Chapter 464: Sister Mao's opinion
Xiao Shiyu and Alili chatted on QQ for more than half an hour, she was mainly comforting Alili, telling her to look away a little bit, and the future would be better.
But the real purpose is to know who Yan Xin is chatting with now, and he is still so engaged in chatting.
More and more, I felt that he was just talking to Feng Xi.
She doesn't know much about Feng Xi, but she knows that she is an entrepreneur, a scholar, and a very powerful person, and then she looks quite ordinary, and she doesn't feel anything else.
A girl who looks so ordinary can become one of Yan Xin's officially recognized girlfriends, which in itself is not easy to do.
And he also has a good relationship with Yan Xin's sister.
When they met during the New Year, Bai Xiaoling was like a dog leg in front of Feng Xi.
Being able to train the future sister-in-law like this shows that this girl has good means.
She has always been very jealous of Feng Xi, and what she is most afraid of is that Feng Xi will find out about her relationship with Yan Xin.
She couldn't imagine what would happen after she found out.
Anyway, it's definitely better than being discovered by Arily.
On the way to Yangcheng, she even had the urge to tell the story that she had come to comfort Yan Xin.
In this way, even if Alili finds out that she and Yan Xin are together in the future, it can't be regarded as deception.
I was honest enough with my friends.
Theoretically speaking, Yan Xin has fallen out of love at this time, and no matter what happens to her and Yan Xin, they should not be blamed.
There is another advantage of this kind of honesty that she is not very willing to admit, that is, it can make Ellili completely die to Yan Xin, and then withdraw from this competition, losing one less competitor.
However, now I hesitate in my heart, feeling that exposing myself like this is not necessarily a good thing.
Whether Arily had given up completely, she wasn't sure.
But at least Feng Xi didn't look like he had given up.
If Alili completely withdraws and Feng Xi makes a comeback, she will definitely not be an opponent.
It's not that she feels that she can't compare to Feng Xi in terms of feminine charm, but she can clearly recognize the fact that there is a big gap between her status and Feng Xi's in Yan Xin's mind.
At least that's what it looks like now.
After careful consideration, she still felt that she should not act rashly now, and should continue to keep a low profile.
You can do anything in this house, but when you get out of this room, you have to keep the distance that ordinary friends should keep in a proper manner.
Even if they found out that they had come to Yangcheng, it was to comfort their old classmates, not to take advantage of the situation.
ended the chat with Arili, but Feng Xi still didn't reply to her.
In the living room, Yan Xin was still chatting with the stray cats in reincarnation.
It took him so long for him to finally tell the story of stepping on two boats to the stray cats in the reincarnation.
This time, he really wanted to get advice, so he didn't hide anything, basically told the truth, and told the emotional entanglement between him and the two women as it was.
Of course, he didn't say anything about Xiao Shiyu.
This has nothing to do with his current emotional distress.
On the other hand, he didn't say that he had been married to Feng Xi for a few years in his previous life, this thing was too unscientific, and no one would believe it if he said it.
When talking about the relationship with Feng Xi, it was dealt with as a pair of lovers before, but then they were hurt by some injuries, especially from the woman's family, and they felt that they were not suitable, and then they broke up.
It was precisely because of the breakup that he had a new relationship with Arily.
He also spoke of his own hesitation in the process.
On the one hand, he felt that Ellili was very good, and on the other hand, he found that he was unforgettable for Feng Xi.
For a long time, he couldn't make a choice, and he only didn't see all kinds of hints about the two girls.
Later, I accepted the relationship with Ellili because I drank a little alcohol once, got drunk, and then had that kind of relationship.
Then I feel that if I don't accept it again, I will become a hooligan, and it will bring great harm to the other party.
So I accepted it.
also mentioned that at that time, he didn't want to step on two boats, he originally wanted to keep a distance from Feng Xi, and he did it deliberately, but sometimes when he thought of the old love, he would be a little unbearable.
Another worry is that she is afraid that refusal will affect Feng Xi's mood and delay her college entrance examination, thinking that she will have to wait for the college entrance examination to be completed before refusing.
