Don't pretend, I'm in a showdown

Let me report to you the results after it was put on the shelves, 3465 collections, 553 first orders, and the subscription ratio is not bad.

But I have bad news for you......

Don't worry, it's not meant to be cut, although I have experience with cutting......

That's right, I'm not a newcomer author, and one of the leaders of this book is my original author.

My first book was written in February of this year, and it was about MC.

At that time, I was writing a book for the first time, and I could only update one chapter a day, but fortunately, there were fewer people who wrote about this subject at the beginning, and I wrote something again.

At that time, I had the best results in this genre, and it was also the most promising, even if I updated the crotch pull, I was also classified on the front page of the starting point.

But it was precisely because of the update that there were not many people chasing the change, and then the first order results were directly pulled after the shelves, so my mentality collapsed (the collection was nearly 20,000 at that time).

I was thinking that I was updating the power point at that time and getting better recommendations (the editor suggested that I should change at least two times a day at the beginning), and maybe I would have it.

But these weren't the main reasons, I gave up more because of my family.

Yesterday, some book friends in the book friend group joked that their home was demolished (although I don't know if it was a joke), and I joked that my family started making masks before the epidemic.

Actually, what I said is true.

My dad opened a factory to make masks when he was SARS in 02, opened a store in Yiwu Trade City in 07, and was the first to open an online store on Taobao to sell masks and other disposable products, and has been doing it until now.

After entering the society, I naturally didn't want to continue to use the family's money, and I saw too much, so I thought about writing it (my dad is in Yiwu, my mom is in Wuhan, and I stay alone in the house in my hometown).

But in the months I wrote, due to my slow update, I basically had no income, and I was still using my family's money.

So every once in a while, my dad asked me to help him or something, but because I wasn't very interested in his industry, I always refused.

After that, my dad also gave up and began to say that I should find a field by myself, give me the resources and capital to start with, and let me operate it myself.

At this time, it happened that my book was on the shelves not long ago.,Every day in addition to the code word is the code word.,Looking at the number of subscribers who haven't improved.,I can't help but question what is the reason for me to continue to code.。

So I cut the book.

Because every time I start to code words, I will think about whether what I am doing is meaningful, whether it is a waste of time, which also causes me to be often distracted and anxious about code words, and finally I simply stop coding and start to think about all this.

I thought, if it's just to "support myself without family money", then I have too many options, and my dad told me about the easiest one.

I go to work in his company, I don't have to do anything every day, anyway, I don't do it, there are other people who do it, and the salary is the same, even if I want to write, it doesn't delay much.

To be honest, I was very impressed at the time, but I refused.

At this point, I actually understood why I kept refusing to go to my dad's because I was resisting something there.

In the business district, all kinds of immoral things are very common, really common, because my dad has wanted me to have insight since I was a child, and often takes me to see all kinds of people and scenes.

It is not uncommon to rely on some black means to make a net worth of more than 100 million, especially in recent years, when the epidemic has broken out, you may not think of all kinds of ugly food.

My hometown is Xiantao, you can see masks made casually, my uncle has worked the construction site for more than ten years, and he can earn millions a year, but the year before last, I saw a little gangster who used to whisper to my uncle, and he made a hundred million dollars by relying on masks.

I won't go into many examples.

So what I'm afraid of is that I'm in that environment, and I'm gradually becoming the person I didn't want to be.

Maybe I've read some philosophy books, I always have a romantic thinking, my dad said I was naΓ―ve.

Since I don't want to get in touch with the business district and don't want to rely on my family to make a living, I either work part-time or make money through the Internet.

But to be honest, I don't like part-time jobs.

I was in the winter vacation of junior high school (I don't remember the specific winter vacation of junior high school) by my dad on the grounds of exercise, he was left to work in his friend's company (only my dad friend knows), sleeping in the company's dormitory every day, I have an uncle in his thirties, there is a young man who has just graduated from Zhejiang University, and he is doing chores behind the company every day, and there is no end to the kind.

