until ten o'clock before turning back, passed by a barbecue restaurant, and ate a barbecue, until more than eleven o'clock to go home.

In the next few days, Gu Ru lived here with Yan Xin, but sometimes she would go to Xiaoyuan's place to sit during the day, and sometimes she would find a big tree in the community to sit under it in a daze.

Every day, she will go to the health center outside the community to do a massage - she doesn't go alone, she often takes Chen Li and Xiaoyuan together, and sometimes calls Yan Xin and Alili over.

She didn't dare to go alone.

Of course, this is all a serious massage - unless they ask for it, they will not be given a serious massage massage.

They, of course, do not make requests for special services.

This kind of life looks quite boring, but it also makes Gu Ru feel very relaxed and leisurely.

Don't think about anything, don't do anything, completely empty yourself.

There are still people to serve delicious food and drink every day, and there are friends as companions, which she thinks is very good.

In her words, it's finally a sigh of relief.

During this period of time, there were commercial performances everywhere, running around, which really tired her a lot, and if she continued to do it, the whole person was about to collapse.

The physical condition is not good, and the mental pressure is also quite high.

The recuperation in the past few days has allowed her to let go of the negative energy that has accumulated in her heart in the past few months, and also relieved the tiredness of her body, and her mental state has become much better.

The originally pale and weak face gradually became a little ruddy.

She didn't choose to travel at the beginning because her physical condition was so bad that traveling would not allow her to enjoy the beauty of travel, but would only make her feel more tired.

After recuperating like this for more than ten days, Gu Ru felt that her physical condition had almost recovered, and then she proposed to go out on a trip together.

I don't have a very clear destination, which is to go out and play by myself.

I didn't pursue any five-A scenic spots, and I stopped at any interesting places along the way.

It doesn't matter if it's a scenic spot or not.

Anyway, if you have money, it's OK.

In the end, there were five people in total.

Gu Ru and Xiaoyuan, as well as Chen Li.

Then there is the pair of Yan Xin and Alili.

They set off on October 27th, which was the weekend, and Alily didn't have to go to work.

On the weekend before this, Yan Xin also went to the capital, and the reason he gave was to be busy with the affairs of the e-commerce company, and he went to the capital to accompany Feng Xi for two days.

also told Feng Xi that he was going to accompany a few friends on a road trip next, and it might take a month.

As for which friends they were, he gave two examples, one was Gu Ru and the other was Chen Li, and the reason given was that these two people had worked too hard during this time, and they wanted to go out on a trip to relieve their mental pressure.

Both of these people have brought him huge financial benefits, and they are good friends, so he has to accompany them.

Feng Xi didn't say anything, so he asked half-jokingly: "That Gu Ru, I've seen her, she's very beautiful, you shouldn't be in love with her, right?" ”

Yan Xin denied it, looking insulted:

"What words? What are you talking about? She's more than a decade older than me, how could I possibly take a fancy to her? ”

"I'm more than ten years older, but I'm beautiful." Feng Xi said.

"Being beautiful has nothing to do with me," Yan Xin said, "and most importantly, people don't like men." ”

"Huh?" Feng Xi was taken aback.

In order to make this self-driving trip approved, Yan Xin can only say this: "They are in the literary and art circles, and they are more open-minded, which I respect and bless, but I can't accept it." ”

Feng Xi looked at him again: "You must not accept that bullshit open-mindedness, otherwise, you will never come near me in your life." ”

Yan Xin assured her: "You can rest assured of this, I will always be heterosexual, and I will always only like the opposite sex!" ”

Feng Xi glanced at him and said faintly, "I thought you would say that you would only like me forever." ”

"If you become a man, I can't accept it." Yan Xin said seriously.

This one is not lying.

There are some things he doesn't discriminate against, but he really can't accept them.

Feng Xi actually yearns for this kind of trip, and she also has many places she wants to go.

But there is no way, she still has to go to school.

Not only going to school, but also taking care of the company.

So a big e-commerce company, now has opened four online stores, and the fifth online store is already in preparation.

In addition, the acquisition of several factories is underway, and the company's supply chain will be more complete, allowing them to obtain cheaper products and be more competitive.

She needs to do a lot of things.

A road trip, and the kind of month-long road trip, can only be thought about now.

Even if it's winter and summer vacations, there won't be so much time to do such things.

I have to wait for her to graduate from college, wait until her company is on the right track and stabilizes.

But it takes a long time to think about it.

