110. Love
Jing Xiaotian is a simple and lovely person.
is so cute that even if she was still crying a second ago, you just need to divert the topic, such as asking if you want to eat spicy strips, chicken legs, and sugar gourds, and she can forget about crying immediately.
There is something in her body that gradually disappears after adults enter society, and this kind of thing is called "true".
Innocence, sincerity.
It was an incomparable weapon, and Jing Tian wielded this weapon to capture Li Qing easily without knowing it, and Li Qing, the moth that fell into the net, was not only reluctant to destroy it, but carefully protected this weapon that captured him.
He still doesn't like to deal with people, and still wants to squat in the house and play with mud, but he won't let Jing Tian stand in front of him when facing interviews like before, even if it is not harmful to Jing Tian.
He was trying to erase his own loneliness, trying to make a cut with his former self, trying to become stronger.
He did a good job because when a person has inner support, it will burst out with a great force.
It's like a dazed person who suddenly has a goal and sustenance, and he also has the courage to walk alone.
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Li Qing can expose his most fragile and softest part of his heart in front of Jing Tian, and even coquettish with her without shame and ask her for comfort.
Whenever that happens, Jing Tian will call him a childish ghost and give him a candy to coax him like an adult.
Of course, this role and identity sometimes shifts between the two.
Just like at this moment, Jing Tiangang was still coquettish with Li Qing, but after discovering that Li Qing had a connection with an imaginary enemy of his own, his face changed suddenly.
The cat he raised actually climbed on the wall of his house and watched a young lady passing by wagging his tail, even if the young lady's name was Liu Yifei.
However, who can refuse a cat to pitifully scratch your face with its own flesh pad and admit your mistake?
Jing Tian finally couldn't get angry with Li Qing, so he could only pull away the kitten's paw a little irritably, and shouted depressedly: "I'm annoyed!" ”
"Hey, kiss." Li Qing blushed and grabbed her cherry lips.
Jing Tian pinched his face and said viciously: "Li Xiaoqing, you are my cat." Don't like anyone else! ”
"How can I possibly like someone else?"
"Humph! Do you dare to say that you don't like Liu Yifei? ”
"I..." Li Qing was a little stammered, and muttered in a low voice, "Then don't you like Jay Chou too?" ”
Jing Tian raised his chin to show his slender swan neck, and raised his voice: "I like the songs he sings!" ”
"Then I also like Liu Yifei's play."
"Li Xiaoqing, are you going against me?"
"Ahem! Wrong! ”
"Hmph. I'm! Jing Tian stroked his little chest and took a bite of the hawthorn angrily.
“……”
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The inn was full of people.
The three killers of Blackstone, Drizzle, Lei Bin, and Lian Lian sat around the wine table, chatting about the plan to kill people next, but they were calm like three gossiping about the small people in the market.
No, it's two.
Compared with Huang Xiaoming and Huang Bo, Jing Tian is not only tender in acting, but also tender in face, and she always feels that there is not enough harmony between her and those two.
This kind of disharmony is a very fatal thing, like a sense of disobedience between children and adults, and the picture will produce a kind of disconnection.
Li Qing looked at the monitor, and without Su Zhaobin's reminder, he already pinched his eyebrows with a headache: "I always feel a little awkward." Is it a matter of makeup? ”
Su Zhaobin shook his head: "It's not makeup." It's her eyes. ”
"Eyes?" Li Qing stared at the picture and wondered, "Director Su, what's wrong with your eyes?" ”
"It's so spiritual. Sweet eyes are like glowing, which doesn't fit her personality. ”
Li Qing was stunned for a moment, and finally suddenly realized: Yes! is this feeling, how can a female killer who has read all the vicissitudes of life and is tired of the rivers and lakes not have this kind of look, her eyes should be more calm and numb, or it should be dark.
The crux of the problem is there, Li Qingdao said: "Director Su, how to solve this problem?" Is there a way? ”
Su Zhaobin shook his head and said with emotion: "Actually, if this role is played by Zhou Xun, it will not be a problem." ”
You're talking nonsense.
Li Qing's belly scolded, and said: "Director, I don't think it makes sense for us to talk about this now, right?" ”
Su Zhaobin felt Li Qing's dissatisfaction, and said with a smile: "I don't mean to accuse, I mean you have to find a way to solve it." ”
"I'll fix it?" Li Qing's eyes widened in surprise.
