When Yan Xin received the QQ news that Xiao Shiyu was going to have dinner with Feng Xi, he was already at home and had dinner early.

Seeing this news, a chill arose in his heart, and the first thought that came to his mind was a thought: "Feng Xi, what kind of demon are you going to be?" ”

It feels like Feng Xi is just going to do something to Xiao Shiyu.

Two days ago, he was actually a little worried, and always felt that Xiao Shiyu would be suppressed if he went to the company to shoot product advertisements, but nothing happened in those two days, so he relaxed his vigilance.

He was even ashamed of himself for being a gentleman with the heart of a villain.

Unexpectedly, on this last day, such a thing still happened, and he actually found Xiao Shiyu directly.

For a while, I even wanted to send a message to ask Xiao Shiyu which restaurant she was eating in and wanted to go to the rescue.

- If Xiao Shiyu was suppressed, it must be because of him, and he couldn't stand idly by.

But after thinking about it for a while, I still didn't ask.

The main thing is that he himself has some fear of Feng Xi.

This fear mainly comes from a sense of guilt and feeling that you have done something sorry for the other person.

There's no face to do anything now.

If he went over in a panic to save Xiao Shiyu, he would obviously like the new and hate the old, and he didn't know what Feng Xi would be angry about.

If it's nothing, it's going to make a big deal.

He still knows a little bit about Feng Xi, that is, sometimes his mouth is poisonous, and his heart is not bad.

Even if he is very dissatisfied with Xiao Shiyu, at most, he will just say it, so as not to cause substantial harm.

But if you want to go over, maybe it will trigger contradictions, and no one knows what kind of result it will become.

If you think about it, it's better not to care.

I still have some apprehension in my heart, worried that Xiao Shiyu will be humiliated.

Being alone at home is also a little uneasy.

Sitting in the living room, with the TV on, and playing with the phone from time to time, my mind is not here.

I always thought about what kind of situation Xiao Shiyu would be on his side.

At half past nine in the evening, Gu Ru came back and saw him watching TV alone in the living room, and there was something strange:

"Why are you here watching TV alone? What about the little poems? Haven't come back yet? ”

"I was called to dinner by Feng Xi." Yan Xin said.

Gu Ru was taken aback: "Huh? ”

She knew about Yan Xin's messy things, so she blurted out at that time:

"It's not going to be at your new girlfriend, is it?"

Yan Xin said depressedly: "I don't know either." ”

"Why don't you go over and defend your new girlfriend?" Gu Ru asked with a smile.

Xiao Shiyu is Yan Xin's woman, not her woman, she is not as worried as Yan Xin.

Yan Xin shook his head: "There shouldn't be too much of a problem, but if I go over, maybe the problem won't be small." ”

After the explanation, he added:

"She's not my new girlfriend, not the kind of relationship I had with Alili and Feng Xi before."

Gu Ru smiled: "I understand, you can go to bed, but you won't get married." ”

Yan Xin was a little embarrassed, thinking that this was quite scummy, but he also had to admit: "That's pretty much what it means." ”

"You've finally understood it now, and that's how it should be." Gu Ru said.

did not laugh at him, but praised him, saying: "One life and one couple, from the beginning to the end, that is the way of life of the poor, rich people should not be so restrained, should enjoy a more colorful life, otherwise what to do with making money?" ”

Yan Xin felt that she made a lot of sense, but she was still embarrassed to agree.

Just said: "I just don't want to worry about those messy things now, and I'll talk about it later, I just want to take it easy now." ”

"Life is meant to be like this," Gu Ru said, "A person does not live for others, nor does he live for moral concepts, he lives for himself, and he lives as he is comfortable." ”

Yan Xin sighed and said, "So be it now." ”

Gu Ru asked again: "Then do you still want to get married and have children now?" ”

Yan Xin smiled bitterly: "I thought about it before, but now I don't have this idea." ”

"Actually, it doesn't matter if the marriage is tied or not, but the child still has to be had," Gu Ru said seriously, "Marriage is a certificate, but the child is the inheritance of bloodline, and in a way, it is also a continuation of life, which is still very important." ”

Seeing that Yan Xin was silent, he said again: "You are still young now, you may not understand this, but when you are older, your thoughts will be different, and you will still think about having a child." ”

Yan Xin smiled bitterly.

