Chapter 118: You're the first one who makes me want to be hated from the bottom of my heart.
"Do you want to die?"
Imadegawa Chisaka didn't make any moves, just stood like this and let him do whatever he wanted. But the downright coldness in his tone and expression made Narumi Yu immediately put down his hand.
"I didn't kick it directly, it doesn't seem to be real......"
Narumi retreated and muttered to herself. Retreat all the way to the edge of the range that is about to enter the white mist.
Now it seems that it is not him who is avoided by the white mist, but by Imadegawa Chisaka, who is standing in front of him.
To understand it from another angle.
If the owner of this dream is not him, but Imadegawa Chisaka. Both he and White Mist are "interlopers" of dreams.
Then, the girl's world, the area that is not shrouded in white fog, is now only this area with a radius of only five or six meters.
If you are drowned in the white mist, the girl will disappear from this world......?
"For Narumi San, it's important whether I'm standing in front of you right now is true or not?" Imadegawa Chisaka didn't chase after him, so he looked at him with a cold expression.
"It's important!"
Narumi took the initiative to take two steps closer and nodded thoughtfully,
"If it's fake, it means that no matter what I did excessively, after Miss Imadegawa-sama woke up, as long as I didn't say it, Imadegawa-san wouldn't know. If it's true, it's hard for me to imagine how Imadegawa-san will survive when he wakes up. β
"By your words alone...... No," Miss Imadegawa-sama looked at him with pity, "If I wanted to kill you, you'd already be dead ten times." β
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After a long time, Imadegawa Chisaka finally moved and slowly walked in front of him. He looked at him helplessly and disgustedly, "Say, why are you locked up again?" β
"I miss you."
Narumi Yu looked affectionate, and the next second he was kicked to the ground by a sweep that he didn't pay attention to and couldn't even see the movement clearly.
"This kind of meaningless words should be left in your heart, and you should talk to yourself."
The girl looked at him condescendingly, her tone calm. It made Narumi Yu feel the familiar feeling.
"I'm totally convinced now! Imadegawa-san, you are my angel! β
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"Die." (No emotion, like a synthesized sound from a train station.) οΌ
"I'm sorry, Miss!" Driven by the desire to survive, the commoner Narumi Yu turned over and stood up, bowed to the aristocratic forces, "It's because I didn't recognize the position of my housekeeper, and I have thoughts that shouldn't be there." β
"Alas......" the girl sighed, "So, how are you going to escape from this cage?" β
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"Shiina Miyo." Imadegawa Chisaka looked at him and pointed out the problem directly, "You know very well that you won't be in a relationship with her. β
"......" Narumi took a deep breath and sighed with a wry smile.
Nothing can be hidden from the girl who once had all his memories.
Even though [Narumi Yu's memory] has been exchanged for him, [the memory of "Narumi Yu's memory" will not disappear.
"I don't know ......"
The relationship that is destined to have no result, once it is not broken at the beginning because of a momentary hesitation, then no matter how it develops later, one person will eventually be hurt.
This may be his own experience, but it is an undisputed truth.
Shiina is very smart and at the same time very simple.
When she confesses to him under the fireworks, she will say to him [no reply needed], [it's okay to refuse]; At the moment when he was about to say no after his memory came back, he silently swallowed the confession back to his heart, leaving him with a gentle smile.
The girl likes Narumi Yu, and she also knows that Narumi may not like her.
The maiden wished he didn't care about her feelings; Wanted to tell him that even if she was rejected, she wouldn't get hurt.
But she is greedy for beauty, pursues eternity, and is unwilling to let go; Even the Shiba Inu, who is just dead, can't bear to say goodbye to her; How could he not be hurt after losing him?
This is where people are vulnerable.
When he is alone, he only needs to think about his own gains and losses, because no one will care about his feelings.
There is no dedication, and there is no sacrifice.
Once you have someone who cares about him, you will be held back and you need to consider people other than yourself.
"What are you thinking? I'm not interested in kissing me between you and that little girlfriend who likes you, my feelings. Imadegawa Chisaka frowned.
