Chapter 28 (1)

Early in the morning, Li Wenjun came to see Rouge, and brought breakfast, and when he came to the door of the room, Li Wenjun knocked on the door twice and no one answered, Li Wenjun hesitated, and then pushed the door in

The rouge in the room seemed to have not slept all night, his hair was still scattered and draped behind his head, and his clothes were a little messy, but these were nothing compared to Rouge's pale face, I saw Rouge looking at Li Wenjun with a pair of red eyes, a hoarse second brother, you are here, and he lowered his head after speaking

Obviously, Rouge cried again last night, and Li Wenjun was also distressed when he looked at his sister

Li Wenjun put the food on the table, the rouge is not good, the brother has wronged you, and as he spoke, he pulled up the rouge hand and said, you will go back with me, I see what that stinky woman dares to say, if she dares to make trouble with me, see if I don't waste her

Rouge saw that Li Wenjun looked indignant, but the rouge who was being pulled by him did not move, Li Wenjun saw that Rouge refused to get up, why don't you believe me, Li Wenjun said suspiciously, it's not that I don't believe it, it's not that necessary, Rouge said

Why, Li Wenjun is a little puzzled, what can I do when I go back, it is better to make everyone unhappy in vain, it is better to be like now, out of sight

Alas, after listening to Rouge's words, Li Wenjun sighed again, he was afraid of Rouge like this, if she beat herself a few times and scolded herself, she could make him feel better, and this kind of Rouge made him even more ashamed

In fact, Rouge didn't hate Pan Haiqin in his heart, but what about hating, acting too much just made it more difficult for Li Wenjun to do it between the two, so it was better to swallow the bitter fruit himself

Let's eat something first, Li Wenjun took out the food from the food box again, a bowl of porridge is adding a few dishes, Rouge has not eaten a drop of water since last night, but she herself does not feel hungry, if such hunger can be exchanged for Bai Jingxian's rebirth, then starve herself to death, Rouge will not hesitate at all, but that is unrealistic and impossible, but it is just a futile effort to belittle herself, so when Li Wenjun pushed the porridge in front of her, Rouge did not hesitate, and ate it as soon as she picked up the bowl

Li Wenjun was naturally happy to see Rouge willing to eat, and he thought that he would have to spend a lot of time for this meal, but he never thought that Rouge would eat it as soon as he picked up the bowl

In fact, Rouge has such a reaction, or because she figured out one thing last night and made a decision, even if she has a plan in her heart, why should she be wronged by her stinky skin

The thing that Rouge figured out was that she was afraid that she would not be able to have children like her sister Li Furong, so she decided not to marry in the future, and marrying was just to be cheap, and the other decision was that she was going to send her son Niangniang Temple to become a monk and be a companion with Huike

It is said that the Buddha has a fate, and he has been to the Niangniang Temple twice, so he should be regarded as a fateful person, even if there is no home in the world, it is better to turn back and enter the Buddha

Li Wenjun didn't know that Rouge had such thoughts, but when he saw that her hands kept moving, he said again, if you like me, I will send it to you every day in the future

No need, Rouge put down the dishes and chopsticks and said, Brother, give me some money, you don't have to do it every day in the future, I'm not a child anymore, I'll go find something to eat myself when I'm hungry, but..., I can't tell what Li Wenjun is talking about, Rouge stretched out a hand to interrupt him, I may not be able to face the same thing once, I don't know what to do, but if the same thing has been experienced twice, then nothing can hit me

Listening to what Rouge said, Li Wenjun finally understood why he had a strange feeling when he saw Rouge looking at him when he first sat down, it turned out that he had been looking at him since he was a child

The younger sister who got up is really grown up now, and her mind has matured, so she is not the little girl who can't stand a little grievance

But how can this kind of maturity make him feel extra heartache, Li Wenjun couldn't understand it for a while, and Li Wenjun realized afterwards that maybe this is the price of growth

Okay brother I'm already full, you can go back early, I'm going to take a shower and clean myself up, and with that, Rouge got up and pushed Li Wenjun out of the door

Rouge closed the door with a snap, and then leaned against the door again, Li Wenjun outside the door didn't leave, bang..., Li Wenjun slapped the door a few times, rouge, don't do anything stupid...

Listening to Li Wenjun still chattering there, Rouge was a little impatient, don't worry, brother, I won't do stupid things, and then Rouge Li opened the door and came to the window, the sun had already risen at this time, Rouge looked up at the red sun, and the corners of his mouth pulled out a smile with difficulty, It's a new day, and he has to regain his life, saying that Rouge stretched out his arms and let the rising sun sprinkle its light and heat on himself

After Rouge took a bath, he cleaned up his mood and went straight to the temple of sending Zi Niangniang, and in a bamboo forest, Rouge finally found Paint Ke who was chanting at the stone table

Rouge's appearance startled Rouge, and without waiting for Rouge to speak, Rouge spoke first, and the good man came with your mother-in-law this time

Originally, Rouge had already packed up her mood, but she didn't want to beat her back to her original form because of Eike's words

Although he was sad in his heart, Rouge still forced a smile and said, No, this time I came alone, Rouge said, Oh, Rouge replied lightly

