Eight hundred and seventy-eight: Inner Demon

"Alas,,," Jia Jing glanced at Daiyu, and then smiled: "What kind of sigh?" Daiyu glanced at Jia Jing helplessly and said, "I'm sighing for Brother Huan." Jia Jing smiled silently when he heard this, and Daiyu said helplessly: "Even if you really become a jinshi, what can you do?" You also see the attitude of the old lady, the concubine is the concubine, if you have the ability, you are just a capable concubine,,," Jia Jing looked at Daiyu with a smile and said: "Huan'er is not as sentimental as you, and you are not a concubine, why do you look more difficult to accept than them?" Daiyu glared at Jia Jing, and then bowed her head slightly with some sadness: "This kind of want to do your best to work hard, thinking that you can reach it, but in the end you find that it is a fool's dream, you can never really integrate, you can never have a chance to turn over, you should be very desperate." Jia Jing saw that Daiyu was a little sad, and knew that Daiyu should not be sorry for Jia Huan, although Daiyu has strong empathy and is very kind, but she will definitely not be sad because of other people's things.

Therefore, Jia Jing thought that Daiyu may have thought of herself, wasn't Daiyu like this when she was young?

I want to seek a sense of identity and join the Jia family, but in the end, I find that I can never really integrate into the Jia family!

It is true that the prejudice in people's hearts is a big mountain, but the foundation built on the depths of this mountain is the condensation of countless rules in this world!

Prejudice may be removed, but the foundation can never be eradicated! Therefore, Lin Daiyu will always be the cousin of the Jia family, which is dispensable

"Guest", and Jia Huan will always be the concubine of Rongguo Mansion, and he will not be the most favored Jia Baoyu! Even if it barely got some attention, it was just a little bit from Jia Baoyu, or a little bit of hard work after years of hard work and countless efforts!

Jia Jing smiled and hugged the sentimental Daiyu: "Tianxingjian, a gentleman strives for self-improvement, Huan'er won't care if he will get any attention, let alone any things like his son-in-law, otherwise, wouldn't he have read so many books in vain?" As for you,,," Jia Jing smiled and pinched Daiyu's little face: "Don't you still have me?" When Daiyu heard this, she couldn't help but smile again and said: "I thought you were going to say that I was also self-improving, but it turned out that I was also relying on our Hou Ye!" Jia Jing looked at what he said

"Surprised" looked at Daiyu and said, "Aren't you willing, Mrs. Hou?" Daiyu smiled and hugged Jia Jing's waist: "Of course you are willing!" It's better to rely on a lifetime, uh, no, several lifetimes! Jia Jing smiled and stroked Daiyu's little head and gently kissed her forehead: "We are also relying on ourselves, if it weren't for your insistence, I would have missed your good wife, wouldn't I?" The corners of Daiyu's eyes were slightly red when she heard this, and she wiped the corners of her eyes with a smile and said, "What, what I said is the same as I have been pestering you!" Jia Jing laughed, he really felt like this, if Daiyu was still the little girl who was nesting in the Grand View Garden, or if she would only feel spring and autumn, Jia Jing might not really have such feelings for Daiyu!

Jia Jing really liked Daiyu very late, and it was precisely when Daiyu supported the Lin family alone and resolutely picked up the burden when her father was seriously ill that Jia Jing's heart was moved!

After that, Daiyu made progress again and again, kept learning, kept improving, and to this day, Jia Jing really fell in love with Daiyu, so Tianxingjian's self-improvement is never an empty word!

Licking alone will never get the heart of the person you like, your self-righteous affection and persistence, may be annoyance and harassment in the eyes of others,,, it may not be correct to improve yourself, but it is the only thing you can do, until you really rise, you will find out how ridiculous you used to be, maybe at that time, you look at the person you once insisted on thinking was the love of your life, you will also feel, oh, it turns out that he is actually just like this!

Of course, emotional matters are very complicated and cannot be generalized, but fortunately, Jia Jing did not live up to Daiyu's waiting, and Daiyu did not miss Jia Jing's repetition of the tragedy!

