Chapter 494: I just want to wronged myself

"Would you love to see her?"

Feng Xi's words made Yan Xin not know how to answer for a while.

From the look in her eyes, you could see that she still cared.

Saying that she wanted to see it would definitely make her unhappy.

However, he really wanted to see it, to see for himself how Arily was doing now.

After breaking up for more than a month, I still have worries in my heart.

After a moment's hesitation, he said, "If I could, I'd like to see what she's like now."

"You really still can't forget her......" Feng Xi said.

Yan Xin smiled bitterly: "People who have lived together for so long, how can they forget it so easily?"

"Can you forget me, then?" Feng Xi asked him.

Yan Xin shook his head: "Probably not—as long as I still have a memory."

Feng Xi looked at him for a moment, then said "scumbag", turned his head and stopped looking at him.

After a while, he said, "She told me she doesn't want to see you again."

Yan Xin was stunned for a moment, smiled bitterly, and said, "Also, she shouldn't want to see me, after all, I hurt her."

"You've hurt her so deeply, I sometimes feel very distressed when I see her." Feng Xi said.

Yan Xin's expression was dark: "It's me who is wrong, I am half-hearted, and it is not good for anyone."

"So it's normal that she doesn't want to see you, and she finally came out, not wanting to bring up those sad pasts." Feng Xi said.

"Yes, you have a point, I didn't think about it, I didn't take into account her feelings." Yan Xin said gloomily.

"When you came, I told her and asked her if she wanted to come, and she said she didn't want to come. I also told her that if she finds it inconvenient to meet with the company, she will take you back in the evening, and if you have anything to say, you can also say it. She told me she didn't want to see you, so she's going to go back to her mom today."

Feng Xi said, took out her mobile phone, clicked on her QQ chat with Alili, and asked Yan Xin to take a look.

[In view of the general environment,

Yan Xin didn't take her mobile phone to look through the chat history, just glanced at it, and it was indeed Arili who said she was going home.

The latest news is that I have bought a train ticket for the evening, soft sleeper, and the train will depart at 8 o'clock.

He could only smile wryly.

There is still a little sadness in my heart - the person I once liked, and the person who liked myself, but now I heard that he was coming, and I avoided it from afar, just like avoiding the plague.

It's definitely not going to be good.

But he also knew that all this was his own doing, and he had no right to complain.

After a while, Feng Xi said:

"Actually, I don't want to see you, every time I see you, I'm in a bad mood, if I can, I'll be like her, I choose not to see you in this life. It's just that this company is a joint venture between the two of us, and we appeared in front of the employees as a couple at that time, and now telling them that we have broken up will make them worry that the company is going to split, and it will make them not see the future of this company, which will affect the stable development of the company......

She explained, Yan Xin felt that she had explained a little too often, but she was too embarrassed to remind, she just said, "I know, I will cooperate with anyone who can."

"Actually, I don't want to see you at all!" Feng Xi emphasized, "Even with you now, as long as I think about the things you have done, I will feel very sick. But for the sake of the normal development of the company, I can only endure it."

"I'm sorry, it's all my fault."

Yan Xin routinely apologized, and felt a little sad in his heart, feeling that he was too much of a thing, hurting this and that.

And it's all women who hurt themselves very well.

It's simply a great sin, and the sin deserves death.

He was silent for a moment before he said:

"What if...... If you think that the two of us are in such a state that makes you feel bad, I can transfer 50% of the shares of this company in my hands to you, so that the company is yours alone, even if the employees of the company know that we have broken up, they will not worry that the company will split, and you don't need to be so wronged for the sake of your career."

Feng Xi sneered: "Give me all your shares, and then you don't have to fulfill your promise to me, you can find someone you like to marry and have children, and live a happy life, right?"

Yan Xin felt ashamed in her heart, she didn't dare to look directly at Feng Xi when she lowered her head to speak, but when she heard that Feng Xi's voice was wrong, she looked up and was startled—anger burst out in her eyes, as if she was going to eat herself.

Hurriedly shook his head: "That's not what it means......

"And what do you mean? Why do you want to give me your shares?" Feng Xi asked him.

