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Another half a year has passed, and Rouge thought that such a peaceful day would continue forever, after all, the spell of that year had been broken, and now what could break her peaceful life

But God just can't see Rouge living a stable life, every time she rekindles her confidence in life, that is, when God pours cold water on her

On this day, Rouge was teaching a few little guys in the Guozijian as usual, and suddenly the noise outside caught her attention, Rouge put down the book in her hand and looked outside, there were many people running wildly, and several little guys were also curious and stretched their necks

It's so noisy that I can't go to class with peace of mind, so Rouge goes out and blocks a passing road, what happened, how is it so wild

Back to my mother's words, this... This..., the eunuch still didn't talk about the topic for a long time, he was displeased when he saw Rouge, Rouge has been in the palace for nearly two years, and two years is enough time for a person to adapt to all the environments, Rouge has of course also adapted to the environment in the palace and some responsibilities for doing things, although the palace is not as good as the outside, but it is also a small society, even harsher than most places outside, and it is also the place that can best reflect the rotation of feng shui, for example, a lady who is being favored also dares to offend Mrs. Yipin, The bullied who gave birth to a son and gave birth to a daughter, the gentle person who was originally outside, in this kind of place where people eat people, in order to protect themselves and protect the people they care about, they must do something they don't want to do, for example, Rouge was jealous and even deliberately spread rumors about her previous things, fortunately, when today's son is not a foolish person, in the end, the person who has nothing to do moved directly, there are many women in the harem, and the Son of Heaven also intends to kill a respectful hundred, and in the future, this kind of thing will be less, but it is only less, Rouge can't ask the Son of Heaven to stand up for her in everything, so when necessary, within the scope of her ability, Rouge sometimes shows a strong side, and over time, no one will easily provoke force, and it is precisely this kind of prestige that Rouge glared at the same time, the eunuch hurriedly told the truth, and His Majesty died

What, what are you talking about Rouge grabbed the eunuch by the collar and asked in San, the eunuch knew that Rouge had heard it, but he didn't want to admit it, so no matter how Rouge shook him, he didn't say a word

In the end, Rouge sat on the ground dejectedly, looking like a dog that had been struck by the back, and his mind was also like being struck by lightning

I heard that Song Shiming choked to death by eating lotus cakes, and at noon that day he was reading the beating stamps, and when he was a little hungry, he ordered the pastry room to send some snacks over, and then he was alone in the side eating the pastries while reviewing the beating stamps, maybe he choked after eating too fast, and there was no one around at that time, and when he was discovered, people were already cold

Xiao Anping saw Rouge sitting on the ground crying, and hurriedly ran to her side and asked with concern, what's wrong with the concubine, Rouge didn't know how to tell Xiao Anping at this time, she was still so young, she just hugged her into her arms with her backhand

Cao Za in the palace was quickly quelled, and Rouge also took Xiao Anping back to her residence, she didn't know what fate would await her next, if according to the previous practice, the Son of Heaven died, and the concubines who were fortunate by the Son of Heaven, if there was nothing to do, a case would be pulled to the funeral, and Rouge didn't know what was next

It will not be the same

As the saying goes, the country cannot be without a monarch for a day, Song Shiming has not yet gone to Tibet, and the new emperor has been elected, because when today's son has no sons and only three daughters, the newly elected emperor is one of the brothers of the same generation as the son of heaven

Soon all matters related to Song Shiming's funeral were confirmed, of course, there was also the fate of Rouge, and it was not surprising that Rouge's name appeared in the list of mourners

When Rouge got the news, she was not very touched, and now she is already mourning more than dying, even if she is not dragged to the funeral, her future fate will not be much better

However, there is no endless road, at the critical moment, Xiao Anping saved Rouge's life again, just when someone came to take Rouge, Xiao Anping immediately protected Rouge, saying that he would not let people take away her mother, and she would bite if she was in a hurry

