Qian Aishu's love for Wang Ling began to spread in depression and contradictions. Every day before going to bed, he has to confide in Zhang Hu to eliminate the chaos. Zhang Hu has been listening to him silently, being his loyal listener, and never giving a testimonial.

Before this, the love that Qian Aishu experienced from Li Hongdou was all sweet, and he also knew that the person he loved now was still Li Hongdou, but he just couldn't control himself from missing Wang Ling, even if he could see her every day. What's worse is that in order to suppress his love for her, he must force himself to be as cold as possible to her.

"Why am I like this?" When he had insomnia at night, Qian Aishu would hate himself, and he couldn't understand the reason for this, until later, before he broke Li Hongdou's heart and Li Hongdou left him, he made a summary of him: Man, there are many flowers, and there is little infatuation, you are neither attentive nor infatuated, you dare not do it, and you dare not be, Qian Aishu, you are not a thing.

Qian Aishu was afraid that he would repeat Li Ze's mistakes, but he couldn't bear it anymore, he wanted to return to a state of learning without distractions, and suppression was not an ideal way. He decided. He couldn't care about that anymore.

One day at noon, Qian Aishu finished eating, and there were only him and Wang Ling in the classroom. He stuffed the written love letter to Wang Ling, and then quickly rushed out of the classroom. He wrote a poem:

I want to say to you the truest words in my heart,

I don't dare,

I'm afraid you'll laugh.

So I put on a cold face,

Proudly walk past you.

I want to say to you the deepest words of my heart,

I don't dare,

I'm afraid you'll laugh at you.

So I planted the seeds of pain,

Emphasize my sorrow with silence.

I want to look into your eyes affectionately,

I don't dare,

I'm afraid you'll avoid it.

So I held my head high,

Cover up my weakness with appearances.

I want to give you the most sincere compliments,

I don't dare,

I'm afraid you disdain.

Words are hidden behind the heart,

I found my loss in my dreams.

Beloved girl,

You know,

I can't hide my strength

My cowardice towards love.

A raging fire in my heart

and you will take me

Whole

Destroyed.

When the evening self-study was about to end, Wang Ling turned around and handed Qian Aishu a letter with a blushing face. Qian Aishu's heart was beating wildly. I really wish I could get out of class soon, and he was eager to know the contents of the letter.

After class, he was the first to rush to the dormitory, and couldn't wait to open the letter to read: Qian Aishu, thank you. When I received your letter, you had no idea how happy and excited I was, and my heart was almost bursting with pride. Knowing that you love me like this, I am really crazy with joy. Actually, I've been aware of your feelings for a long time, but I've never been sure that it's love, especially when you're cold to me. You know, you're hiding your feelings so deeply. It often makes me unpredictable. I really want to be your girlfriend, but I'm afraid it will affect your studies. Did we fall in love too early? But I know that since we are already in love, we cannot avoid it. As long as we give our hearts to each other, I'm sure we'll handle it well. In any case, I love you as much as you do for me. No matter what the future holds, I will always remember this letter from you......

Qian Aishu spent the whole night in excitement, as if there was a fire burning in his heart, and he said over and over again in his heart, "I must love Wang Ling for the rest of my life." At this time, in his heart, Li Hongdou has been ignored, and all the space is only Wang Ling.

"Alas, shameful man!" These words are the summary of Qian Aishu's first half of his life and the confession of the second half of his life.

The next morning, Qian Aishu got up early. He knew that Wang Ling would definitely be in the classroom. He hurried to the classroom.

Wang Ling was alone in the classroom. Seeing Qian Aishu come in, she was a little shy and buried her head deeply. Qian Aishu didn't speak, and sat quietly in the chair. After being silent for a long time, Qian Aishu said, "Let's go out for a walk." Wang Ling nodded.

