Two years later

One day Ren Hong flicked his fingers on the keyboard again, and suddenly the mobile phone next to the keyboard rang, Ren Hong picked up the mobile phone and looked, it was a WeChat text message, Ren Hong clicked on the screen in his hand to check the complete text message, it doesn't matter if he looked at it, he suddenly got a big jump on Ren Hong, the first thing displayed on the phone was a few pictures, but the things in the pictures were very uncomfortable, the things in the pictures were wreaths, several pictures in a row were like this, the picture was followed by a short four words, the seagull died, and the text message was sent by the old man

In the past two years, Seagull has rarely contacted Ren Hong, especially in the last year, even if there is no contact at all, but this is okay, Ren Hong also hopes that she can completely forget herself and find a better home

In the past two years, Ren Hong has not been participating in offline activities held by any website, he is afraid that he will not know how to face her after seeing the seagull, afraid that he will not know how to face her after seeing the seagull, so Ren Hong has always chosen to escape, he hopes that time can dilute everything, including the seagull's liking for him, but he never thought that he had only seen each other for two years, and the two were separated by yin and yang, of course, Ren Hong also thought that this would be another farce written and directed by the seagull, but when he saw the black and white photo of the seagull in the mourning hall, Ren Hong believed that all this was true

Ren Hong's hand holding the mobile phone couldn't help but tremble, and his eyes began to redden, but he still held back his tears.

At noon, Bu Yu prepared a sumptuous lunch for Ren Hong, but Ren Hong didn't have much taste, Bu Yu was so understanding, from the moment Ren Hong put it on the table, she saw that Ren Hong's mood was very low, and after giving Ren Hong a chopstick dish, Bu Yu said, Ah Hong, what's wrong with you, is something wrong? Ren Hong looked at Bu Yu and said truthfully, a good friend of mine passed away, speaking of this Ren Hong's tears finally couldn't help falling, these tears have his guilt for the seagull, but this guilt is loyalty to Bu Yu, but Ren Hong always feels that he owes the seagull, especially the seagull is dead now, and it can't be paid off

Bu Yu saw Ren Hong crying and sat next to him again, took out a few tissues to wipe his tears, and comforted him while wiping them back, don't be too strange, life and death are fate, you also have to look away, well, Ren Hong nodded blindly, and continued, Yu'er I want to rush over to see my friend off for the last time in the afternoon, because she will be buried tomorrow, yes, Bu Yu immediately said

In the afternoon, Ren Hong bought a ticket to X City, and arrived in the evening after several tosses, only Lao Cui was waiting for him, they met in a Western-style church, the church was full of white, white candles, white tablecloths, white curtains, and the spiritual platform on the podium, but there was no black and white photo of the seagull on it, probably because of the burial tomorrow, so they all withdrew

Ren Hong found a long table at random and sat down, and asked Lao Cui Dao, how did the seagull die, the doctor said that it was a disease of longing, and it was a disease of longing, Ren Hong repeated Lao Cui's words again, he thought that the seagull had not contacted him for the past two years, and he gradually began to forget him, but he never thought that he would die because of himself in the end

Ren Hong wanted to ask something else, just wanted to open his mouth Lao Cui handed over an envelope, this is what the seagull wanted to say to you in the last time, Ren Hong took the envelope and Lao Cui went out, Ren Hong trembled and opened the envelope, and took out two thin pages of paper from it, the paper was full of words, but it boiled down to two points, glad that she could meet Ren Hong, although the last two died without a problem, but she never regretted that she had loved

After Ren Hong read the letter, two crystal tears fell on the letter, and he opened his mouth with difficulty, and said, Seagull ......

After a cigarette, Lao Cui came back again, but his face was still a little pale, obviously he was also sad about the death of the seagull, just listen to Lao Cui, do you know that you almost went down to accompany the seagull? Ren Hong looked at Lao Cui Dao inexplicably, why? You should also know that Seagull's eldest brother is a soldier, and his position in the army is not bottom, when he got the Seagull because of you, he was in the army to find his soldiers ready to kill you in secret, but then Seagull listened to the news, and immediately called Haiwei and said that if he really killed you, then she would not forgive him even if she died, and finally Haiwei had no choice but to give up this crazy idea, the reason why they are not here today is also that I let them go, I am afraid that Haiwei will not be able to help but do something to you, Although he knows that he is not your opponent, I believe that he has the anger to avenge his sister, and you are by no means his opponent.

