Chapter 461 Some people are lonely, some people are happy
Xiao Shiyu was eating there alone, and Yan Xin was watching her eat from the side, and she felt a sense of satisfaction inexplicably.
Yesterday, I felt like I was thinking about myself alone at home, but it wasn't good at all.
He didn't think about confessing to Xiao Shiyu, he didn't think about making Xiao Shiyu his girlfriend, he just thought it would be good to have someone by his side.
The matter between Feng Xi and Alili made him understand a truth, if you have a relationship with a woman, you will have too many constraints in the future.
Anyway, Xiao Shiyu said at the beginning that he would always be his lover, he could be his underground lover who couldn't see the light, and he wouldn't ask for a name, so he didn't need to be hypocritical, he had to give, and then bring unhappiness to himself.
- He admits that such an idea is scummy, but he is already a scumbag, and it doesn't matter if he is scum.
I don't know what the future looks like, he just wants to have more freedom.
He didn't want to go through the days of worrying and anxious for a while ago.
It's good right now, he thinks.
You don't have to get married in life.
Now he begins to feel that Chen Li's living state is the best, and he has been cocooning himself in the first two years.
Now this way of getting along can bring him happiness, but it will not bring him trouble.
That's good.
The two of them talked about the career of the takeaway APP, and Xiao Shiyu's mind was all on it, and she forgot about her children's affection.
It was clear from the longing in her eyes that she preferred this.
For a girl who has received a university education, it is more difficult for her to be a housewife who lives dependent on men with peace of mind.
Even if it is accepted, it is forced by real life.
If you have the opportunity to make a career, it is the best.
Xiao Shiyu's expression also made Yan Xin have a little more confidence in the way the two people will get along in the future.
The two of them were thinking about how to unify the national takeaway market in the future, and Yan Xin's mobile phone rang.
Take a look at it, Chen Li's phone call.
Seeing that it was Chen Li, Yan Xin knew why he came.
connected the phone, and before he could speak, he heard Chen Li's voice coming:
"Sanjin, have you slept well? It's half past two, and it's time to go out for the gym. β
This is what they said after eating.
It's just that now that Xiao Shiyu has come, the situation is different.
After receiving his call, people came overnight, thousands of miles away, just to see him earlier.
Everyone is here, but he wants to go out to exercise, which is too sorry for others.
One is a friend, the other is a lover, and children know how to choose.
Without too much hesitation, he said to Chen Li: "I'm sorry, you can go alone today." β
Chen Li was stunned: "Is there something going on here?" β
Yan Xin glanced at Xiao Shiyu, who was still eating, and said, "An old classmate is here, I want to entertain her." β
"Male or female?" Chen Li suddenly became interested.
"Female, I came here last year, and you've seen it, just the female classmate surnamed Xiao." Yan Xin said with some embarrassment.
Xiao Shiyu was eating next to her, and her face slowly turned red.
But there was a hint of joy in my heart: "Does this count as our relationship being recognized by him?" β
Chen Li thought about it: "It turned out to be your beautiful classmate!" β
Xiao Shiyu came over last year, and he didn't say a few words to Xiao Shiyu, but he still knew that this girl was very beautiful.
- Although Chen Li is very attentive and has a soft spot for beautiful girls, he also knows that his friend's friends of the opposite sex should not be provoked, and he will never be like an old rascal, and he will not even look at it much, so as to maintain a sense of marginality.
However, Xiao Shiyu's beauty can be seen without looking too much, which left a deep impression on him.
As soon as Yan Xin mentioned it, he remembered it.
Then he laughed again and said, "Your beautiful female classmate came here at this time to comfort you, right?" β
Yan Xin also laughed dryly, a little embarrassed, but it was not easy to deny it, but he just said: "It can be understood in this way." β
Chen Li smiled: "No wonder I said I was going to take you to a nightclub, but you said no, it turns out that there are people who came over to comfort you." β
Xiao Shiyu was next to him, and Yan Xin didn't say much about it, so he said embarrassedly: "If there is nothing important, so be it." β
"There's nothing else," Chen Li said, "If you don't go over today, I won't bother to go over alone, just a few thousand words more in the afternoon, bye." β
With that, he hung up the phone.