"Of course." Su Zhaobin shrugged, "You two are the biggest in the crew." ”
Li Qing finally frowned: "Director, we have always respected your creative wishes, what do you mean by that?" ”
Su Zhaobin looked at Li Qing, was silent for a while, and after a while, he also pinched his eyebrows, skipped the topic, and proposed: "Otherwise, when shooting, as long as you take a close-up, divide the picture of the three people, what do you think?" ”
"Is there no other way?" Li Qing also naturally followed the other party's words.
"Then it might have to wear away the light from her eyes."
"What do you mean? Didn't understand too much. ”
"It's very simple, keep ng, keep coming back until Tiantian feels tired, tired, and naturally becomes numb."
Li Qing glanced at Jing Tian, who was filming seriously, and hesitated a little in his heart.
Acting is actually a discipline that requires a lot of knowledge.
This kind of knowledge is not only what you learn in books, but also contains the accumulation of life experience and experience.
There is no actor in the world who is a completely pure experiential actor, and it is often a combination of experiential and methodological expressionism.
Because you can't really kill someone when you're playing a killer.
We often divide performance into three genres.
Experience is like a lemon, you have really eaten it, so you will have a sour feeling, and naturally there will be a sour presentation, which is what the experience brings you.
But what if you haven't eaten lemons?
Then you must have drunk vinegar, and you have transformed the feeling of drinking vinegar, and the replacement of this emotion is methodism.
And what is Expressionism?
It's that you don't need to eat lemons, you don't need to drink vinegar, you grab a sour word and present it with grin.
Therefore, performance requires imagination, but the problem is that imagination is not infinite, it is based on cognition, and cannot transcend cognition.
It's like you have to know what acid means, you have to know how it is defined, you have to know how to imagine it.
This becomes a ring.
That is to say, it is impossible for all actors in the world to be divided into one genre purely and simply, it must be combined with each other, and if this method cannot be solved, it will be made up for by another method.
This is a normal thing.
Black cats and white cats, catching rats are good cats.
This is a theoretical thing, specific to practice, just like the drizzle played by Jing Tian, she is a killer who has been enlightened by Buddhism, is tired of killing, and wants to quit the rivers and lakes.
The Wheel King used her and Jiang Asheng's lives to threaten her to snatch Rama's body, and her performance should be to hold on to her last breath and be full of exhaustion to complete this last task.
Instead of being like a fledgling newcomer, he is full of yearning and expectation for the rivers and lakes.
Just like Su Zhaobin said: Jing Tian's eyes are too smart, too passionate, and full of vitality, she doesn't have that kind of mental weakness and exhaustion.
Some old people can be as true as children, but theirs is really different, they haven't read all the lead, and they can't wash anything out.
So Su Zhaobin said that he had to grind, keep ng, keep repeating, and grind out that sense of exhaustion.
But it should be noted that this is not a simple ng, once Su Zhaobin uses this method, he will not tell Jing Tian what is wrong with your performance, but ask you to figure it out yourself, his purpose is to make Jing Tian lose his performance intention, lose his performance direction, and even lose his confidence in acting.
made Jing Tian dazed, anxious, irritable, and finally numb and dark, and then the fatigue and weakness naturally came out.
And this method requires Li Qing not to communicate with Jing Tian, because once he says it, it will not work.
This is actually a kind of eagle-style training method, and the best way to play this method is Wong Kar-wai.
What Li Qing hesitates is that this method is actually a kind of harm to the actor, because it will break your performance confidence, make you doubt yourself, deny yourself, and finally produce a kind of evasion and disgust with acting.
There is a kind of pressure on the set, because filming is not simply your work as an actor, there are co-actors around you, there are supporting roles, there are dragon sets, photographers, lighting, scene notes, radio, etc., etc., every time you do it again, it is a negation, once you find that the problem simply appears on you, then all the pressure will have an outlet at the same time, swarming towards you, slapping your head and covering your face, which is enough to beat you up and make you feel ashamed.
Li Qing snorted: "Let's stop for a while, I'll talk to her." ”
Li Qing suddenly discovered a mistake of his own, he shouldn't have been the producer himself.
Just like all celebrities have an agent, it is impossible for people to be free of contradictions and conflicts, and having a person in the middle is actually a kind of protection.
