No. 46 Don't forget the original intention
Xue Lao asked Chu Zhen to take a look around the study first, in fact, Xue Lao was also quite complacent about his collection of books, and at the same time, he also wanted to observe the child's performance in the sea of books, and wanted to know which three books Chu Zhen would choose.
Chu Zhen stood up and slowly walked to the nearest bookshelf, but his eyes did not focus on the books.
At this time, Chu Zhen was not in the mood to choose a book for the time being, and the conversation with Xue Lao just now triggered his deep thinking about himself.
Originally, Chu Zhen's mentality of coming to Xue's hometown this time was that borrowing books was secondary, and it was more about "hugging thick legs".
However, from the moment he entered the door to the present, Chu Zhen felt Xue Lao's deep love for him from Xue Lao!
Xue Lao's sincerity and openness, Xue Lao's open-mindedness and open-mindedness, made Chu Zhen feel very ashamed of his careful thinking.
Including the answer between the two after entering the study, Chu Zhen also wanted to get extra points from Xue Lao through his performance.
However, after some answers, Chu Zhen suddenly had an understanding!
What is reading? Why make money? What about exercise? What about learning? Why use superbrain abilities?
I have superpowers that I never dreamed of, and I also have the perspective of God who has foresight, and I want to do different things, do things differently, and change the fate of myself and the people around me.......
I have a good hand and I want a lot of ......
However, what exactly is most important to me?
If I hadn't thought this through, how would I be different from my previous life? What's the point of changing your fate?
Thinking of this, Chu Zhen stopped, turned around and bowed deeply to Xue Lao.
Xue Lao's eyes were always on Chu Zhen, seeing him move like this, he didn't know why, and thought that Chu Zhen had started to be polite to him again, and he couldn't help but feel a little awkward in his heart.
"Chu Zhen! Didn't you say that you wouldn't do this? Grandpa Xue, I rarely lend books to others, I lend you books because we are in love, what I want is your progress, not your gratitude! ”
Xue Lao's tone unconsciously carried some majesty, which made people feel a little harsh.
"Grandpa Xue, listen to me first, I'm not thanking you for lending me books."
"Oh? Tell me what's going on? ”
"Grandpa Xue, you better sit down and listen to me first, right?"
Xue Lao realized that he actually stood up in excitement just now, then sat down, paused, and said to Chu Zhen in a much soothing tone:
"Come, Xiaozhen, can you also sit down and tell grandpa what you think?"
Chu Zhen nodded and walked back to the desk. He saw a teapot on the desk, reached out to touch it first, and found that it was still warm, so Chu Zhen picked up the teapot and refilled the empty teacup in front of Xue Lao.
Chu Zhen's movements were natural and smooth, as if he was pouring tea for his elders at home, and in the eyes of Xue Lao, he couldn't help nodding secretly.
In fact, the action of pouring tea is not only a reflection of Chu Zhen's respect for Xue Lao, but also Chu Zhen's opportunity to think about how to organize language to talk to Xue Lao about his thoughts.
After pouring the tea, Chu Zhen did not sit down, he stood very naturally, looked at Xue Lao with respectful and sincere eyes, and said:
"Grandpa Xue, the salute I just now really has nothing to do with borrowing books......
Chu Zhen still habitually threw away a burden.
"You little guy, what kind of money is not rich, hurry up, don't sell it."
That being said, Xue Lao was still amused by Chu Zhen's novel language, and his face returned to his previous relaxed expression.
"It's because you inspired me just now, and I just understood an extremely important truth!"
Chu Zhen paused and continued:
"On the first day of our class meeting, the class teacher asked each of us to express our expectations and ideals for the future, and my answer at that time was that I hope I can do different things in the future and then do things differently, and my ideal is to hope to be someone else's ideal."
Xue Lao had heard of such a new idea for the first time, and when he heard this, Xue Lao couldn't help but nodded, but he couldn't help but not interrupt Chu Zhen, but just encouraged Chu Zhen to continue with his eyes.
Chu Zhen continued:
At that time, many teachers and classmates applauded my answers, and I believe that Qin Zheng should also be impressed by my answers. I'm happy with my performance, and I'm a little complacent. However......"
At this time, Chu Zhen's words changed, his voice raised slightly, and he said sincerely:
"Grandpa Xue, the short conversation with you just now triggered my thinking and made me realize a truth. And I feel that this truth means a lot to me, and it can even be said that it has an immeasurable impact on my life. ”
Seeing that Xue Lao was listening carefully, Chu Zhen nodded to Xue Lao and continued:
"That's why I didn't choose a book just now. What is reading and why reading, the focus is on the latter. Grandpa Xue, you are very satisfied with my answer, but at that moment just now, I was very ashamed of my careful thoughts, because I just answered for the sake of answering, and I answered for the sake of winning your favor! ”
What Chu Zhen said was his heartfelt voice from the bottom of his heart. In the face of Xue Lao, he is unwilling to "disguise" anymore, he would rather reveal his true self, even if Xue Lao will have a negative opinion of himself when he hears it, he will admit it.
"Xiaozhen, you're good! Grandpa believes in your sincerity! Tell grandpa, what do you understand? ”
Xue Lao felt Chu Zhen's sincerity, and felt both happy and relieved in his heart, and at the same time had new expectations.
"Grandpa Xue, what I want to understand is what kind of attitude I should adhere to in life, whether it is reading and studying in the future, or career development in the future."
Hearing this, Xue Lao's ears pricked up, he didn't expect Chu Zhen to be able to say such a patterned word, and he couldn't help but ask for a while: "Tell grandpa, what is the attitude you want to stick to in life?" ”
Chu Zhen didn't sell Guan Zi either, and directly said eight words:
"Don't forget the original intention, you have to always."
These eight words are Chu Zhen's true perception at the moment, not for Bo Xue's joyful attention.
Xue Lao was also attracted by Chu Zhen's eight words, Xue Lao is a master figure who is erudite and memorized, and immediately remembered the source of these eight words - "Yan Huajing".
Without waiting for Xue Lao to ask, Chu Zhen continued to follow his train of thought and said:
"Grandpa Xue, I won't tell you, in fact, I am very confident that I can do better than others in all aspects such as studying for exams, literature and sports, and even work ability. In the future, when I enter the society, I will also be confident that I can become a top leader in a certain field. ”
When he said this, Chu Zhen unconsciously brought out a domineering aura.
Xue Lao nodded again, he recognized Chu Zhen's high self-confidence, and didn't think that Chu Zhen overestimated himself.
"But that only means I can do things right, but I don't guarantee that I'm doing the right thing, and that's what matters to me! Therefore, only by not forgetting the original intention can we not be moved by external objects, and we can always insist on doing the right thing, and we can always be successful. ”
At this time, Xue Lao couldn't hold back any longer, high-fived and sighed:
"Don't forget the original intention, you have to always. You can say that again! Xiao Zhen, it seems that you have read a lot, you should have read a lot of Buddhist classics, you can even quote the sentences in the "Yan Hua Sutra"! Grandpa is really curious, how did you grow this brain? ”
Hearing Xue Lao's words, Chu Zhen's back was cold, and he said in his heart that he was a little too much, did he seem too knowledgeable?