"In the past, Mom and Dad always said that there was a son in their hometown, for some reason they couldn't come back, and I wasn't allowed to come back, every time I mentioned this to them when they refuted it, a few days ago, there was a more and more strong idea to see, I don't know what drove me to muster up the courage to sneak out of the house, according to the address they said in memory to find the small mountain village... When I arrived in the county, it was already past 11 o'clock last Wednesday night, and I found this hotel to stay. I didn't sleep that night, I was always very nervous, I was afraid that I would suddenly appear in front of you and grandpa, how to explain, I was even more afraid that grandpa would not like me, and then I thought about going out shopping, the city where my parents used to live with you, and then I met you for the first time in that night market, I thought you were a weird person, and I grabbed the pleasant goat in the last second, and gave it to me the next second, just when I thought we would not intersect in this life, we met again, and you are still the person I am looking for.

When I was a child, I grew up in a welfare home, my personality was more withdrawn, the children in the welfare home didn't like me, often bullied me, when I was about ten years old, my parents adopted me, they gave me a lot of things that ordinary families can't give, money or status, they gave me the biggest house to live in, give me the best toys to play with, at that time I always thought I was the ugly duckling in the fairy tale, the swan mother came to pick me up, let me live in the castle...

My fate changed drastically when I was 10 years old, and when I went to the welfare home, they were very welcoming to me, probably knowing that I had been adopted by a wealthy family. But I'm not happy because I have money and status, I just like to have my parents on the table every day, my mother will secretly come to my room to cover me with a quilt when I sleep, and every time it rains, I will stand quietly at the school gate, because I know that my father or mother will come to pick me up, these things are something I didn't dare to imagine when I was a child... I cherish this sudden family affection, I cherish it very much,

Yesterday, when I went to look for my grandfather in the small mountain village, Aunt Li told me that my grandfather had been taken to the hospital, and I panicked instantly. I don't know where I got the courage to face you, and I even said the sentence that I am your wife..."

She leaned on the elevator and muttered, her voice was small, her beautiful eyes were shining, I don't know if it was for me, but I was too lazy to listen to her, and just as she was about to speak again, the elevator arrived.

At the door of the room, she expertly opened the door, turned to look at me and said to me

"Do you want to come in, although we are lonely men and widows, I don't mind being in the same room, in a sense we are relatives."

"No, you go in and rest, I have to go to the construction site again. You wake up and call, we're going to dinner, but I don't have any money, so it's going to cost your mom and dad. Also, we are not relatives, we don't know each other. ”

She rolled her eyes and said nothing, turned and entered the room, closing the door again. I immediately regretted it because I hadn't drunk any water yet, and I was a little thirsty······

In the lobby of the hotel, I sat on the sofa and smoked quietly, the sun shining directly on my face through the glass, I did not dodge, my eyes were fixed on the ashtray on the table, and my thoughts went back to the winter when I was ten years old...

I sat quietly on the earthen kang of my grandfather's house, the earthen kang was very hot by my grandfather, the firewood stuffed into the earthen kang crackled, the room was also very warm, but very deserted, leaning against the window, holding my chin and looking through the window at the dilapidated street door, looking forward to seeing the person I miss you in the next second. I looked at the roof of another house, and a thick smoke drifted out of the chimney, sprinkled wantonly with the snow falling from the sky.

Occasionally, you can hear the sound of the neighbor's family playing mahjong shuffle, a "bang" and "hahaha" seriously disturbed the dog who was napping in the yard, the dog barked Lian Hong, whenever the next door remembered the sound, Lian Hong would get up and bark a few times to express his dissatisfaction.

I was amused and laughed, and I felt that I couldn't sleep well even when I was red. So I angrily asked my grandfather to go next door and tell them not to disturb my dog's sleep, grandpa doted on me, patted my head, turned on the old TV set for me, and my attention was instantly attracted by the TV "Pleasant Goat and Big Big Wolf". I love watching this cartoon because these little lambs don't have mom and dad... It's the same with me.

"Sir, do you need help. I see you've been here for a long time. At this time, my thoughts were pulled back, and I looked up to see a young girl dressed as a hotel waitress and asked me suspiciously.

The girl is very beautiful, with big thick eyes, long eyelashes, and small dimples when she smiles, giving a sweet feeling.

"No, I'll just sit here for a while, do you bother you?"

The girl smiled sweetly, sat down on the couch next to me, and said to me

"That's not true, my surname is Xu, my name is Wenya, I am the manager of this hotel, you can find me if you have anything. I would like to ask if the girl who just came in with you is your girlfriend, she is so beautiful. ”

I immediately played, looked into his eyes and said

"Yes, that's my wife who hasn't passed the door yet, not only beautiful but also rich, if you don't take out the best mineral water in your hotel, I will die of thirst, and I won't be able to serve me well, and then my daughter-in-law will buy your hotel in anger, so that you will all become unemployed young people!"

The girl laughed at my amusement, turned around and ordered someone to fetch a bottle of mineral water and put it in front of me, and then said

"Sir, you're really joking."