While silently learning from the experience, he also decided that this cooperation would be the last cooperation with Su Zhaobin.
Regardless of whether Su Zhaobin's original intention was to perform better, he couldn't control his malicious speculation.
I hold the baby in the palm of my hand like a baby, but you want to hurt her.
Li Qing fell silent, like a cold reef on the coast.
People are always growing, just like when he first stepped into the threshold of acting, he always couldn't help but want to change the script.
In fact, this is what all actors want to do, and many times their original intention is really just to play well, but often the good intention will also become bad.
And Li Qing quickly came out of the wrong way, and there was a course in the acting course called "Fundamentals of Drama Directing", which was not intended to teach the actors to direct, but just wanted the actors to have the vision of a director as much as possible, consider the problem from the overall situation, and marked the footnotes to the highest task of performance and throughout the action.
Li Qing quickly shook off those chaotic thoughts, he needed to think of a way, a better way to help Jing Tian.
The crew finished work, Li Qing pushed the dinner, and sat silently in the room pondering the script.
"Cat, I'm back." Jing Tian walked in with a bag of barbecue, she was always full of vitality, like a little sun, and the gloom in the room was instantly dispelled with her arrival.
"You're done so soon?" Li Qing put down the pen in his hand and looked over with a smile.
"It's not interesting that you're not there. Now, I brought it to you. Jing Tian put the barbecue in front of Li Qing, and Bling ran to get a glass of water, and while drinking, he flipped through the script in Li Qing's hand, and asked, "What are you doing?" ”
"It's nothing, I'm just thinking about how to play the next play." Li Qing took a skewer and ate it while looking at Jing Tian, "Bao, I have a question for you." ”
"What's the problem?" Jing Tian leaned on the desk and turned the pen boredly.
"Why do you want to be an actor?"
"Huh?" Jing Tian looked at Li Qing a little surprised, and said strangely, "Why do you suddenly ask this?" ”
Li Qing stretched out a finger and poked her face, tender and slippery, she couldn't help but stretch out another finger and pinched it, and said with a smile: "You tell me about it." ”
"Annoying!" Jing Tian pulled his hand away: "You say first, why do you want to be an actor?" ”
"I'll ask you first!"
"How can I say this when you suddenly ask this! Speak first, and I'll listen to your answer. ”
"Bao, you're going to copy me even with this?"
"Who copied you?" Jing Tian blew up like a cat, "Li Xiaoqing, what do you mean?" ”
"Okay, okay. I'll start with that. Li Qing helplessly held his forehead, thought for a while and said, "I actually just thought that people must leave some traces in the world to prove that they have been here......"
"Stop, stop!" Jing Tian pursed his lips and said in disgust, "Little Kitty Li, do you know what I hate about you the most?" ”
Li Qing was a little confused: "What's wrong with me?" ”
Jing Tian stretched out his hand to pinch Li Qing's face, and said with his mouth closed: "What I hate the most is that you sublimate one thing into your life at every turn." Do you know what life is? ”
Li Qing was choked: "Then do you know?" ”
"I don't know!" Jing Tian's face was taken for granted, "But I know that a person's life is called life, you are only 20 years old, and you can talk about life at every turn, just like an old man." Bother! ”
Li Qingde admitted that although Jing Xiaotian didn't like to read, he was right, he looked at Jing Tian's cute little appearance, and said with a smile: "Then can you tell me now, why do you want to be an actor?" ”
"It's simple." Jing Tian raised his chin and said proudly, "I like it!" ”
"Like?"
"That's right. I love acting. I want to be a female general in armor, I want to be like Nezha and turn over the river and the sea with a chaotic silk, I want to be a female policeman with a gun to catch bad guys, biubiubiu! I also want to be like my mother, open a company and be the president, I want to be a heroine, or a big villain, the most evil kind, who specializes in snatching children's lollipops, hehehaha......"
Jing Tian crossed his waist and laughed, his smug expression overflowing.
Li Qing looked at her blankly.
He suddenly realized that he just regarded acting as a hobby, a tool to record his life.
And Jing Xiaotian, what she is talking about is an emotion that she has never had.
No, that feeling may have been felt before I lost my sight.
Li Qing suddenly remembered that he had also had this kind of yearning, this kind of expectation, and he had also gone to an Internet café to play games and kill all sides in the game.
Does that expectation need a reason?
No, you don't.
It's just love.