But when she first woke up, she couldn't do anything except be in a daze, sometimes she wanted to talk, but she didn't know what to say, her mind was empty, she could only watch other people's joys and sorrows, at that time, she felt very uncomfortable, why is she the only one who is different, why is she different from others?

Later, when she went to Tianmen Mountain, she also worked hard to find out what was related to her, but she didn't know why the disciples of the Sizi Palace were very hostile to her, she didn't want people to look down on her, she worked hard every day, and there was nothing to be happy about in those days, did she ever laugh? Did she laugh from the bottom of her heart? It seems that those laughs are extremely perfunctory, and none of her smiles are sincere, because she can't find a reason to really make her laugh.

It turns out that she has also changed, how could she be like this in the past, she is the most real, she would rather not be liked than force herself, but now? she has also learned to be false and wronged. And now she only feels great sorrow, the senior brother actually entered the dream silkworm in her body, the senior brother treated her like this, but she did something wrong in the past, so she deserved to suffer like this.

Thinking of those days, whether it was true or false, her heart began to hurt dullly, and the corners of her eyes were even a little moist, she actually wanted to cry! I've never felt good alive, all I can experience is tiredness. Every day I wonder what I have to do to find my past, and sometimes I feel that I am too obsessed, but I don't know anything about the past, and I am very confused, and I have always had a very bad premonition in my heart, which is related to my past, so I want to know who I really am at the risk of risking my life.

"But it backfired, I tried so long, I forced myself to work hard for so long, only to find out that I had been being played with in the palm of my hand, which made me very frustrated. When I first woke up, my mind was empty, there was nothing, and there was nothing. I don't know how envious I am when I see others crying and others laughing, but my body is very stiff, and sometimes it is difficult to move, so I just sit there day by day, not talking, not moving. A lot of times I don't know what I'm thinking! I think it's tiring to live, why should I live? If it's good to die, I don't have to live so entangledly, I guess that's relief!"

"But I'm alive after all! Since I'm alive, no one can end my life lightly, I must rely on my own strength to punish those who have hurt me one by one!" Speaking of this, Xiangyi no longer feels sadness, but the joy just now is gone, it seems that it is always like this, and she always can't keep the beautiful things.

Seeing Xiangyi's appearance, Nishigaki also regretted it, blaming him for being cheap, and saying something bad. Xiangyi is rarely in a good mood, but he let him destroy it all, he really damn it! Xiangyi's life was already sad, and he was in a rare good mood, but he still made him disturb. At this time, Xiyuan felt so guilty that he couldn't do it, but he didn't know what he could say or what to say at this time, so the two were silent until the ancestral hall.

Although Pingjiaao is a small mountain village, the ancestral hall is well repaired, and it seems that it has been renovated every year.

The village chief's family is all dead, and there are no descendants to keep the mourning hall, but the village chief has always guarded the love of the whole village, and the villagers have spontaneously guarded the spirit of the village chief's family. The candles in the ancestral hall were bright, and neither Xiangyi nor Nishigaki dared to act rashly. But they could vaguely see the coffins of the village chief's family in the ancestral hall, they didn't know how long these coffins would be parked here, but they understood that if they were buried, it would be a lot of trouble, and after a long time, they were afraid that the corpses were rotting, and it was only difficult to find out what they wanted, not to mention that neither of them could delay for so long, because someone would die at any time.

Squatting under the window, Nishigaki took out a piece of used incense from his sleeve pocket and rubbed his index finger, and after a while, sparks came out of his index finger. After lighting the incense, Nishigaki carefully pushed the window open a small crack, and cautiously stretched the incense sideways into the window. Xiangyi glanced at Nishigaki and asked in a low voice, "What are you doing here?"

Nishigaki put his index finger to his lips and motioned for Xiangyi not to speak, Xiangyi frowned, and pursed his lips a little displeased, but he did not object. After a while, I heard the sound of "knock" and "knock" in the ancestral hall, like something heavy falling to the ground, I was curious, Xiangyi wanted to push open the window to see, but when I saw that Xiyuan didn't move, he was also patient, squatting next to Xiyuan, motionless.

Seeing that the time had come, Nishigaki snuffed out the remaining small piece of incense and carefully put the remaining incense back into his sleeve pocket. Seeing this, Xiangyi opened his mouth and said, "That's it, do you still keep it?" Nishigaki smiled silently, but Xiangyi could see from it that Nishigaki cherished that smile.

"What is this, so precious?" Seeing Nishigaki behaving like this, he couldn't help but become even more curious. Nishigaki smiled and said mysteriously: "Naturally, it's a good thing, otherwise why am I so careful?" Xiangyi frowned and said softly: "Isn't this an ordinary ** incense?"

Nishigaki shook his head and pretended to be mysterious and said: "This is not ordinary incense, of course, this is not ** incense, as for its use! Xiangyi looked at Nishigaki's appearance and couldn't help but pout, "Who knows what you're making such a mystery for, it's weird, there must be nothing good!"

Nishigaki put his head in front of Xiangyi with his hands on his hands, looked at Xiangyi with an inquiring expression and asked, "When did you pay so much attention to my affairs?" Looking at the face of Nishigaki who was very close, Xiangyi had to admit that Nishigaki did look good, although his face had a strange mask, but naturally seeing Nishigaki's original appearance, Xiangyi couldn't forget the face that could dim the sun and the moon. The faces of the two were so close that Xiangyi could even feel Nishigaki's exhaled breath blowing on his cheek.

For a while, Xiangyi felt that his face was hot, and he was ashamed, and he didn't dare to look at Xiyuan at all, but he just stretched out his hand and pushed away Xiyuan's head and complained: "What are you doing so close?" seemed to notice Xiangyi's embarrassment, Xiyuan also restrained himself, but what he didn't expect was that Xiangyi was going to be like this, it seemed that he had known Xiangyi for so long, and it was the first time he saw Xiangyi blushing, and he thought that Xiangyi had no other expression except frowning!