Chapter 18: Negative Forty-Eight Days (The Observer)

Youkai and humans are hostile. Always be on the lookout for humanity.

Every time I wake up, I tell myself that there is a difference between life and life, and that you and humans can coexist but cannot be harmonious.

We depend on them for survival, but we are different from them, we have a very long life and great strength, they are creative and imaginative, to grasp their strengths and avoid their strengths.

Every day, Yakumo Murasaki is watching human society.

On the one hand, there is fear, and on the other hand, there is learning.

The so-called every day is indeed every day.

Today, it's no exception.

She saw a teenager.

The life of a teenager is definitely not dirty, and it can be called happiness in universal values, but some teenagers are more or less in the midst of happiness and do not know the blessings, and they actually feel that life is very boring.

Yakumo Zi paid attention to the picture of his suicide with interest, and sure enough, he was rescued.

To put it bluntly, it's not thorough enough. Yakumo couldn't help but sneer, and then her attention shifted to the other humans.

After all, there are not thousands of people who commit suicide in one day, but also thousands, so why continue to observe this person who is just awkward, and sure enough, those scientific researchers are more important.

By the time Yakumo Murasaki realized that she had seen the boy again, it was already a boy who had become a man.

She could find the depraved and disease-free moaning breath in the ranks of ordinary people at a glance.

Every day is about living for others, about surviving for the goals of others.

Ah, Shuji Tsushima finally brought about his own demise in repeated attempts. Yakumo Murasaki has always been able to catch a glimpse of his news and himself in the past ten years, which is really a very interesting story.

Of course, Yakumo Purple has also seen a lot of this kind of story, and when Gensokyo was not separated from the present world, Yakumo Purple treasured a lot of good stories.

But she never intervened.

Not once.

She's just a monster outside the story, a guy who listens to the story, not the hero or supporting character of the story.

"Ever thought about it?" One of her few friends asked her with a grin, because that friend of hers was the guy who liked to participate in stories.

Yakumo Zi did not reply. Because of the story of the Hakurei shrine maiden, she has participated and become a supporting role, which is an unprecedented experience.

It's not wonderful, but it's fun.

The stopwatch swayed unconsciously, and Yakumo Murasaki was still observing the outside world day after day, and at the same time, she also watched Hakurei's shrine maiden become an adult.

It also becomes a demon.

Everything is for the stability of Gensokyo, everything is for the status of youkai.

It's just that it was very abrupt, on a certain day, at a certain time, her mind was suddenly affected by the life of another world, and suddenly she wanted to get a sense of the unknown.

Yakumo Purple was "infected" by the sea flower. Qi Haihua, who has not been able to get on the bridge, "infects" her across the world.

She wanted to do something she had never done before, and she didn't bother to do it.

That is to change the life of an inconsequential person.

Time-consuming, laborious and thankless, she now has to put herself in a person's story, which is difficult for a sage who can't tell the difference, but for Yakumo Murasaki it's very simple.

She used the gap to start looking for those special people.

It doesn't have to be disgusted with life, maybe it's just that you're born with a depressed embryo, no matter how good the days are, you will give up in your head.

"Is this my memory?" Shi Qi's voice didn't know when it appeared in his memories, he looked at Yakumo Zi and looked at other people's lives, carefully selected, and finally chose a man.

is different from the previous story of Shi Qi looking at the dark circles under his eyes, at that time he resisted accepting the story of that person, but this story of Yakumo Purple, he obviously had no possibility of experiencing it, but it was extremely clear.

Read on.

Yakumo only skimmed through the crowd and found a special man. He is no different from ordinary people on weekdays, happy and sad, laughing and scolding, extremely real.

You will appreciate it when you see something good, enjoy it when you hear a good song, and be happy when you smell a good smell.

It's just that when no one is around, he is always accompanied by someone.

The smile on weekdays is exchanged for his own contempt, and every step he takes is after countless performances in his mind, and what is even more terrifying is that the man is always on guard when no one is around, as if something is spying on him.

He likes to play, pretend to be a good person, do all the good things that will be good for him, seem selfless, seem to be sages.

But people will eventually grow up step by step, and the inhuman heterogeneity will be overwhelmed by the burden of life, and they will be busy running in the cracks of fireworks.

There doesn't seem to be anything out of the ordinary anymore. Yakumo Zi said with a smile, heterogeneity can't be covered.

Sure enough, it was still at various times, unable to relieve his pressure, he finally returned to his boring country, talking to himself day and night, and his actions became more and more normal and abnormal.

The chatter has changed from the burden of life to pure absurdity, often opening his mouth to shout that it will eventually appear, but others ask but he doesn't even know what it will eventually appear.

I don't know when, Shi Qi has woken up, interrupting the reality that scared him, the past that scared him.

When he opened his eyes, he had no time to think about where he was, so he leaned down and vomited on the side of the wooden bed, as if to vomit all his poisonous and inevitably sad past.

It must be a painful ending, Shi Qi knew in his heart that although memories still brought pain, when he saw this, he already understood that this distorted product would definitely not have a good ending.

Shi Qi was busy and saw the familiar scene around him and the snow on the mountain with a surprised face, and he didn't know how long Shi Qi had been in a coma.

Struggling to straighten up and wipe the dirt off the corners of his mouth, Shi Qi got out of bed to the other side, spit out the remaining undigested matter in his mouth, and prepared to push the door open.

"Seven?" The voice of the snow on the mountain appeared from behind him: "Where are you going?" ”

"Outside the door. Find some sand, otherwise how will this vomit be swept away? Shi Qi complained.

The mountain snow was stunned in place, and he didn't know how to connect his brain circuit for a while, and he didn't sleep for long in real time, and it was probably less than an hour after he got home.

Regarding what happened before sending him back, Yakumo's part was rudely poached. The snow on the mountain instinctively sensed that something was wrong, she believed that Shi Qi could also detect it, she believed that Shi Qi.

She wanted answers to these strange things.

Shi Qi told her that it was a very bad thing that he had found his past.

"It's really bad, I haven't quite remembered it yet." Shi Qi paused: "For example, what my name is, I don't know about this matter." ”

"Is it important?"

"It doesn't matter at all, so I don't know."