Yan Xin was inexplicably flustered: "That...... That's not ...... Didn't you just say you'd feel sick with me? I don't want you to be so wronged. If you give all the shares, the company is yours alone, so how can you split? Isn't that fundamentally the problem?"

"I'm willing to be disgusted, I just want to wronged myself, can you handle it?" Feng Xi said angrily.

Yan Xin hurriedly waved his hand to comfort her: "Okay, okay, I can't take care of it."

After a pause, he couldn't help but explain, "Actually, ......."

"Nothing!" Feng Xi interrupted him, "I, Feng Xi, am a dignified person, I just want to earn money, and I have to rely on my own skills to earn money, I don't want your stinky money!" It's disgusting to be in love with you, but it's only for a short period of time. If I take your shares, I will be disgusting for the rest of my life, and I will feel that this company is disgusting! I don't want your mercy! I don't want your stinky money!"

Yan Xin thought to herself, "I see—I thought she didn't want to cut ties with me completely! Looks like I'm still being sentimental."

Secretly, he said, "I see what you mean......

"Don't talk about this in front of me in the future, beware of me beating you!" Feng Xi pointed at him and said.

"Well, don't talk about that again." Yan Xin said.

He was willing to give shares because he felt that he owed too much to Feng Xi and wanted to give her a little compensation, and he didn't want her to wronged himself.

In that case, forget it.

If you can't get the approval of others, it will make people feel that they are humiliating, so there is no need to force it.

It's not like he has so much money that he has nowhere to put it.

Of course, he didn't dislike Feng Xi in this matter, even if Feng Xi's attitude towards him was very bad now.

On the contrary, he had another layer of respect for Feng Xi - this is a sudden rejection of wealth worth at least hundreds of millions, just to maintain his independent personality, there are too few such women in this era!

The song was still playing on the computer, and the sound of the speakers was turned on quite loudly, and after the two of them were silent, the small office was covered by the singing.

It's a sad song.

Yan Xin wanted to tell Feng Xi that it was best for lovelorn people not to listen to those sad love songs, the more they listened, the more sad they became.

But when he opened his mouth, he still didn't say.

He felt that in the case that Feng Xi hated him so much, it was best not to speak, otherwise Feng Xi's mood would only be worse.

Just sit here honestly and let the employees of the company see the two bosses close the door and spend so much time together in the office.

Can a lonely man and a widow stay in such a small space for so long, what is the relationship, do they still need to explain?

After being silent for a while, Feng Xi, who had stabilized his emotions, spoke again: "Come here."

Yan Xin stood up and asked her blankly, "What are you going to do?"

"Let's kiss each other." Feng Xi said.

"Huh?" Yan Xin was stunned.

Feng Xi rolled his eyes, and then said:

"Our personas in the company are a couple in love, now

The situation is, we haven't seen each other for two months, and then we're alone again at this time, and we close the office door and do nothing, which I'm afraid people will find strange."

"But when we closed the door and the speakers were so loud, they didn't know what we were doing outside." Yan Xin said.

"But if you want to be affectionate, you have to leave some traces, right?" Feng Xi said unhappily, "Shouldn't a couple in love who haven't seen each other for so long kiss or something after they meet?"

Yan Xin felt that she made sense, but she didn't understand it very well:

"Does a kiss leave a mark?"

Feng Xi glared at him: "Of course it can leave traces, I also put lipstick on my mouth!" And haven't you ever heard of growing strawberries?"

Yan Xin understood.

Still a little confused: "But...... Wouldn't that be too aggrieved for you......

Feng Xi said angrily: "I don't know how many times I've slept in my sleep, how aggrieved can I be by kissing my mouth? I'm an adult, am I so hypocritical?"

"Oh......"

Yan Xin answered, and Feng Xi stood up and stretched out his two arms around his neck, and stood on tiptoe.

He could only bend down to cooperate.

However, the movements seemed a little stiff, and I was always worried that I would offend Feng Xi if I was not careful.

——In front of Feng Xi, he always felt that he was a sinner, everything he did was wrong, and he would make mistakes in everything he did.