Listening to Lao Cui talk about this, Ren Hongxin thought that he would fight back in this situation, even if he was killed by Haiwei, he also admitted it, he owed too much to the seagull

In the evening, Ren Hong came to the hotel where there were many stories with the seagulls, first he went to the bar, there were several hotel staff in the bar chatting there, two years passed, Ren Hong returned here, but there was a feeling of being separated from the world, he took a bottle of wine from the bar, and sat on the table where Lao Cui had sat again, and he was stunned to drink most of the bottle, but the strange thing is that Ren Hong was not drunk at this time

Then Ren Hong felt bored with drinking and opened the room again, but the room number was still the same one back then, but when Ren Hong was about to swipe the room card, the door was open, he naturally thought that the hotel staff forgot to close the door, so he didn't think much about pushing the door and went in, and closed the door casually, Ren Hong put his things on the table, and went to take a shower, the rain from the shower hit his face and took away his tears, Ren Hong came out with pants like that, Ren Hong looked around the room, the room was not very big, A double bed has taken up most of the position, there is a set of tables and chairs, and it takes up a little position, Ren Hong received his eyes at his feet, in this position, the girl had been honest with herself, and at the same time she was injured by herself

Ren Hong came to the bed again, squatted there and looked at the snow-white quilt on the bed, and the stupid girl was lying in this position

Here, that time she lied to herself that she cut her wrists and killed herself, and then she took a sleeping pill and scared herself a lot, she always used her life again and again to love herself, but she didn't deserve her kind of love

Ren Hong gently uncovered the corner of the quilt and lay down on himself, before lying down from the other side of the bed, there was a person who immediately climbed onto Ren Hong, Ren Hong jumped, uncovered the quilt and was about to get out of bed, but the figure holding his body held him tightly, Ren Hong took a few deep breaths before barely stabilizing his mind, who are you, Ren Hong remembered that the door was not closed just now, so he thought, is this room already open, but the hotel made a mistake

The person in his arms listened to Ren Hong's words, and then slowly raised his head, Ren Hong was scared half to death when he saw that it was a seagull, his head tilted back violently, and he hit the back of the bed with a bang, and the seagull immediately reached out to touch Ren Hong.

Ren Hong only glanced at the seagull and closed his eyes, he knew that he was on gear again, the seagull helped Ren Hong rub it for a while and then sat on Ren Hong, looking at Ren Hong from the bottom, but all he saw was Ren Hong with his eyes closed, the seagull looked at Ren Hong like this and cried, you hate me so much, don't you even want to look at me directly?

Listening to the aggrieved voice of the seagull Ren Hong had to reopen his eyes, he had to sit up a little, let himself and the seagull be eye level, only to listen to Ren Hong and said, two years I thought you had forgotten me, but I never thought that you would deceive me in this way again, I am really easy to deceive, whose idea is it this time, Lao Cui is still you

Listening to Ren Hong's slightly mean words, the seagull choked up and said, it is my own idea that has nothing to do with Lao Cui, it has been two years, and I have been trying to forget you in the past two years, deliberately not contacting you, deliberately excluding you from my life, but I found that I couldn't do it, the more I didn't think about you, the more I found that I missed you, I have lost nearly twenty pounds in the past two years, Ren Hong heard it and realized that the seagull sitting on himself did not seem to have any weight, and it was really Sijun thin, Nianjun thin

I tried everything I could to forget you, I even thought of becoming a monk, I really went to live in the nunnery for a month, the female master in the nunnery later said to me, she said that I haven't let go and can't let go, she also said that my obsession with you has been deep in the bone marrow, if I can't be with you, I will never live to be thirty years old, but I am now twenty-seven, and I will die in three years, and I came up with this idea just to help me intern myself in advance, speaking of which the seagull is already crying in Ren Hong's arms,

Ren Hong is not a saint, he just wants to be a saint of his feelings, he wants to be loyal to Bu Yu alone, but he never thought that there are still people in this world who love him so deeply, so desperate, whether it is the night Ren Hong or the seagull fulfillment, it can be regarded as making up for his debt to her

The next morning, Ren Hong sneaked away again, and kissed the seagull on the lips when he left, and soon after Ren Hong sent a text message to the seagull, you are not busy getting out of bed soon, lie on the bed for a while, the seagull was moved after seeing it, and replied to Ren Hong after a while, thank you husband, Ren Hong just smiled after seeing it