Later, because he drank too much wine, then there was a breakthrough in the relationship, and there were some very ambiguous contacts, and then Feng Xi confessed directly to him again, he was worried that refusal would bring very bad consequences at that time, so he could only accept it.
He said that at that time, he had been struggling in his heart, knowing that it was wrong to do so, but he was afraid that he would hurt the other party by proposing to break up, so he could only make mistakes again and again until something like this happened.
Of course, he also confessed that he had two girlfriends at the same time, enjoyed the love of two women for him, and also had a great attraction to him, which made him indulge in it and couldn't extricate himself.
However, in the process of stepping on the two boats, it is not all enjoyment, there are still a lot of apprehensions, and the heart is frightened, for fear that it will be discovered in the end and make a lot of trouble.
Hearing him finish telling his story, the stray cat in reincarnation had a little sarcasm in his tone:
"So, you're quite aggrieved, aren't you? Forced to accept the love of two women, forced to step on two boats. ”
Yan Xin could understand the other party's indignation as a woman after hearing this scumbag story, but she still couldn't help but explain:
"Sister Mao, I didn't lie to you, I was actually really anxious during that time."
Stray cat in reincarnation: "Then now that you are out of love, you can't step on two boats, you can't step on one boat, and you don't have to be anxious anymore, you should be happy, right?" ”
Yan Xin truthfully said his mentality: "I won't tell you, now that I have been discovered and broken up, I am very sad, but I have to admit that at this time, I do have a sense of relief in my heart." I'm willing to accept the punishment of breaking up, it's what I deserve, but now I finally don't have to worry so much about living my life, and it doesn't seem like a bad thing for me. ”
Stray cats in reincarnation: "You mean, now you're finally free from those two burdens, right?" ”
Yan Xin explained: "It's not like that, it's still sad to break up with the two of them, it's just that people have to look forward, it's quite lonely now, but at least there's no need to be anxious, it's not that bad." ”
Stray cats in reincarnation: "Well, think about it at best, no one will control you in the future, you still have a lot of money, you can be with whomever you want, you can be with as many women as you want, you can be regarded as a blessing in disguise." ”
Yan Xin was a little embarrassed, and felt that what she said was the same.
But he still covered it up: "I can't say that, I'm not the kind of person who cares, in fact, I really want to have a complete love." ”
Stray cats in reincarnation: "What? Don't you want to have two full loves? ”
The irony is about to overflow the screen.
Yan Xin was embarrassed: "Sister Mao, I know I did something wrong, but things have already happened like this, and I can't help it." ”
Stray cats in reincarnation: "And what do you think now?" Are you going to just cut them off and live a free and happy life, or do you want to find one of them to save your relationship and continue to live your life? Or do you secretly rebuild with both of them, and continue the happy life of stepping on two boats before? ”
Yan Xin: "I'm very confused now. ”
Stray cats in reincarnation: "Tell me your confusion, Sister Cat, I'll give you some valuable life advice." ”
This is exactly what Yan Xin wants.
He didn't hide his thoughts: "Actually, I do have the idea of finally being free, I have a lot of assets now, I belong to rich people in this society, as long as I want to, there will be no shortage of young and beautiful women around me." ”
Stray cats in reincarnation: "Hehe, man. ”
Yan Xin admitted: "Don't hide it from Sister Cat, sometimes I do have some vulgar ideas, and sometimes I also want to date more younger and more beautiful girls." ”
Stray cats in reincarnation: "You want to be a stallion, right?" ”
Yan Xin excused himself awkwardly: "Occasionally, I have such thoughts. ”
Stray cats in reincarnation: "Now that you're free, have you started chasing your dream of being a stallion?" ”
Yan Xin glanced at the bedroom with a weak heart, wanting to admit that he had already started to act.
But after thinking about it, now this cat sister seems to be unhappy with his behavior of stepping on two boats, if he says this, I am afraid that I will have to end the chat with him immediately, and I will not be able to talk about any life advice.
