Chapter 38 (1)

Since he got his second brother and his eldest sister, Rouge returned to the palace and returned to the state when he first entered the palace, for a person who knows that he has no future, Rouge is now to get by, a day is a day, sometimes when the palace maid asks her if she wants to replace something, her answer is always casual, for a person who doesn't care about himself, what does it matter about those external things

The first to find out that Rouge was different was naturally Xiao Anping, Xiao Anping saw Rouge sullen all day long, thinking that she was still immersed in the pain of losing her loved ones, so she always changed the way to amuse Rouge happy, but Rouge was like a house with closed doors and windows at this time, as long as the door of her heart was not open, how could the bright sun shine in outside

In this way, another month has passed, and Rouge has gone from not caring at the beginning to slowly returning his attention to Xiao Anping, after all, at least this child is still by his side, and he is still so good to himself, he will rely on her in the future, so Rouge does not think about those things that have become a certainty, but cherishes the people in front of him

Just as Rouge was regrouping her mood and preparing to set off, God seemed to have a heart to get along with her, but there was news from her hometown that her sister-in-law Pan Haiqin was seriously ill and was about to die

Rouge hurriedly went home on leave, and as soon as she got home, she saw Pan Haiqin lying on the bed where Li Wenjun had been lying, and heard that Pan Haiqin was like this because of a stroke, but she didn't know exactly how

Huang Yangyan was just crying on the side at this time, and didn't look at Rouge, Rouge called his aunt, Huang Yangyan turned his head and looked at him, and he just glanced at him

Huang Yangyan rushed over as soon as her daughter was sick, but even if she invited countless good doctors, she still lacked skills, from the beginning of eating a small bowl of rice porridge every day, to the current few days of water and rice have not entered, Pan Haiqin has been like this for a few days, Huang Yangyan has shed tears for a few days, since Li Wenjun was seriously ill, Huang Yangyan persuaded Pan Haiqin to remarry, but Pan Haiqin was always unwilling, annoyed by what his mother said, and hid directly in the room and did not go out

In the end, Pan Haiqin also returned to the hatred of the sky a month after Li Wenjun's death, and the two people who had been reconciled were now really the only one left, and Rouge at this time really had a feeling of wanting to cry without tears, and she had been constantly over the years

Farewell, farewell husband, farewell relatives, now even the sister-in-law who has always been at odds with him was sent away by herself, and now there is only a lonely self left in this world, at this time she couldn't help but think of a sentence she had seen in a book, Nong today funeral flowers laugh at me stupid, he buries Nong knows who it is, yes, he buries Nong knows who it is

Pan Haiqin was buried next to Li Wenjun, Rouge looked at the new tombs, originally these were all living people, this group of living people formed the home they grew up in, and now they are lying here quietly one by one, as if they want to form another family here, when the house is built, everything is ready, should they also pass, they are the youngest children in this family, they are the latest to come in this world, and they are the latest to "go back".

Rouge sat in front of Pan Haiqin's tomb, at this time there was only a blank in her heart, Pan Haiqin was here when she came back and there was a family with a relative, Pan Haiqin went, now she can't even find a reason to come back, just like the so-called people go to the empty building is exactly like this, the previous grievances are so insignificant compared to this time, I knew this, why did I treat her like that when I went home for the first time, Rouge held the tombstone with one hand and cried, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, She only hopes that this sorry voice can dissipate some of the harm to Pan Haiqin, but the Si people have passed away, is this apology still useful...

Rouge dragged his tired body back to the Li family, at this time Huang Yangyan had already gone back, at this time Ruoda's Li family was only Rouge alone, and after Pan Haiqin was buried, Rouge gave them a generous severance pay and let them go

Rouge pushed open the heavy gate, standing alone in the courtyard, there is a big ginkgo tree in the courtyard, when I was young, the three sisters and brothers often played a game of hide and seek under the tree, Rouge closed his eyes and listened attentively, it seemed that he could still hear his laughter when he was a child, the second brother waited for me, my sister waited for me, the sound was still in my ears, but people have been ancient, a gust of wind blew up the white paper money on the ground, yellow leaves, and also blew Rouge's hair, dried the tears on the face

After entering the porch, Rouge entered the inner courtyard under the eaves and entered the inner courtyard, the swing that she liked most when she was a child was still there, Rouge slowly paced over, the swing was already full of dust, and it was obvious that no one had sat on it for a long time

When I was a child, Rouge's favorite was this swing, on it

I don't know how many times I fell asleep, but now I look at it, it seems that all this is like what happened yesterday, but when I look around, I no longer see a loved one, as if they have gone out to visit their relatives, and have forgotten themselves at home

Subconsciously, Rouge stretched out a hand and shook the swing, and the swing swayed silently, as if there was a child on the swing that he couldn't see

Rouge came to Pan Haiqin's room again, she wanted to help her clean up at the end, and when she came back next time, she didn't know when she would wait

Rouge took the pillow and wanted to put it aside first, but as soon as he picked up the pillow, he found a letter underneath, and Rouge picked it up, only to see that the letter read:

Sister Rouge:

I have been married to my husband for nearly five years, although I am not more affectionate than Jin Jian, and there are sometimes suspicions, but I ask myself about my husband's feelings, and I have never been judged one day, since I entered my husband's house, I know that I am not good at running the house, and I am even more extravagant, but my husband has never reprimanded me face to face, although I am unhappy, I only digest it alone

The most fortunate thing in my life is to marry my husband, because I have seen his bravery and talent, and I am deeply impressed by him

The most wrong thing I've done in my life is, I'm sorry rouge you, I shouldn't have been against you everywhere, if I knew that I was against you, I would push my husband farther and farther, I wouldn't say anything

I still remember the first time he hit me because of you, and the first time he didn't have Chinese New Year's Eve dinner with me was because of you, but even so, I still only have my husband in my heart, because he did it because I was at fault in the first place

When my husband left me, my whole world lost its color, and I would rather die for my husband, but the heavens always did not follow people's wishes, not only did not give me the ability to have children, but also took him away from me

I want to live alone for my husband for three months, and after three months I will go with him, and then I hope that my sister will bury me next to him, regardless of her past suspicions, so that I can live with him and die with him

Smack... Click..., rouge's tears fell on the letter paper one by one, she never thought that Pan Haiqin had been so affectionate to her second brother, if it weren't for this time, she was afraid that she would have found a short-term see her three months later

Rouge pinched the letter in his hand and choked up, sister-in-law... Sister-in-law...