Chapter 45: I Can't Lose You and Yoyo

Lin Yan didn't know what was wrong, she didn't remember when she started, she would never be coquettish to her husband again, let alone cry in front of him, Peng Zhengting had changed, in fact, she had also changed.

"If you want to divorce ten years ago, I will support you, but now I can only say that I don't object, just support something." Yang Ting is Lin Yan's best friend and the introducer of her and Peng Zhengting, and sighed softly on the phone, "Your mother will be scared to death, what should you do, you are old and young, can you really let go?" Even if Yoyo understands you, understands you, and can accept the separation of your parents, what about your mother and father, who were originally happy to enjoy their old age, suddenly have to worry about the rest of your life, even if they don't talk about you, do you think they will still be able to sleep at night in the future? ”

Lin Yan closed his eyes and said in a hoarse voice: "I know, even if I don't want to tie my life. Tied to the parents of the child, I also have my responsibility. ”

She understands the truth, and she does her best what she can do for her daughter and her parents' in-laws, so she is tired.

Lin Yan said tiredly: "We were lying in the same bed that day, I was having a fever, and he was still blaming me, he said that he didn't understand me, and even said that divorce was okay, but it would have to wait until after the high school entrance examination." I was very uncomfortable and weak, did he have to say these words at that time, that night, I was really desperate. ”

Yang Ting asked, "Do you want him to hug you?" ”

Lin Yan was silent, sniffed and didn't speak.

Yang Ting said helplessly: "He doesn't dare, I'm afraid that you hate him even more, of course he knows your temper." ”

Lin Yan's eyes moistened again: "Am I a flood beast, I am his wife." ”

Yang Ting asked: "Just say, do you still love him?" ”

Lin Yan wiped away her tears, unwilling to answer this question, saying that she was hungry and wanted to eat, and did not forget to tell him before hanging up the phone: "Don't tell him these words, if he looks for you, just say that we have not been in touch." ”

My best friend smiled bitterly: "I understand, what if you say it, let him hug you and kiss you, the symptoms are not the root cause, you two, you should reflect on it." ”

hung up the phone, another bunch of messages in the work group, Lin Yan really didn't have the strength to read, and was about to put down the phone, and sent a WeChat message to Youyou, saying that she met her father's colleague today, and the colleague's friend invited her to eat a cone, the ice cream in it is nothing special, but the egg roll skin is very delicious, which is what my mother will like.

Lin Yan cheered up, sat down at the table to eat, and turned on the video call so that her daughter could see her.

Yoyo had already gone back to the room, she was very happy to see her mother eating well, told the story of Jian Nuo and Gao Shen, and told her mother with a smile that the brother named Gao Shen fell in love with Dad's colleague, and they are still neighbors......

"The first time I met them, I thought they were a good match, Brother Xiao Gao and Sister Jian Nuo are both very sunny and cheerful people." The more you talked, the more excited she became, "Brother Xiao Gao told me that if he can marry Sister Jian Nuo in the future, he wants to invite me to be a bridesmaid, Mom, can I?" ”

"Of course, mom will buy you a dress." Chatting with her daughter, the food was easy to eat, Lin Yan filled her stomach, and her spirit was better, seeing that Yoyo was so happy, she became more and more grateful to the girl named Jian Nuo.

But at this moment, Peng Zhengting's voice came from outside the picture, and he asked his daughter through the door: "Yoyo, can you give Dad a pen." ”

Youyou said okay in response, opened the door and wanted her father to come in and pick it, but Peng Zhengting asked her daughter to take a pencil casually.

I was a little disappointed that I couldn't let my mother see my father, but fortunately, when I returned to the camera, my mother's smile was still gentle.

She said guiltily: "Dad didn't deliberately flip through my things to see your ID card, I was practicing the piano, he didn't want to disturb me, so he came in to get a pen, accidentally touched my bag on the ground, and the thing fell out He only saw it." ”

Lin Yan said gently: "Dad has been wronged by my mother for this matter, so I will suddenly be very excited, don't take it to heart, it's also my mother's fault, I should apologize to him first." ”

In fact, looking at the camera carefully, her daughter's eyes were crying, but she didn't mention Lin Yan and was reluctant to ask, asking would only arouse the child's tears, and she would be very distressed.

"Daddy ran out of pens." Yoyo said, "He dislikes my pen for being too girly, and I'll buy him a few ordinary gel pens tomorrow." ”

Lin Yan said: "There is in the storeroom, in the cabinet on the left hand side of the door, on the second floor below, there is a big box." ”

Youyou was stunned for a moment, didn't hang up the phone and ran out first, really in the position that my mother said, there was a large box of black gel pens that had not been opened, and there was a box of scattered colors, she took a few black ones, and then took one of various colors, and came to the study to knock on the door.

"Come in."

Before Peng Zhengting responded, he saw his daughter rushing over and stuffing a large handful of gel pens into the pen holder, and those that were old and unusable had to be thrown away.

"Where did you get the pen, you went out and bought it?" Peng Zhengting asked.

"Mom told me, in the pantry." Yoyo smiled brightly, and his face turned red, "Mom is so amazing, I remember how many floors I put in the cabinet." ”

His daughter's smile made Peng Zhengting's heart healed by more than half of it, but the guilt that followed also made him feel like a bastard.

