"Good morning, Mr. Li, may you have a nice meal." Xian Xiaoya said with a smile.

Mr. Li: "Thank you." He smiled back.

"You're welcome." With that, she turned to leave.

This retired professor, surnamed Li, enjoys breakfast in the restaurant on weekdays, and he is a very kind and friendly gentleman. is also the only one who is always very polite to Xian Xiaoya, and will not look down on her because she is just an insignificant waiter. Therefore, Xian Xiaoya will substitute him in her dream as Chairman Li who promotes her very much and gives her many opportunities for promotion.

At this time, the line of sight shifted from the inside of the restaurant to the outside of the restaurant, which was the most prosperous microcosm of the financial high-tech zone in the morning——

The streets and roads are full of people in a hurry, and a man in a brightly dressed suit appears in the eye, running in high spirits towards the tallest commercial office building. He's a famous brand from head to toe, and he looks like an elite, and he's Jason.

Two or three people, seemingly his colleagues, greeted him from behind him, and they talked and walked side by side. Their spirits are full of vitality and vitality, which makes people feel envied.

The picture in front of her was seen by Xian Xiaoya, who was standing in the door of the restaurant, and she yearned for everything about them very much. However, she remembered that she was nothing more than a restaurant waiter with no education and a low salary. Such a contrast made her feel inferiority in an instant.

Seeing their backs, Xian Xiaoya retracted her gaze and continued to work, during which the boss urged her to work, and more and more people in the restaurant were very busy.

And around 6 o'clock in the evening, it's time to get off work. At this time, several people walked into the restaurant, led by Jason. He came in with his colleague and a medal in his hand, and he was in a good mood. A few people were talking and laughing, a group of people sat around a large table, ordered a lot of food, and colleagues toasted Jason to celebrate Jason's recognition by the company. Xian Xiaoya passed by with dishes and drinks, and when she saw this scene, she also saw the purpose of their celebration. She knew his name was Jason because everyone called him that. Tonight it was Jason who won their company's annual performance title, and Jason is also the best fund manager in the company. This picture is deeply imprinted in Xian Xiaoya's mind. Xian Xiaoya actually didn't know Jason at all, and Jason didn't know Xian Xiaoya. Mr. Li is not the boss of the duo either. These people are regulars at the restaurant where she works. The restaurant where she works is called Feng Ying Chinese Restaurant, which is located in the financial center, and its business is very good, serving breakfast, lunch and dinner. In her dream, she substituted the name of the restaurant into a fund company, but she herself became a career she longed for - a fund manager, and this insinuation also came from the envy of Jason. Imagine his honor as his own. The subconscious was afraid that Jason would find out that these honors were not hers at all. That's why there are strange things in dreams.

As for the restaurant waiter in the dream, it was someone else, not Xian Xiaoya herself, but this person was her own brother. She didn't like this profession very much, she was very evasive, so she replaced herself with her younger brother and went to work in her place. In her heart, she looks down on this younger brother, because the younger brother in reality needs her to take care of him and cannot support himself.

In the evening, at nightfall, Xian Xiaoya returned home, it was room 302 of Jintan Flower Garden, why was it 303 in the dream? The house with Miss Lin is 301? But there is no 302? Because Xian Xiaoya is also escaping from the place where she lives in her heart, she doesn't like her real residence.

After seeing Xian Xiaoya return home and open the door, there was a teenager waiting for her inside, the waiter in his dream, that is, Xian Xiaoya's own brother.

The younger brother said, "Sister, Dad's illness has suddenly worsened, you should go and see it."

Xian Xiaoya hurriedly walked into the room and saw an old man lying on the bed, dying. This old man is the old man in a wheelchair - he is Zhong Shiqiang in the dream. Seeing this, Xian Xiaoya immediately called an ambulance.

Soon, his eyes switched to the hospital, it was already late at night, the doctor came out of the ward, Xian Xiaoya kept up with the doctor's pace, and the doctor shook his head at her.

"It's too late, you should have brought the patient to the hospital sooner." After the doctor finished speaking, he reluctantly walked away.

At this time, Xian Xiaoya, who was standing in place, looked very helpless.

