Chapter 10 Disabled Little Tuanzi 10
Wen Sleeve vaguely seemed to see her father coming, his face was anxious and flustered, and the man who had always been calm was full of helplessness and self-blame, as well as pleading.
Feng Yan'an, who had a cold sweat on his painful face, hugged her tightly, as if his legs were no longer important, he hugged her tightly on his legs/, in his arms, and muttered something on his mouth, the boy who had suffered all the grievances and didn't cry was actually crying.
She wanted to say don't cry, I'll be fine, she wanted to say Daddy I'm okay, don't worry, but she couldn't say anything, and the pain in her body seemed to have overwhelmed her.
At that moment, she seemed to be close to death, even if she had been so close to death countless times, and she had died countless times, but at those times, no one was actually sad about her death, she had people to worry about this time, and she didn't want them to be sad.
She slowly saw Brother Dong pick up the wooden warehouse and hit the defenseless Feng Yan'an, she wanted to say "be careful", but she couldn't say anything, her eyes widened in horror, at that moment it seemed to be slow motion, she saw Feng Zhan rush over, and it hit him at once, he seemed to have exhausted the last strength of his body, and the dagger that he didn't know where to find stabbed Dong Ge's neck fiercely.
At that moment, Feng Yan'an seemed to hear his father say, "I'm sorry!" It was so real, it really made people panic, he saw the tall man fall slowly, covered in blood, and his eyes looked straight at him, as if full of apologies, uneasiness, pleading, and so on.
He didn't understand, he just felt that the scene in front of him stung his eyes, so much blood, his father's, Wen Sleeve, Wen Sleeve in his arms was gradually losing his body temperature, his face was pale, and blood soaked her beautiful clothes.
At that moment, he felt that it was better for him to die in the first place and not have to go through these griefs.
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Wen Sleeve felt as if she had slept for a long time, only to feel that the sun was dazzling at the moment she woke up, and she couldn't exert her strength, and her hand was a little painful, she turned around and saw Feng Yan'an sitting in a wheelchair, with a drip hanging on one hand, and holding her hand tightly with the other.
Her movements seemed to alarm him, and he slowly opened his tired eyes, and the bruises under his eyes didn't know how long he hadn't rested.
He saw Wen Sleeve's wide eyes, his eyes were full of disbelief, surprise, and excitement, and then he seemed to remember something, and quickly let go of Wen Sleeve's hand, his face full of shyness.
"You...... You're awake! He looked away, and then moved back to him, as if he had adjusted his expression in an instant, and it became natural.
Wen Sleeve was amused, "Yes, I'm awake, I don't know who always says that you don't want me to die and want to be friends with me." It was noisy and disturbed that I couldn't sleep well, so I had to wake up. β
"That must be your hallucination." Feng Yan'an's face turned red again, vetoed it, and then became a matter of course, "But you have indeed slept for a long time, you have slept for more than a month, your uncles and aunts are all dying, and you have lost a lot of weight, you will definitely feel distressed when you see it." β
Wen Sleeve was stunned for a moment, very self-blamed, at that time she reflexively wanted to protect Feng Yan'an, she didn't think too much about it, she didn't do what a daughter should do, she knew that she was seriously injured this time, and she was hit at least twice, although she tried to avoid the vital point, but she was still badly injured, if it weren't for her own strong desire to survive, coupled with her unique spiritual spring water and other medicinal materials brought by the world, she might have died long ago.
"What about you? Why don't you eat well, rest, you see how much weight you have lost and your face is so ugly. As she spoke, Wen Sleeve's distressed tears almost fell, and she didn't know why, it was always uncomfortable to see him like this.
Feng Yan'an looked at Wen Sleeve and was about to cry, anxious, "Don't cry, I didn't have a good rest, it's just that I accidentally fell asleep when I saw you just now, I have a good meal and rest." β
"I didn't cry!" Wen Sleeve muttered quietly.
"Yes, you didn't cry!" Feng Yan'an said and laughed, he was really happy, he didn't know how scared he was when the doctor issued a critical illness notice more than a month ago, when Aunt Wen fainted, and Uncle Wen was also gloomy.
When the doctor said that she was saved, but if she didn't wake up within three months, she would still be gone forever, he didn't know how sad it was.
He came to talk to her every day, verbally threatening her that if she didn't wake up, he would never recognize her as his friend. He knew he was naΓ―ve, but he couldn't help it, it was one of the few people in the world who cared about him, he had lost his father, he couldn't lose her.
At first, he couldn't eat or sleep, but Dad Wen said that Wen Sleeve would be sad when he woke up. So he tried hard to make himself eat, even if he wanted to vomit every time, he still tried his best to make himself eat as much as possible, even if he dreamed of that terrible bangjia scene every time, he still forced himself to sleep, but it had little effect.
In fact, he couldn't believe it at the moment when his father desperately saved him, he always thought that he was at the bottom of his father's heart, until the moment his father fell, he didn't know that maybe in his father's heart, the country and the people were more important than everything, but he was also important, at least more important than himself.
Thinking about it, Feng Yan'an felt sad, even if he knew that his father actually had him in his heart, what if he still had him? In the end, his father left him, and his mother didn't want to see him until now because his father died to save him.
That day, when Feng Zhan's corpse/body was brought out, Feng's mother fell into a coma on the spot, they were together in college, and for so many years, they really loved each other.
Even if they always get together less and leave more because of work, and they always can't express their feelings concretely for one reason or another, they know their feelings for each other.
So when Feng Zhan left, she really wanted to die, but the doctor told her that she was pregnant, yes, things are always so bloody, when she decided to leave with him, she was pregnant, at that moment, she was sad and happy, she felt that this child was Feng Zhan's thought left to her, and she must raise the child well.
But she couldn't do it without complaining about Feng Yan'an, even if she knew deep down in her heart that she couldn't complain about Feng Yan'an when all this happened, but at that moment, she even thought selfishly that it would be good if it was Feng Yan'an who died. Although she knew in her heart who the culprit was, she couldn't face Feng Yan'an normally after all.
She didn't know, she might have known and deliberately pretended not to know, every time she looked at Feng Yan'an, her eyes seemed to be full of resentment, even if she was desperately covered up, she was still seen clearly by Feng Yan'an.
He knew that he felt fatal discomfort, that his mother regarded him as an enemy, and that even though she had always ignored him before, her eyes often showed a look of loving guilt, but now there was disgust and resentment that she might not even feel herself, even though she desperately tried to behave as usual.