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The two of them have not seen each other for nearly fifteen years, and the two of them have only sporadic work exchanges until one day Ren Hong received a text message from Seagull, saying that he must take a little time to come to X City once this year, and there is someone here who wants to see him, so Ren Hong said to Bu Yu that he was going out for a trip and would come back in two days

When Ren Hong arrived at the designated place that the seagull said, there was a fourteen or fifteen-year-old girl sitting next to the seagull, Ren Hong did not look at the girl but looked at the seagull, nearly fifteen years have passed, the years have not left too serious traces on the seagull, the skin is still smooth, the green silk is still beautiful, and the posture is still straight, Ren Hong is looking at the seagull at the same time, the seagull is not looking at him, Ren Hong has not changed much, but while they are observing each other, the little girl sitting next to the seagull is also looking at Ren Hong, She also noticed that her mother Seagull seemed to be very excited, grabbing the edge of the sofa with one hand, as if she was still holding it very hard, and her knuckles were already white and she didn't know it

After half a sound, Ren Hongluo spoke first, the seagull has not seen you for a long time, I haven't seen you for a long time, the seagull also said calmly, and after greeting the seagull, he said to the little girl next to him, Yangyang, haven't you kept asking me who your father is? Now that he is in front of you, Ren Hong trembled when he heard this, and without waiting for Ren Hong to react from his disgust, the seagull pushed the little girl up again, sit next to your father, take a good look at your father, at first the little girl was not very reluctant, but after all, she couldn't resist her mother's persistence, got up and sat next to Ren Hong, Ren Hong looked at the seagull with a pair of frightened eyes, and his face was full of surprise, but at this time, the seagull didn't look at him at all, just looked at the little girl dotingly, and said, Yangyang called Dad, he is your father, Tears came down as she spoke, the little girl turned around and looked at Ren Hong seriously, Ren Hong also looked at her, the seagull saw that the little girl just looked at Ren Hong and was unwilling to shout those two words, and she wanted to be angry for a while, haven't you been shouting to see your father all these years, and now he appears in front of you, why don't you scream, the seagull cried

Seeing the seagull crying pear blossom with rain, Ren Hong was also full of question marks, why haven't I seen it for fifteen years, how can such a big daughter emerge at this sight, Ren Hong pulled up a few tissues to wipe the tears of the seagull, the little girl saw her mother crying, and she also cried, Ren Hong helped the seagull wipe her tears, only to listen to the seagull and said, Ah Hong She is indeed our daughter, her name is Ren Yang, she is fourteen years old this year, Ren Hong listened to the words of the seagull, the hand that wiped the tears couldn't help shaking, and couldn't help but turn around to look at the little girl, This time Ren Hong saw clearly, the little girl's face did have a bit of her own wheel, when the two looked at each other, the seagull called Dad, this time the little girl finally opened her mouth with difficulty, and said while holding back tears, Dad, Ren Hong's father couldn't help but tremble all over his body, but he didn't dare to respond to her, although Ren Hongming knew that the little girl in front of him might really be the daughter he had never met

The seagull saw that Ren Hong didn't dare to respond to the little girl's call, so there was a way, Ah Hong, she is indeed our daughter, the seagull deliberately bit the two of us very hard, Ren Hong remembered the night fifteen years ago, could it be that the seagull really succeeded in getting pregnant after that night, and later gave birth to a child alone, and repeatedly did what she said at the beginning, if she succeeded in becoming a mother, she would not bother him, Ren Hong thought of this, and he finally knew how deep and humble the seagull's love for him was, Ren Hong turned his head to look at the little girl again, and asked with difficulty, What is your surname, the little girl choked up and said, my surname is Ren, my mother told me, Dad's surname is Ren, so I also trust, listening to the little girl's words, Ren Hong went to see the seagull again, and the seagull also looked at him with tears in his eyes, what about the name, Ren Hong said again, Ren Yang, the little girl said again, why is it called this name, Ren Hong said again, because my mother said that there is a whole ocean between us and my father, and I don't know if we can meet in this life, Ren Hong's eyes finally began to redden when he listened to the little girl's words, and he found that now he doesn't just owe the seagull, Now I owe this daughter too,