"My name is Han Yiming. Don't call me sir. I don't deserve it. "I'm telling the truth, if I hadn't followed Xia Xunqiao, I probably wouldn't have stepped into this kind of hotel in my life.

"Okay, Mr. Han."

"Is this the most expensive water, it's really different from what is sold outside. You bring me an extra bottle, put it on my daughter-in-law's account, and remember to ask her for money tomorrow." It's okay to have more points, she has money. I said, playing with the water bottle in my hand.

"Hahaha Mr. Han, you and your wife are the guests of our hotel, and these waters are provided to you for free." Xu Wenya was amused by me again.

"I'll tell you the truth, I don't know her well, so is this water still free? It doesn't matter if it's not free, just put it on her account. And you can call me by my name, I'm not your guest. I drank water, lit myself another cigarette, and slowly exhaled the smoke ring.

"Huh?" Xu Wenya covered her mouth, looking incredulous, she didn't expect me to confess like this. He said to me for a long time

"It doesn't matter if you're not a guest, the water is still free."

I smiled, didn't say anything more, still smoked quietly, my mood became much better, and before I knew it, I actually fell asleep. When I woke up, I was covered with a blanket, which must have been given to me by Xu Wenya, and it seemed that he still treated me as a guest and didn't believe what I said. When I wanted to thank her, I couldn't see her anymore.

I picked up my phone and looked at the time, I rubbed my eyes in disbelief, half past five in the afternoon! I slept for so long. I don't know if grandpa they went back. Just as I was about to light a cigarette and sober up, I received a call from the beginning of summer. She said to me in a somewhat languid voice

"Han Yiming, I'm awake, come back and let's go to dinner."

I was surprised by her tone, but told him I was sitting downstairs in the hotel lobby.

She was also surprised that I hadn't left, told me to wait a while, and then hung up in a hurry. I took advantage of this time to stand up, move my hands and feet, go to the window, light a cigarette, and wait quietly for the snow to fall in the early summer.

"Mr. Han, are you awake?" I don't know when, Xu Wenya was already standing behind me.

I turned my head and smiled at her, a little apologetic

"I'm sorry, I fell asleep all of a sudden. Thank you for the quilt. ”

"That's what we should do, Mr. Han, are you planning to go out?"

As soon as I opened my mouth to answer, I heard a "ding" sound, and the elevator had stopped on the first floor, slowly opened, and saw a shadow walking out inside.

I looked at her, her long black hair hanging down her shoulders, her jeans on her lower body to set off her slender legs, and a white half-sleeve jacket on her upper body. I didn't really want to go out to dinner with her, because she would be the most visible person on the whole street, and I was just wearing a yellowed half-sleeve and worn-out pants.

"Didn't you say you were going to the construction site?" Xia Chuxue opened her cherry mouth and asked me.

I rolled my eyes at her and pouted

"You care about me?"

"Who cares about you." She rolled her eyes, turned her head and walked out, no longer looking at me. I could clearly hear the soles of her shoes colliding against the floor.

And Xu Wenya, who was behind her, pursed her lips when she saw this scene and walked away.

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She asked me what I was eating, and I thought about it for a while and decided to eat ramen because I had been hungry all day and had been drinking alcohol last night, and my stomach was a little uncomfortable.

The owner is very honest, there is a lot of beef in the ramen for 10 quick money, and the noodles are also slow.

After a large bowl of noodles, I felt warmed up, and my stomach no longer felt the same discomfort as after drinking, so that I felt satisfaction for the first time in a few days.

However, to my surprise, Xia Chuxue also ate a large bowl of noodles in front of him. Because in my subconscious, a girl like her, who has a privileged family and has to stay in the highest standard hotel, will not enter a crowded, noodle restaurant and sit on a table that others have just used up and haven't had time to clean and eat a bowl of ramen.

In addition, when she tried to buy the Pleasant Goat pendant at twice the price of me at the night market that night, I thought she was a typical rich lady.

It's still not very reasonable.

At first, when I decided to eat ramen, I didn't think about whether she liked it or not, because it had nothing to do with me, and I only thought about myself.

I can't help but feel a little different about the snow at the beginning of summer.

Just as she looked up after eating, our eyes met, and she looked at my slightly different gaze and opened her mouth to ask,

"What are you doing in a daze? Why are you looking at me like that? ”

I didn't answer her questions, and I don't know why I kept observing her inadvertently.

I stared at her lips that had just finished eating noodles and had no time to wipe them, the corners of her mouth were stained with oil,

"You better wipe your mouth first and eat a face."

She pursed her lips, picked up a napkin and wiped her lips slowly, and said to me nonchalantly

"Haven't you eaten all of you? I didn't say anything about you. ”

I did think that I hadn't eaten so much, and I looked down at my half sleeve, and really, a few drops were splashed on it. But it doesn't affect me.

"You're a girl. You have to pay attention to the image. ”

But who knew that she looked at me with a surprised face, and said to me with a smile,

"Who told you I was a girl?"