I looked at the empty house, and I was very disappointed. Thinking back to the scenes over the years, my eyes were slightly moist, and I strongly asked myself to hold back. In the end, I took some tribute and went to Grandpa Li's tomb to worship. To my surprise, there were traces of other people coming to sweep the graves. I think it may be other people in the village who have received favors from Grandpa Li in the past.

After I went back, I flipped through the books and notes left by Grandpa Li, but I still didn't study what was written in them. Just like a primary school student reading classical Chinese, the words are recognized, and they can be memorized, but the content is not complete. Some books of general knowledge are easy to remember, such as herbs, meridians, etc.

I slept at home for a few days and read local job postings for a few days, but I really couldn't arouse my interest. There are a lot of opportunities in the big cities, and they look like a lot of scenery, but I can't settle down. And why continue to float in the reinforced concrete there? I remember that at that time, when I applied for some positions, I needed a local hukou, and I also had a local hukou to compete for some positions. I remember that in the second year after graduating from university, Fei Fei said to me: "Wu Yong, even if we work hard, we can't keep warm and settle down in this city." Instead of getting along with each other, it's better to forget about each other." And left me a small poem "Leaving Sorrow": The night is quiet and the fishing fire is quiet, and the moat makes people sad. Ruthlessly chasing the waves, this life is not begging. I still remember that the girl who has been playing ambiguous with herself sighed leisurely when I was leaving, but it's a pity that Wu Yong, my shoes are worth three months' wages for both of us. I still remember a middle-aged woman who said: "Wu Yong, be my assistant, and give you ten taels of silver a month." I reminisced a lot, and finally I took a sip of my own drink and decided to stay in my hometown and survive with peace of mind.

So I rented a small store in a shopping mall with a general business and opened a computer repair shop, the cost is not high, and the income is average, but fortunately, there are occasional benefits for my sister. Take your time.

Since I had a lot of time, I was able to study the books that Grandpa Li gave me. In a long time, I was twenty-four years old. Due to the real business, the reputation is good, the business is also a lot more prosperous, and the silver in his hand has increased little by little. Sometimes I have the feeling of being a seller, accumulating silver little by little, but where is the Oiran, on the Internet?

After Qingming, I chatted with Grandpa Li in front of his tomb: "Grandpa Li, I have understood about one percent of those books, and I am very familiar with them, including medicine, meridians, and techniques, but there are too many metaphysics and utensils and they are too profound, I haven't learned much for the time being, and the things in the books are completely beyond my cognition in school, although I don't know why you left these books to me, and I don't know whether these books are documents or novels, and I don't know if they are really useful, but I will still try to eat them thoroughly." Maybe someday, it will do something. "Looking at the traces left by other people's worship, I left with mixed feelings.

After I went back, I began to test the knowledge in those books, but there were no conditions and no instructors, so I had to start with medicine, go to the mountains to dig herbs, catch animals, and then prepare some daily herbs, and go to the night market at night to set up a stall.

Because of the target, soon, many uncles and aunts became my loyal customers, and actively advertised for me, but often complained: "Xiao Wu, your things are very good, but they are too expensive, for the sake of me introducing you to business, it is cheaper."

And my answer will never change: "My medicinal materials are pure natural green pollution-free, no additives, no synthesis, carefully selected wild dozens of precious medicinal materials, after many processes of refining, artificial are more than this price." But I have a very kind feeling when I look at you, so let's buy one or two and give you a penny."

Sometimes, I would go to Grandpa Li's grave to read, and sometimes I would look at the direction of the book by the way. Gradually, according to the topography, Feng Shui began to look for some rare medicinal herbs, rather than searching for them in the mountains.

Sometimes, I would go to a café and order a cheap claypot rice to see the girl with her eyes. Slowly, I have the intention of earning money to pay a down payment to buy a house, and when I buy a house, maybe some blind girl will be willing to follow me. Maybe the girl with eyes will be blind......

A year has passed in the blink of an eye, life is not turbulent, and I have a little more money in my hand, but it feels a bit wasteful to protect it with a six-digit password, but the knowledge in the books is getting smoother and smoother, and some of the content is suddenly clear. It's just that every time I go to eat claypot rice, there is always something in my heart that makes me panic, and I feel better after running ten kilometers around the hill after the blockage. Many times I persuade myself not to eat claypot rice anymore, but I can't help it, perhaps, the only thing that can make my mood fluctuate violently for more than a year is the girl who has eyes. Suddenly, I had a dream again, when would I be able to travel to the famous rivers and rivers to explore the authenticity of some of the contents. In short, there are many dreams, but they are so far away.