Chapter 489: Worried

After Xiao Shiyu came back, she stood at the door of Yan Xin's bedroom for a while, and did not take any drastic actions, and then went to take a bath.

When you know where you are, you know what you can and can't do.

When such a situation happens, she can't do anything else but accept it.

After standing for a few minutes, I figured out this truth.

She could only accept it.

Live what you should do next, just do your part, and don't think about what you shouldn't think.

If there were still some delusions before, she was completely dead at this time - even if Yan Xin had really cut off the relationship with Alili and Feng Xi, she would not be able to succeed in ascending to the position, and Yan Xin would have other women.

Other women may not owe him more than 5 million, and they may not be on the humble side from the beginning like her.

"It's supposed to be like this, but I'm thinking too much." She was self-enlightened.

Then I went to the shower.

On such a hot day, when I came back from eating, my clothes were already soaked with sweat, and I really needed to take a shower.

There is one more embarrassing thing, her clothes, including pajamas, are placed in that bedroom, and there are still two people in the bedroom at the moment, and it is inconvenient for her to open the door to get the clothes.

There was no one in Gu Ru's bedroom, but she was not good at taking other people's clothes to wear.

I had no choice but to wrap a bath towel in a bath after taking a shower.

Then he sat in the living room and waited for the two people in the room to finish.

Not just humble, but embarrassing.

Finally, the business in the room was over.

Although the air conditioner was turned on in the room, the two of them were still sweating.

Gu Ru's hand touched Yan Xin's body: "I'm sweating so much again, I'll have to take a shower later." ”

Yan Xin was very tired and said, "Just flush it, you go wash it first." ”

He was so tired now that he didn't want to move at all, he just wanted to rest a little longer.

Gu Ru shook her head: "No, I have to wait for a while to increase the chance of conception." ”

She was now on both legs, kicking against the wall, in a position that was almost upside down.

This is said to increase the chances of conception.

She didn't know if it was accurate, and she didn't have anything to lose by trying.

Yan Xin had also heard such a statement, so he didn't interfere with her, so he could only struggle to get up from the bed:

"Okay, I'll go take a shower first."

Then he said to himself, "I feel like I've forgotten something important......

Gu Ru said: "Don't say it, I also feel as if I forgot something important, but I can't remember it for a while." ”

Yan Xin got up from the bed and turned on the bedroom light by the way.

glanced at Gu Ru, and saw that the old friend who used to be like a buddy now appeared on his bed in this position, and suddenly felt some diaphragm.

I thought to myself: "I'm really too beastly, and someone who knows me so well can do it!" How can you happily be friends with her in the future? ”

As he thought, he opened the bedroom door.

When I opened the bedroom door, I remembered that I had forgotten something important.

Forgot the existence of Xiao Shiyu.

β€”β€”This was remembered after he saw Xiao Shiyu wrapped in a towel and sitting quietly in the living room playing with his mobile phone.

Then the first thought in my heart was: "It's over, I've been caught raping again!" ”

The moment he opened the door, Xiao Shiyu also looked at him, and the mobile phone in his hand had not been put down.

Two people, staring at each other.

Yan Xin was embarrassed, and a smile appeared on his face: "You're back." ”

Xiao Shiyu also squeezed out a smile on his face: "Well, I'm back, I saw that you were busy, so I didn't bother you." ”

Yan Xin was a little unsure if this was sarcasm.

He was embarrassed anyway.

Gu Ru heard their conversation and also remembered:

"! Forget Xiao Shiyu and come back! ”

Then reflect on yourself:

"I'm still a little carried away, I should stop it in time after the first time, and if I don't come the second time, then there will be nothing."

As for what will happen now, she doesn't know.

She still kept her old position, and she heard the story that if she had to stay in this position for 15 minutes, it would be easier to conceive, and now it was only two or three minutes, which was still far from it.

Although the current situation is awkward, she still doesn't want to waste this opportunity.

thought in her heart: "Xiao Shiyu is not Feng Xi, nor is she Alili, she is just a lover of Yan Xin, she does not belong to the formal kind, if she is smarter, she should not make trouble." I'm not afraid to make a fuss - this is my home! ”

Xiao Shiyu really didn't make a fuss, and sat quietly in the living room, and her words were very gentle.