The time was switched to 2020.9.27.morning

Looking back at room 302 of Jintan Flower Garden, I saw Xian Xiaoya cleaning up the kitchen waste on the dining table, and a photo of her father who had passed away appeared behind her. She hurriedly packed up and went out to work, while her younger brother stayed at home, looking a little different from a normal boy. In reality, his younger brother Xian Xiaohao has congenital intelligence problems and cannot make a living independently.

After Xian Xiaoya went downstairs, near the Jintan Flower Garden Community, Xian Xiaoya saw Mrs. Lin going out with her daughter from a distance, and saw that this Mrs. Lin's daughter was the daughter in the photo in the living room of Xian Xiaoya's house in the dream. And Mrs. Lin is the Miss Lin in the dream.

At this time, Xian Xiaoya wanted to avoid Mrs. Lin, but was seen by the other party and stopped her. Mrs. Lin approached with her daughter, as if she wanted to catch her for a long time.

Mrs. Lin: "Miss Xian went to work so early?"

Xian Xiaoya: "Morning, Mrs. Lin, you are so early."

Mrs. Lin: "That's the time I took my daughter to kindergarten." She smiled, and stopped talking.

"yes, I'm going to work too, catching the bus..."

"Uh, that... Miss Sin ... Do you settle this month's rent first, the deposit we agreed on is no longer enough to deduct the monthly rent. ”

"This... That's it... I'm so sorry, I forgot. Okay, I'll transfer you money at the end of this month. ”

"It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter, just remember it. That...... I won't bother you, I'm going to kindergarten too. Goodbye, goodbye! ”

After Mrs. Lin finished speaking, she dragged her daughter away. Xian Xiaoya suddenly lost the ease she pretended to be a second ago.

In real life, Mrs. Lin is her landlord, but she becomes Miss Lin in a dream, she wants to find a house to rent, and brings Xian Xiaoya to Jintan Flower Garden. Their return to the old place is actually a subconscious hint, no matter how she escapes, the subconscious also wants her to return to the things she is unwilling to face, but she is very eager to have a lovely daughter like Mrs. Lin's daughter, so she treats Mrs. Lin's daughter as her own daughter to substitute. Appears in dreams. And subconsciously, Miss Lin's ghost lingered, and she said to her: "Your daughter is not like you." It is also a kind of questioning.

The scene continued to switch, and Xian Xiaoya returned to the restaurant-

The restaurant is very crowded at lunchtime, especially white-collar workers working in the financial center, who come to the restaurant to eat. Xian Xiaoya passed by with several plates of dishes, shuttling back and forth very busy. When the dish was served to one of the tables, a female guest sitting there, her brand-name bag was particularly eye-catching, Xian Xiaoya couldn't help but look at it twice, because of this, one carelessly overturned a dish and spilled it on the name watch of a male guest next to him.

Designer bag lady: "What's going on, it's too careless!" She hurriedly helped the gentleman wipe the watch, feeling more concerned than the man about the stained watch. "What kind of service is this, why don't you pay attention to it?!"

Xian Xiaoya hurriedly apologized: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry."

When the man slowly looked up, Xian Xiaoya realized that he was Jason.

Jason: "It's okay, it's waterproof, it's fine."

Xian Xiaoya: "I'm so sorry, I'll go serve you another plate." She hurried away, and the owner of the restaurant walked over to her. The boss is Zhong Shiqiang's son in the dream, and because the boss's surname is Zhong, Xian Shiqiang has become Zhong Shiqiang.

Boss Zhong: "What's going on?" Xiaoya, what did you do! Come over a little later, I've got something to tell you. ”

Xiaoya nodded helplessly.

After finishing her work, Xian Xiaoya came to Boss Zhong. A little timid, keep bowing your head.

Boss Zhong: "I've been knocking things over these days, do you still want to do it, the things that were damaged by you this month will be deducted from your salary, and you won't use it next time."

In reality, this boss is more mean and has a poor attitude towards Xian Xiaoya, so she can't help but substitute him as a loser in her dreams. But in fact, the reality is that she herself lost her father's savings for many years. It was also because of indiscriminate speculation that his father's savings were lost, resulting in no money for timely treatment when his father was seriously ill. In the dream, she passed on this sin to Boss Zhong. So the person who really feels guilty in the dream is herself, not someone else.

At this time, she remembered that she met Mrs. Lin this morning, Xian Xiaoya originally wanted to propose a salary advance to pay the rent, but she wanted to stop talking at this time, and she couldn't speak.