Zhang Fan looked at the woman's weak appearance, and sighed again and again in his heart, their life was too difficult.

After talking to the women for a while, Zhang Fan walked out of the house, picked up the big broom in the courtyard and began to silently sweep up the snow.

Zhang Fan needs to do what he can for them, and since Lu Deshui is gone, from today onwards, he will take good care of their lives.

Zhang Fan's speed of clearing the snow was very fast, it was only less than fifteen minutes, and the snow in the courtyard was cleaned, although the snow was still falling, but at least, it was not so much of a hindrance.

After clearing the snow, Zhang Fan summoned Lu Deshui out and asked him to go in to see his wife and son, so as not to leave any regrets.

Lu Deshui wanted to refuse, but under Zhang Fan's persuasion, he still made up his mind to see his wife and children. Seeing Lu Deshui walk into the house, Zhang Fan shook his head helplessly, and went out alone.

He was going to buy some food for Lu Deshui's wife and children, and just now he looked at the kitchen and found that the rice and white noodles were basically moldy and hairy, and if he continued to eat them, it might affect his health.

walked out of the gate and left Lu Deshui alone to get along with his wife and children. This is Lu Deshui's last wish in his heart, and it is also a demonic obstacle.

If this last wish is not fulfilled one day, this demonic obstacle will not be eliminated for a day, but will only be planted in the bottom of the heart, deep-rooted, deeper and deeper, until it cannot extricate itself.

Outsiders could not help him, so he had to step through it alone. If this time you retreat, you are afraid, you dare not face the past, you dare not look directly at your wife and children, then you will always regret it.

The whole person is trapped in the prison in the bottom of his heart, and he can't break free. This is Lu Deshui's choice, and it is also the vitality that Zhang Fan brought to him.

How to decide, it depends on how Lu Deshui does it. Zhang Fan can help him once, can help him twice, can help him three times, and can help many times, but even if he can't look directly and can't get out of prison, in fact, one chance is no different from countless opportunities.

What he needs to do now is how to face it and then take that crucial step. Zhang Fan walked out of the door, stepped on the heavy snow, and walked towards the distance step by step.

He remembered that when he came, he once saw a supermarket located not far from Lu Deshui's house.

Now, he is going there, buying some food and coming back, and then settle down, Lu Deshui's home.

After Zhang Fan left, Lu Deshui walked into the house and stood outside the door of the master bedroom, but did not enter it. At this moment, his eyes flashed with sadness and regret, staring at his seriously ill wife and son snuggled next to him in the house, with tears in the corners of his eyes and his body trembling uncontrollably.

He hated, hated his incompetence, hated himself for being too a bastard in his life, and ignored the life and death of his family for the sake of gambling, until after his death, his family was not at peace.

If time can come back, he really wants to slap himself back then, a big mouth, and completely beat him up.

If it weren't for herself, their mother and son would definitely be able to live a good life, she said she liked the jade bracelet, she said she wanted to watch the sunrise and sunset with him, and she said that she wanted to spend every happy day with herself.

However, all these beautiful wishes that belonged to her heart were shattered by her own hands a long time ago.

Maybe at that time, along with her wishes, there was still the relationship between their husband and wife.

Lu Deshui hated himself very much, but he was helpless, he was now a terrible ghost, and the living could not look at it or see it.

Although he can show his body and let the living see it, once he does that, he will definitely frighten his wife and children, and even scare him to death.

Lu Deshui was silent for a long time, he finally couldn't suppress the sadness in his heart anymore, staggered, walked into the master bedroom, came to his wife and children, and knelt down with a puff.

This is what he owes, even if he kneels, he may not be able to get forgiveness from his wife and children. But apart from doing so, Lu Deshui could not find any other way to atone for his sins.

...... I don't know how long it took, Zhang Fan walked back from outside with a big bag of white noodles in his left hand and a big bag of rice in his right hand.

As soon as he entered the courtyard, he saw Lu Deshui sitting on the steps of the courtyard in a daze with red eyes. The snowflakes in the sky fell on his body, as if they were nothing, and they pierced through and fell to the ground.

Seeing Zhang Fan come back, Lu Deshui raised his head numbly, and said thank you with a trembling voice.

In this regard, Zhang Fan shook his head and did not say anything, but carried the rice and white noodles in his hand to the house, and then began to bend over and clean up.

After a few more hours passed, the whole house was completely new and spotlessly clean. Wiping the sweat from his forehead, Zhang Fan sat on the chair.

Now that everything is ready, waiting for the snow to be lighter, he will go outside to buy some household appliances and come back, and it will be a great success if he settles it well.

It's not that Zhang Fan didn't want to help Lu Deshui's wife and children buy a house, but he doesn't have much money in his hand at the moment, and he can't achieve it yet, so he tries to do what he can.

After Zhang Fan cleaned up the house, Lu Zhengdao walked out of the master bedroom and was stunned when he saw the cleaned house, but he quickly hurried over to a black wooden box and found some things from it.

It was a swollen packet of brown paper. Lu Zhengdao slowly unfolded the bag, revealing the contents inside.

I saw that it was a bunch of herbs. After seeing this herb, Zhang Fan thought of the smell of Chinese medicine he smelled when he first entered the house, and suddenly realized something.

Zhang Fan's face changed, and he hurriedly asked, "Is this herb used to treat something?" He was afraid that Lu Deshui's wife was suffering from some incurable disease, because only some incurable diseases would require such a large amount of herbs to nourish the body.

If Lu Deshui's wife suffers from any serious illness, it will be really bad. Seeing Zhang Fan's surprised expression, Lu Zhengdao tilted his head and glanced at him and said

"It's just some drugs for treating anemia, the drugs in the hospital are very expensive, we can't afford them, they are all sent by the grandmother of the neighbor next door! She's an old man, if it weren't for her...... My mother's illness is ......," Lu Zhengdao's words came to an abrupt halt and fell into silence, as if he had thought of something sad.

Since he was born, his father passed away, and he has been following his mother, relying on each other for his life, and living hard to this day.

Although he is very small, he understands a lot of truths. Lu Zhengdao is a very sensible child, whenever he has time, he will help his mother do some housework, and even often go out to set up some stalls and sell some groceries to make ends meet.

In the days without his father, he was a little man in the family. Although he is still young, he has to work hard to hold up the sky for his mother.

In fact, the whole town of Fulai knows about the situation of their family, and they take care of almost their family.

After hearing this, Zhang Fan glanced at Lu Deshui who was sitting on the steps of the courtyard with a complicated expression. It seems that he was really a bastard when he was alive, and he let his family suffer so much grievance.

Zhang Fan retracted his gaze and just wanted to say something, but in the next moment, he only heard the gate of the courtyard clang, and a loud noise came, as if someone had kicked it open from the outside.

Immediately after, a noisy scolding voice rang out.

"Hey, hey! Hurry up and get out of here! The deadline is coming today, and if you don't pay back your debts, don't blame our men for being ruthless and burning down your kennel!! This scolding voice is mixed with foul language, which is very ugly, and it makes people feel particularly harsh when they hear it.