I just want to live vigorously in this here and now, no matter where I go or who I meet.

The places I'm going to are places I've never met.

It was before, and now is now.

I can't choose how to live or how to die;

But I can decide how to love and how to live.

When Li Qing deeply understood that death is not the opposition of life, but a part of it, his mentality also changed accordingly.

He became a lover of life and a lover of the world.

It's like he's still afraid of the dark, but compared to before, he wishes he could be a star.

Because the stars shine.

This change itself has a vigorous vitality.

As for love?

Li Qing looked at Jing Xiaotian'er, his eyes full of smiles.

She seems to be life itself.

Vibrant, bright and warm.

…………

"They call this stereotactic deep brain electrode guided brain core mass destruction surgery, which is the use of stereotactic technology to find the nerve in your brain that relies on number four, and then use microelectrodes to ......."

In the car, Jing Tian was wearing a black T, wearing headphones, her whole body writhed with the sound of music, her arms were swaying up and down, and she was chewing gum in her mouth, and her restlessness seemed to have become her label.

When she said this, she clenched her hand into a small fist and stretched out it in front of Li Qing, who was driving the car, and her fingers suddenly exploded like a dandelion that she had inadvertently touched.

"Bang!" Jing Tian dubbed the gesture himself, "Blow it up!" ”

Li Qing wore sunglasses and held the steering wheel with one hand, and the whole person showed a particularly relaxed state.

He leaned one arm against the car window, and when he saw Jing Tian's movements, he didn't speak, just tilted his head slightly, and the corners of his mouth picked.

It's just such a small action, but it naturally reveals a sense of closeness and tolerance.

"Tsk!" Cao Baoping, who was in front of the monitor, frowned, but didn't shout.

This is the first scene between Li Qing and Jing Tian.

Although Li Qing doesn't like to talk, Zhou Xun and Wang Yanhui have a good relationship with him.

As for Jing Tian......

These two people can be called inseparable in the crew.

There is also Wang Baoqiang, he likes to go to crowded places.

Even Zhang Hanyu likes to talk to Li Qing, because Zhang Hanyu is also an otaku, and even his hobbies are similar to Li Qing.

I like to be in a daze, I like history, and I like Peking Opera.

In addition, after getting acquainted with each other a little, it is easy to find that Li Qing is not as cold as he looks, on the contrary, he is quite easy-going.

So after coming and going, Li Qing actually became the most popular person in the crew.

So at this time, a group of people surrounded the monitor, and when they saw Cao Baoping, they seemed to be a little dissatisfied, and Zhou Xun asked, "Director, is there a problem?" ”

Cao Baoping shook his head: "Look at ...... again"

Filming cannot be filmed in the order of the plot.

is like the scene of the overpass, the poet committed suicide by jumping off the bridge, and just smashed into Fang Wen's car.

It is here that the two rings of Fang Wen and Li Mi collide and intersect.

This scene requires the crew to communicate and coordinate with many parties.

Cao Baoping explained to the coordinator and decided to shoot Li Qing's scene first.

He has to admit that Li Qing's sense of drama is good, but what Li Qing expressed is very different from what he imagined.

He needs to be verified.

"Guys in place!"

“Action！”

"Say two peasants just ran from above?" Playing against Li Qing was a policeman in a police uniform.

"Migrant workers, like." Li Qing responded.

"Look at this, just got it out of him." The policeman motioned to the person who committed suicide by jumping off the bridge and handed a notebook to Li Qing.

"Death is a kind of flight, simpler than life. The years pass through the fingers of time, leaving the hours of hesitation. Li Qing looked at the notebook, read the poem on it, did not look up, and silently turned the page with his fingers.

"Poet?" The policeman didn't wait for Li Qing's response, and continued to say according to his lines, "It's a poet, right? ”

"Hah!" Li Qing chuckled, raised his hand and scratched his head, his eyes still fell on the notebook, and said in a low voice, "Your uncle's ......"

He looked at the policeman beside him, looked up at the sky again, and repeated with some self-deprecation: "Your uncle's! ”

"Click!" Cao Baoping finally couldn't hold it anymore, he beckoned to Li Qing, "Qingzi, come here!" ”

"Questions? Director? Li Qing ran over quickly.

"Why are you acting like that?" Cao Baoping motioned for Li Qing to look at the playback on the monitor.

"Huh?" Li Qing looked at it and scratched his head, "This, is there something wrong?" ”

Zhou Xun Jingtian and the others also came over.

Cao Baoping didn't care, and said: "It's too loose, the strings are too loose!" You're a drug dealer, and you're going to connect with two other drug dealers, but you get into an accident and a guy jumps off the bridge and hits your car.

This accident may not only cause a twist and turn in your joint plan, but more importantly, it will provoke the police.

Moreover, the magazine where two people fell off the bridge had a photo of you, which was a photo of your life with Li Mi, why did it appear in the hands of two strangers? Did something happen to Li Mi?

So many things came one after another in such a short period of time, and then you suddenly found out at this time that the person who jumped off the bridge was a poet who committed suicide, which was completely an unwarranted disaster for you, was this the last straw that crushed you? ”

Cao Baoping looked at the pensive Li Qing and asked, "So why did you deal with it like this?" It's too peaceful! There's no tension, you know?

Including your previous performances, your state is too relaxed. When the audience sees you, it's impossible for them to think that you're a drug dealer, and you're even more like a poet than the poet who committed suicide, you understand? ”

"Forehead......" Li Qing hesitated for a moment and raised his hand, "Director, let me tell me what I think?" ”

"Huh?" Cao Baoping was stunned for a moment, looked at the people around him, and couldn't help laughing, "Okay, let me hear what you say?" ”

"Director, that's what I think." Li cleared his thoughts, "First of all, the role of Fang Wen is similar to Qiu Shuitian played by Brother Baoqiang to some extent, they sell drugs to make money, or the deeper reason is for their lovers.

But their personalities are different, Qiu Shuitian is a person who came out of the mountains and has never gone to school. And Fang Wen is different, his vision is incomparable to Qiu Shuitian.

He likes to read martial arts novels and fall in love with Li Mi, and when his love with Li Mi is not recognized by the other party's parents, he does not stalk and chooses to disappear.

But his disappearance is not complete, and his life still revolves around Li Mi. He loves Li Mi, but he suppresses his emotions.

Because he wants to earn money to realize Li Mi's dream, and then prove to Li Mi's parents that he can be the kind of person the other party wants. So I think he should be arrogant in his bones.

And then from this point of view, I was confused, I couldn't understand, why did he sell drugs? That's a crime, to eat peanuts.

This logic is unreasonable to me. Because if Fang Wen loves Li Mi, why did he commit a crime? Is it just to make money?

This kind of price is not equal to me, because here this kind of criminal behavior is not equating with money, but with love.

I can't understand this view of love, it's against my three views.

I even wondered if Fang Wen loved Li Mi and whether he only loved himself, so I fell into a kind of self-touching.

This question bothered me for a while. So I took this character and consulted my teacher.

My teacher told me that the problem was actually the subjective limitations of actors. ”