Chapter 515: I'm shameless, I want you

Yan Xin didn't expect Alili to stand at the door of the bedroom, which scared him.

But he soon calmed down again.

It seemed that Arily already knew that he was coming, and deliberately waited at the door.

I couldn't tell anything from my expression.

However, instead of crying and fussing, he stood there very calmly, which was much better than he had expected the worst.

In such a state, at least you will not do extreme things.

But with such calmness, there may be a result that he can't accept.

To Ellily's inquiry, he replied, "Yes, I have a few words to say to you." ”

Alily walked into the bedroom, "Then you come in and say." ”

Yan Xin followed into the bedroom, and the moment he entered the door, he still had a thought in his heart: "Should I close the door?" ”

But after thinking about it for a while, it still didn't close.

If the door is closed, maybe Arily will think he's going to do something bad.

Although Ai Jing had hinted that he could do something like that, or even do it forcibly, he still didn't want to be so beastly.

Let's leave the door open, so that you have a clear conscience.

Alili's bedroom was very large, and there were a few chairs in the room, Alili sat down first, and then pointed to a chair opposite Yan Xin: "Please sit-"

Yan Xin also sat down with half of his buttocks, leaning forward, a little restrained.

I felt a little emotion in my heart - when I came here before, I was like the host, I could sit as I wanted, I could do what I wanted, and I didn't have to care about other people's perceptions at all.

Now it is necessary to maintain a decent image, for fear of being too casual and arousing the disgust of the master.

"What are you talking to me about?" Seeing that he was seated, Arily asked him.

Yan Xin didn't hide it, and asked directly: "I heard Feng Xi say, do you want to live abroad alone?" ”

Arily's eyes flashed, then she nodded and admitted:

"Yes, there is such a plan, I am ready to set off after the Mid-Autumn Festival. I have a green card over there, so it's easy to get there. ”

"Do you have to go?" Yan Xin was a little anxious, "Can't you stay here?" ”

"Stay here......" Elili whispered, then smiled again, her expression was very confused, "What's the point of staying here and not being happy every day?" ”

Yan Xin knew why she said that, and it was her own fault when she said it.

There was some embarrassment.

But no matter how embarrassing you are, you have to say what you think: "Stay here, at least you still have relatives and friends, and it's not so easy to go over there, and live alone in a foreign country." ”

Arily smiled, "Finding a job over there and starting from scratch can be more difficult. But now you didn't say you were going to give me a 5% stake in the real estate company? With the company's dividends, you can live well without looking for a job, so life shouldn't be so difficult, right? ”

Yan Xin thought to herself: "Is it my fault for giving her shares?" ”

I think that's just an excuse.

Said: "But after all, there are a lot of inconveniences in living alone, not to mention anything else, that is, if there is a headache and fever, no one to take care of it, it is also very sad." ”

"I'm not so squeamish yet, I don't have a headache and fever and I'm going to die." Arily said.

He also said: "Liang Wei went there alone to give birth, her English level is not good, and she has no experience of going abroad before, and she can still give birth to a child, I don't think I will be able to live there when I get there." ”

Sounds resolute.

"Do you have to go over?" Yan Xin asked.

Arily glanced at him, "Or else?" Continue to live here, see this, think of a certain story, see that, and think of a certain story, how long do you think I can last in such an environment? ”

Yan Xin lowered his head: "I'm sorry ......"

Arily was simply annoyed by him: "What's the use of you talking about this now? Did I send you that sorry sentence? ”

Every time I mention it, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

What's the use of saying I'm sorry?

"Although you are not sorry for this sentence, I want to express my attitude, I am the one who makes you so sad." Yan Xin said seriously.

Alily was helpless, and her face was put to the side: "Then you can continue to be sorry." ”

Yan Xin was a little embarrassed.

But he still insisted on his thoughts: "I still don't want you to go abroad, in fact, Feng Xi doesn't want you to go over either." ”

"Xiao Xi......" Alili whispered, and after a while, she asked, "How is your relationship now?" Is it reconciled? ”

Yan Xin didn't know that he had slept together again, and it was not ruled out that marriage would not be reconciled in the future.

It seems that he has reconciled, but he always feels that there is a big estrangement, and Feng Xi sometimes talks to him like a stranger.

Hesitantly said: "She still rejects me, but for the development of the company, she has to maintain a superficial relationship with me, and in private, she just talks about the company, similar to a stranger." This one...... Shouldn't it be called and, right? ”

Arily kept her head down, not knowing what she was thinking.

After a while, he sighed: "You guys...... If you can reconcile, you can reconcile, so there is no need to ......"

Yan Xin smiled bitterly: "It's not that I don't want to, it's that she has always hated me and refuses to forgive me." ”

"She's just saying that," said Elily, "and I can see that she still has you in her heart, and you have a very important position." ”

Yan Xin said with a wry smile: "A few days ago, she told me that she hoped I would leave you and not let you go to the United States...... I don't know why the two of you have such a perception that you definitely think that the other party has me in your heart...... I really...... I don't know if any of you are right......"

Alili blushed, unnaturally reached out and stroked her hair, and said, "She must have you in her heart, I can be sure of this." ”

"What about you?" Yan Xin looked at her, "Do you still have me in your heart now?" ”

Arily's face turned even redder, she didn't look at him with a sideways face, and her voice was a little panicked: "We've all broken up, why are you still asking this?" ”

The panic on her face made Yan Xin feel more confident, and said, "I just want to know, do you still have me in your heart now?" I don't want you to go to the lonely life of the United States alone, I want you to stay here and accompany me, is it okay? ”

Arily was a little anxious: "I'll stay, what about Xiaoxi?" What are you going to do with her? Do you know how much she cares about you? ”

Yan Xin thought in his heart: "Sure enough, she refused to be with me for Feng Xi's sake." ”

"She also asked me to keep you, and she doesn't want you to live alone in a foreign country." ”

"But she'll be very sad then." Arily said.

