Chapter 144: This Ruthless World Sends Him to the Angel for Help
If you see this letter and there is a blank piece of paper next to it, can you write something about me on it?
Let's try it soon, everyone. 】
You can just throw it away.
It's a painting I made with paint that slowly degrades when exposed to sunlight.
If the paint on the paper had disappeared, it would have been my third day lying in front of Yuu's house.
I hope I didn't trouble Yusan.
Just send me home, or take me to the hospital, and you don't have to take care of me, you should be fine.
I'm in a dream right now, a dream that's important to me.
If my love for Yu-san is more than anything else.
will come out of the dream.
Yu-san doesn't have to feel guilty and sad about this, it's a choice I made on my own, and even if I didn't meet Yuu, one day I would have to face this dream.
If there is guilt and sadness, then it also proves that I still have a little bit of a walk into Youxin......
When I wake up, let's go watch the fireworks together.
Yu promised me before.
——
The unfinished summer
Shiina Miyo
——————
The sun was shining at noon, and there was not a single wind blowing, only the sultry heat that should be in summer, almost scorching the air and distorting it.
Narumi frowned, slowly opened his eyes, and found that he was pillowed on the girl's tender thighs covered by the white dress, and quickly got up, and then lifted the bottom of the skirt to confirm that there was no trace, and breathed a sigh of relief.
Coming back from the blazing dream, he stared intently at the girl's sleeping face, uncontrollably looking at the pink mouth like a cherry blossom, and remembering the sweetness he had passively tasted in the dream.
The sweetest and most complex nectar in the world may be nothing more than that......
The heart is still beating a little hotly, and the girl's fiery feelings are still there and will not be dispersed for a long time.
I forced myself to look at the sky to sort out my thoughts, but I happened to see a heart-shaped cloud floating in the blue sky.
It's impossible to let the sleepy Shiina Weiyang lie on the ground all the time.
But at this moment, if he doesn't want to calm down, he really can't guarantee that when he picks up the girl and puts it on the bed, he can defeat the deep-rooted desire in human instinct and not do anything to be sorry for the girl.
He looked at the letterheads and drawings that were still lying quietly on the ground.
The colors on the paper are already very thick, and as Shiina himself says, the paint will gradually change under the sun's rays, and finally disappear.
I don't know what the principle is.
He picked up the piece of letter and quietly read the back of the letter word by word the parts he hadn't seen before entering Shiina's dream.
Then he folded the original creases in a complicated mood, picked up the travel bag he had thrown under the stairs when he saw the unconscious Shiina Miyo for the first time, and took out the diary from it.
Carefully clipped into the holster on the inside.
Then after hesitating for a long time, he sent a message to Shiina's mother.
[Yuu: I've found Weiyang.] ]
Shiina Weiyang, who is in this state now, is obviously not suitable to be sent to an ordinary hospital, and maybe it will cause some trouble.
He wanted the girl to lie in his house temporarily, and after a few days, he would contact a pine nut and send her to Qinglai Qianfeng Hospital.
With Miss Imadegawa as a precedent, and Chisaka-chan's own private hospital, he won't meet someone like the attending doctor when he lost his memory.
[Shiina Mother: Great......] A big sigh of relief......]
As for why he has Shiina's mother's line friend, the approximate time point is that after Shiina Weiyang was late for school on the day, Shiina's mother secretly remembered the ID and took the initiative to add him.
Determined, he refused five times and finally succumbed to his opponent's perseverance.
[Yu: But...... Weiyang wants to stay with me for a few days, do you think it's okay? ]
If it's Shiina Mio's mother, it should be understandable.
Even if you don't know what Shiina has been obsessed with, at least you know how important those picture albums that were burned by fire are to girls.
About two minutes.
[Shiina Mother: That's it......]
[Yu: That's probably it...... Maybe she'd rather be alone now......]
[Yu: Weiyang is a very well-behaved girl who won't lie to you.] ]
[Shiina Mother: Well, Mom, I believe Yuu's words.] ]
Thank you for understanding, long live understanding!
Narumi Yu breathed a sigh of relief in her heart, and then looked at the words in the message sent by Shiina's mother, and the smile on her face gradually disappeared.
[Yu: Auntie, we haven't dated yet......]
[Shiina Mother: Mmmm, Mom, I also believe in Xiaoyu.] ]
This is simply unbelief...... Anyone can see that they are coaxing children.
