Chapter 14: The Past Is Like a Nightmare

Speaking of this, he pulled out the silver hairpin on his shoulder, raised his head, looked at the moon hidden in the clouds, and said again after a while, "But I didn't expect him to die like that, it's better to die." ”

Zhao Xin smiled, "He said that he wanted to grow old with me, in fact, he just admired my appearance, I accompanied him for ten years, exhausted my youth, but what about him? What did he leave me, an abandoned garden, or an unbearable past." To be honest, I did think about killing him, but I didn't think it was worth it, I dirty my hands for such a person, so I just wanted to see if he would regret it, but I got an unexpected ending, this can be regarded as God's compensation for me! ”

She looked at Zhao Xin in a daze, not knowing what to say, but tears slipped down her cheeks, and everything in front of her was so familiar, as if at some point, she had also suffered from Zhao Xin, and suffered betrayal from the most important person. The pain was real, and it made her a little numb, as if the beating heart in her chest had been plucked off.

Her eyes were blood-red, and in a trance she saw as if someone was holding her beating heart.

She didn't have a pulse, she didn't have a heart!

At some point, her heart was ripped out, and in the most cruel way, the picture was so bloody that she didn't even dare to think about it. My mind was cluttered and noisy. There were so many people, so many people were looking at her! Everyone's eyes were full of sighs, as if they were all pitying her.

She turned her head to see Shaoyuan open his mouth, but he only said the word "I", and her eyes went straight ahead.

"Alas, it's ugly to make such a fuss!"

"Who's to say it isn't?"

"Silence them! It's not something we can talk about casually, and if an unhappy person is implicated, there is really no place to cry. ”

"That's right, but that's the one who got the best of it. ”

"You are envious, if that matter is in front of you, the benefits are waiting for you, but do you dare?"

"I don't have that guts!"

"Isn't this over, envy what others do, you don't have the guts!"

Her head was dizzy, but there were people talking in her head, and from time to time she could hear people laughing, but the laughter was worse than crying, and it was more terrible. What kind of dream was this? She didn't know how to describe it, but she felt the boundless darkness, as if no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't get out of the darkness in front of her, as if she was destined to stay in that darkness for the rest of her life.

"You promise me not to leave me again, and to stay with me forever, okay? If you promise me, I'll treat it as if nothing happened today. ”

"You know very well that she won't die without a heart, but I'm not like her, sooner or later I'll die. I'd like to stay with you, but she won't. So there's nothing to hesitate about, you do it!"

The voice in her head became more and more blurred, and she almost couldn't hear anything, but only those two sentences were clear. Every word made her head ache for a while, and at the same time, there was boundless nausea.

In a trance, she saw a bright dagger, approaching her little by little, she wanted to shout and struggle, but she couldn't shout a word, and she couldn't move. The panic completely overwhelmed her, and she just felt like the world was spinning.

"Don't!" she gasped, awoke with a thud and sat up from her bed, sweating profusely. Her body trembled, and the qiē just now didn't seem to be a dream, but something she had really experienced. She covered her heart and couldn't feel her heart beating. She smiled a little sarcastically, her heart had been ripped out a long time ago. She forgot about the past, couldn't remember where she came from, and who cruelly ripped out her heart and stripped it alive.

Even if she can't remember the scene at that time, the residual pain in her chest told her that it was all true, and what she heard was true, but why was she still alive, and who was she?

"Drink some water!" Shaoyuan took the cup and handed it to her, looking at her quietly, without saying anything or asking. She turned her head and stared at Shao Yuan for a long time before taking the cup.

Shao Yuan has been guarding her since she passed out, and Shao Yuan was very worried when he heard her shouting uneasily. Seeing that she was also stunned after waking up, Shaoyuan couldn't help but sigh, but took out a handkerchief from his arms, pointed to his head and handed it to her, and said softly: "Wipe it!"

She numbly took the handkerchief handed over by Shaoyuan, and stiffly wiped the sweat from her head.

"Let's go!"

"Where to go?"

"Going to Tianmen Mountain, I can't stay for a moment. ”

"But your current condition is not suitable for going up the mountain, so you should stay and recuperate for a while!"

"No, no. She muttered, "Gotta leave right away." She looked up at Shao Yuan, her eyes full of persistence. In the past, she didn't know anything and desperately wanted to know who she was, but yesterday's incident had too much impact on her, making her whole body feel like falling into an ice cellar. She wanted to know her past, and she had never been so eager to know, not only did she want to know, but she also wanted to seek justice for herself, why she was so cruelly stripped out of her heart, who she was, and who did it.

One qiē made her more and more unable to see through, she seemed to be in a fog, going deeper and deeper, and the more she walked, the more she couldn't see the end, and she didn't even have a chance to turn back. If she didn't know anything, she could comfort herself and take her time, but knowing her own miserable past, how could she still act like no one, not care, not thinking.

Even if she really didn't want to care, her body resisted greatly.

"Okay!" Seeing that she couldn't make sense at all, Shao Yuan didn't refuse again.

"It's cold on Tianmen Mountain, so I've prepared some clothes for you to protect against the cold. When you have achieved cultivation, you don't have to dress so bulky. Before leaving, Shaoyuan handed her a burden, but she nodded a little unwillingly, didn't speak, and was even more silent than before.

The terrain of Tianmen Mountain is dangerous, as Shaoyuan said, if it weren't for the flying of the imperial sword, he wouldn't be able to go up to Tianmen Mountain. She knows how to resist the sword, but unfortunately she doesn't have the sword in her hand, so she can only stay quietly behind Shaoyuan. Flying all the way up, the fairy aura became more and more intense. The gap between the steep peaks is getting lower and lower, and the wind blowing towards you increases as you fly upwards. Shaoyuan was used to the sword again, but she didn't feel anything, but she was extremely uncomfortable, Rao is her balance is not bad, but unfortunately the thick fog and strong wind blew her swaying.