Before I knew it, it was close to noon, and Bu Yu was also a little hungry, so he put down the diary in his hand and came to the kitchen, but he didn't think much about cooking, and at this moment Xiao Qi also meowed over, Bu Yu bent down and picked up Xiao Qidao, are you also hungry, then I'll help you find it, see where your father put your cat food

After looking around the kitchen and not finding cat food, Bu Yu finally put his eyes on the last door in the cabinet without any hope, and when he opened the cabinet door, it was not cat food, but a cardboard box, Bu Yu dragged the box out, opened it and saw that there was still half a box of instant noodles left

Bu Yu hugged Xiao Qi and looked at the half box of instant noodles, as if something was blocked in his throat for a while, Xiao Qi saw that Bu Yu was stunned and looked at the half box of instant noodles, and meowed a few times, Bu Yu touched Xiao Qi's head again, and finally took a bucket of instant noodles out of the box

Holding the cat in one hand and the instant noodles in the other, Bu Yu couldn't help but mutter, such a big person doesn't know how to take good care of himself, no wonder he went to the fart when he heard the party, but when he thought of it, Bu Yu not only smiled, if there was no party, I am afraid that the two would not know when they would be able to meet, and in the end, they would still be grateful for this party

Bu Yu turned on the water dispenser to boil the water, and continued to help Xiao Qi find cat food, and finally found it in the bedroom, Bu Yu gave Xiao Qi a small bowl,

After finding this pass, the water was also boiled, Bu Yu soaked noodles and hugged Xiao Qi to the guest table, so that one person and one cat can be regarded as having a companion

The noodles have not yet bubbled, Bu Yu held the cheeks with one hand and touched Xiao Qi's head with the other, and a pair of eyes began to look at this home, this home can be said to be extremely simple, just like the room where Ren Hong works, the presentation of the hall is also very simple, except for a sofa, a coffee table, a guest table, a few chairs, there is nothing else, not even a TV, Bu Yu looked at this simple home and couldn't help but smile bitterly, what a contemporary hermit

The noodles were finally soaked, Bu Yu and Xiao Qi had a perfect lunch, and then came to the room where Ren Hong worked, and Bu Yu continued to look through Ren Hong's diary

*year*month*day, that day and Yu'er went to the cafeteria to eat, Yu'er gave me all the eggplants in her bowl, and she only ate a little fish, and the following days were the same, she always gave me the eggplants that were beaten, and I also laughed at her for the feeling of protecting the calf, Yu'er was not happy after speaking, and said that she would not give more eggplants in the future, but tomorrow Yu'er still gave me all the eggplants that were beaten, and I also helped her catch a little more fish, I knew that she liked to eat fish, and helped her pick out all the fish bones, That time she was happy to eat, and that was the first time I had a feeling of happiness

After reading it, the corners of Bu Yu's mouth turned up, and he read a sentence silently, even if you still have a little conscience, and then turned to the next one

*year*month*day, today is Sunday Yu'er asked me to climb the mountain, but I didn't want to go, I wanted to play games with Zhou Shen, but as soon as I got out of the dormitory door, Yu'er waited at the door with an umbrella, and dragged me away from Zhou Shen as soon as she saw me

Seeing that Bu Yu's smile was even stronger at this time, and whispered Am I so strong at that time, we came to an orchard full of peach trees, the peach blossoms are the pink peach blossoms that Yu'er likes, Yu'er was really happy that day, and kept shuttling in the peach forest, as if the whole peach forest was fascinated by her laughter, I was also infected by her emotions, thinking that girlfriends are still more important than games after all

In the end, Yu'er pulled me under a big peach tree, told me to close my eyes and said that she wanted to surprise me, I also obediently closed my eyes, and then Yu'er stood on tiptoe and kissed me, I didn't react for a while, but then Yu'er put her arms around my neck, and this kiss has further developed

When Yu'er's lips left mine, I was still standing in place, and Yu'er was also standing in front of me with her head down, I was still reminiscing about the feeling just now, Yu'er's lips were small and soft, and the lip flap was also very thin, the most memorable thing was the feeling of Yu'er's lilac tongue sliding in my mouth, it felt like ......

Bu Yu saw that his little face was full of smiles at this time, and muttered to himself, I didn't expect that he still took the initiative back then, this stupid guy even asked a girl to take the initiative here, and he was really not motivated enough

Then Bu Yu continued to look down, only to see that it was written in the diary, when I finally came back to my senses, Yu'er in front of me had already blushed, I pulled her into my arms, and whispered in her ear, in a while, just as I was about to try that feeling, one of Yu'er's small hands had been twisted around my waist, I poked my head, and it turned into a wolf howl, Yu'er still bowed her head, but I knew that she was also holding back her laughter at that time, and finally she helped me touch it where she did evil, Actually, it didn't hurt much at all, and I did it on purpose to make her laugh

Bu Yu looked at his hand and said to himself, no wonder he wanted to pinch him as soon as he saw him, it turned out that he had this habit since that time

