After Xiao Shiyu came, Yan Xin's mood quickly stabilized.

It's really better to have someone with you than to be alone.

Sometimes I will chat with the stray cats in reincarnation, but this netizen is not often online, so I don't talk a lot.

We will talk about some business problems, and we will also talk about some emotional problems.

The feeling to Yan Xin is that the stray cats in this reincarnation are more inclined to Feng Xi, and I hope that he can continue to be with Feng Xi.

In this regard, the stray cat in reincarnation also explained that he is a person in the business world, so he has a filter for Feng Xi, an entrepreneur, and will feel that she is more suitable.

Yan Xin can also accept this explanation.

From the perspective of business achievements, Feng Xi's performance is indeed amazing enough, and it is normal for people to be more inclined to her.

As for Alili, she is beautiful, has a gentle personality, and is kind-hearted, but only those around her can feel these goodness, and they are not as eye-catching as Feng Xi's achievements.

Without stray cats in reincarnation, he doesn't know how to choose one of the two.

With the stray cats in reincarnation, he still doesn't know who to choose.

These days, in addition to asking the stray cats in reincarnation about emotional matters, he will also talk to Gu Ru.

didn't tell Gu Ruxiao what Xiao Shiyu had come over, so he asked which one he should choose if Alili and Feng Xi could forgive themselves and continue to follow him.

Gu Ru's answer was simple and straightforward: "Don't choose any of them, you went astray before, and now you finally get back on track and regain your freedom, don't be confused and fall into the pit of feelings." ”

In this regard, Gu Ru and Chen Li have the same idea, refuse marriage, refuse any restraints, and want to be free.

Yan Xin hesitated himself.

On the one hand, he yearns for Chen Li's freedom, and on the other hand, he also wants to have a love of growing old together, having a normal family and a few lovely children.

After divorcing Feng Xi in his previous life, the feeling of being abandoned by the whole world was really uncomfortable.

He still hopes to have his own blood to stay in this world.

He knows that his current self, as long as he wants, can have a lot of young and beautiful girls around him, but he doesn't think there is a suitable one to marry and have children with him.

It's not that he can't find a suitable one, but except for Arili and Feng Xi, he didn't think about living with other women for the rest of his life.

He hasn't been in contact with the two of them now, and it's not all because he was blocked - all he was blocked was the QQ number and mobile phone number, and he could be reconnected with a different mobile phone number.

Now the mobile phone number does not need to be bound to an ID card, you can buy a number casually, a mobile phone card for dozens of yuan, he has no problem changing 100 a day, and there is no way to block it.

It's just that he can't tell if the two of them are angry now.

Without degassing, calling the past will only be considered harassment and will add to the anger.

There is another reason, that is, he has not decided who to redeem now.

I still can't make a choice.

So just mess up and wait for them to make a choice.

The worst outcome would be for both to abandon him completely, as is the case now.

There is no worse.

Thinking like this, my mood gradually stabilized.

After Feng Chen came back, they also met.

Feng Xi's secrecy work was done quite well, and until now, Feng Chen didn't know that his good partner, close comrade-in-arms, and noble comrade Yan Xin, who was a noble man in his career, had actually done an outrageous and extremely bad thing to live up to his sister.

When I saw him, I was smiling, and my attitude was very affectionate.

also showed Yan Xin photos and videos of his new house, from the exterior to the interior, all of which were taken in.

There is the new house he arranged for himself, and the room that Feng Xi arranged himself.

Yan Xin didn't ask too directly, so he asked very tactfully:

"Your sister should be glad that she has decorated the room so beautifully, right?"

Feng Chenle, who didn't know anything about the truth, said:

"I'm very happy, I've been shopping with Mr. Ai of your company every day these days, decorating the room, and I'm very busy, I can see that I'm very happy."

This answer made Yan Xin put his heart at ease - it's good to be happy, so that there is no need to worry about them falling into extreme emotions.

But at the same time, there is a little sourness in my heart: "Why are you so happy?" Is breaking up with me a joy for them? Is it okay to be sad for a few more days? ”

Being happy means that you have let go of that matter, and at the same time, you have put down the feelings between them.