Rouge looked at Eike's bald head, and couldn't help but wonder if he could really let go of all the troubles in the red dust by going to this troubled silk

Master Huike, do you still accept disciples in this temple, I also want to become a monk, I want to come here to be your companion, you think it's good

Hui Ke didn't even think about it, and the good man laughed, how can you become a monk as a daughter

When Rouge heard what Rouge said, his expression was solemn and said, I'm not joking with you, I'm serious

I can't help but ask, has the good man encountered something recently, if so, I advise the good man not to be in a hurry to become a monk, after saying that becoming a monk is not a momentary righteous thing, and it needs to be decided after careful consideration

I have thought very clearly, I want to become a monk, and I will not regret it, the painting can be seen that the rouge said is not like a lie, put his hands together and read a Buddha trumpet, if a good person really wants to become a monk, I can't be the master, you need to ask my master, then where is your master, rouge Dao, chanting scriptures in the Buddhist hall, painting Kedao

Said goodbye to Rouge and went straight to the Buddha Hall, only to see that there is an elderly nun in the northwest corner of the Buddha Hall chanting there, Rouge stepped forward with his hands together, disturbing the master to chant the scriptures, may I ask the master Do you still accept disciples?

Although Rouge had been here twice, she had never seen the abbot of this temple, and today was the first time she had seen it

Xingzhen Lao Ni casually pointed to the Botuan on the side, signaling Rouge to sit down first, waiting for her to finish reading this sutra and answer her questions

After a quarter of an hour, the old nun finally finished reciting the sutra in his hand, and Rouge hurriedly put his hands together and said, Master and disciple want to become a monk in your house, and please take me in at your old man's house

Xingzhen glanced at Rouge and sighed, It's not that I don't want you, but you are not fated to be in the dust, and you can't enter my Buddhism

When Rouge heard the four words of dust, the first thing that came to mind was whether she still had a marriage, but what did she mean now

She doesn't want to get married, she can't give birth to children, she is afraid that if she does something like Bai Jingxian once, then how should she deal with herself

Xingzhen didn't plan to say more after saying this, just when she was about to go back and continue chanting, Rouge knelt down directly, and then only heard her say again, the disciple has no desire to roll in the red dust, and hopes that the master will mercifully accept the disciple

Alas, everyone's destiny is predestined from the moment of birth, and it is only a fate that I will become a monk, and it is also a destiny that you cannot become a monk, so go back, go back to where you are supposed to go

Although Xingzhen said so, Rouge still knelt on the ground for a long time and was unwilling to get up, and after a long time, Xingzhen didn't pay attention to Rouge but began to chant the scriptures again

After half a ring, Rouge let out another burst of tears, she knew that it was really impossible for Xing to accept herself, so she got up and left step by step

After Rouge left, Paint Ke quickly came to Xingzhen's side, put his hands together and recited a Buddha trumpet, Amitabha, master, why don't you accept her

Xingzhen closed the scriptures and glanced at Hui Ke, and then said, her life is too big to stay in a small temple like ours, she naturally has her place

Xingzhen said that Rouge's life is too big, in fact, what he said is that Rouge is a lonely star, although this kind of person has been rich and noble all his life, but no one can grow old with her, not only the husband and the son, but even his own family will not let go, if he leaves her, the two of them will be killed by her sooner or later

Of course, these words can't be said clearly and with Eike, but today Eike didn't know that the scripture was wrong, and after asking Rouge's question, she began to ask her own questions again

Master, you said that she is not suitable for ordination, so do you think I am suitable for ordination? Painted Ke asked this question, of course, because Rouge asked her why she wanted to become a monk last time

After hearing Hu Ke's words, Xing Zhen glanced at his apprentice again, and thought to himself, maybe this little girl also began to think about spring, but Xing Zhen really thought about it, and really wronged Hua Ke, she was just curious to ask

Xingzhen had already realized his mistake the moment he came up with that idea, and the Dao he had cultivated for decades had really been cultivated to a dog

Xingzhen, who reacted, threw this question back to Eike, what do you think, I don't know, Echo is still the same sentence

In fact, it's right not to know, Xingzhen has never told Hui Ke that there is one more thing, that is, in fact, she is a natural Buddha, and when such a person cultivates the Tao, the day she is truly enlightened, her achievements will be limitless

You have also been practicing as a Buddha for so many years, so now I ask you what a Buddha is, where is a Buddha, and why do we want to become a Buddha

When Eiko heard this, he immediately remembered that the good man before this question had also asked himself, and his answer at that time was that he didn't know, why did the master come to ask this question now

Hui Ke hesitated for a moment and answered the same answer as that day, the disciple didn't know, Xingzhen didn't get annoyed when he heard this, he just said to Hui Ke meaningfully, don't you really know

The disciple really doesn't know, Hui Ke said again, okay, if you don't know, you don't know, anyway, one day you will know

Okay, you go too, do the truth, yes, the disciple retires

In fact, Hui Ke has been thinking about this problem for a few days, in a daze, she seems to have figured out something, and it seems that she hasn't figured out anything, Xingzhen is precisely because she saw her recent abnormality, so she spoke out and pulled her, Xingzhen knew that this disciple of his own was about to have an epiphany