The two of them were tired of being crooked for a while, and then they realized that they were really outside, so they took the initiative to separate, although Jia Jing, as a modern person, does not hinder showing the closeness of the two in front of the world, and Daiyu is rebellious by nature and doesn't care about these, but in the final analysis, the current identities of the two people are different, so it is better to have a boundary between each other.

As soon as the two of them separated, Hongling found the right time to step forward and say to Jia Jing: "Master Hou, there are some things to deal with in front of you." Jia Jing nodded: "I know." Then he looked at Daiyu, Daiyu smiled and said to Jia Jing: "I have to go and meet my sister-in-law, and the affairs of your concubines also have to be dealt with, you go and get busy with you." Jia Jing sighed: "Good wife, why are you so busy on the second day of the wedding?" Daiyu rolled her eyes: "Is that what I think?" Of course I wouldn't be so busy if you didn't have to find something for me! Jia Jing smiled, and Daiyu gently reached out to hold Jia Jing's hand: "I'll look for you in a while." Jia Jing smiled and nodded, and then after seeing Daiyu take Zijuan to attack people, he went to the direction of Ning'an Hall.

"The subordinates are guilty!" Jia Jing waved his hand: "Okay, okay, the situation yesterday was so complicated, Xiaobai's skills have increased greatly, you didn't notice that she is also normal, don't do this, hurry up." Qingfeng got up a little ashamed, and Jia Jing asked, "Is Xiaobai already gone?" Qingfeng nodded and said, "Yes, I already left Ning Guofu last night." Jia Jing was a little surprised, but still nodded and said, "It's okay to leave, do you know where she went?" Qing Feng said with some shame when he heard this: "I'm sorry Lord Hou, after they left Ning Guofu, we lost their traces, and they were more careful than before." Jia Jing said with a smile: "If you don't have a long memory of being surrounded and suppressed so many times, then you really deserve to perish, forget it if you can't find it, when she wants to see me, she will naturally come out to see me by herself." Qingfeng responded, Jia Jing leaned back in the chair and said, "Is there anything else?" Qingfeng hurriedly said: "After Your Majesty went back yesterday, he ordered the Governor's Mansion of the Five Armies to start preparing for the siege of Iron Net Mountain. Jia Jing was stunned for a moment when he heard this, and then his face became serious and said softly: "So fast? Qingfeng responded: "Yes, in the past two days, the Governor's Mansion of the Five Armies is estimated to start preparing for the transfer of troops to Tiewang Mountain." Jia Jing nodded slowly, and Qingfeng asked tentatively, "Master Hou, do you think we should do it now?" Jia Jing shook his head and said: "Forget it, this is not in a hurry, wait for tomorrow when I enter the palace to thank Your Majesty and talk about this matter, first talk to Your Majesty, don't act rashly for the time being." Qingfeng nodded in response, and then Jia Jing said helplessly: "The iron net mountain is surrounded, and there are not many soldiers and horses left that I can use on my face, but His Majesty wants me to call the Jinyi Guard, I am afraid that this call will stick to my hands and not be able to take it off!" When the time comes, what should I do......... "Qingfeng said softly: "Why don't you ask Ye Shi to come over and solve the doubts for the Hou Ye?" Jia Jing was stunned for a moment, and then sighed: "Forget it, he also has his own things to be busy with, just take one step at a time!" At this time, Daiyu also walked in with a smile, and Qingfeng hurriedly bowed her head and said hello: "Madam." Daiyu was stunned for a moment, then nodded generously and smiled: "Are you busy?" Jia Jing smiled and said, "It's okay, you go down first." Qingfeng hurriedly bowed his head and answered, leaving room for Jia Jing and Daiyu, Daiyu looked at Jia Jing and said cautiously: "Are you busy?" Am I causing you trouble? Jia Jing was stunned for a moment when he heard this, and then smiled: "No, you think too much, and you don't have much to do, what else can I do if my officials are gone?" Daiyu smiled when she heard this, then took the lunch box in Zijuan's hand from behind her and put it on the table, took out a few plates of pastries from it, and went in to boil tea.