Narumi Yu also wanted to find something to prove himself, so he typed a lot of words, and finally deleted them all.
It wasn't long ago that she took away the girl's first time.,Calm down and start to clear up the relationship.。
As much as he hates scumbags in his life, he hates himself as much as he is now.
It's disgusting.
I feel weak when I explain it.
Then simply leave it unexplained.
The Tokyo scumbag, who had been in front of his house for more than two hours, took a deep breath to calm down, and then opened the door and hugged the cute girl who passed out in front of his house.
If you let a pedestrian who happens to pass by see it, you will think that he has done something illegal such as abducting and selling girls.
After settling Shiina into his bed, Narumi walked into the kitchen after a two-week absence, and simply made himself something to eat.
When I was on the train, I was anxious, so I didn't eat anything to cushion my stomach.
At this time, it was already more than two o'clock in the afternoon, and I was really hungry.
Now at least the missing Shiina Miyo has been found, and it has been confirmed that the girl is safe and sound.
The dream in the painting, the girl who keeps experiencing the pain of being engulfed and burned by the fire, makes him worry.
But now that the paint on the paper has become so thick that he can't see the original appearance of the painting at all, even if he is distressed, he can still get in and help.
Narumi Yu's heart is also clear.
The girl's original intention was to face that choice by herself.
Give up your long-standing obsession with leaving behind good things......
"Weiyang ......"
After eating, he sat in front of the bed in a distraught, not wanting to do anything else at all, just staring quietly at the girl's quiet sleeping face in a daze.
"If you can give up these cherished memories because you like me, give up the obsession you've always had."
"Then can my refusal really stop you......
These words can only be said to the other party now.
It's impossible to really ask him to write it out and show it to Shiina, or say it to his face.
Shiina Miyo's obsession with beauty, like him, is a precious thing that is almost equal to [the meaning of life's existence].
He also thought that if the end of bloom is withering, the end of blooming is dissipation, and the end of life is death.
So where is the meaning of the existence of all things in the world......
He could not find an answer to this question from the beginning to the end.
For this cold and realistic world, the flowers that bloom and wither will always bloom again in the following spring; After the death of one generation, there will always be a new generation to pass on.
On the whole, the development of everything in the world is endless.
Even the end of the universe is not as scientists have speculated, and it will eventually become nothing, with no light ever again. Rather, it will be reborn after it dies, and so on indefinitely.
So the example he learned from (the world) does not need to think about this at all.
But these small individuals are different.
They will eventually come to their own end, and then disappear into this world and go to nothingness.
No more hearing, no more seeing light, no more emotion, no more feeling.
No memory, no body.
There is nothing, and consciousness is gone.
It's scary to think about that kind of future.
But that's the law of the world.
There is no way to disobey.
The pursuit of an eternal girl is tantamount to going against the grain with everything in this world.
The fear brought about by the passing of beauty every time falls on the girl's heart, like a death.
If that's the case......
"It's always been ...... It's all hard for you...... Weiyang. ”
[Anti-theft, change after 40 minutes]
[Pleading for understanding, long live understanding]
If you see this letter and there is a blank piece of paper next to it, can you write something about me on it?
You can just throw it away.
It's a painting I made with paint that slowly degrades when exposed to sunlight.
If the paint on the paper had disappeared, it would have been my third day lying in front of Yuu's house.
I hope I didn't trouble Yusan.
Just send me home, or take me to the hospital, and you don't have to take care of me, you should be fine.
I'm in a dream right now, a dream that's important to me.
If my love for Yu-san is more than anything else.
will come out of the dream.
Yu-san doesn't have to feel guilty and sad about this, it's a choice I made on my own, and even if I didn't meet Yuu, one day I would have to face this dream.
If there is guilt and sadness, then it also proves that I still have a little bit of a walk into Youxin......
When I wake up, let's go watch the fireworks together.
Yu promised me before.
——
The unfinished summer
Shiina Miyo
——————
The sun was shining at noon, and there was not a single wind blowing, only the sultry heat that should be in summer, almost scorching the air and distorting it.
Narumi frowned, slowly opened his eyes, and found that he was pillowed on the girl's tender thighs covered by the white dress, and quickly got up, and then lifted the bottom of the skirt to confirm that there was no trace, and breathed a sigh of relief.