Yan Xin hoped that they would let go of that sad past, but he didn't want them to let go of that relationship.

Therefore, hearing Feng Chen say this, his mood was still a little complicated.

Such an idea is of course immoral, but this is the truest thought in his heart.

He also asked Feng Chen: "Is Mr. Ai of our company still used to going over there?" ”

Feng Chen recalled: "It's okay, I see that she is full of curiosity about our countryside, she has to take pictures when she sees mountains, she wants to take pictures when she sees water, and she has to take pictures when she sees a broken house, and she has taken a lot of photos along the way." ”

He smiled and said something else:

"But she, like my sister, dislikes the smell of the newly renovated house, and she doesn't live at home, so she goes to your house every night."

Yan Xin's eyes widened suddenly: "Where do you live in my house?" ”

"Well, stay overnight at your house," Feng Chen said, "Your sister will also come back for vacation, and then go to live with her at night." ”

Speaking of this, he also brought a hint of apology: "I'm a little embarrassed, I've caused trouble to your family." ”

"It's okay, what's the trouble?" Yan Xin said.

There were bursts of turbulence in my heart.

Unexpectedly, the two of them actually live in his hometown house these days.

What kind of state of mind is this?

He couldn't figure it out.

At least one thing is certain - their hatred for him is not as deep as he thinks.

After returning home, he sent a message to Bai Xiaoling:

"Do Feng Xi and Alili live in our house?"

He and Bai Xiaoling sometimes chatted on QQ, knowing that Bai Xiaoling had also gone home, but they didn't know that Feng Xi and Alili lived in their own house.

In the chat between the two people, Bai Xiaoling rarely mentioned Feng Xi, as long as Yan Xin didn't ask, Bai Xiaoling would definitely not take the initiative to mention it.

Yan Xin didn't take the initiative to ask in the past few days, mainly because he felt that he had done something negative and was embarrassed to let his family know.

There's no way to scold it, but I definitely won't take the initiative to scold it.

Now that the question has passed, Bai Xiaoling answered truthfully:

"Yes, they said that the newly renovated house is not good to live in, so they live in our house. But don't worry, I didn't live in your room, and I slept with me every night. ”

Yan Xin: "It's nothing to sleep in my room, it's not an outsider, I have an air conditioner in my room, it doesn't hurt to stay for a few days, three people huddle together, it's not a way of hospitality." ”

Bai Xiaoling thought to herself: "But I don't want them to sleep in your bed." ”

replied to him: "They said that there are more people, then I can't help it, in fact, I don't want to sleep with them, they are not stable when they sleep, and they always move their hands and feet." ”

Yan Xin was curious: "Will I still beat you when I sleep at night?" ”

Bai Xiaoling: "It's not that ...... who moves his hands and feet."

Yan Xin recalled some of the habits of the two women who slept at night, and suddenly thought of something, and was a little embarrassed for a while.

Instead of dwelling on this question, I just asked:

"Then they live in our house and are they still happy?"

"It's okay, what's there to be unhappy about?" Bai Xiaoling replied.

This answer made Yan Xin feel very depressed - is he really that happy?

But after a while, Bai Xiaoling sent another message:

"But it's also a little strange to say, one day in the middle of the night, my sister-in-law suddenly cried and woke me up, I didn't have time to ask anything, she opened her mouth to bite my shoulder, fortunately I was woken up by her, stopped her in time, otherwise I would have been bitten off a piece of meat by her. I asked her why, and she said she had nightmares. I don't know what nightmare made her look like that. ”

Looking at this piece of news, Yan Xin shuddered, and recalled the bite he had been bitten by Feng Xi in his previous life.

If you really want to bite, maybe you will actually bite into the next piece of meat.

But there is some distress - this shows that in Feng Xi's heart, he did not let go of that matter, he was still very angry and sad.

This also shows that showing joy in front of others during the day is nothing more than a performance.

He himself has had such performance moments, and he knows that the calmer he becomes, the more bitter he becomes.

I was still a little sour before, and I felt that I had broken up, but this woman was not sad at all, and she was able to be happy every day.

Now it's distressing again.

Thinking that Feng Xi is like this, Alili is probably the same, and she is in a bad mood again.