It seems that on the surface it is a "mind reading", but in fact it is the effect of memory sharing, which has not disappeared, at least it is still in effect when he is in a dream.
The girl sighed softly and turned to leave.
The white mist enveloped him again, and in the distance came the calm and distant voice of Imadegawa Chisaka, the same as last time.
"I don't know what the so-called 'freedom' you are looking for, but it's clear that you've forgotten about it now......"
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Jingle Bell Bell β
The alarm clock at half past five in the morning dutifully rang at the bedside of a certain high school boy.
Card.
In a drowsy state, Narumi stretched out his hand to the location in his memory and pressed it accurately on the top of the alarm clock.
White Mist ...... Imadegawa Chisaka...... Freely...... Gymnastics Uniform......
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A crucial word flashed through his mind, driving him to overcome his sleepiness and struggle to sit up.
I finally didn't oversleep, and this time I definitely can't miss it again! A literary and artistic beautiful girl in a summer gymnastics uniform!
After living together, the girl's food was also improved to a certain extent.
Those thighs are not the same as before, and they don't feel fleshy at all. As early as a few days ago, the part that peeked under the panda apron had already told him that it was a pair of perfect thighs that were enough to see the flesh after wearing over-the-knee socks, and the flesh was just right.
"Yayoi-san morning! β¦β¦ Good. β
With an impure purpose, he put on his sportswear and opened the bedroom door, but he didn't see the girl.
It stands to reason that at this time, Yayoi Autumn should have already gotten up.
Maybe woke up late today?
But after Narumi Yu finished washing, there was still no movement coming out of Yayoi's room in the early morning.
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He cautiously opened the bedroom door of Yayoi Akizao, and saw the literary girl who was still lying on the bed asleep.
Quietly closing his eyes, his silky black hair was scattered on the pillow, and a few strands were pressed against his head, curling a little. The off-white pajamas he was wearing had two buttons tied at the neckline, and he could see part of the scenery in the upper hemisphere.
Narumi swept casually, then fixed her gaze on the girl's calm and serene cheeks.
Probably because of the movement of him getting up and washing, it was still noisy until Yayoi Aki Morning.
The girl let out a soft snort, turned sideways, and changed positions.
The snow-white scenery on his chest was even more open at this moment, which made Narumi a little at a loss for a while.
"That, Yayoi-san, morning exercise, it's time to wake up......"
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The girl opened her eyes in confusion, and after less than a second of staring at him, she closed them again. Turn to the other side with your back to him.
"Today's weekend ......"
"Morning exercise is about persistence, where is there a saying that weekends are not weekends? It's like a person who is losing weight is saying that he wants to eat a big meal to relax on the weekend, and it doesn't make sense at all......"
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In Yayoi's early bedroom, a hopeless high school boy is working on his tirade.
The girl curled the corners of her mouth as he spoke, and her breathing gradually stabilized, and she fell asleep again.
"So ......"
Seeing that Yayoi Autumn had fallen asleep again, Narumi Yu stopped speaking, looked away from the girl, and looked around.
The laptop on the desk was still open, resting on the page of document editing, on which were half-written light originals.
There were pages of printer paper scattered on the floor, and there were a few pages on which the contents were swept away at a glance without much difference, probably all of them were manuscripts.
The girl didn't sleep well last night, it seems.
Narumi bent down, picked up the printer paper on the floor, folded it on the desk, and exited the room.
Card.
Walked behind the kitchen counter, put on a panda apron, and glanced at his cooking skills, which were already level 4.5.
I went all out to make an early breakfast for Yayoi Akizao.
However, Yayoi Aki slept until 10 a.m. and didn't wake up.
The breakfast at 4:5 was lowered to just over 4 minutes because it was cold.
"Thank you for your hospitality."
Despite this, he received thanks and praise from Yayoi Akiha.
Well......
I didn't see the gymnastics clothes, but I saw Yayoi Aki who was sleeping in pajamas, and it was enough.
After the weekly cleaning and lunch, Narumi got on the train with mixed feelings.
Chikamine Kiyose Hospital.
In Imadegawa Chisaka's hospital room, under the "watch" of a pine nut, Narumi Yu sat in front of the eldest lady's bed, staring at the girl's closed eyes.