So he replied: "I haven't started ...... yet"
Stray cats in reincarnation: "Why not?" ”
Yan Xin: "Now that I hurt them so deeply, I turn my head and have fun, I feel a little sorry for them." I feel like I made such a mistake and should be punished. ”
When he typed this paragraph, his face was like a fire, and he felt particularly embarrassed.
At first, he did have that idea, but after only one day, he couldn't stand the loneliness anymore, and then summoned Xiao Shiyu over.
Now Xiao Shiyu is waiting for him to take a shower in the next bedroom, but he shamelessly says such righteous and awe-inspiring words, which is really scummy.
He looked down on himself a little.
However, in order to make the stray cat in reincarnation look down on himself, he can only do things that look down on him.
After a while, the stray cat in reincarnation replied to him:
"It turned out that I was going to punish myself, I thought you were trying to break the mirror and reunite."
Yan Xin: "I think the possibility of reunion is very slim, and if I did something like that to them, they will definitely not forgive me again." ”
Stray cats in reincarnation: "That's not necessarily, some women are very stupid, as long as they fall in love with someone, any mistakes can be forgiven, you have to speak well, admit your mistakes and apologize, coax for a few days, if you behave well, maybe people will forgive you." ”
Yan Xin didn't believe it: "But the mistake I made was not an ordinary mistake, I was with the two of them at the same time, this is a very serious betrayal." I understand them better, and I don't think they can forgive me. ”
Stray cats in reincarnation: "That's not necessarily, you're not a woman, you may not be able to understand women's thoughts." There are many things that derail in the world, and there are many people who continue to go on. ”
Yan Xin: "A lot of people who continue to go on are because of practical reasons. But I am not married to them, nor do I have children, and they themselves are not short of money, so they will not be reluctant to be with me for money, so I think this possibility is extremely slim. ”
Stray cats in reincarnation: "Even if it's extremely slim, it's still possible, don't you say?" ”
Yan Xin still hesitated: "However, even if the other party forgives, together, and something like this happens, there is a thorn in my heart after all, and I will talk about it from time to time in the future, and I will not be happy, it is better to be separated from each other, and each life will be happy, and each will find its own happiness......"
When I typed this line, I couldn't help but think of Alili and Feng Xi marrying women in the future, and I felt very sad.
It was hard for him to accept such an outcome.
Stray cats in reincarnation: "Maybe in the hearts of some stupid women, the greatest happiness is to be with you." Maybe if she can't be with you in this life, there will be no happiness for her? ”
Yan Xin was silent for a while: "Sister Mao, do you mean to let me get their forgiveness and continue to be together?" ”
Stray cats in reincarnation: "-_-||." I don't mean to keep you with 'them', but with one of them. If you step on two boats, you are destined to capsize, and you can only choose one. ”
Yan Xin fell into deep thought.
In the process, the stray cat in reincarnation sent a few more texts:
"Yes, if you are with her after you get forgiveness, you may be mentioned in the future, but that is also the punishment you should receive for making mistakes, a manly man, you have to bear what you should bear, and you can't blindly escape."
"You can really be free now, you can be with whomever you want, you can be with as many women as you want, and this kind of life may make you feel wonderful for a short time. But if you think about it, what about later? Do you have to live like this for the rest of your life? Is it really that interesting to live with only physical pleasure and no emotions? Your parents wouldn't want you to fall like that, would they? ”
"You can choose that kind of life without any restraints now, but you will eventually grow old in the future, and when the time comes, the physical needs will no longer exist, and what kind of companionship can a bunch of people who have no feelings for you provide?"
"It is a very lucky thing to have someone who loves you and is willing to spend your life with you, you have to cherish it, and don't regret it until you miss it."
Seeing the text sent over, Yan Xin replied:
"But now in front of me are two people who love me, and I don't know who to choose. I didn't know before, and I still don't know who to choose and who to give up. ”
Finally, another sentence was added:
"Sister Cat, can you help me make a choice?"
(End of chapter)