At least there is no sarcasm in the tone, let alone resentment.

Yan Xin was a little relieved, but he also felt a little guilty, and walked out: "What time did you come back?" ”

"It's almost midnight." Xiao Shi said.

Even if she answered the question, she didn't say anything, and she couldn't see any emotion on her face.

I feel wronged in my heart, but I can't say it, and I can't show it, for fear that if I show it, I will lose my hard-won lover qualifications.

But to show a very relaxed and friendly attitude, that can't be done, she hasn't cultivated to that point yet.

Yan Xin didn't know what she was thinking in her heart, so she stood in front of her for half a minute, and then explained awkwardly, in a low voice:

"That...... Sister Ru she ...... That is true...... She felt that she was getting old and wanted to have a child, and then she couldn't find a suitable partner, so she asked me to help......"

His explanation is ridiculous and hard to believe.

Although this is the case, it is still ridiculous, and he himself finds such an explanation unconvincing.

Of course, Xiao Shiyu would not believe such an explanation.

- This is obviously stealing, why is it still being helpful? Do I want to send you a pennant?

The thought crossed her mind.

But at the same time, there is an inexplicable sense of satisfaction - "He actually explained to me, although the reason is ridiculous, but at least there is this attitude, which shows that I am not dispensable in his heart." ”

No matter how unreasonable the reason, it is a reason, and it proves an attitude that wants her to understand or forgive.

This attitude is very precious to Xiao Shiyu, who is now mired in deep self-doubt.

When she sat alone in the living room listening to the voices coming from the bedroom, the most she felt in her heart was not anger, but uneasiness, the kind of uneasiness that she was about to be abandoned.

Giving up dignity, what you have obtained with great difficulty, is about to be stripped away, and this is the saddest thing.

She sat there, waiting for the people in the room to finish, waiting for the door to open, in fact, more waiting for the verdict against herself.

Now that things are not so bad, my mood is suddenly a little lighter.

looked at Yan Xin, pursed his lips and smiled: "Well, between friends, you should help each other." ”

"Uh...... Yes? Be...... Yes yes yes ......"

Yan Xin had some surprises, some surprises, and some embarrassment, and he didn't know what to say.

In fact, he was ready for a new storm, and when he came out, he even regretted a little why he didn't wear clothes, if he was caught by this woman a few times, wouldn't he be covered in blood?

It's so insecure.

- No matter how angry Xiao Shiyu was or what extreme actions he made, he felt that it was understandable, normal, and even justified.

But he didn't expect that people would sit there quietly, and even praise him.

What a surprise!

Whether it's true or not, he doesn't think there is a need to discuss.

Being able to say such things in such a tone, even if it is a lie, is good news for him, which shows that people have no intention of pursuing and accept such a reality.

I thought to myself: "It's good to be an old classmate, the personality is too good, and such things can be accepted." ”

If Feng Xi caught the scene, he didn't know what to do.

Even Arilee, who has a gentle personality, will probably lose control in the face of such a situation.

It may not hurt him, but there is a good chance that it will hurt himself.

In such a comparison, it is better than Xiao Shiyu.

But now he can't praise others, and at this time, if he wants to praise others for their good temper, what is the difference between humiliation and humiliation?

Standing there a few times, I couldn't say anything, I could only say embarrassedly:

"You rest first, I'll go take a shower."

Xiao Shiyu nodded, with a very perfunctory smile on her face: "Well, you can go." ”

When Yan Xin left, the perfunctory smile on her face gradually disappeared, and she changed back to a lost face, which was her true emotion at the moment.

"I'm so tired wearing a mask." She thought to herself.

At this time, the bedroom door had been opened, and the person was finished, but she still couldn't go in and put on pajamas, so she could only sit in the living room wrapped in a bath towel.

Because there was Gu Ru in that bedroom.

She is the owner of this house and a good friend of Yan Xin, and her relationship is better than her relationship with Yan Xin.

She was worried that if she entered recklessly, it would cause Gu Ru to be unhappy.

So she could only continue to sit in the living room and wait.

I was still thinking about why Gu Ru hadn't come out yet:

"Did she feel embarrassed and sorry for me, so she didn't dare to come out?"

