Han Jianguo parked the car on the side of the road and turned his head to stare at me through the rearview mirror, his expression uncertain.

Xia Fang turned her head to look out the window, sobbed, and gently wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes with her hand.

I didn't know what to do for a while.

Swallowing his saliva, he opened his mouth slightly and said:

"What...... What's wrong. ”

Han Jianguo stared at me deeply for a while, his eyes seemed to be able to pierce me through the darkness and penetrate deep into my heart.

Am I really wrong?

Should I stick to my guesses?

I'm waiting, waiting for Han Jianguo to give me an answer.

Han Jianguo didn't speak in a hurry, he put down the car window and lit a cigarette by himself, and the smell of smoke quickly seduced me, so my heart began to beat violently, my heart was uneasy, and my body was like being locked in a small and dark room, and I couldn't stop feeling uncomfortable.

I desperately need a cigarette.

But I still want to restrain myself, I know that this is not my limit, I can't give up halfway, after all, I am a person who has achieved nothing, so I am more eager to prove myself through one thing.

Quitting smoking is a great place to start.

The silence of the atmosphere made me even more irritable, and I forcibly calmed myself down, and said with a sigh of relief:

"What the hell are you going to say? If it's taking advantage of this time to make up reasons on the spot, I think it's better to forget it. ”

Xia Fang wiped away her tears and glared at Han Jianguo resentfully, her expression was more like that of a mother who wanted to be angry for her son.

Can.

I don't pay attention to any of that.

Because only the truth can make me completely settled.

Han Jianguo finally spoke:

"Son, first of all, you have to recognize a fact, your surname is Han, my surname is Han, you are my own son, and I am your grandfather's own son."

"Can you please stop talking so much nonsense."

"It's not nonsense, because you've now closed yourself off in an idea that you've created, and you're going to get you to recognize yourself and the world again. Otherwise, how can you continue to live in this world in the future. ”

夏芳 says:

"Son, listen to your father."

Han Jianguo spoke:

"Do you think your grandfather is a good man?"

I nodded.

"Then do you think your grandfather had any problems with your education when you were young?"

I shook my head.

"You were pulled by your grandfather himself, right, some of his temperament, style and words and deeds will affect you to some extent, you have a good memory, do you?"

I nodded.

"And I have followed your grandfather since I was a child, and he has been educating me, since he has influenced you, he will also affect me, so do you think that a person like me, who was raised by your grandfather since childhood, will be a person with a dark psychology?"

This question really asked me, but I still said stubbornly:

"Han Jianjun, how do you explain it."

"Han Jianjun is the youngest son in the family, so he has always been doted on by your grandmother, and your grandfather can't manage it if he wants to, and he went to work in the city when he was a teenager. Since he was a child, your grandmother has never asked him to do heavy work, and your grandfather and I have done it. ”

I nodded, agreeing.

Han Jianguo continued:

"If you agree with me, do you think I'm going to find a woman with a dark mind to wife? Even if I find it, will your grandfather approve of it? ”

I glanced at Xia Fang and said;

"No, it won't."

"That's good, so neither my mother nor I are psychologically shady people, so does that directly negate your speculation."

"Although you are not psychologically dark, you will definitely look forward to the child you love the most, such as Xia Chuxue. It's human nature, and I'm right. ”

"Yes, it stands to reason that human nature is like this, but have you ever thought about it, have we been opposed by your grandfather in doing this, according to your ideas, your grandfather will definitely think more than you think, right, if he recognizes what you guessed, according to a person like him, will he agree, take 10,000 steps back and say, even if he doesn't realize it, but after all, you are his own grandson, how can he agree?"

Justified.

"You must have lied to him, and he certainly doesn't matter to you."

"You're wrong, he's my own father. No one can pit their own father in the pit of being a son, isn't it. After all, you have just denied that we are a dark person. ”

I nodded. That's true.

"So, do you believe what your mother just said now?"

I hesitated.

"Are you wondering where those guys came from? Because you happen to have this idea today, and this happens to happen in the evening, your subconscious will assume that your guess is correct. ”

Han Jianguo said sharply.

I didn't react.

"Then I'll tell you now, that group of people was sent by someone else, and you must know this person, will it deny your speculation."

I hurriedly said:

"Who is it?"

Xia Fang replied:

"It's a person named Wang Shuo, you should know."

I froze.

Wang Shuo!

I looked at Han Jianguo, he nodded slightly, and said:

"After those people were knocked down by me, I forced the person who took the lead, you can also interpret it as torture to extract confessions, but we learned about this person from his mouth, and I asked several other people, some know, some don't know, just said that someone made them do this, the purpose is to ......"

He didn't say anything more later, because I had already guessed.

Their goal is the first snow in the summer, and that purpose is self-evident.

I hurriedly took out my mobile phone and hurriedly called Chen Chengfei.

The phone rang several times before it was connected.

