(Yesterday the leave note was released, it's really ...... Sin,Although I often break off,But the number of times I don't ask for leave is basically nothing.,Because I'm worried that readers will wait for more.,Time wasted.,I didn't expect it.,I made such a big mistake.,I'm really sorry.,There's another chapter today.,Will write very slowly.,Write slowly.,Write seriously.,In addition,This chapter is written very sour.,Quite that.,But I really like this tune.!! ）

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There are some leftover chicken bones under the tree.

Ning Que looked at those chicken bones and was silent for a long time.

The big black horse snorted a little uneasily, and looked back at the wooden house, feeling a little uneasy.

Ning Que suddenly turned around, led it back to the wooden house, and pushed the door in.

It was still dark, there was not a single light, it was empty, there was no one.

Ning Que let go of the reins, walked to the window, and looked at the sea of snow.

The oil lamp on the table was on, and Sang Sang looked at him quietly.

He still couldn't see her, but he knew she was here, so he started talking.

"Long Qing is dead. ”

He paused for a moment and continued, "In Yanbei, I killed him...... I didn't expect that this matter would end so simply, in my original arrangement, I was going to abolish him, and then lock him in the Demon Sect Mountain Gate, so that he would never be freed, just like Uncle Xiao did to Liansheng at the beginning. ”

"But then I think about it, it actually doesn't make sense, he didn't offend me too much, except that he had a bad attitude towards you back then, and he tried to threaten me with you, and none of that came to fruition...... Liansheng killed Xiaoxiao. He didn't hurt you, and I reacted a little too violently. ”

Ning Que turned around, looked at the dark room, and said: "From picking you up next to that mulberry tree without bark, the most intense love in my life was because of you, I killed my grandfather at the beginning, and then went to Longqing, remembering that when I first entered Weicheng, I fought several fights for you. ”

Sangsang was very close to him. If there is no barrier. Or you can hear each other's breathing, listening to his words, her expression is still cold, but her eyelashes are slowly falling. I seem to be a little tired.

"I went to the Ranke Temple. Many stone statues were carved...... Yours like. ”

Ning Que took out the stone statue from his arms. He rested on the table in front of the window and said, "I don't know if you still remember what you said in the Zen monastery when you were sick that year." But I still remember. ”

Sang Sang looked at the table, looking at himself sleeping quietly on his side, with a curious look in his eyes.

"Of course, I went to Weicheng first, I always thought that it was of more important significance to you and me, you might stay there, but unfortunately I didn't find you, well, I killed a lot of people there. ”

Ning Que suddenly stopped talking, and after being silent for a long time, he said, "I don't want to say it...... Cry bitterly, stab yourself, force you out, that's no fun, I'm here anyway......"

He looked at the empty night in front of him and said, "You come out." ”

There is no sensationalism, no need to reminisce, just calmly demanding, as in the past many years, you bring me tea, you pour me water, you put your feet in my arms, let me touch two handfuls.

In the quiet wooden house, there was a faint sound, as if the thinnest piece of paper had been cut by the sharpest knife, and like the most brittle glass falling from the sky to the ground, shattering, and then opening.

The dim light gradually filled the entire space, from a trace to ten thousand wisps, and finally illuminated the entire wooden house, illuminated the stone statue lying on the side on the table, illuminated Ning Que's face, and also reflected her figure.

Ning Que looked at her after a long absence, looked at her bloated waist, looked at the simple animal skin clothes on her body, inexplicably became sad, stepped forward to hug her into his arms, and hugged her tightly.

Sang Sang was expressionless and let him hold him, tilting his head, looking extremely arrogant, of course, it can also be said to be wooden.

"Let go. She said.

The green lion came out of the corner, its forelimbs low, ready to pounce, and let out a menacing roar.

The big black horse stared at it condescendingly, his eyes were violent, and his meaning was clear.

The green lion quickly retracted his voice and became honest and well-behaved.

Ning Que hugged Sangsang, buried his head in her neck, his voice was a little buzzing, a little vague, but very clear - ambiguity is the tone, clear is the meaning, and there is no doubt about it.

"Don't let go. ”

Sang Sang said indifferently: "Let go." ”

Ning Que said: "Don't let it go." ”

"Let go. ”

"Don't let go. ”

"Let go. ”

"Don't let it go...... If you don't let it go, you won't let it go. ”

The big black horse and the green lion looked at each other, and walked into the corner very sensibly, pretending not to see or hear anything.

Ning Que hugged Sangsang like this, as if he wanted to hold the sea until the sea was dry and the rocks were rotten, and the sky would last forever.

I don't know how long it took, in short, the sea must not have turned into a mulberry field, sang sang raised his head slightly, and finally fell, so the cheeks of the two people touched together, warm.

After another long time, in short, the handle of the axe must not have decayed into dust, Ning Que was sure that she would not run away again, and finally let go of her hands, grabbed her right hand again, and led her to the edge of the bed and sat down.

Holding hands and sitting side by side on the edge of the bed, not to divide the fruits equally, if Sangsang put on a veil, it looked a little like the wedding night, they were in the room of the cave here.

