Chapter 176: Let Go
"In my last life, because I loved you, I did too many wrong things, I took my own life, and even more than 100 people in the Dingguo Marquis Mansion. In this life, I don't dare to gamble, you let me go, okay? ”
Shen Youxia, who didn't want to show his fragility in front of Zhu Yunyan, finally cried out with an emotional breakdown.
These pains have suppressed me for two lifetimes.
Even if she didn't know why she was reborn, but since God gave her a chance to start over, Shen Youxia didn't want to waste it in vain, she really didn't want to be entangled with Zhu Yunyan anymore in this life.
"With me, are you so miserable?"
Zhu Yunyan had never seen Shen Youxia so painful, even if he had made things difficult for her at the beginning, all kinds of cynicism, Shen Youxia would quickly adjust his emotions, and still looked at himself with a smile.
Zhu Yunyan hated himself from the bottom of his heart. People's hearts are flesh and blood, why does he think that Shen Youxia will always tolerate himself and love him? Because Shen Youxia has been following him and pestering him since he was ten years old, he subconsciously thinks that no matter how he treats Shen Youxia, she will not leave, right?
However, countless facts have taught us that plans are not changing as fast as they are. Many things are always so beautiful that we always think about them, but the final development of things has already been doomed.
Looking at the painful Shen Youxia in front of him, Zhu Yunyan finally withdrew the hands that wanted to hold Shen Youxia in his arms.
Without waiting for Shen Youxia to answer his words, he continued,
"After the morning dynasty, I will wait for you at the gate of the palace, and we will go together to meet my father and ask for peace."
Last time, they took into account that it was the Empress Dowager Shen's marriage, so the two of them went to find the Empress Dowager Shen first, and were persuaded by the Empress Dowager Shen to come back.
But Zhu Yunyan knew that Shen Youxia had never given up the idea of making peace.
Since being with himself would make Shen Youxia so painful, he decided to let it go.
Harmony does not mean the end, but if he does not reconcile, he and Shen Youxia will never be able to start again.
"You've decided that you won't go back?"
Hearing Zhu Yunyan's words, Shen Youxia raised her head, even if her face was full of tears, she didn't care at all, she needed Zhu Yunyan to give her a positive answer.
She was too afraid that this was another new trap for Zhu Yunyan.
"No, I will do what I say."
What else could he say?
Even in a state of collapse, Shen Youxia still had to give a firm answer by himself, and still didn't believe what he said.
Zhu Yunyan couldn't help but ask himself in his heart, how many bastards had he done before? Why doesn't Shen Youxia even have the most basic sense of trust in himself? When did she lose all her good feelings about herself?
That's right, Zhu Yunyan didn't believe that Shen Youxia was determined to reconcile, just because of a dream warning.
He believed that this dream was a fuse, the last straw that crushed Shen Youxia's feelings for him.
At the beginning, Shen Youxia forced himself, so that the two of them had such a tragic ending now, and he couldn't force Shen Youxia to make both of them unhappy.
Such a situation of hurting each other is not only what Shen Youxia doesn't want to see, but also what he wants to see.
There is still a long way to go, and he still has a lot of time and many ways to redeem Shen Youxia.
Zhu Yunyan believes that he can make Shen Youxia fall in love once, and he will also make her fall in love a second time.
Heli was just the first step in gaining Shen Youxia's trust again.
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