Maybe I can't give him a real father, but I can create a father for him mentally. What other children have, your own children should have.

So, from that day on, Xueluo began to point to Cheng Haotian in the photo and said to his son: "This is Dad." ”

The son would also point to the photo and learn from her: "This is Daddy." ”

Saying it every day, looking at it every day, the father in a photo also took root in Xiaoxiao's heart. He knew what his father was like. Dad is the guy in the picture.

Until one day when his son was three years old, when laughter could also express what he wanted to express, he asked his mother, "Where's Dad?" Why did he never come home? ”

And Xueluo had already prepared the answer to her son's question in her heart, she touched her son's head and said, "Dad is far away." ”

"How far is that?"

"Far away."

"So far away that he can't go home again?"

"No, when the smile grows up and grows into a man, Dad will come back."

Snowfall told him.

Whenever his son refused to eat well, Xueluo asked him, "If you don't eat well, how can you grow up?" ”

For my mother's words, laughter is also understood.

If you don't eat well, you can't grow up, and you can't grow into a man. Then Dad won't come back.

Whenever this happens, Xiao will obediently eat the meal. smiled and obediently touched, which made Xueluo's heart ache.

Today, my son is three years old. It's time for kindergarten.

Xueluo felt that she could no longer guard him, and that she should find a way to find a job to support herself and her son. I can't ask for it from my parents again and again.

So Xueluo decided to work.

She searched the internet and looked at various job advertisements. Submit your resume to each employer.

A week later, she finally got a job at an advertising design company.

And the location of this advertising design company is actually near Cheng Haotian's Cheng Group Building.

In the past four years, Xueluo has never set foot in any place related to Cheng Haotian in City A, and now, for the sake of work and her son, Xueluo can't choose where to work. So, she signed that job contract. At the same time, he also moved his family from the suburbs to the city.

In order to make it easier for her to go to work and pick up her son, Xueluo found a kindergarten around her company, so that she could pick up her son when she got home from work. Occasionally, when time ran out, her neighbors would help her bring the smile home. And the scene that Mrs. Cheng saw in the square was that the neighbor picked up the child home for Xueluo. Although the kindergarten is expensive, it is close to where he works, and the thought that his son is not far from him makes Xueluo's heart feel steady. Although the salary I just paid for my son's tuition and rent was just enough to teach my son, there was no more suitable kindergarten around.

When the economy was tight, she had no choice but to use her parents' money.

After her probationary period, she was finally able to avoid using the money her parents had given her.

However, regardless of whether he spent his parents' money or not, his father continued to send money to his card on time.

This is the heart of a parent.

Thinking that in the past four years, in order to escape Cheng Haotian's search, he actually cut off all news from his parents, how cruel he is!

Snow fell and guarded his son for three years. And in the past three years, all the joy and happiness she has harvested, she knows that it is given by her parents. If it weren't for his parents who love him so much, then he and his son would not be where they are today if they selflessly dedicate everything to them.

Thinking of all this, Xue Luo once again secretly shed tears. She felt that she was too cruel to what she had done to her parents. How could he cut off contact with his parents in order to avoid Cheng Haotian's pursuit?

Yukiro can't forgive himself for being selfish and cruel. He avoided Cheng Haotian for four years, and he also hurt his parents for four years.

What can I do to stop hurting my parents' hearts? In this life, I can no longer see Cheng Haotian, but can I never see my parents again?

Xueluo felt that she couldn't go on like this. She can't trample on her parents' hearts at will.

It's been four years, and Cheng Haotian may no longer care about himself. Maybe he's found a stand-in again.

One night just a few days before New Year's Day, after her son slept, Xueluo finally couldn't help but miss her parents anymore, and opened the QQ that she had been turning off.

After clicking on the login, she saw her father's avatar dark. She knew that at this time, her father must have slept.

In the past four years, Dad has left a lot of words for himself in QQ.

"Snow falls, tell Dad, where are you?"

"Snow falls, do you know how worried your mother is about you?"

"Snow falls, tell Dad, are you okay?"

"Xueluo, you are determined not to want Cheng Haotian, but why don't you even want your parents?"

"Snow falls, tell Dad, where are you? Dad swears that Dad will never let Cheng Haotian know any news about you, okay? ……

”

Every message from my father pierced Xueluo's heart like a needle.

After four years, she finally decided to stop hurting her parents.

The snow fell on QQ, and a line of words was typed: "Dad, Mom, are you okay?" ”

After typing these words, Xueluo couldn't fight anymore, and there were too many words in her heart at once, and she wanted to say it to her parents, but she didn't know which one to say.

In the past four years, her longing and guilt for her parents have made her unable to control her emotions anymore.

She felt guilty about her parents, but at the same time, she was like a child who had suffered a lot of grievances outside.

She lay in front of her computer, almost crying.

It's been four years of loneliness. Either bitter or sad, Xueluo didn't intend to tell anyone in the first place.

Cheng Haotian let the words that Xinruo brought to herself have always been engraved in her heart: you must learn to do what you do and bear the consequences.

Everything in these four years, including everything in the future, will be the consequences that you will learn to bear.

Crying so loudly right now is just in front of the computer, all of which is just guarding my parents to vent my emotions.

used to be a collection of thousands of pampering, delicate Xueluo, and now she has become a mother.

And what a mother can do is to set a good example for her son and learn to be strong. Optimism in the face of everything.

After crying, Xue Luo turned around and looked at her son, who was sleeping heavily, and the corners of her mouth couldn't help but spread a smile and tenderness.

Mom's crying like this, didn't it affect your sleep? You're really a master. Xueluo said to his son from the bottom of his heart.

Xueluo's emotions have calmed down after venting.

On QQ, she sent her father many photos of her son and herself.

Tell them, "This is your grandson." ”