Although he is only in his early twenties now, he has the experience of the previous life, and he lived in his thirties in the last life, and in the last years of his life, especially after the death of his father, he really wanted to have a child, and he wanted it very much.

It's just that the economic conditions are too poor, and I can't afford to raise children at all, so I can only extinguish that idea in the end.

Before his father died, he was also extremely sorry that he couldn't hold his grandson.

It was the pain of his last life.

In this life, he still wants children, and even thinks it is better to have more.

I won't be so lonely in this world, I can also make my father happier, and I can comfort my mother under Jiuquan.

It's just that who to give birth to is now a big question.

Gu Ru also thought about it, sat next to him, and said:

"Actually, when I was young, I was like you, I didn't want to get married, let alone have children. Now, I still don't want to get married, but I want to have children, and I'm even a little anxious. ”

Yan Xin glanced at her: "But you're only in your early thirties, so there's no need to be in such a hurry." ”

"At the age of 35, I will become an advanced maternal age again, and it will become more dangerous to give birth to a child, I am almost thirty-three years old now, can I not be in a hurry?" Gu Ru said.

"How did you go from not wanting children to wanting children?" Yan Xin asked curiously.

Gu Ru said: "You know, in order to chase the so-called dream, I fell out with my parents, ran away from home, came here alone to work hard, and didn't go home for several years. I reconciled with them, and then when I returned home, I saw that most of their hair was gray, only to find that they were all old, and I realized that they would also be old, and they would eventually leave me. By that time, I would not have a single relative. All of a sudden, I want to have a baby......"

Saying that, she was also a little distracted:

"When I was young, I was angry with them, and I ran away for more than ten years, and I felt that they didn't understand me at all, and I hated them a little. But when we met again, I was also sad to see that they were old. When they saw me, they couldn't hold back their tears, and I was even more sad. Then I realized that relatives are relatives after all. If you are angry with your friends, you may not be friends anymore in the future. But with relatives, no matter what kind of conflicts occur, they are still relatives after all. Even if you are separated for ten years and thousands of miles apart, you will still think about it, you will still be sad, and you will be sad...... I am their thoughts, and they are my thoughts. But if one day they are gone, I have no thoughts in this world, how lonely will it be? So I thought, I still have to have a baby. And what they are most worried about is that I have always been single, and I will have no one to accompany me when I get old. They will be happy to have a child and I will be able to ...... peace of mind."

Yan Xin remembered the events of his previous life and sighed: "Yes, it's better to have a child." ”

After thinking about it, he said, "It's better to have a few more children." There is only one child, the risk is too great, and it is better to have more children. ”

Gu Ru smiled: "I also want to have a few more children, but now I am almost thirty-three years old, and I don't have one." is pregnant now, give birth to one, give birth to the second one, and become an advanced maternal age, but I dare not give birth to a few. ”

Yan Xin nodded: "That's the same." ”

Then he said: "Then you have to find a partner and have a child quickly." ”

Gu Ru sighed:

"But I don't want to find a partner, I don't have the time to look for it, and I don't have the mood to look for it. Although there are many excellent men in this world, in terms of proportion, there may not be one excellent man in a hundred. If you look for it according to my standards, there may not be one good one out of 10,000 men. If you look for it yourself, the probability of finding an unsatisfactory man is too great, and if you don't get it right, you will ruin your life, and I don't want to take that risk. ”

said and smiled again: "And when I think of sharing a bed with a man and living for the rest of my life, I feel that there is no point in living." ”

When she said these words, her eyes fell on Yan Xin.