"Han Yiming! You're not bad, can you die or what? You like to call on the phone so much during this netherworld? Do you know what Lao Tzu is doing? If you can't get up in the future, you don't care! I'll just ask you. Yes? Speak to Lao Tzu! Chen Chengfei on the other end of the phone scolded angrily.

I looked at the time, and for a moment I was a little embarrassed.

"When you had dinner with Wang Lei at night, did you see Wang Shuo?" I said straight to the point.

"No, no! That bastard deserves to eat with me? ”

"Did Wang Lei say where he was?"

"He didn't say it, but when Wang Lei was talking to your ex-girlfriend, I seemed to hear him in the county...... Didn't you ask why you were doing this? me! You know ......."

Before he could finish, I hung up the phone.

It has been determined that Wang Shuo did it.

And I forgot one very important thing.

Guo Xingfan!

I realized it later, when I entered the night market, I felt stared at, and then I received a call from Guo Xingfan, and then ......

Thinking of this, I suddenly became angry, the anger in my heart rose spontaneously, my heart seemed to explode, and my body couldn't help but tremble.

When I thought of Wang Shuo, I was already angry.

I had already made up my mind not to have anything to do with him anymore, and he was going to beat me.

I want to avoid him, but he will find him.

And there will definitely be a second time for this kind of thing.

He.

Unafraid.

Because he has a good father, he can do whatever he wants in this small county.

He had even used this tactic just to sleep with a girl he had his eye on.

It's obviously not the first time he's done this kind of thing, but this time it happened to me.

And, the most important thing is that he can still get away with it all the time.

It's scary.

Is it because he has a good father?

Then when this kind of thing comes to me for the second time, when I have no defense, will I die, will the snow at the beginning of summer really be defiled?

I don't dare to think about it.

Because as long as I am still in this county, and his father and he are not arrested for a day, then I will still be beaten, and the snow in the early summer will still be dangerous.

Can Han Jianguo save us the first time, can he save us the second time? The third time? The fourth time?

No.

Because they are going to leave this small county town after all.

When the time comes, no one will care about me anymore, the girl whose eyes have always been clear and playful.

I stared at them, one in the co-pilot and one in the main driver.

After all, the distance between us is beyond my reach.

They are all people, and they all have their parents.

Why can he do whatever he wants.

And that's what I'm going to do.

Why does he have the support of his parents,

And I have nothing.

At this moment, I finally broke down.

The mood seems to have fallen into an abyss.

It was a real collapse, and the tentacles from the abyss were tightly bound to me, and I could never break free.

I don't know what I'm going to do with my life, I still have to live in fear.

I might as well be dead.

Turning my head to look out the window, I tried to squeeze out a smile, for nothing else, just to keep myself from looking so embarrassed.

But the tears in the eye frame can't be controlled at all, just like when my beloved toy was trampled on when I was a child, I just want to cry, I am wronged.

Xia Fang, the co-pilot, was taken aback when she saw this scene, hurriedly opened the car door, and then came to the back, wanting to hug me.

As I watched her movements, I suddenly felt even more sour, indescribable feeling.

I opened the car door and walked out, I didn't know where I was going, anyway I ran to the clearing, sat down, covered my face and cried.

The grievances and unwillingness that have been accumulated all these days broke out at this moment.

At this age of early twenties, some people may have started a family, and some people may have become the elite of society. And I just want to cry at this moment.

The pain in my torn body under exercise was far less than one-ten-thousandth of the pain in my heart at the moment.

I have always thought that I am a strong person, no matter what I experienced on the construction site, I would not cry, until Han Jianguo and Xia Fang reappeared, they always forced me to collapse one after another.

Xia Fang came to my side, and she was a little at a loss for a while. After hesitating for a moment but hugging me gently, I pushed away and walked to the other side again.

Han Jianguo came to me again, reached out and patted me on the shoulder and said:

"Child, crying is normal, I just hope that after crying, you will raise your head and continue to look down on the world."

Xia Fang said angrily:

"The kids are like this, you still have time to say this!"

"I don't say that, so what do I say? He's my son! ”

"He's my son, too!"

Han Jianguo was silent, Xia Fang continued to glare at him angrily, and asked for a long time:

"How's it going for you to do it?"

Only then did Han Jianguo react and sat down beside me.

"Don't worry, kid. In the future, the one named Wang Shuo won't be looking for any trouble with you and Xiaoxue. ”

At this moment I was sitting on the ground, staring at the ground, the night was dark, and I couldn't see the little ants...... I couldn't listen to what he was saying.

Xia Fang said:

"Are you sure? In the future, if my son and daughter encounter this kind of thing again, be careful, I'm not done with you! ”

Han Jianguo says:

"You forgot what I was ......"

Then he suddenly paused, turned his words and snuffed out the cigarette in his hand and said:

"Anyway, that little Wang Ba Lamb doesn't dare to produce any more moths, I'll go and talk to him again tomorrow!"