People are jealous because of their needs.

Because of jealousy, you can learn.

Because of jealousy, we know how to balance giving and receiving.

When a person is a baby, there is no giving, but there will be endless gains.

At this time, human beings will be satisfied with the needs of others until the baby's acquisition requires giving, and giving from nothing, I call it the first growth.

This contribution can be in many ways.

It is generally learning, rarely labor, and even less in other aspects, and it is at this moment that human beings grow.

Then, in order to get the dwindling demand, humanity has to start paying more and more, and when people first find out about it, I call it the second growth.

At this time, there are two routes.

Agree to this, and begin to give for the benefit of others, and gradually find a balance between giving and receiving, or the balance collapses, and it is not a pity to die.

Or, like Machi, start looking for other places in yourself where others can give what they need, and then start to change the point of giving wisely, and eventually destroy yourself or others.

The second type of behavior is usually self-harm. Because a teenager or girl who is self-conscious for the first time cannot find a more valuable place for herself, she eventually succumbs to physiology, and on the other hand, it is also a great act of overcoming the nature of life.

The moment self-harm begins, the value of being a human being has already fallen into a trough. Constant self-harm will only make others think that your efforts are only there, and most people will only end there, and it will not surprise others.

What about those who were unexpected? Their bodies will be more and more degraded by themselves, self-harm, then their dignity, everything they have as human beings, and finally, they will put themselves on the table as chips and cards for real trading.

However, until here, it is still possible to be dragged back. Only someone can break your values, ignore everything you have, constantly crush and eat away at your values, and then mix everything with themselves...... And then you're going to get a total jerk.

The bastard's giving and getting is redefined, and there may be a moment when the bastard thinks that the person who eats you is no longer special in what he needs you, and then you will abandon him. It won't be until he doesn't care about you anymore that you turn back and decide that he must be special, throw yourself into it, and squash yourself into the man's mouth.

Or will he not discover what is special about him, and end up being ordinary, despised and absorbed by you?

As for why I say so much, I am afraid that it is because the snow on the mountain is now in a very strange stage.

When she came back from Aqiu, she didn't notice anything strange about herself at the first time, but the Prajna Heart Sutra actually revealed her suppressed nature by Gensokyo's social system, and although I'm sorry, unfortunately, she was the second type.

The kind of person who will officially begin to think that the most important thing in his bargaining chips is himself, and everything he does is not as good as his own external things, so he should take himself as the ultimate product.

I don't know if Shi Qi will taste the sweetness of its blood, or will it become a knife that has been smashed?

———— "Good morning?" "I'm afraid it's too late.

Gentlemen, let me correct it, the process of snow in the mountains has reached the stage of using physiology as a bargaining chip.

"Good morning, are you going to work today?" Beside Shi Qi, it is the snow on the mountain whose skin is like loess, it is strange to say that the snow under the mountain is her name, but she herself has little to do with the snow.

When the drunken dream slipped away, and all that was left was the headache that was the sequelae, Shi Qi struggled to get up from the bed, and the stinging pain made him stroke his head.

He dared to guarantee that he was definitely not drunk on himself because of those filthy, disgusting, and filthy behaviors, and it was not for this reason that he drank alcohol, how could he be like this?

The endless retching paused for a moment, and Shi Qi swallowed back the stomach acid that was almost upwell, and looked at the ceiling with difficulty.

The clouds were thick, but it was not yet dark, it was not bright, but it was certainly not dark, and the air was filled with the stench of alcohol, mixed with a very strange smell, as if it were heralding the wind brought by the raindrops, for it was evident that only that wind could sweep them away.

"Are you alright?" "I'm afraid it's okay." Non-nutritious conversations.

"How can yesterday's tooth marks be on the table?" Shi Qi tried to pull away from the topic a little, but he then said, "No, forget it, it doesn't matter." ”

"I swallowed a small piece of sawdust." The snow under the mountain is very happy, and it seems that something good has been done.

Shi Qi was stunned, she didn't know how to face this answer, and she didn't know why she did this, she wanted to bring the topic back and say something responsible, after all, sawdust will not kill people directly, but she blurted out the truth on impulse: "Is sawdust delicious?" ”

As if he didn't expect this question, the snow in the mountain and Shi Qi looked at each other, and then both of them began to laugh.

After laughing, Shi Qi held the hand of the snow on the mountain: "It may not feel delicious, but it may also be delicious." But no matter how dull it is, there is no lack of your day pain, and no matter how delicious it is, it will not exceed the need for you. ”

"Then there's no need to go to work today, right? Stay with me all day. The snow on the mountain smiled and groaned, and there was no positive answer.

Shi Qi looked at the snow in front of her, gently rubbed her head, and unconsciously combed Xue's hair.

Tired and unknowingly happy all day is obviously not the appearance of Shi Qi, but if you just simply set aside some time to spend with you, it seems understandable.

At the end of the day, Shi Qi is not "unrepentant self-destruction, full of joy and misfortune, thoughtful and misogynistic].

"Hmm. Stay with you all day, but only for a whole day. Shi Qi gave her instructions in advance.

The girl, who couldn't say that she was a girl, closed the open window and quietly waited for Shiqi's return.

But then again, the snow in the mountain leaned her head to play with the doll in her hand, feeling the slightest pain and exhaustion, and she was not to fall to the point of selling herself to get what she needed.

The existence of Shi Qi can absolutely suppress the demand for snow in the mountain, and the snow in the mountain does not go astray in an irretrievable way, but skillfully bypasses it.

"Hmm......" The smell of alcohol on the snow under the mountain slowly dissipated, and the nerves that had been drunk all night loosened a string, which made her think about what she had done.

The more I thought about it, the more rosy my face became, and finally I bit my fingers and thought about the rest of the days.