In the end, she could only explain to Yan Xin: "Be careful on the road, take more photos and videos, and send them to me on the computer, so that I can also feel your happiness." ”

The pitiful appearance made Yan Xin feel pity and assured her: "Don't worry, when we are free in the future, the two of us will also come on a self-driving trip, we can go wherever we want, and play as long as we want." ”

Feng Xi had a smile on his face: "Okay, set the time for our honeymoon trip after we get married." ”

Yan Xin didn't know when they would get married, and even he didn't know who he would marry in the future, but he still agreed without hesitation: "Okay, it's a word!" ”

Now he doesn't have any psychological pressure to say such things, blurt out.

Whether the promise can be fulfilled or not, that is something to be considered in the future, and the thing he is thinking about now is how to maintain the current state.

It was very important to inform Feng Xi about this matter, because he had promised Feng Xi before that he would have to come to the capital twice a month to accompany her.

However, the next self-driving trip may take a month, so he has no way to accompany Feng Xi.

So this matter must be approved by Feng Xi.

Otherwise, it will be a breach of promise, and it will not be easy to make a difference in the future.

After getting approval from Feng Xi, Yan Xin could prepare for the self-driving trip with confidence.

Chen Li set off with Liang Wei last winter, drove all the way to the east, and then turned north, passing through more than a dozen provinces and cities on the way, and wandering for several months.

He has a lot of experience in this area.

With him on board, there will be a lot less trouble.

But this time the direction was different, and they were going west.

They traveled in a total of three cars.

Among the five people, only Madoka has no car.

Yan Xin and Alili have a car, Gu Ru and Xiaoyuan have a car, and Chen Li drives a car alone.

On the 27th, the first day of the road trip, they stopped that night in a small town near a not-so-famous scenic area.

They decided to go to that place the next day and spend the day.

Stayed in that town that night.

During the meal, Yan Xin found that Chen Li's mood was not very high, and he drank two bottles of beer alone.

After eating, they went shopping together, he and Chen Li walked at the back, and then asked Chen Li:

"What's wrong with you? How do you feel like you're a little out of shape? Are you worried about updates? ”

"No, I've worked hard these days, and I've saved forty or fifty chapters of manuscripts, and there's no pressure at all on the update." Chen Lidao.

"Then why aren't you happy?" Yan Xin was puzzled.

Chen Li hesitated for a while, and then said with some embarrassment:

"Say it, don't laugh at me......"

When Yan Xin heard this, he knew that there would definitely be something funny that he would say, and he was ready to laugh.

But he still said very seriously: "Don't worry, if you have anything to say, I won't laugh at you." ”

Chen Li hesitated for a while, laughed awkwardly, and said:

"I don't know what's going on, but I suddenly remembered that Liang Wei was here."

Yan Xin was ready to burst into laughter, but when he heard him say this, he suddenly found that it was not funny at all.

After looking at Chen Li's expression, he looked a little embarrassed, not like he was lying, so he asked:

"I didn't think about her before, did I suddenly remember it today?"

Chen Li nodded: "Yes, I have almost forgotten that there is such a person, but this time I traveled by car with you, and suddenly remembered that I had a road trip with her last year, and then I remembered her." ”

When he said this, there was still some melancholy on his face.

Last year, Chen Li went on a road trip, and he set off with Liang Wei and spent a few months outside.

This is the first time he has traveled to appreciate the beauty of this world, feel the beauty of this world, feel the beauty of this world, and also feel the beauty of being rich, and the beauty of youth.

In his memory, Liang Wei is in these beautiful scenes.

By this year, Liang Wei had already broken up with him, and he hadn't been in touch for a few months, and in his world, the traces of this woman were slowly disappearing, and even he forgot that there was such a woman.

He had already adapted to such a world, but this time he was driving again, and he suddenly remembered the woman who had lived with him for so long.

Then, suddenly, there was some melancholy.

In his world, women come and go, and I don't know how many.

However, it is basically a one-time event, and it is rare to have more than two times.

Liang Wei was not the only woman he was, but she was the only one who had been by his side for so long.

is also the only woman he has seriously considered whether to live together for the rest of his life.

Although he still gave a negative answer in the end, at least in his heart, he had considered such a question.

I also once imagined what it would be like for two people to be together in the future.

It's just that he feels that with his current conditions, he can live a more exciting life, and he shouldn't be tied to a woman for the rest of his life.

He wanted more freedom, he wanted to appreciate more of the beauty of this world.

I don't want a woman who will fettering him emotionally and legally, and will bring him losses materially.

So in the end, he chose freedom.

He wanted that freedom from being inhibited.

Then the woman disappeared into his world.

When Liang Wei first left, he even had a sense of relief - he finally got rid of this woman, and he could live a colorful life again.

For a long time to come, his life was indeed colorful, and the women around him changed one by one, all of them were young and beautiful bodies.

He only needs to pay a small amount of money to get what he wants.

Whether the soul is interesting or not, he doesn't care at all.

What he needs is a young and beautiful body, and what he needs is to release his lust.