It's like falling asleep, but I don't know when I'll wake up.
"Is there any abnormality in Imadegawa-san's data?" He asked a pine nut.
"Nope."
"Yes......"
In the dream of the white mist, Imadegawa Chisaka appeared.
It's not Narumi Yu's fantasy, but because of his connection with Imadegawa Chisaka on top of his dreams.
The girl in front of him, in last night's dream, is really important whether it is true or not.
If it is true, the farewell of Imadegawa Chisaka before his "disappearance" at that time...... Maybe one day, it will become a real goodbye and disappear from this world.
When the white mist completely overwhelmed her.
Although all this did not affect his life in any way.
But......
It's like the phrase he used to imitate anime lines when he was first in the park.
New humans are attracted to each other.
Similarly, people who are lonely will have an unimaginable attraction to each other.
When he first saw Imadegawa Chisaka, he may have been determined.
Imadegawa Chisaka, like him, is a lonely person.
[It is possible to like each other and be hurt until the final confession; It's better to let the other party completely disgust himself before all these misunderstandings begin, and know in advance the answer that has no result in the end. ]
It was a policy he had set a long time ago, after being gently hurt for the first time.
But the only person who really made him treat him like this without hesitation was Imadegawa Chisaka.
'Imadegawa-san, you're the first person I want to be hated from the bottom of my heart. β
'Because I'm really going to fall in love with you. β
For so long, I thought my heart was infallible, and the only things that could defeat me were gods and myself who didn't know if they existed. No one can shake the sails of my lonely ship anymore. β
'Until I meet you. β
Perhaps only by making you hate me from the bottom of your heart can I be completely dead to you. β
But the way I provoked you had no effect on you. β
Because whether you know my past, or you have mind reading, that's not the reasonβmy ridiculous way of irritating is nothing to mention in your eyes." β
I think that's why you didn't hesitate to say that to me on the day you disappeared. β
He speaks of loneliness.
It's not "alone".
If it's just "alone", it's too ordinary.
Yayoi Aki was also alone long before she lived with him.
There are countless people in the world who live alone, but the only one who can touch him is Chisaka Imadegawa.
He still can't tell why.
Maybe it's because of the special "only he can see", or maybe even just because of the status of the aristocratic lady.
But whatever the reason.
She is all unique.
"Ichijo-san, if one day, Miss Imadegawa-sama disappears from this world, what will you do?"
"Disappear? No...... Miss won't disappear! β
"Really...... Can you tell me more about Imadegawa-san? β
"......" A pine nut examined him repeatedly with a suspicious gaze, and finally sighed.
She fully believed in her own young lady.
Narumi Yu has a nameplate, and that is someone who can be trusted.
"How much do you know about Miss?" She asked rhetorically.
"Birthday November 8th, 16 years old, 162cm tall, living in Songtao 2-6-4, there are a total of 472 tiles on the Xuanwa path in front of the door, and there are four plates with cherry blossoms in the kitchen......"
Under the incomprehensible gaze of a pine nut, Narumi leisurely reports all kinds of boring data that he wrote down in his best memory when he was bored.
ββ¦β¦ I like to wear white underwear, and I often wear white dresses when I meet, and the measurements are ...... Calm down, calm down! Actually, I don't know the measurements of Imadegawa-san, but I just have a speculative data. β
The swarthy muzzle of the gun was aimed at his forehead, and it was as if he had sent him to see the gods if he said anything more.
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Ichijo Matsuko slowly puts the gun down, and his opinion of Narumi Yu gradually changes.
"What about the Imadegawa clan? Do you understand? β
ββ¦β¦ One of the Tsinghua families? That's all I know. β
"This should be common sense, right?"
"Sorry......"
But he really didn't know anything else.
"......" Ichiko was silent for a long time, as if he was thinking about how much weight and value Narumi Yu had for Imadegawa Chisaka, "Miss, she has almost nothing to do with the current Imadegawa clan." β
"After the death of the head of the Imadegawa clan, Miss's mother took over the various family businesses of the Imadegawa clan, and Miss officially became independent from the Imadegawa clan."