"Come home with me. Ning Que said to her.

Sangsang didn't answer him, didn't take his hand out of his hand, and looked out the window at the wind and snow.

Ning Que knew that she was not distracted or distracted, because she was a god, and she was still here.

"Come home with me. He repeated.

Sang Sang looked at him and asked expressionlessly, "Which home did you go back to?"

This time it was Ning Que's turn to be silent.

Sangsang said: "Master's desire to break my world is based on his irresponsible, desire for freedom, and you are so persistent in wanting to break my world, just to go back to that home?

Ning Que held her hand tightly, and after thinking about it, he said, "Actually, I guessed this a long time ago, because there are also stars in the sky here. The teacher ended up being the moon. ”

Sang Sang raised his eyebrows slightly and asked, "What does this mean? He became the moon because you told him about the moon at sea that year, and he thought the moon was beautiful, and that's it." ”

"There was wind and snow. ”

Ning Que pointed out the window and said, "There are also stars in the sky, these are very unnecessary things...... If your world is closed and self-contained, you don't need the four seasons, but you can have them earlier. ”

"Your world is very similar to the world I came from. ”

He withdrew his gaze from the window, looked at her and said, "There is only one explanation for this...... This world is still in the same world I used to know, and it can be connected. At least observable. Because only observation can imitate, to be so similar. ”

Sang Sang said with an indifferent expression: "You can observe, so I know what your world is like." ”

Ning Que said: "It is a vast and free world. ”

"It was a cold and dead world. ”

The passionate sun sows life, and the infinite space of the universe is waiting to be explored. So there's a vast and free world there. But the vast majority of the space was filled with absolute cold and dead silence. So it is also a cold and dead world, and Ning Que and Sang Sang's statements are not wrong, because they have different positions with each other.

Ning Que was silent for a long time. Then he said: "The fate of mankind is ultimately decided by human beings themselves, and you don't need to continue to take on this responsibility, that would be too tiring." ”

Sangsang said: "I once said to you, I love the world, only the world that loves me, and the ancestors of the world chose me, so I will continue to bear this responsibility." ”

"There is no point in this discussion. ”

Ning Que forcefully stopped the conversation in this regard, grabbed her shoulders, and said, "You are my wife, and now that you are pregnant with our child, you should go home with me." ”

Sang Sang looked at him quietly, looked at him for a long time, and said, "You just want me to die like that?"

Ning Que said: "That day, you sailed to the Kingdom of God on the other side on a big ship, I tried to do something, but after all, I didn't do anything, you should know my attitude very well." ”

Sang Sang said: "But I also warned you, I am the set of rules of this world, and if you want to destroy this world, I will not be able to continue to exist. ”

Ning Que said: "I was also worried before, but now I don't ...... Because there is still a Haotian in the kingdom of God, and you have become a person now, you will be fine. ”

Sang Sang looked at him expressionless and said, "How do you prove it?"

Ning Que looked at her bulging abdomen and said, "Isn't this proof?"

Sangsang stood up, walked to the window, looked into the distance and said, "Protestantism has spread in the world for a long time, the Taoism has gradually decayed, and I am becoming weaker and weaker, what does this mean?"

This shows that she is still Haotian.

"Or maybe it's because of ...... Pregnant relationship?"

Ning Que walked behind her and said, "Pregnant women are inherently prone to weakness, you should remember that year in Weicheng, when the fat aunt was pregnant, she didn't even have the strength to scold." ”

"But you can't prove it. ”

Sangsang turned around and said, "Then I may still die." ”

When she said this, there was no emotion on her face, and she looked calm and even indifferent to the extreme, but Ning Que saw great fear and sorrow in the depths of her eyes.

His heart ached because of that fear and mourning.

"I really...... I'm afraid of death. Sang Sang said expressionlessly: "From the moment I woke up in the kingdom of God, I began to be afraid of dying, I didn't want to die. ”

She said calmly, tears streaming down her face.

Sangsang rarely shed tears.

Haotian never shed tears.

Ning Que forgot how many years he hadn't seen her cry, or years, or thousands of years.

He took her into his arms again and whispered, "Don't be afraid, it's okay, I won't let you die." ”

Sang Sang still let him hold him as before, with his hands behind his back.

But this time, she rested her head on his shoulder.

"They all want to kill me...... They want to kill me, you want to kill me, I can be killed now, so I'm afraid, I'm afraid that even you will kill me. ”

Her expression was calm, but she kept crying, strangely sad.

"No, it won't. ”

Ning Que hugged her tightly and said: "If you are really afraid, then don't do it, let's go back to other homes, if we don't go back to Weicheng, we will go back to Chang'an, the courtyard of Lao Bizhai is still there." ”

Sangsang said, "What about your home?"

Ning Que said: "I forgot about it a long time ago. ”

A place of peace is my hometown.

Where you can feel at peace, it is your home.

Sangsang is his home.

It's like she wants to go to the other side, but she can't return to the kingdom of God.

for the other side of her is where he stands.

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...... (To be continued......)