He liked this exchange very much.

It will not bring him any fetters or troubles.

He thinks he is very happy, and he thinks that this is the best way to open up life.

It's just that this self-driving trip, I suddenly remembered last year's self-driving trip, and remembered the bits and pieces of the two people together last year.

In those beautiful landscapes, there are that beautiful people.

A woman who had been with him for so long and then suddenly became silent.

I was inexplicably melancholy.

The places that two people have been, the memories that two people have in common, without one person's memories, suddenly feel that the memories are incomplete.

When I look back on that time in the future, I'm afraid I will be very melancholy.

β€”β€”During the period of separation from Liang Wei, he didn't have time to reminisce, he was just coding words, enjoying life, and changing his female companions one by one.

This time he opened the box of memories, and suddenly found that in his memory, in what he thought was the best time, there was such a woman.

The woman had already left.

But the woman was still in his memories, and in his fondest memories.

After the two broke up, in a few months, the women around him didn't know how many times they changed.

But he couldn't remember any of those women.

I can't remember my name, I can't remember my looks, I can't remember my personality, I only vaguely remember that it's all some youthful and beautiful flesh.

However, Liang Wei couldn't forget it.

Just because you haven't remembered it for a long time doesn't mean you've forgotten it.

opened the box of memories, only to find that in the memories, the figure of the woman was so clear.

The woman who has been with him for the longest time.

The woman who accompanied him in his best days.

The more I think about it, the more unpleasant it is.

Driving all the way, looking at the scenery along the way, I was thinking in my heart, what would happen if Liang Wei sat in his passenger seat at this moment.

- Maybe he had such thoughts, only because he was alone, just because he was alone in this team of five people and three cars, and he was the only one who drove a car, that made him think of the woman who had been with him the longest time.

But no matter what the reason, he really missed Liang Wei very much on this day.

During lunch at lunch, he even thought about making a phone call to Liang Wei.

However, when the number was pulled out, I was told that the number was down.

He has Liang Wei's QQ number, but he was blocked.

Knowing that the four people in the same company all have Liang Wei's QQ number, and they have not been blocked, they want to ask, but they are embarrassed to ask, for fear of being laughed at by them.

At this time, Yan Xin asked, he hesitated for a long time and said what he thought.

Then he asked tentatively, "Do you still have contact with her now?" Do you know what kind of situation she is in now? ”

Yan Xin shook his head: "After you broke up, I didn't contact her, but I heard from Lily that she went back to her hometown, saying that she wanted to start her life again." ”

When Chen Li heard the words "live again", his face was a little ugly, and he said, "Did she find a new man?" ”

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Yan Xin glanced at him, knew his thoughts, and couldn't help but say: "She wants to marry you, you refused, the two of them also broke up, she wants to find a man to marry, isn't that a normal thing?" Even if you haven't looked for it yet, you will definitely find one in the future. You're not going to tell me that you don't know the result, are you? ”

Chen Li sighed: "You're right, this is something that is bound to happen. ”

Yan Xin smiled: "You guy won't want to be with her again, right?" Let me tell you, there is no regret medicine in this world, if you dump someone, they may not always stand in place and wait for you - she is also very good, not the kind of girl that no one wants. ”

"No," Chen Li shook his head, "She wants to get married, but I won't get married, so it is impossible for us to have results together." ”

"Then ...... you now" Yan Xin was a little puzzled.

"I just think of her," Chen Li said honestly, "I want to know how she is doing now, and whether she is doing well." ”

Yan Xin thought for a while and nodded: "I can understand, after all, we have been together for such a long time, even if it is a stone, we can have some feelings, let alone people?" ”

"Would you like to help me ask her how she is doing?" Chen Li looked at him with some expectation in his eyes.

The three women who walked in front entered a clothing store, and Yan Xin also stopped, just outside the store.

smashed his mouth, took out his phone, and said, "Okay, I'll help you ask." ”

opened QQ, pulled down in the friend list for a while, and finally found Liang Wei's QQ number and sent her a message:

"Sister Wei, are you there?"

After sending it, he said to Chen Li: "I sent the message, but she can't reply to my message, I don't know, and I can't guarantee you." ”

"I can understand this," Chen Li was open-minded, "do your best and obey the destiny of heaven." ”

After waiting for a few minutes, the other side finally replied with a message:

"What's the matter with breakfast?"

Seeing this piece of information, the two of them glanced at each other, and then looked at the surrounding environment, and they both felt quite incredible.

It's obviously night, what kind of breakfast do you eat?

Yan Xin asked, "Eat breakfast?" Am I not mistaken? Isn't it nighttime now? ”

After a while, Liang Wei sent a message: "I'm in the United States now, it's evening on your side, and it's morning on my side." ”