Coming back from the blazing dream, he stared intently at the girl's sleeping face, uncontrollably looking at the pink mouth like a cherry blossom, and remembering the sweetness he had passively tasted in the dream.
The sweetest and most complex nectar in the world may be nothing more than that......
The heart is still beating a little hotly, and the girl's fiery feelings are still there and will not be dispersed for a long time.
I forced myself to look at the sky to sort out my thoughts, but I happened to see a heart-shaped cloud floating in the blue sky.
It's impossible to let the sleepy Shiina Weiyang lie on the ground all the time.
But at this moment, if he doesn't want to calm down, he really can't guarantee that when he picks up the girl and puts it on the bed, he can defeat the deep-rooted desire in human instinct and not do anything to be sorry for the girl.
He looked at the letterheads and drawings that were still lying quietly on the ground.
The colors on the paper are already very thick, and as Shiina himself says, the paint will gradually change under the sun's rays, and finally disappear.
I don't know what the principle is.
He picked up the piece of letter and quietly read the back of the letter word by word the parts he hadn't seen before entering Shiina's dream.
Then he folded the original creases in a complicated mood, picked up the travel bag he had thrown under the stairs when he saw the unconscious Shiina Miyo for the first time, and took out the diary from it.
Carefully clipped into the holster on the inside.
Then after hesitating for a long time, he sent a message to Shiina's mother.
[Yuu: I've found Weiyang.] ]
Shiina Weiyang, who is in this state now, is obviously not suitable to be sent to an ordinary hospital, and maybe it will cause some trouble.
He wanted the girl to lie in his house temporarily, and after a few days, he would contact a pine nut and send her to Qinglai Qianfeng Hospital.
With Miss Imadegawa as a precedent, and Chisaka-chan's own private hospital, he won't meet someone like the attending doctor when he lost his memory.
[Shiina Mother: Great......] A big sigh of relief......]
As for why he has Shiina's mother's line friend, the approximate time point is that after Shiina Weiyang was late for school on the day, Shiina's mother secretly remembered the ID and took the initiative to add him.
Determined, he refused five times and finally succumbed to his opponent's perseverance.
[Yu: But...... Weiyang wants to stay with me for a few days, do you think it's okay? ]
If it's Shiina Mio's mother, it should be understandable.
Even if you don't know what Shiina has been obsessed with, at least you know how important those picture albums that were burned by fire are to girls.
About two minutes.
[Shiina Mother: That's it......]
[Yu: That's probably it...... Maybe she'd rather be alone now......]
[Yu: Weiyang is a very well-behaved girl who won't lie to you.] ]
[Shiina Mother: Well, Mom, I believe Yuu's words.] ]
Thank you for understanding, long live understanding!
Narumi Yu breathed a sigh of relief in her heart, and then looked at the words in the message sent by Shiina's mother, and the smile on her face gradually disappeared.
[Yu: Auntie, we haven't dated yet......]
[Shiina Mother: Mmmm, Mom, I also believe in Xiaoyu.] ]
This is simply unbelief...... Anyone can see that they are coaxing children.
Narumi Yu also wanted to find something to prove himself, so he typed a lot of words, and finally deleted them all.
It wasn't long ago that she took away the girl's first time.,Calm down and start to clear up the relationship.。
As much as he hates scumbags in his life, he hates himself as much as he is now.
It's disgusting.
I feel weak when I explain it.
Then simply leave it unexplained.
The Tokyo scumbag, who had been in front of his house for more than two hours, took a deep breath to calm down, and then opened the door and hugged the cute girl who passed out in front of his house.
If you let a pedestrian who happens to pass by see it, you will think that he has done something illegal such as abducting and selling girls.
After settling Shiina into his bed, Narumi walked into the kitchen after a two-week absence, and simply made himself something to eat.
When I was on the train, I was anxious, so I didn't eat anything to cushion my stomach.
At this time, it was already more than two o'clock in the afternoon, and I was really hungry.
Now at least the missing Shiina Miyo has been found, and it has been confirmed that the girl is safe and sound.
The dream in the painting, the girl who keeps experiencing the pain of being engulfed and burned by the fire, makes him worry.
But now that the paint on the paper has become so thick that he can't see the original appearance of the painting at all, even if he is distressed, he can still get in and help.