After the new emperor got the news, he didn't use it, after all, Xiao Anping was the legacy of the previous emperor, he had not officially succeeded to the throne, and he should not be too strong to leave a bad reputation

The death penalty can be avoided, but Rouge can't stay in this palace, and finally Rouge was demoted to a concubine, but this is no loss for Rouge, she was originally the daughter of an ordinary family, and now she is just picking up this identity again

Rouge was secretly sent out of the palace late one night, and when Xiao Anping woke up to find that Rouge was gone, he cried and made trouble, but what else can a five-year-old child do besides doing this

Leaving the palace, this time there was no one without a soft sedan chair to send her back, Rouge had to walk step by step in the direction of home, and walked straight for more than half a month to the town, until then Rouge knew that he was so far away from home, and he always thought they were slow when he used to sit in a sedan chair

Through the bustling crowd of people in the town, Rouge finally returned to the long-lost home, but at this time no one at home came out to greet her, the vermilion paint on the gate has been peeling off in large areas, Rouge pushed open the closed gate, and the courtyard was overgrown with weeds, and the ginkgo tree had already lost its leaves, leaving only the bare branches messy in the wind

The beauty under the front porch of the eaves also accumulated a thick dust, and Rouge came to the swing in the inner courtyard again, the swing rope at this time has been broken, and the inner courtyard is also overgrown with weeds at this time, and the height is already up to the waist, Rouge looked at this home, this once laughing and laughing home, and now this home is only left alone, Rouge has no tears in her eyes at this time, she has cried too many times over the years, crying until now her heart is dead, how can there be tears in a dead heart

Rouge went to his second brother Li Wenjun's room again, and everything in the room was still the same as he had tidied up at the beginning, and a thick layer of ash had accumulated on the ground

Rouge didn't stay long, turned around and went to his room again, his room was the same as Li Wenjun's, Rouge looked at this room where he went in and out a few times, when Li Wenjun was still there before, when she came back, the room was clean, and now the person who helped him clean the room is gone, even the person who is against him is gone, Rouge feels so empty for a moment, empty as if he doesn't exist

Rouge walked straight to a cabinet, opened the cabinet familiarly, and took out two scrolls from it, which were the two paintings that Xiao Hongyu had painted for her before

In the end, Rouge went out with two paintings, and after walking some distance, Rouge looked back at the place where he had lived for most of his life

Rouge bought some sacrificial supplies and a zhang of white silk in the town, she first went to pay tribute to her parents and brother and sister-in-law, then Bai Jingxian, and finally came to Xiao Hongyu's place

Rouge was burning the sacrificial supplies, and said, Xiao Lang, I'm back to see you, are you okay over there, I'm not going to leave when I come back this time, I want to return to you, I hope you don't dislike me, and then took out the two paintings and threw them into the fire together, and finally Rouge took out the white silk from the bottom of the blue seed, and then bit his index finger again, and wrote on the white silk, I have nowhere to come from, and nowhere to go, after writing, I hung the white silk on a crooked neck tree next to Xiao Hongyu's grave, Next, Rouge put his head in white silk...

It was night Xiao Hongyu gave his mother a dream, saying that Rouge hanged himself next to his tomb, at first Xiao's mother didn't believe it, until the next morning Xiao Mother brought a group of people to Xiao Hongyu's grave, looking at the Rouge hanging on the side of the letter, everyone was untied to the rouge, when Xiao's mother saw the two sentences written by Rouge, in thinking of all this she experienced at a young age, it was also a sigh and teasing, and finally Xiao's mother buried Rouge next to Xiao Hongyu, so far this pair of hard-working mandarin ducks will not be separated

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When Rouge woke up on the hillside in reality, there were two lines of crystal tears on his face, and he got up and took a look and found that the cow was still grazing under the hillside, so he picked up the pigweed on the side and walked down the hillside, and heard her muttering to herself while walking, even the dream is so bitter, how can he come to this world to walk this experience