On the day of *year*month*, one day in class, Yu'er handed me a note, which said: Why do you always wear a white shirt, I replied: Because I like white the most

The next day, Yu'er also wore a white shirt, I handed a note and asked, why do you wear a white shirt, Yu'er replied: Women are pleasing to themselves, at that moment my heart is extremely warm, what do you want from your girlfriend

……

Soon a diary has been read Bu Yu opened the second one, the title page of the second book reads "Ah Hong and Yu'er", as soon as I see this Bu Yu and the first diary, I opened it and saw that it was written "Ah Hong and Yu'er", does this name have any special significance? What is the third book, Bu Yu hurriedly opened the third book, only to see that it was written on "Ah Hong Yuer", and there was a vacant piece in the middle, why is this, Bu Yu was a little puzzled, subconsciously she opened the diary again, the diary was also empty, or it was not yet time to write, Bu Yu closed the diary and said, it seemed that he could only wait for Ah Hong to come back and ask him, and then began to read the second diary

There is still no exact date, only important events, Bu Yu casually turned a page, *year*month*day, it has been two years since I entered this factory, and I work every day like a robot, there is no fun, I will resign at the end of the month,

*year*month*day, it's been five months since I left the factory, I don't know what to do, I'm very confused, I don't have money, and I can't go to Yu'er, even if I find it, it will hurt her

Obviously, this is already after Ren Hong began to enter society, Bu Yu didn't say anything after reading the first two articles, and continued to turn back

*year*month*day, wholesale some clothes in the night market to set up a small stall, but it has been raining recently, there is no way to get out of the stall, I haven't seen Yu'er for a long time, I don't know how she is now, I can't go to her, because I can't support her, but I miss her every day

*year*month*day, it has been raining for more than a month, and it is impossible to go out of the stall, forget it and go to the Internet café to surf the Internet......

*year*month*day, after thinking about it for a long time, I still decided to give it a try, and from today I started writing novels, but the heroine in my heart will always be only Yu'er, so I decided to have a jade character in the name of all heroines in my novels

*year*month*day, fortunately, there are still a few people reading my novel, and I already have a little savings, I plan to go to Yu'er, I miss her so much, I really want to

*year*month*day, Yu'er found it, but she was already married, married, married, (written in the diary no less than ten times), I looked at her from a long distance, he didn't see me, but my heart hurts, it hurts,

When I came back, I was so drunk for a few days that I couldn't write anything while sitting in front of the computer, and my mind was full of her

Bu Yu saw that he was already covering his mouth and sobbing at this time, he immediately looked for me, he looked for me, but why didn't he show up at that time,

*year*month*day, and then I got married, but our marriage has no love, but in order to complete the tasks assigned by my parents, I am not at home all the year round, just send the money back, and still say that I work in the factory,

*year*month*day, I moved to N City, bought a house here, I live alone, and I plan to live alone for the rest of my life, because this is the place where everything about Yu'er began, although she no longer belongs to me, but at least in my memory she still belongs to me alone, so let me keep this memory and die alone

After reading this Bu Yu was already crying loudly, she didn't know that this man had never forgotten herself, yes. He didn't appear for so many years, maybe she didn't know that he appeared, and she also complained about him, but when she saw these diaries, she knew that he had been ten times worse than herself over the years, and she had been tormented ten times in this relationship

On July 19, 2021, today Lao Zhou sent a message saying that I should go to the class reunion, I didn't want to go at first, but I have eaten a lot of instant noodles recently, and now I want to vomit when I smell the smell, let's go, I don't know if I can, is it possible, maybe, probably, maybe, let it be fate, I am fortunate to have love, I can't die......

This is already the last entry of this diary, Bu Yu closed the diary, and slowly stopped sobbing, choked and said, Fortunately, you went, we don't know if we can see it in this life, Bu Yu suddenly felt very grateful for the half box of disappearing instant noodles, if it weren't for themselves, they would be shocked for life

Put down the diary Bu Yu went to wash her face, and when she came back, she fell asleep on the sofa, during which she had a dream, in the dream she and Ren Hong changed back to the school days, the two hid on the roof of the teaching building on a date, and after a while, a big bird flew in the sky and caught her away, Ren Hong chased wildly in the direction of the big bird flying away, but how could the two legs of manpower catch up with the flying bird

The big bird grabbed Bu Yu to a big tree, and then the big bird turned into a canary and landed on her shoulder, and said in a mouthful, do you think he will come to you, yes, definitely, Bu Yu said categorically

……

Bu Yu never thought that he slept all afternoon, it was already dark outside, Bu Yu soaked a bucket of instant noodles in Du, and then returned here, looking at the diaries, and then Bu Yu picked up one and wrote it after Ren Hong's most recent one

July 21, 2021, today is the first day Ah Hong left, I miss him a little, but Ah Hong said let me stay at home to be his canary, so today only me and Xiao Qi have dinner and read the diary