He is an adult, and of course he knows what happens when a man falls out of love and has a beautiful girl who comes all the way over.
There's no need for him to use this phone to chirp and talk crookedly, wasting people's good time.
When he hung up the phone, there was still a smile on his face, and he muttered: "This guy is even more scummy than I imagined!" Stepping on two boats doesn't count, there are actually spare tires! β
With such a thing, it is of course a happy thing that I don't have to bear the name of a scumbag in the circle of friends.
But what makes him even happier is that being able to call a beautiful girl to accompany him shows that Yan Xin has already thought about it, so he doesn't have to worry about him getting into the horns of emotions and doing anything extreme.
Seeing Yan Xin hang up the phone, Xiao Shiyu was a little uneasy and asked, "Is it a very important thing?" If it's important, you can go, you don't have to stay here with me. β
After speaking, he added: "I can't run, as long as you need me, I'm always there." β
This last sentence warmed Yan Xin's heart again, and he felt that he was so happy to have such a gentle and considerate lover.
Shaking his head and saying, "It's not that important, it's just that my friend who writes about the Internet asked me to go to the gym to exercise in the afternoon, and I told him that I would go today." β
Xiao Shiyu heard that it was to go to the gym and put her mind at ease.
Fitness is really not much of an important thing, and if you push it, you will push it.
However, when he heard the word fitness, he couldn't help but look at Yan Xin again, and found that he was a little stronger than before.
Recalling the previous incident in the bathroom, I felt that my knees were a little painful.
I don't know if the same posture will be better on this Simmons bed.
Of course, it is better for men to be stronger, but men who are too strong also make people suffer a little.
Thinking of this, his face gradually turned red again, and he looked quite delicate.
It made Yan Xin's heart pound.
This kind of shyness has been seen in both Alili and Feng Xi before.
It's just that after getting along for a long time, they have become an old husband and wife, and they can face it calmly.
Now it's on another woman, and it's arousing some sexuality.
"It's no wonder that Chen Li always changes women, it turns out that it is such a happy thing to appreciate different beauty from different women." He thought to himself.
But although he was moved, he didn't do anything, just sat there and watched.
Xiao Shiyu has worked hard from afar, and after he came, he has worked hard again, and now the bruises on his knees are still obvious, he doesn't want to act too much.
After Xiao Shiyu finished eating, the lunch box was casually thrown into the trash, and then the two of them lay on the bed to rest.
didn't do anything indescribable, just depended on each other, and then Yan Xin told Xiao Shiyu about breaking up with Feng Xi and Xiao Shiyu at the same time.
At that time, his apprehension, his worries, and his sadness were all talked about with Xiao Shiyu one by one.
Nothing is hidden.
He has nothing to hide from Xiao Shiyu, their relationship is not the kind of boyfriend and girlfriend relationship, Xiao Shiyu already knew that he stepped on two boats, and saying these would not destroy his image in each other's hearts - that image was originally there.
It's only been a day or two, but when he talks about them, he can already tell them in the voice of a bystander.
Sometimes he even laughs - when describing his own predicament.
Of course, it's not a happy laugh, it's a bitter smile, it's self-deprecation.
But being able to laugh at oneself also shows that the mood has stabilized.
In this matter, he had done something very wrong, and there was nothing wrong with laughing at himself.
"I'm still too greedy, I can't give up both, I want both, and it turns out to be the way it is now, hurting both of them, and not keeping any of them."
He summed up Xiao Shiyu like this.
After finishing speaking, he let out a long sigh:
"People, you still can't be too greedy, you have to be content."
Xiao Shiyu comforted him: "Don't be too sad, think like this - maybe the next one will be better?" The future life is still so long, if you can't keep this scenery, can't you meet a better scenery in the future? At least now, you don't have to worry about how to hide each other's existence from them. β
Yan Xin smiled bitterly: "There is indeed this benefit, I am free now." It's just that my freedom was obtained on the premise of hurting both of them. β
"This is inevitable," Xiao Shi said, "when you like the two of them at the same time, such damage is inevitable, come a little earlier, come later, there is not much difference, I think it's better to come earlier, at least don't worry about it in the future." β
"That's right," Yan Xin said, "Just before this, I was still anxious about who to accompany to watch the opening ceremony of the Olympic Games every day - I promised the two of them before that I would accompany them to see it, but now I don't have to be anxious." β
Xiao Shiyu patted his hand: "Isn't this it?" You can't hide from it anyway. β
Blinked, and asked him again: "Then next month's Olympic Games opening ceremony, do you want to see it?" β
Yan Xin understood what she meant, and said: "This is the first Olympic Games to be held in our country, we may only have such a chance in our lifetime, of course I want to go over and take a look." β
Xiao Shiyu didn't speak, her two big eyes looked at him, and there was an expectant expression on her face.
