Chapter 132: Heart-to-Heart Talk
It's not that I don't want to see it, but I don't know what kind of mentality I have to use to face my mother after I go. Seeing her mother's bottomless tolerance and dependence on Wu De, she felt that she was very useless.
She couldn't wake up her mother, she could only watch her sink in the abyss of hell.
"I slept, but when I woke up late, I didn't go at all."
Cheng Yi didn't believe such a lame reason, before, no matter how late it was, if she wanted to, she would go over to see her mother. Tang Yue's filial piety, Cheng Yi has never doubted it.
"Quarrelsome?"
Tang Yue looked up at him and sighed, not knowing where to start.
"It's not a quarrel, it's just ...... I want to change her, change her thoughts, perceptions, and pull her out of that cage. However, I found that no matter how hard I tried, she was going in the opposite direction. When I think about it again, I feel that my heart is more than enough, but my strength is insufficient. I also feel that I am very useless. ”
She just hopes that her mother can live better!
"Because of your stepfather?"
Speaking of which, Tang Yue was not afraid of being embarrassed in front of Cheng Yi, so she simply said it all.
"You are also a man, you tell me, a scumbag scoundrel like Wu De, domestic violence, gambler, what attracts my mother, makes my mother die for him. Is it because she hasn't been beaten enough? Why, what she thinks about in her heart is always him. ”
And she has always been in an unimportant position by her. Even if she repeatedly quarreled with her stepfather for her, she didn't make an effort, just stood by and cried. Those tears, in the end, are only tormented by themselves.
Thinking of this, Tang Yue felt that she was going to be out of breath.
"Probably, dependence, fear. Perhaps, it is your mother's stubborn thinking that binds her, and in her cognition, she will not be able to live without her husband. You can't change that. Unless, one day, she really figured it out. ”
"What can I do to get her to figure it out?"
"It hurts to the heart, maybe it can make her sober." Of course, this also means that they have to pay a terrible price.
Everyone has what they care about the most, and if Zhong Wanjun loses what she cares about the most, she will be completely sober.
Tang Yue didn't know how to answer, and even she didn't know what her mother cared about the most.
"You know what? The last time I had a fever and a cold, it was mostly because of my mother. I'm not complaining about anything, no matter how much I do for her, I don't complain. The most annoying thing about me is that I carried everything upstairs to the door alone, but I saw her looking for that scumbag all over the room, and as soon as she opened her mouth, she was worried about Wu De. What about me? ”
Tang Yue has always been very aggrieved in her heart, and she doesn't know who she can tell about this grievance.
"My mom didn't even take into account my feelings, she didn't even care if I was tired or not. I was sweating profusely and soaking wet, so I helped her clean up and do all this, and she took it for granted because I ordered takeout, blaming me for not going grocery shopping and cooking for myself, and spending money indiscriminately. I was really going to have a breakdown! ”
Cheng Yi twisted his heart, never knowing that the way she and Zhong Wanjun got along was like this.
He sighed lightly: "It is never the last straw that crushes the camel, it is every one." ”
Sometimes, if you want to make an adult collapse, it's as simple as that.
"Don't you plan to go back in the future?"
"Of course not. I still can't do it, it's just that I haven't got my mood in order yet. Thank you for enlightening me, it's really rare. ”