After two minutes, the two separated, and Feng Xi looked at him and said dissatisfiedly:

"Why are you so perfunctory? Can't you put in a little bit? Dodge, make it look like I'm forcing you!"

Yan Xin said embarrassedly, "I'm afraid you'll be angry."

Feng Xi was so angry that he raised his leg and kicked him, and said hatefully:

"Can you finish this scene well? Don't you think about all that mess now, just when we're not breaking up, or we're still in love, can you put in a little bit?"

Yan Xin said cautiously, "Okay then......

"Then again!"

Feng Xi said, and reached out to wrap his arms around his neck again.

This time, Yan Xin was a little bolder and gradually began to take the initiative.

At first, I was a little timid, but in the process, both physically and psychologically, I was affected, and I really forgot about the fact that the two people had broken up, and began to become active and aggressive.

Feng Xi is not a woman he hates.

In his heart, this woman carries a lot of weight.

Therefore, there will be no psychological or physical rejection, and it is easy to get involved.

It didn't take long for Feng Xi to run out of breath.

She was pressed to the desk.

After a few more minutes, she pushed Yan Xin away, stood up and sorted out her clothes, and said with a red face:

"This is the office, it can't be like that."

Yan Xin hunched over and sat on his chair, and said embarrassedly, "I'm sorry, I was a little too involved just now......

"Scumbag!"

Feng Xi scolded again, his face twisted to the side.

Where Yan Xin's eyes couldn't reach, a smile rippled in her eyes.

There was silence in the office again.

After a while, Feng Xi turned to look at Yan Xin and asked:

"Are you normal there?"

Yan Xin looked down, a little embarrassed: "It's normal."

Feng Xi said, "It's already past six o'clock, it's time to get off work, let's go back."

Then he explained: "A couple in love, who haven't seen each other for two months, and now that they have met, they must be unwilling to work overtime, and they will leave when they get off work, which is reasonable."

Yan Xin nodded and stood up, "Well, let's go."

glanced at Feng Xi, and hesitated a little: "You have ...... on your face."

Feng Xi at this time

, The flush on his face did not subside, and he walked out like this, I am afraid that everyone outside can guess what the two of them did in the office, and maybe there will be some more exaggerated guesses than the truth.

Feng Xi gave him a blank look: "Isn't that better? So that no one will doubt it."

Yan Xin thought for a while, "Also, I didn't react."

At that moment, Feng Xi turned off the computer, and then the two of them opened the office door and walked out.

Outside is a larger office, where a dozen employees are still busy.

When the two men walked out, all the employees looked at them.

Then they saw that Feng Xi's hair was a little messy, his face was still flushed, with a hint of shyness, and Yan Xin also had some embarrassed expressions on his face, and they immediately understood that something indescribable had happened in it just now.

A mysterious smile appeared on their faces.

Feng Xi didn't say much, and walked out taking Yan Xin's hand.

Under the eyes of everyone, the two of them looked very affectionate.

It wasn't until he walked out of the office building and got into the car that the expression on Feng Xi's face returned to normal and asked Yan Xin, "Are you going to eat out, or do you want to cook together at home?"

Yan Xin hadn't answered yet, she said again: "There are still some ingredients in the refrigerator, and they haven't been used."

"Go home and do it yourself." Yan Xin can only say this.

So Feng Xi drove home directly.

In the car, she said to Yan Xin, "Your sister's mouth is very loose, you have to make her believe that the two of us are still together, so tonight, we have to stay in the same room, otherwise she may talk nonsense." You're okay with that, right?"

Yan Xin hesitated a little: "Is this suitable?"

Feng Xi said again: "You don't have to think too much, just live in the same room, different beds in the same room, and when the time comes, you will be given a bunk, and you will sleep underground."

Yan Xin sighed, "Okay."

A smile appeared on the corner of Feng Xi's mouth, but he quickly held back and said angrily, "This is just a show for others to see, you don't have to take an inch. If you really have a bad idea, I'll cut you with scissors!"

Yan Xin was terrified, and hurriedly said, "Don't worry, I will never do it!"