Nine.

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Evidence of existence. Where is it? Why did I find this evidence? Just so that I can tell myself that I'm not wrong? Or, do I think he should exist?

I didn't doubt myself, I was just thinking, is it to prove that I'm right so he has to exist, or is he going to exist so he exists?

No, you can't think about that. I've forgotten too much of his stuff.

The world has forgotten him, is it the world that has forgotten him? Why can't I find any sign of his existence?

And...... Me, a little sore? Why? How many did I ask today why? I couldn't help but look up and ask him, his figure was unpredictable, and he didn't open his mouth.

In the blur, I reached out and beat myself for my weakness.

After sobering up, I realized that since I was going to prove that the world was wrong, I would try to remind them of him.

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Ten.

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Since that day, I have stopped planting flowers.

I love flowers in particular, not only because my abilities are dependent on them, but also because my ego is often dependent on them. But in terms of appreciating flowers and planting flowers, after him, I always felt that there was something missing, but the beauty of the flowers, so I stopped planting flowers.

Enjoying the flowers is something that makes me feel happy, but I feel as if I have some heavy responsibility, maybe it is heavy enough, for a real person, the unknown and the known are the enemy.

I'm strong, but being strong is not arrogant. I'm the strongest, so I'm going to prove him.

Maybe it's not so important whether it's fiction or what's true, I looked up and told her. She was stunned for a moment, but then smiled and said yes.

Slit my fingers, and I dripped the blood from the human form onto the dead flowers. When I was just born, other youkai told me that watering it with human blood can give things an extra piece of enchantment. After all eternity, I remembered its words, and I remembered what it looked like when I killed it.

In the beginning, I also liked to water things with human blood.

Humans are weak and strong, disgusting and non-disgusting, and I often spill the blood of the humans I hate and the weak humans on the petals.

They all use their blood to sprinkle on the things they like.

Me too.

Strangely enough, the petals don't make them unique. After they became stronger, I killed them and irrigated them with their blood, and the same is true, the flowers did not become beautiful. I can't help but feel lost in my heart, such a lie really hurts me, and I used to go to great lengths to worry about this kind of lie.

Now, I suddenly realize that I am too human.

Even though I can make flowers grow and die at will, and I know about flowers and souls, I have more thoughts and behaviors similar to those of people.

Tingling in the fingers, very mild. It turns out that human beings need to vent because of this pain?

She looked at me, and she looked at the flowers.

"You, do it...... No, I already know. "She looked at me and at the flowers.

"You already know." I looked at her, and I looked at him: "Come on, I'm definitely the strongest." ”

Blood drips.

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Eleven.

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I'm still alive?

He, he, what about him? Struggling to get up, I saw him waving at me in the distance, rushing out of relief and ...... The pain crept over everything in me.

She didn't beat me, I'm not dead! She didn't beat me!!

I stretched out my hand, trying to catch him alone in the barrenness, rubbing the hot and dry air, abandoning my human form, how could I have hands?

Am I too attached to human form? However, without human form, I ......

No, I just feel that since I am higher than man, the form of man is inevitable. With the last shred of demonic power, I transformed into a human form.

Come on...... Come on...... Come on...... Come on...... Come on...... Come on...... Come on...... Come on...... Come on...... Come on...... Come on...... Come on...... Come on...... Come on...... Come on...... Come on...... Come on......

Hold my hand, I don't need your approval. I'm going to protect you, protect your existence, protect your past, protect your future, protect everything you have......

Come on, come on.

His illusory shadow flickered in the daylight, indifferent, and seemed unable to respond to my request.

She didn't beat me, so come on, you're still going to exist.

Why...... You have to keep such a smile on your lips, inexplicably, inexplicably......

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Twelve.

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Is it a possibility?

Everything about me is a dream? I have him now?

Opening my eyes, I looked at him sleeping next to him, holding up his humanoid hand.

With a twisted expression, I caressed his neck.

Please, please, wake up and hold me, tell me what is now real, come, speak.

Ah, false happiness. Why should I give to myself? In an instant, tears flowed down his face.

I now hate my strength so much that I want to destroy this illusory moment of peace.

Twisting in deep disgust, the strength in his hand gradually increased.

Don't be so, don't be so. This is the dream, I already know it, I can't, I can't, I can't accept this happiness.

Annihilation, possibility. It's like the curtain opens, like the theater starts, and I will return to reality to find the world you really have.

The barren land is empty, and my memories seem to have come back a little, the abandoned, broken world? Why did I find such a keyword, don't worry, grow flowers, I'm going to take you to meet him.

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A baker's dozen.

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But, she's.

She's there, she's there, she's there, she's too, she's too......

She has blond hair, she is purple and red, she is sneering, she is right and wrong, she is seeking to hear the way of heaven, and she is sharp and sharp......

Being strong is not ignorance, and pursuing being strong is not chasing ignorance. I grinned, but the drops were pointing at the corners of my mouth.

"Don't... Deny me ...... "I know their purpose."

A moment later, a moment, a moment.

I can't describe it, how fleeting.

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Fourteen.

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I'm covered in bruises. I found that I had hurt too many things, but I just wanted to prove that he existed. Am I wrong?

No, it won't.

The strongest person must be me, and I must be infallible. It's just that they don't understand your existence.

In a trance, I saw him handing me a hand, what, this guy, the weak are forgetful! I don't have the form to catch your hand right now.

But I held it anyway.

Wonderful.

He lifted me up from the ground, pulled me out of nothingness, and stepped into vain.

I could feel the pain, but for some reason there was no world in front of my eyes.

Ah, it's dark.

He caressed it in his ear.

Just like she said before.

He said.

The world is fake.

———— I see.

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Fifteen.

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When did I seem to die? It's like being reborn at some point.

Without him, wouldn't the world be able to turn? So for me.

When was it replaced? His existence, her existence, my existence?

He said, "If I tell you, in fact, you have forgotten about me, but 'you' still remember." Would you care? ”

I held him, right in the white at the end of the world, like a flower in my arms.

"I am with you, my most beautiful flower." I opened my mouth.

But he embraced me too.

What the hell is going on? Ahhh How can the fragile body and soul of a human being withstand such a drain, he will die under my embrace. The structure of the heart is destroyed.

"After the world is reshaped, your body and mind are destroyed as a complete source of pollution, your power is squeezed, your blood is bleeding, and you are completely dead and forgotten. In the void are mixed with the thoughts and voices of you and me. You think it's strange when you understand it, but you can't say a word. At this point, the thoughts and voices grew weaker and weaker. But am I getting closer to disappearing or are your consciousness and memories getting more and more chaotic? No one can tell. Finally locked in the cracks of incredible fantasies. You had a dream there. Dreams like never before. It was an incredible dream before death. He said.

"Is that all I've experienced?"

"Well, what if that's the truth?"

"If so, I'll be sad. for I did not save you. Anyway, I just want to remember you. ”

"What a pity."

He said this and disappeared.

There is no brilliance anymore.

There is no more him and me anymore.

Incredibly, I had a feeling of being breathless.