On October 9th, he returned to Yangcheng.

On October 10th, Yan Xin was bored at home alone, so he went to the company and went to work for a day.

Take a look at the information and have a small meeting or something.

Xiao Yin summoned a group of people to hold a meeting there, and he didn't expect Yan Xin, the hand-shaking shopkeeper, to attend, but Yan Xin knew about it, so he just rubbed into the venue and listened to them talk like this and that for two or three hours.

At noon, I ate a boxed lunch with everyone, and I didn't go home after eating, so I took a nap in the office.

Continue to stay in the company in the afternoon.

Either he is full of ambition, or he is bored and wants to find something to do for himself.

At around 5 o'clock in the afternoon, Chen Li called him and asked him if he wanted to go over for dinner, but he also declined, saying that he had something to do in the company and couldn't spare time to go over.

In fact, he just didn't want to eat in such an awkward atmosphere, which would affect his appetite.

After dinner, Xiao Yin continued to work overtime.

However, Yan Xin did not stay in the company, but went to the fitness club, and called Chen Li to make an appointment, and the two of them stayed there for more than two hours.

A small part of the time is spent working out, and most of the time is spent resting and chatting.

Yan Xin asked Chen Li how he felt about his life now, Chen Li shook his head and smiled bitterly:

"It's not as carefree as it used to be, and it feels like I'm being constrained."

"Is Liang Wei in charge of you?" Yan Xin asked.

"She didn't care about me......"

Chen Li was silent for a while before he said:

"Actually, after she moved here, I regretted it a lot, all kinds of unfreedom in life. Later, I also went to find another woman, and deliberately let her know. I thought that if she lost her temper, I would take this opportunity to quarrel with her and let her go. And she didn't say a word......"

"Isn't that nice?" Yan Xin said, "This kind of thing is allowed, why are you not free?" ”

Chen Li said very depressedly: "She didn't get angry and continued to take the child, but in the next few days, I saw her crying there several times while coaxing the child......"

Yan Xin imagined such a scene for a moment, and sighed:

"It's pathetic, too."

"yes, it's pitiful to look at, numb!" Chen Li scolded, "It makes me look like a big villain." ”

Yan Xin couldn't help laughing: "But it's not right for you to do such a thing." ”

"What's wrong with you?" Chen Li said unhappily, "I am not married to her, nor is it a boyfriend and girlfriend relationship, but I accidentally had a child, and now I provide her with a place to live, and I am also paying for the cost of raising the child, I have done my best to her, right?" I don't have any moral obligation to her emotionally, is it wrong for me to go to another woman? I don't think it's right for her to cry and chirp like that, and engage in moral kidnapping there. ”

"In that case, then you won't be kidnapped by her, you can do whatever you want, and she won't oppose you anyway." Yan Xin said.

Chen Li was even more depressed: "And then you watched her cry and cry again in the next few days?" ”

Yan Xin imagined such a scene, and he felt that he couldn't accept it.

I didn't know what to say for a while.

Chen Li said: "I shouldn't have had any contact with her in the first place, just when there is no such person in the world, it doesn't matter to me whether she has a child or not, then there will be nothing, and I can still live freely, without those fetters, how good!" ”

"What are the bonds you are talking about?" Yan Xin asked curiously, "Is it Liang Wei, or is it a child?" ”

"Of course it's a child," Chen Li replied without any hesitation, "Actually, I thought at first that I wouldn't have any feelings for the child who was born secretly and caused me a lot of trouble, but inexplicably, he became my fetters, he is my flesh and blood, I can't treat him as if he doesn't exist, alas, ......"

"So the child is your weakness, and this weakness is now in Liang Wei's hands, rounded up, which means that Liang Wei has pinched you?" Yan Xin said.

Chen Li nodded: "That's pretty much it." ”

"I don't feel anything about Liang Wei at all?" Yan Xin asked again.

Chen Li hesitated for a while, and said with some embarrassment:

"To tell you the truth, it's not that I don't feel it at all...... After all, we have been together for so long, not to mention a person, even if it is a dog, such a long companionship will not mean that I don't feel it at all. What's more, you also know that she has always been very supple in front of me, and she never talks back to me......"