They came out of the classroom and walked to the woods behind the school. Qian Aishu plucked up the courage to hold Wang Ling's hand. But he didn't dare, and in the end, he said, "Are you really willing to be my girlfriend?" Wang Ling lowered her head and whispered, "You are stupid, haven't you read my letter?" "No, I did." Qian Aishu was so anxious that he scratched his head. Wang Ling sneered: "Look at your stupidity." Wang Ling took his hand and said, "But I like it." Hey. Wang Ling looked at him happily: "Qian loves books, promise me, love me for the rest of your life." Qian Aishu's heart was full of joy, pulled Wang Ling closer, and kissed her lightly on the forehead, Wang Ling's face was flushed with shame, and she subconsciously leaned her head on his chest. He hugged her tightly with both hands and said to her softly: "Wang Ling, I will love you with all my heart for the rest of my life and never change my heart." ”

In the days to come, I will happily make Qian Aishu unforgettable. When he fought bloodily in the sea of math problems, Wang Ling was by his side. When he has a problem that he can't do, Wang Ling will always look at him with a smile and say to him: "Qian loves books, I believe in you, you are the best." This always makes him feel extremely happy, no matter how difficult the problem is, he can always overcome it in the end. After dinner, they would go for a walk by the river hand in hand. Wang Ling flew around like a happy little swallow. Sometimes they sit quietly next to each other on the grass by the river. Let's look at the heavenly Guihong, the swimming fish in the water; Counting the willows on the side of the road, talking about their future. During this period of time, Qian Aishu learned that in fact, Wang Ling had great ideals. She always told Qian Aishu that boys should have great ambitions. Qian Aishu said that he likes to be free. Wang Ling leaned on his shoulder and whispered, "You will change in the future." Qian Aishu stroked her head and said, "Maybe." ”

There are two months left before the selection exam for the Mathematics Olympiad, and Qian Aishu is thinking about math problems every minute. Wang Ling also helped him find materials every day, and during this time they rarely went for walks, and they went back and forth between the classroom, the cafeteria and the library. Sometimes, he was tired from being tortured by math problems, and Wang Ling felt uncomfortable and wanted to say to him, "If you really think that the math competition is not for you, why not give up as soon as possible." But she knows that Qian Aishu is not the kind of person who gives up easily, once he makes up his mind, no matter how difficult it is, even if there is a dead end in front of him, he will never turn back if he does not hit the south wall. What's more, Qian Aishu has not yet reached the end of the road in the math competition. On the day of the exam, the mathematics elites of all classes gathered together, and when Qian Aishu went to take the exam, Wang Ling said to him with a smile: "We pull the hook, you promise me that we will win." He was amused by Wang Ling's appearance, and pulled the hook with her and said, "No problem." ”

Qian Aishu did not break his promise, and he entered the mathematics Olympiad class as he wished.

After the class, the school is on summer vacation.

Li Hongdou and Qian Aishu went back to Jiangbei to visit relatives. Regarding the relationship between Qian Aishu and Wang Ling, Li Hongdou didn't know at all, she was still frolicking in front of Qian Aishu as before, and her innocent appearance made Qian Aishu feel guilty. They also met a few times during the summer vacation. Together, they went to climb the Monkey Mountain not far from the county seat of Jiangbei. Standing on the top of the mountain, you can see the county seat of Jiangbei. The water flows slowly from the foot of the mountain, the clear water of the river ripples slightly, and all kinds of boats pass through it, there are bamboo rafts carrying wood and stones, there are small ferries or large motorized passenger boats carrying people, and fishing boats are also busy all day long. Zishui never rests from morning to night. The hard-working water people also work from morning to night. Every time he looks at the flowing water, Qian Aishu can't help but feel a sense of pride in his heart, as if what flows in his body is the water, and the water is endless.

Qian Aishu and Li Hongdou sat on the grass at the top of the mountain, leaning against each other, and Li Hongdou said: "If one day I can become one with Zishui and get eternal life in Zishui like Qu Yuan, I will sing for our hometown every day." Qian Aishu smiled, patted Li Hongdou's head and said, "Then every day at sunrise, you will see a white cloud rising from the top of Monkey Mountain and dancing with your singing." That's my soul. Li Hongdou stretched out his right hand, "High-five!" Looking at Li Hongdou, Qian Aishu felt that compared with Wang Ling, he and Li Hongdou were more like brothers and sisters who married Jinlan. This kind of thought made him feel more comfortable.