Yan Xin didn't dare to look directly into her gaze, looked at the TV, and said, "If that's the case, you can consider doing IVF." ”

Gu Ru said: "It's not that I haven't thought about it, I have found many people to understand, first, our country does not support unmarried women to do IVF." On the other hand, the technology is not particularly mature, and the risk of doing IVF is relatively large, which is greater than the risk of doing advanced maternal age, and I am now at this age, and I don't really want to take this risk. ”

After finishing speaking, he was silent for a while, and then said: "Of course, if you don't get a solution in another year, you will have to do IVF at the risk." If it's inconvenient at home, you can go abroad to do it, and it's a big deal to have a mixed-race baby - it's just that I heard that the management over there is very chaotic, and many sperm donors are homeless, pretending to be social elites, which is still quite dangerous......"

Yan Xin could only say: "Indeed, foreigners are unreliable. ”

Gu Ru looked at him for a while before he spoke:

"Why don't you help me?"

Yan Xin looked at her in shock: "Huh? Sister Ru, what did you say? How can I help you? ”

Gu Ru grabbed one of his hands: "Help me have a baby." I can't have a child alone, or we cooperate with one, you will produce the seed, I will come out of the land, and when the time comes, you will have a child, and I will have a child, isn't it a win-win situation? ”

Yan Xin actually felt that Gu Ru had such thoughts about himself for a long time, but he didn't have that kind of thoughts himself.

In his heart, Gu Ru is his very good friend and his business partner, but he is not a woman who can be ambiguous.

Especially after knowing Gu Ru's orientation, he just treats her as a buddy.

Sometimes, when I see Gu Ru who is gone, I will inevitably have thoughts in my heart, but that is just a normal reaction, and I have no intention of implementing it.

It's too familiar.,And I've always been treated as a buddy.,I really can't get that hand.。

Knowing that she has that thought, she can only pretend to be a lake, and she must pay special attention to her words and deeds, so as not to let the other party misjudge.

Now that I heard Gu Ru directly say her thoughts, I couldn't pretend to be a lake, so I could only say with a wry smile:

"Sister Ru, I have always regarded you as my own sister, how can I do such a thing?"

"My sister?" Gu Ru repeated, "Don't you think it's more exciting?" ”

"Forehead ......"

Yan Xin hurriedly declared: "No, although my private life is a little messy, it is not so perverted, Sister Ru, don't misunderstand." ”

Gu Ru looked at him pitifully: "So, aren't you going to help me?" ”

Yan Xin Khan: "Sister Ru, you are so beautiful, you are still a big star, as long as you are willing, you will definitely find a very good man, there is no need to look at the door of the house, take a long-term view." ”

Gu Ru said: "Do you think I haven't looked for it?" But I just haven't seen anything better than you, handsome, and so talented, and the children we give birth to will definitely be very good. ”

Yan Xin can't say that the talents he shows are all fake, and his true ability can be a security guard, and even the security squad leader is not qualified.

can only say: "I'm really not as good as you think, I'm a scumbag, and I only scored more than 100 points in the college entrance examination." ”

Gu Ru was stunned for a moment: "Why is the college entrance examination only more than 100 points?" I asked you before, didn't you say that you took more than 300 exams? ”

"I didn't say that!" Yan Xin hurriedly denied it, "I only said that it was less than 400 points." ”

Gu Ru remembered: "Less than 400, isn't that more than 300?" ”

"But he has less than 400 points out of more than 100." Yan Xin said depressedly.

This is a very embarrassing thing, he doesn't want to admit it, but now in order to dispel Gu Ru's thoughts, he has to admit it.

Gu Ru thought about it, more than 100 points, and it was indeed in the range of less than 400.

Some looked down on it: "Why did you do worse than an art candidate like me?" ”

Yan Xin bowed his head: "It's because my IQ is too low and my learning ability is poor." ”

Gu Ru shook her head: "No, if you are so bad, how can you write such good lyrics at such a young age?" ”

Then I understood: "You must be because your family has no money for you to study, and you don't want your father to work too hard, so you deliberately don't do well in the exam, so that he feels that such a score is meaningless even if he repeats it, so that you can come out early to work and solve problems for the family." ”

Yan Xin thought to himself: "You are the second one to understand me like this." ”

Blushing and said, "It's really not, I just can't do it." ”

Gu Ru didn't believe it: "I don't care, anyway, I think you are very good, I want to cooperate with you to have a child, you just say that as a best friend, can you help with this favor?" ”