Bai Xiaoling also called Feng Xi "sister-in-law", indicating that neither Feng Xi nor Alili told Bai Xiaoling about the fact that he stepped on two boats and was discovered.

Naturally, he himself is not easy to say.

just told Bai Xiaoling that people are guests from afar, and they should entertain guests well, but don't slack off.

Bai Xiaoling replied: "I know, my mother and I both offered them as ancestors." ”

Yan Xin's mood was not very high that day.

Xiao Shiyu, as his pillow person, also felt it and asked him, "What's wrong with you today?" It doesn't seem to be very interested. ”

Yan Xin was embarrassed to say that he thought of his two predecessors, so he could only say:

"Maybe it's because the weather is too hot, a little bit of heat stroke, and I always feel like I can't lift my spirits."

Xiao Shiyu was frightened: "Do you want to go to the hospital to have a look?" ”

"No," Yan Xin shook his head, "It's just a little problem, you don't need to go to the hospital, just rest for a while." ”

The mood was not high that day, and even some entertainment activities were not done.

That night, Xiao Shiyu was asleep in the middle of the night, and was suddenly woken up, and when she woke up, she felt that she was being held tightly by Yan Xin, and she was about to suffocate.

Yan Xin hugged her and muttered:

"I'm sorry...... Sorry ......"

The voice was indistinct, and Xiao Shiyu listened to it several times before she heard it clearly, obviously talking in a dream.

I don't know who Yan Xin said "I'm sorry" to, but she knew that it was definitely not to herself.

For a while, my heart was sour.

I feel very aggrieved.

However, this path was chosen by herself, and she knew what kind of path it was from the beginning.

Since such a choice has been made, even if it is in tears, it is necessary to go on.

She hugged Yan Xin, patted him gently on the back, and said softly:

"It's okay...... It's okay......"

A woman who apologizes to herself in a dream is sorry, and a woman who forgives another woman in reality.

The worlds of the two people did not intersect, but they still intersected at this moment.

I don't know if it was her appeasement that had an effect, or if Yan Xin's dream changed the scene again, Yan Xin gradually stopped saying sorry, and the arm holding her was not so tight, and gradually let go.

It didn't take long for him to breathe normally, apparently coming out of that dream.

It's just that Xiao Shiyu's mood can't be calmed down for a long time, and she can't sleep when she looks at the night with her eyes open.

This night was too long for her.

knew why Yan Xin was so depressed during the day.

knew that he still couldn't let go of that relationship in his heart.

also knew that he had no place in his mind.

But no matter how aggrieved and sad you are, the path you choose will still go like that.

The next day, she pretended that nothing had happened, didn't know anything, and still treated Yan Xin gently.

In the morning, Yan Xin would go to the company to take a look, she would not follow, so she cooked a meal at home and waited for him to come back.

The afternoon was too hot, Yan Xin was too lazy to go out, and the two of them were tired of being at home, and she would try her best to meet any request made by Yan Xin.

What can be done must be done, and what cannot be done must be studied and done hard.

This gentleness and obedience made Yan Xin feel very comfortable, and he sighed in his heart: "How good would it be if I could have three wives and four concubines like in ancient times?" ”

Monogamy guarantees the happiness of more people at the bottom.

In his last life, he hated those rich people who occupied a lot of women's resources, and felt that those people created the biggest injustice in the world.

But when he became rich and had more resources to occupy, he began to yearn for that kind of life again.

Compared with the thoughts of the two lives, he did not reflect on his own degeneration, but felt that in this life, he stood higher, saw farther, thought more maturely, and had a bigger pattern.

His pattern can fit at least three women.

It's a pity that the mainstream of this society still can't accept such a thing.

Whether it was Alili or Feng Xi, they couldn't accept such a thing.

Otherwise, he wouldn't have been so troubled as he is now, and he would have been happy to live a happy life with everyone.

Xiao Shiyu's status in his heart is indeed not that important, but this girl's performance these days makes him feel very comfortable, and he gradually gives her more places in his heart.

Although I didn't think about giving her a name, I still wanted to give her more compensation:

"In her previous life, she was very fond of money, so I'll give her a big company when the time comes."

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