Yan Xin held her hand: "You should have time then, right?" Why don't we go to Beijing to watch the opening ceremony of the Olympic Games? β
Xiao Shiyu had a smile in his eyes and held his hand tightly: "Okay!" As long as you want, no matter what is important, I will push it off and accompany you to see the opening ceremony. β
She is not just a simple college student, but also an advertising model who has signed a contract with Jinxi e-commerce company, although there is not much time to shoot products, but it cannot be said that all the time is her own.
That's why Yan Xin asked that.
However, in her opinion, accompanying Yan Xin to see the opening ceremony of the Olympic Games is much more important than work.
Even if he paid liquidated damages, he had to accompany Yan Xin to watch the opening ceremony.
A few days ago, Yan Xin was still anxious about this problem, but now he doesn't need to, the two boats he stepped on have capsized, so he will accompany Xiao Shiyu to see it.
It's still a little too lonely to look alone, and having a beautiful girl to watch with you is called happiness.
Now that I don't have any worries, I can happily make such a decision.
It's just that after making this decision, I couldn't help but think of Feng Xi and Alili again.
I don't know if those two women will still go to the capital to watch the opening ceremony of the Olympic Games.
When the time comes, will it be sad to go to see it alone?
Thinking of this, I felt guilty again, and felt that I was so sorry for those two women.
The two women who were the best for themselves were hurt the most by themselves.
It's just scum!
I thought about it deeply: "What if I met the two of them when I accompanied Xiaoshi to watch the opening ceremony of the Olympic Games?" β
With his understanding of Alili, if he met at the opening ceremony of the Olympic Games, Ai Lili would probably be very sad and sad to see him and Xiao Shiyu holding hands intimately.
ββIt's only been a month since the breakup, the old love has a new love, and they live a happy life sweetly, which no one can stand it.
If you met Feng Xi on that occasion......
Thinking of this, Yan Xin suddenly shuddered.
than he knew about Feng Xi, seeing him and Xiao Shiyu together on such an occasion, I was afraid that he would lose his mind and pounce on him in an instant.
To put it mildly, there were a few scratches on his face.
If it's a little more serious, you might just bite into it.
It's horrible.
I still have to go to see the opening ceremony of the Olympic Games, and I may only have such a chance once in my life, and it is a pity to miss it.
However, he felt that it was still necessary to take safety measures.
To wear a hat and preferably sunglasses.
Don't even wear the clothes you usually wear, but change into clothes that the two women haven't seen before, and you can't recognize him if you see him from a distance, so it's safe.
Xiao Shiyu didn't know what he thought, and was still immersed in the joy of being able to watch the opening ceremony of the Olympic Games with Yan Xin, and his attitude towards Yan Xin was a little more gentle.
made Yan Xin feel the beauty of life again.
At this time, in Yan Xin's hometown thousands of miles away, Alili helped Feng Xi decorate a new house, and suddenly thought of this negative man, and couldn't help but ask Feng Xi:
"You say, both of us broke up with him, will he be lonely and uncomfortable when he is alone over there?"
Feng Xi glanced at her: "You don't care about him!" Such a negative person should be left alone for life! Let him be uncomfortable all the time! You say, don't you? β
"Yes...... Yes......"
Arily said.
He sighed faintly, thinking to himself:
"Now he must be very lonely and sad......"
Feng Xi was also in a trance, thinking to himself: "That guy is used to stepping on two boats, and suddenly one of them is gone, shouldn't he be able to turn around in his mind, and he can't think about it all of a sudden?" It's not like that guy hasn't done anything extreme......"
Suddenly, I was a little worried.