He admitted that over the years, what happened to his daughter and what happened at home, he always blamed Lin Yan for being busy with work, in fact, his wife even cared about the pen he wanted to use, but he probably thought that the pen grew out of the pen holder.

"I still have to call Mom, Dad, you're busy." Yoyo was very happy, his posture when he ran out was also light, and he smiled sweetly at his father before closing the door.

In the past, when I was tired from work, I was tired and tired of work, and when I returned home, my baby called Dad, and Peng Zhengting could be resurrected with full blood, but as you grew up, he and Lin Yan each broke out of the world at work, and the two of them went home later and later, and the time spent with each other and their daughter became less and less.

At the beginning of this year, he had a lot of time to spend with his wife and daughter, but Lin Yan, like him, was anxious about work and the team, and had no intention of enjoying the reunion.

Aunt Sun and the property housekeeper couldn't come, and they had to do all the housework by themselves, so because of all kinds of trivial things, they quarreled countless times.

And before the New Year, Lin Yan didn't rush back to accompany her daughter for Christmas, their husband and wife had already quarreled once, and they slept in separate rooms that night, and then they didn't specifically solve this matter, but they just dissipated each other's anger and life returned to normal, but there must be resentment in their hearts.

Peng Zhengting sighed heavily, he didn't remember the last time he had a good talk to Lin Yan, either they were too busy with each other to take care of each other, or they quarreled.

In those days in Shenzhen, I thought I would miss my wife and children, but my head was blank, I just wanted to return to the company as soon as possible, and now only work can make him fulfilled.

However, he couldn't even find a gel pen.

On this side, Lin Yan was still busy with work, and Youyou also had to do homework, so the mother and daughter hung up the phone and were busy with their own work.

After dealing with a lot of things, confirming tomorrow's arrangements with local colleagues in Guangzhou, and then contacting colleagues at the next destination, the phone and WeChat rang non-stop, and finally finished being busy, closed the laptop, took the mobile phone to charge, just plugged in, and Peng Zhengting's message popped up on the screen.

"Wife, I'm sorry, when you come back from a business trip, let's have a good talk."

"I know I have a bad attitude, I have neglected you and my daughter too much over the years, I will change everything I have wrong, give me another chance, I can't lose you and Yoyo."

"You have to take care of yourself outside, pay attention to safety and hygiene, I will take care of Yoyo, and today's incident will definitely not happen again."

Lin Yan's nose was sour, his eyes were hot, he was originally squatting and plugging in, but at the moment he was weak and fell on the carpet, his head leaning on the bed, watching the mobile phone screen gradually dim.

Tingting's words were still repeated in her ears, Lin Yan asked herself, is she seeking relief, or longing to be loved and considerate by her husband, if it is the former, divorce is the only way out, if it is the latter, will the "love" exchanged for such a tragic way last, and will it be more desperate next time she loses it.

She reached out and picked up her mobile phone and replied to her husband: When I go back to Shanghai, we will have a good talk, I have explained to Youyou, she will not steal anything in the future, and I should also say I'm sorry, I wronged you before.

Seeing his wife's reply, Peng Zhengting's impetuous and messy heart calmed down a little, but when he clicked on the input box again, he didn't know what to say, hesitated for a long time, and replied simply: You take care of yourself.

For a long time, the first peaceful dialogue was through words, but the tone and mood in words are often not determined by the person who wrote it, but by the person who sees it.

The couple held their mobile phones at the same time, and at the same time swiped the circle of friends, Lin Yan was new to Jian Nuo, and Peng Zhengting had forgotten to block Jian Nuo.

So I saw the little girl's Friday dinner, I don't know how many people eat, so rich, and the game screen projected on the TV, announced that she also started to play this game, please don't dislike taking her more.

Peng Zhengting smiled for no reason, Lin Yan also smiled, a young and fresh girl, she really brings sunshine and hope to life, and she also took care of Youyou today.

Jian Nuo received the news of the couple almost at the same time, and once again thanked her and Gao Shen for taking care of their daughter, although not every word is the same, but Jian Nuo seems to be really the tacit understanding and synchronization of the couple.

"Are they reconciled?" Jian Nuo muttered to herself and prayed silently.

"Come back quickly, don't read the news." Gao Shen urged her across the table, "Where did you go?" ”

Jian Nuo hurriedly switched back to the game, and sure enough, someone in the team started scolding, she didn't listen to her fingers in a panic, if she hadn't relied on Gao Shen to turn the tide in this game, they would have lost.

"That's how you team up with strangers, you don't know the qualities of the other person." At the end of the game, Gao Shen said good-naturedly, "Next time I bring my friends to team up with you, they won't be in a hurry, and they will definitely take you out of the division." ”

Jian Nuo felt comfortable: "I just want to learn, I know what is going on, I can talk to my colleagues and friends, don't bother teaching me too much." ”

Gao Shen took a piece of cut watermelon and ate it, and asked: "Will you deliberately cater to the surrounding environment, right, I just transferred back to Shanghai, and the colleagues I knew before are no longer together, and I am still running in with my new colleagues." ”

Jian Nuo said: "I don't want to be isolated, maybe people don't mean to isolate me, but if I can't fit in with the group myself, I can work hard." ”