Jia Jing rubbed his hands together: "So many delicious foods? As he spoke, he was about to reach out and clip a piece, but Daiyu slapped Jia Jing: "Go wash your hands!" It's dirty! Jia Jing smiled helplessly, got up and went to the back, the attacker was just boiling water, so he poured a little for Jia Jing, Jia Jing washed his hands and wiped them before sitting back: "Why are there so many delicious food?" Daiyu smiled: "I went to give my sister-in-law and they still have some leftovers, take them back and eat them for the two of us." Jia Jing smiled: "I'm indeed a little hungry, when will the cook pass the food?" When Daiyu heard this, she said: "I'll go and ask someone to ask, if it doesn't work, just ask the cook to cook it for you first." Jia Jing brought a snack to his mouth and said with a smile: "You're really not afraid of spoiling me, just eat some snacks and top one." When Daiyu heard this, she smiled and stepped forward to help Jia Jing set it up, and then made tea for Jia Jing from behind and brought it out: "Drink some water slowly." Jia Jing smiled and took a piece: "Not bad, who made it, you taste it." Daiyu smiled and ate a piece of Jia Jing's hand, when the two of them were farming, but there was a person standing at the door!

Jia Jing couldn't help but be stunned when he saw the person coming, and Daiyu, who noticed Jia Jing's sight, was also stunned, turned his head to look, and then was also stunned: "Miaoyu? The person who came was Miaoyu, who never took the initiative to go out, at this time he looked at Daiyu and Jia Jing with a somewhat complicated expression, gently closed his eyes, put his hands together and read softly: "Amitabha Buddha ,,," Miaoyu's days are definitely not good these days, although the body has gradually recovered, but Miaoyu feels that her body seems to have changed something, and there is always a feeling of being played!

In the dead of night, Miaoyu, who could only sleep or meditate honestly, now feels a little lonely!

And closed her eyes, all she thought about was Jia Jing, although she occasionally thought of Jia Jing, but only occasionally, and it was normal to think of it, but recently, she remembered a little wrong,,, as long as she thought of Jia Jing, what she actually thought of was Jia Jing's pretty face, and the sturdy explosive body below,,, every time she thought of this, Miaoyu was short of breath, two fiery red, and 10,000 ants on her body were crawling!

Once in a dream, she actually did those things with Jia Jing half-pushed! After waking up, Miaoyu knew that it was just a dream, but she was still ashamed, knelt in front of the Bodhisattva for a whole day, and recited the scriptures for a day!

Unexpectedly, the more I thought about it, the more I couldn't calm down! All I was thinking about was Jia Jing, and that night I naturally dreamed of Jia Jing again,,,, and I was the third, and two days ago, when Miaoyu who was lying on the bed thought of Jia Jing again, Miaoyu who woke up the next day was simply ashamed and angry!

But it's as if he was bewitched by the legendary demon king Bo Xun, and he can't help but be comforted at night!

It wasn't until yesterday that Jia Jing got married, Miaoyu suddenly woke up, and then fell into endless pain and shame!

What's even more terrifying is that she herself can't tell whether the reason for her pain is because she broke the precepts or because Jia Jing got married!

Miaoyu began to try to face her heart, and at the same time, she also confirmed her heart more and more, she was leaving the Jia family!

None of this was supposed to happen! She was supposed to spend the rest of her life in the honest Green Lantern Ancient Buddha in Suzhou City!

She shouldn't have been in Beijing! You shouldn't have listened to that woman's so-called schemes! You shouldn't know Jia Jing! He shouldn't have been taken in on that rainy night!

He shouldn't have so much to do with him! It's all a mistake! It is the test that the Bodhisattva gives himself!

It's time to go back! The bitter sea is endless, and turning back is the shore! It's never too late to find out! After figuring it out, Miaoyu felt a lot of relief in her heart in an instant!

As long as you leave Shenjing, leave Jia's family, and leave Jia Jing's side, I believe that I will soon forget all this!

Miaoyu made up her mind in her heart, and after Jia Jing got married, she immediately said goodbye to them and left the Jia family!