"Or does she not want to come out and swear her sovereignty in this way and tell me that Yan Xin is her man?"

"If she declares that I am persona non grata in this family, then I will have to leave. Will Yan Xin follow her, or will he follow me? ”

I don't know what the other party thinks, so I can only guess by myself, which makes me feel quite bad.

I feel that my current situation is too embarrassing.

This is the embarrassment of sending people under the fence.

It is the embarrassment of lack of wealth and inferiority.

After another ten or so minutes, I saw Gu Ru come out, casually wearing a very thin Hanfu.

There is not much difference between wearing it and not wearing it.

I understood in my heart: "She must be wearing this to tempt Yan Xin." ”

There is also a little grievance: "I can also wear it!" I'm even better dressed than she is! Why do you have to have such a relationship with her? Are men like that, who like novelty? ”

Seeing Gu Ru walking towards him, he was even a little nervous in his heart:

"What did she mean when she came to me? Is the sentence going to be pronounced against me? ”

A smile appeared on his face, and he nodded:

"Sister Ru, you haven't slept yet?"

When Gu Ru maintained that posture in the bedroom, she also paid attention to the situation outside, knowing that the two of them were not arguing, and probably understood Xiao Shiyu's choice - to accept reality.

It also made her less nervous.

Look at the time is up, it's out.

It's just that the man who slept with someone else was a little embarrassed, and he didn't know how to speak for a while.

Seeing Xiao Shiyu taking the initiative to greet herself, she was also a little surprised, and then a smile appeared on her face:

"Uh...... Yes, I haven't slept yet, I'm ready to go to bed after taking a shower. ”

Xiao Shiyu pointed to the bathroom:

"Yan Xin hasn't finished washing yet."

"Uh-huh...... Yes, he hasn't finished washing yet......"

Gu Ru said casually, not paying attention to what she was talking about.

A little trembling, he sat next to Xiao Shiyu, laughed dryly twice, and then said:

"Don't get me wrong, Xiaoshi, in fact, I'm not interested in Yan Xin."

Xiao Shiyu thought to herself: "I'm not interested...... Earlier, the dog was shouting forcefully ......"

Still with a smile on his face, he said: "Sister Ru, I didn't misunderstand, Yan Xin told me, saying that you want a child and want him to help you, so he helped." ”

In any case, the choice of explaining to her instead of driving her away is a not bad outcome for her.

She can't be so ignorant.

People are higher than her in terms of wealth and status, and they are still the owners of this house.

She wasn't in a position to be angry – though she did get a little angry.

Gu Ru said: "Yes, that's the case, in fact, I have no interest in men at all, mainly because I am old, and if I don't want a child, it will be too late in the future, so I asked Yan Xin for help - I don't have any other friends willing to help me with this." ”

After thinking about it, he added:

"Actually, Yan Xin was reluctant at first, I begged him for a long time, and he agreed. If you want to blame me, don't blame him, he was forced like this by me. ”

Xiao Shiyu smiled: "Well, I won't blame him, and I won't blame you, friends should help each other." ”

Gu Ru laughed: "Isn't it?" It's been a lifetime privilege to meet you two good friends! ”

Then he made a promise: "Don't worry, if you need my help with anything in the future, just ask, as long as I can do it, I will definitely help you!" ”

"Thank you, Sister Ru," Xiao Shiyu said, "You have already helped us a lot when you came to the capital this time." Without you, I don't know if I would have found a place to live. ”

"That's as it should be!" Gu Ru said.

Although she knew that Xiao Shi's language was insincere, she was already very relieved to be able to have such a superficial harmony after doing such a thing, and she didn't dare to ask for more.

It was only after a while that some embarrassed people said:

"Well, pregnancy doesn't mean that it can be successful once, it may take several or even many times...... You wouldn't mind, would you? ”

Xiao Shiyu kept smiling: "Of course I won't mind." ”

Don't mind if it's fake.

chose not to mind, mainly because she understood that the man was not hers and did not belong to her.

Not before, not now, and not in the future.

She herself is just a tenant, and she only rents a small room in a big house, where is she qualified to manage the landlord to rent the rest of the rooms to others?