The little girl saw that Ren Hong didn't speak but just raised her head to prevent tears from falling, so she glanced at the seagull again, and the seagull nodded to her, so the little girl said with difficulty, Dad... Dad..., Ren Hong heard the little girl call him like this, and his body shook again, but he still looked at her from the bottom, and the tears in his eyes were rolling, and the little girl said, Dad... Father... Can I hug you, Ren Hong didn't say anything, just opened his arms, and the little girl threw herself into Ren Hong's arms, and cried loudly as soon as she threw herself into his arms, crying and saying to the seagull, Mom, I have a father, I have a father, my surname is Ren, my father is also surnamed Ren, I am not a wild child in their mouths, I also have a father, I also have a father,

A sentence I also have a father and hide how much sadness the mother and daughter have been in the past fourteen years, Ren Hong stroked the child in his arms, tears also slipped silently, and beckoned to the seagull, the seagull also threw himself into Ren Hong's arms, and the three of them cried into tears, Ren Hong kissed the seagull on the forehead, and said in her ear, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I don't know you really gave birth to a child for me, the seagull also choked and said, it's not your fault, it's my own choice, didn't we already say it at the beginning, you give me the opportunity to be a mother, I'll do the rest by myself, having said that, Ren Hong's heart is still full of guilt

Ren Hong touched the little girl's head again, and called her father once, and the little girl immediately said, Dad, this time Ren Hong read it out loud without hesitation, hey, the little girl was very happy to see that Ren Hong finally admitted that it was her father, and she threw herself into Ren Hong's arms again

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It was night when Ren Hong and the seagull returned to the hotel, the seagull was lying in Ren Hong's arms, Ren Hong knew that she had really guarded herself like a jade all these years, and she was moved.

Ah Hong, I am not the most tragic woman in the world, I have only lived twice now, and it is a full fourteen years in between, Ren Hong is even more guilty when he hears this, the seagull is sorry, it's all my fault, you still call me like this, the seagull is coquettish in Ren Hong's arms again, Ren Hong was stunned for a moment and said, now you really shouldn't be called like this, so Ren Hong changed his words again, my wife is sorry, the seagull is finally full of joy when he waits for this title, and said, you don't have anything to be sorry for me, This is my own choice, on the contrary, I also want to thank you for giving me the opportunity to be a mother, the more Seagull said this, the more guilty Ren Hong became

Two days later, Ren Hong left, the mother and daughter went to the airport to say goodbye, the little girl hugged Ren Hong and cried again, and finally fell into Ren Hong's ear and said, Dad, although I don't know what kind of story you have had with your mother, but I know that you are my father is enough, listening to the little girl's sensible words, Ren Hong not only thought, sure enough, there is a mother and a daughter, what a sensible child, so Ren Hong also said in his ear, Dad is not by your side, you must take care of your mother for your father, well, The little girl nodded in agreement, and finally the mother and daughter bid farewell to Ren Hong with tears, and the family didn't know how many years it would take to reunite

Although they didn't meet often, Ren Yang began to text Ren Hong often, telling them about the things between her and the seagull.

Ren Yang: I used to only think that my mother just likes to read, but then I found out that my mother is just reading a person's book, that is, Dad, the book you wrote, Mom reads the most is the book you wrote for her, that book she has read many times, the book is rotten and she is going to buy a new one, the new is old, the old is rotten, and the rotten is buying, so repeatedly, sometimes my mother will sit in front of the window in a daze, ask her what she doesn't say, I asked her who her father was, she pointed to the picture on the book and said, This is your father, at that time I thought that my mother was perfunctory to me, but now I know that my mother has never lied to me, it turns out that I have never seen my father, but I have seen my father's photos since I was a child

Ren Hong: Yangyang is my father is sorry for you two mothers, but my father has my father's bitter loyalty

Ren Yang: I know, my mother told me a long time ago,

Ren Hong: What did my mother say to you?

Ren Yang: Mom told me that Dad loves us, but he can't live with us, although I don't know why, but I believe Dad still loves us, you say yes, Dad

Ren Hong: Of course, Dad loves you

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Afterwards, Ren Hong and Seagull decided that the three of them would meet once every two years, and when little Ren Yang grew up, Seagull also told her all the truth, and it was not until the moment he heard the truth that Ren Yang knew how deep and humble the Seagull's love was for Ren Hong

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I didn't want to write about this, but after thinking about it, I still felt that I should write one, because I always felt that the love of the seagull was too humble, but her love for Ren Hong was no less than that of Bu Yu, so she decided to give her a child to make up for Ren Hong's lack of being by her side