Unexpectedly, when he walked to the door, when he saw Jia Jing interacting intimately with Daiyu, Miaoyu's heart was suddenly a little sad, and even a little colic!

Inevitably, Miaoyu was standing at the door in a daze, a little distracted, I don't know why, Miaoyu, who obviously has a very serious cleanliness habit, when she saw Daiyu treating Jia Jing like this, her first reaction was not anger, but heartache!

However, in Daiyu's call, Miaoyu quickly returned to her senses, and then closed her eyes and put her hands together to pronounce a few words of Buddha's name, which are all tests of the Bodhisattva to me!

It's all an illusion! It's my demons! After cheering himself up a few times in his heart, Miaoyu walked in slowly, and Jia Jing looked at Miaoyu with some doubts: "Master Miaoyu, is there something wrong?" Miaoyu didn't speak, Daiyu was stunned for a moment, and then smiled at Jia Jing clearly, gently touched Jia Jing's shoulder, and said softly with a smile: "Then I'll go down first and ask the kitchen if you have prepared the meal." Jia Jing reached out to hold Daiyu's hand and said with a smile: "Just go home and eat, don't put it here, I'll go back in a while." Daiyu smiled and nodded, then glanced at Miaoyu with a smile, and after nodding, she went out with Zijuan and the raiders.

Jia Jing got up and walked to the side of the seat at this time, Miaoyu followed Jia Jing, and when she saw the freshly brewed tea on the table, Miaoyu suddenly felt a disgust in her heart!

This kind of unruly craftsmanship, how could he put up with such a disgusting thing! Miaoyu pretended not to care, and when she passed by, she was a flick!

"Smack!" Miaoyu took a few steps back expressionlessly, and clasped her hands together: "Amitabha." Jia Jing was stunned for a moment, thinking that Miaoyu was careless and said, "Don't worry about it, someone will naturally clean it up after a while." However, seeing that Miaoyu had no shame, and that she didn't mean to clean up at all, Jia Jing couldn't help but scratch her head: "Sit." Miaoyu bowed slightly: "Thank you, Master Hou." The two of them sat down separately, and Jia Jing looked at Miaoyu and smiled: "Master Miaoyu looks very good." Miaoyu's face was slightly red, and then she recovered instantly, and said softly: "Thank you Lord Hou for your concern, I'm really ashamed that I don't practice well!" Jia Jing smiled and waved his hand: "This kind of thing, in fact, no matter how many high monks and great virtues may not be able to go back, Master Miaoyu doesn't have to blame himself." Miaoyu slowly shook her head and said, "Actually, after this incident, I also found out that there do seem to be some problems with my cultivation. Jia Jing was stunned for a moment when he heard this, and then said solemnly: "Is there anything I can help with?" Miaoyu slowly shook her head and said: "Cultivation is a personal matter, originally I thought that entering the WTO is also practice, my master told me before he passed away, I have a period of fate that is not over, even if it is practice, it is fruitless, so I think that entering the WTO is also practice!" Jia Jing nodded slowly, Miaoyu then looked at Jia Jing and said, "But, I, I seem to be overestimating myself a little,,," Jia Jing was stunned: "What?" Miaoyu was afraid that her eyes would be full of affection and exposure to Jia Jing's eyes, so she hurriedly lowered her head and put her hands together, and said in a slightly trembling tone: "I don't practice enough, maybe I have to go back to the world to practice meditation!" Jia Jing was stunned when he heard this: "So what do you mean ........." Miaoyu pronounced a Buddha name: "I asked the Hou Ye to resign ten times today, Miaoyu, I will leave in a few days." Jia Jing was stunned for a while: "Where is Master Miaoyu going?" Miaoyu's tone trembled slightly, and she put her hands together to hold back the tears in her eyes: "Naturally, where did you come from, I am going back to Suzhou!" Pack up and leave in the next few days! Jia Jing couldn't help but be shocked when he heard this, he originally thought that Miaoyu was preparing to leave Jia's house, but he didn't expect Miaoyu to be ready to leave Shenjing directly!

Shocked for a moment, Jia Jing couldn't help but fall silent!