She was really anxious, so anxious that tears almost fell:

"You don't know how much she cares about you, I can feel it, she really can't live without you......"

"I can continue to be with her too." Yan Xin said.

This is a shameful thing to say.

He also knew that he was quite shameless to say this now.

But that's exactly what he thought.

If you don't want to give up, you can only strive for coexistence.

Arily was stunned and looked at him: "You...... You want both of us? ”

Yan Xin stubbornly said, "But I think this is the best choice." ”

"You're shameless!" Arily couldn't help but curse.

"Yes, I admit that I am shameless," Yan Xin said, "but I want you." ”

Arily said again: "You are breaking the law!" ”

"As long as you don't get a certificate, it's not illegal," Yan Xin said, "The marriage certificate is just a piece of paper, in fact, it's not that important, as long as our hearts are together, we don't need that piece of paper to prove it." ”

Alili said angrily: "You're a scumbag!" ”

"Yes, I admit it," Yan Xin said, "and, I was a long time ago." ”

"I didn't expect you to be so shameless! Still thinking about both! "Arily didn't know what to say.

Yan Xin was very guilty, and thought to himself: "Why not just two? ”

said: "I know this is wrong, but Lily, I really don't want to give up on you, and I don't want to give up Feng Xi." And, Lily, tell me the truth - can you really be happy if you leave me and go to live alone in the United States? ”

Arily hesitated: "I don't know ......"

Yan Xin asked her: "You won't be happy if you leave me, so why don't you be together?" Wasn't our previous days together happy? ”

"The old days...... But that's because I didn't know you were such a caring man, and there was a woman out there......," said Elili.

"But at least we're happy together, right?" Yan Xin asked.

Alily couldn't deny this, so she could only nod.

"So you don't want to be with me now, can't you accept that I'm still with Feng Xi?" Yan Xin asked again.

Alili hurriedly shook her head: "No, Xiaoxi is very good to me, I don't mind if you are with her." ”

Yan Xin: "Since you don't mind her, then why don't you want to be with me?" ”

He asked in a hurry, leaving little time for Elili to think.

Arily cried: "She is very good to me, I don't want to hurt her!" ”

"But Feng Xi, she doesn't object to us being together now, she was even forcing me yesterday to keep you, so she won't be very sad if you are with me, so why don't you stay?" Yan Xin finally asked.

"I ...... I ......"

He asked urgently, and his tone became a little aggressive, which made Arily very flustered, and she didn't have time to think.

was anxious, cried and said: "If I'm with you and have no name or share, won't I become a junior like my mother?" How bad is that? It's out, how can I see people? ”

Yan Xin said "oh": "So you want a name?" ”

"I'm not," Elili hurriedly defended, "I know you promised Xiaoxi that you wouldn't marry another woman, and if you want to marry, you can only marry her, I didn't think about arguing with her......"

"So you mean, you can accept such a thing, but you can't accept such a reputation?" Yan Xin understood.

Alili cried: "Little San, how ugly that is, I have always disliked my mother for being such a woman, do I still want to be such a woman in the end?" So what have I become? ”

"But is fame really that important? More important than our happiness? Yan Xin asked.

Alily didn't know how to answer for a moment.

For a while, I felt that this thing was really important.

After a while, I felt that it didn't seem to be that important.

In short, my heart is very messy.

Yan Xin asked her: "We can live happily together, but we are not happy when we leave, so why not be together?" Is it because this reputation is not good? We live our own lives, and we don't cheat anyone, and we don't harm anyone, can't we live our own lives well, what do we care about other people's opinions? ”

"I ...... I ......" Arily was speechless.

I feel that today's Yan Xin is too aggressive.

It's never been like this before.

For a moment, she didn't know how to refute.

I even thought to myself, "What he said actually makes sense...... As long as we're happy together, isn't that okay? ”

Yan Xin said: "You went to the United States, you can't be happy alone, Feng Xi is not at ease, she will feel that she has harmed you, and she has no way to be with me with peace of mind." In this way, none of the three of us will be happy. So why not stay and make us all happy? ”

"But...... But ......"

Arily instinctively felt that there was something wrong with what he said, but in her panic, she couldn't think of what was wrong, and she didn't know how to refute it.

Yan Xin said again: "If you want to say other people's opinions, is it so important for other people's opinions?" Your dad also wants us to be together, and your mom wants us to be together, as long as we have the blessings of the people around us, is it necessary to punish ourselves for the opinions of irrelevant people? ”

By the time he said this, they had already left their chairs and crouched down in front of Arily.

Alily didn't look at him with her face to the side, he held Alilie's face in both hands and made her look at him.

The two men faced each other, less than a foot apart.

Arily was flustered and said, "Didn't you say you wouldn't force me?" Why are you pushing me again? ”

This is the promise that Yan Xin gave her here last time.

In her eagerness, she couldn't think of words to refute, so she could only use this to resist Yan Xin's persecution.

Yan Xin said: "I thought that I left your world and you could live happily, so I promised not to force you." But I didn't expect that you didn't become happy, and you still wanted to go to a foreign country alone, I couldn't accept such a situation, so I regretted it. ”

"And what do you want?" Arily said helplessly.

"I want to keep you with me." Yan Xin said.

Arily looked at him, "Let me be your junior?" ”

"Reputation doesn't matter," Yan Xin quibbled, "What matters is your status in my heart." ”

As he spoke, he held Arily's face and leaned his mouth over.

"Don't do that!"

Arily pushed him away vigorously, blushing:

"The door is not closed!"