Yan Xin had some surprises: "Is it okay in your heart?" ”

"It's okay," Chen Li said, "It should be said that as a partner in life, as a mother of children, she does better than most women." ”

"Since she is quite good in your heart, why do you feel so wronged? Isn't it good to live with her for the rest of your life? Yan Xin didn't understand.

Chen Li asked him rhetorically, "How is Sister Lili?" Isn't she good enough? She has a gentler personality and is more beautiful, so why do you want another woman? It's not enough to start a company, and you've pulled your old classmates into the water, why do you do that? ”

"Uh...... This ......"

Yan Xin was embarrassed all of a sudden.

I want to say that my situation is different.

But there are so many people in the world, and there is no life that is exactly the same.

Everyone is a unique existence, with their own life and their own experiences.

None of the other is the same.

can only say: "What about your problem, why are you involved in me?" ”

"Aren't all men?" Chen Li said, "The love of a couple for a lifetime is very beautiful, but how much can it really do?" Most of them are ordinary people like you and me, always thinking about meeting more beauty and experiencing a colorful human body. Some people don't have that condition, they can only live a life with one person, but there is that condition, under the temptation, how many people are not ready to move in their hearts? ”

Yan Xin had to admit: "We are all the kind of laymen who have not departed from low-level tastes. ”

Chen Li shook his head: "No, no, no, we are also laymen, but we still have some differences, I am a low-level interest, and your interest is more advanced." At most, I just want to play with those beautiful bodies, but brother, you want to play with feelings, I'm vulgar enough, you're scum enough, we're different. ”

In the words, there is even a sense of superiority.

This made Yan Xin very unhappy: "You look down on me with a thousand people? ”

Chen Li said: "Although I have read countless women, I get along with every girl and will not make them sad." Be polite when you meet, be happy when you part, except for Liang Wei, I haven't broken the hearts of other women. For those women, I only delay them for one night, but you delay their lives. If you want to talk about scum, you are still scum. ”

Yan Xin was very depressed, but the evidence was ironclad, and he couldn't refute it, so he could only bow his head and say: "Okay, you have a point, I have become a moral depression." ”

"You, you still turn the time upside down," Chen Li pulled him up, "When you are young, you have the physical strength and can play more, so you should play more." When you are old and can't play anymore, you can only retract your heart and play with feelings at this time. Find someone who is really good to herself, and who is really good to her, and be with each other for the rest of your life. In this way, he lives up to his youth, he plays and plays, loves and loves, and has a good reputation as a prodigal son, and he will not be mentioned by others as a scumbag. ”

"That makes sense," Yan Xin said, "but it doesn't make much sense, it's already like this." ”

Chen Li said: "It makes sense, you are already a scumbag now anyway, you don't have to hold it anymore, you can be more scumbag, while you are still young, you want to play a lot, play more advanced, unlock more ways to play, have fun, have fun, and have fun, so as to live up to your youth." I have a bond now, and I can't play happily, but you don't, now you don't have any restraints, why don't you have fun at this time, why stay at home alone? ”

Yan Xin sighed: "Who said there is no restraint?" Now the bondage is here again. ”

Chen Li was taken aback: "You mean that your old classmate has also started to control you?" ”

Yan Xin shook his head: "No, it's me who reconciled with Feng Xi and Lily again." ”

Chen Li opened his mouth wide and looked at him blankly:

"They know about your, they know about the other party's existence, and they reconcile with you?"

Yan Xin nodded: "Yes!" ”

"Are you hiding it from them again?" Chen Li said, "Hiding from each other like before, don't you think it's tiring to have such days?" ”

"It's really tiring like that, so now I don't hide it, and they accept each other's existence." Yan Xin told the truth.

"I'll go!"

Chen Li was shocked.

After a while, he said hatefully:

"What a damn you! How did you manage to make them accept each other's existence? ”

He still had a sense of superiority before, and felt that living was more worthwhile than Yan Xin, although he didn't have that kind of freedom now, but he had a relationship with so many beautiful girls before, and having such an experience has surpassed Yan Xin a lot.

He even has a little sympathy for the current Yan Xin - playing with feelings, but being toyed with by feelings, stepping on two boats, but neither of them is steady, making the now lonely and pitiful looks.

But I didn't expect that the two ships that had sunk would float up again and be able to go on side by side stably.

Now that he has no freedom, for the sake of his children, he can only live with Liang Wei, who sheds tears at every turn.

But people can hug left and right, and they can continue like this.

In contrast, the gap is a bit bigger.

I still want to sympathize with others, but I didn't expect that in the end, the most pitiful thing was myself.

It makes him very unpleasant.

Yan Xin sighed: "Alas, reconciliation is reconciliation, but with the previous rift, there is no way to go back to the beginning, there is nothing to say." ”

Chen Li quickly understood.

He and Liang Wei are also in that state now, although they live together again, but when the two of them are alone, the atmosphere is a little depressing, and they can't go back to the past.

Then he sighed and said, "This kind of thing is really troublesome, if you want to be guilty, it's difficult, slowly adapt to the new situation." ”

And he said, "Is this why you are alone now?" ”

"Yes," Yan Xin admitted, and said with a wry smile, "Now in Lily's mind, I am not as important as her career, she is now busy with her career and has no time to accompany me." ”

Chen Li smiled: "Anyway, there is no one around now, so you can just go out to have fun, no one cares about you." When the two women manage it together in the future, it will not be easy for you to find such an opportunity again. ”

Yan Xin shook his head: "Forget it, it's too troublesome, there's no need to cause long-term unhappiness for that momentary pleasure." ”

I haven't been to the gym to exercise for a while, but this time Yan Xin came and exercised hard, making himself sweat profusely and exhausted.

When I got home, it was ten o'clock in the evening.

I took a shower, lay on the bed and chatted with a few acquaintances on my phone for half an hour on QQ, and then went to sleep.

I was quite tired of myself, and I didn't have so much time to think about this and that, so I soon fell asleep.

The next day, I got up in the morning and went for a walk, then went out for breakfast, went home to take a shower, changed my clothes, and went to work again like yesterday.

After dinner, I went to the gym with Chen Li to exercise.

It was like that for the next few days.

On October 15th, Alili sent him a message: "The matter in Pengcheng is finally over, I want to go back to Xiaorong Town today, do you want to come over?" ”

When he received the news, Yan Xin was playing a mobile game developed by his company with his mobile phone in the office, this game is still a stand-alone game, not long after its release, it can bring about one million profits to the company in a month, which is a very good performance.

He played this game, in fact, to pass the boring time, but in the eyes of the employees, that is, the company's boss personally tested his own products, quite dedicated, which made them admire.

Seeing this message from Ellili, Yan Xin didn't have the heart to play the game anymore, so he immediately withdrew from the game and replied: "I'll go to Xiaorong Town now." ”

Alili quickly replied to him: "Don't be in such a hurry, the first thing I will do after I go back is to have a meeting at the headquarters, and I won't be able to go home until dinner, and you won't be able to see me if you go early." ”

Yan Xin: "You forgot, I am the majority shareholder of the company, and I can also go to your meeting." ”

Alily: "Want to see me, then?" ”

Yan Xin: "What do you say?" ”

Alili: "Then come on, go to the company headquarters and wait for me first." ”

Yan Xin: "Okay. ”

It's been a while since I've seen Alilie, and I really miss it.

I just looked back at the chat history again, and I felt that I seemed to be a little too enthusiastic, and I was a little anxious to meet the mentality, and it even looked a little suspicious of licking the dog.

Reflected: "Am I not reserved enough? She knows that I care about her so much, will she use this to pinch me in the future? ”

was struggling, and suddenly received another message from Arily:

"I miss you these days, too! I miss you so much! ”

All of a sudden, there was nothing to worry about.

(End of chapter)