Looking at the uncle who was lazy from time to time but flattered and flattered by the supervisor, and the young man who learned well, I felt a feeling of not knowing what to do.

Interestingly, at the company's annual meeting, I experienced the feeling of being the protagonist, when I was sitting in the seat of ordinary employees eating, and on the other side was the big round table full of CEOs, and my father suddenly took me to toast (in fact, to say hello).

The supervisor knew my dad and immediately knew what was going on with me, and his smiling face began to bloom at me frequently.

After greeting me and returning to my seat, the attitude of the two roommates really changed in an instant (they asked me how old I was, and after I answered truthfully, they thought I was a school dropout to work).

When my part-time job was about to end, that uncle didn't forget to get close to me, and I still remember that expression.

Of course, it's not just because you don't want to work because you don't like it.

Most of the people around me are officials, bosses, or people who have become rich, and I feel a bit of a loss of face when I work part-time.

In addition, I always have an inexplicable self-confidence that I can make money easily (maybe it is because of my lack of knowledge, or because of my dad, who often tells me about himself or a friend's example of making money, so that I think it is not so difficult to make money).

So my first thought was not to go to work if I had no choice but to do it.

Then the problem is, if I don't work, I can only rely on the Internet to make money.

I used to be an up master, and I gave up after doing it for a while, and I had no money at all.

So I set my sights on writing.

To be precise, I've been eyeing it for a long time, because I'm a person who has ideas and wants to express myself.

However, I know very well that if there is no good writing, no one will read the Internet mixed with all kinds of private goods.

So I chose the same people for the first part.,In fact, my choice was quite successful.,But in the end, it still failed.。

Because there was a point of disagreement at that time, do you want to write to make money, or do you want to write something that can express your thoughts?

Of course I'd like to do both if I could, and make money standing up.

But I don't have that ability.

This ability naturally refers to the ability to write.

So how can you improve your writing skills?

My idea is that I have to learn the Chinese first, and then read more classic books before I write.

However, I just keep writing, and if I want to say that there may be improvements, such as the ability of hydrology, such as the arrangement of cool points, such as astringent paragraphs......

But can these really be called writing skills?

Knowing this, I fell into anxiety, I was afraid that I would be stuck in a dead loop, and I would never be able to get out of it and go and make money on my feet.

All of the above, combined, led me to give up on my first book.

After that, I started reading books, and I started thinking about new subjects, to see if I could make money standing up.

After a few months, I continued to use the family money even though I didn't make any money.

It's also ironic to say that he doesn't want to use his family's money every day, but he has kept it the same for nearly a year.

So the guilt arises spontaneously, especially when the money is spent for enjoyment, not long after the sweetness, the bitterness instantly surges, irrigating the whole body.

In the end, I couldn't stand it anymore, so I thought that I would just write a cool article first and earn enough money to eat.

So I thought about this book.

From the beginning of writing this book, I began to stop asking my family for money, and the only money I had left was only used to survive, buy rice, noodles, dumplings, etc., and go to relatives' houses from time to time to eat (but people always ask me how much money I make, so I go less).

Now it's finally time to get back to what I said at the beginning.

I updated three chapters yesterday, and the number of subscriptions is more than 1,700 (which can be understood as how many starting coins you share), which translates to less than 10 yuan.

In other words, my main income next month may be the 1,500 yuan for full attendance.

There are a lot of voices that say I'm slower, and as a reader, I sometimes think that 10,000 a day is slow, because I read it all at once.

So I can understand the sound.

But my ability is limited.,It's a handicapped.,The friends in the group may know.,I code words for more than 10 hours a day.,Sometimes I can't code 3 chapters.。

So I was anxious every day, for fear that the readers would not be satisfied and the few subscription dollars would be gone.

But now it's okay, the subscription money is far less than the money for full attendance, and I was instantly happy.

Since that's the case, it's better to just mix up every day, and you don't have to look at the comments carefully every day, for fear that your tone is not good, that you don't reply in time, and that you are afraid that the plot will be dissatisfied......

Anyway, this book is "making money on my knees", so why should I care so much about others pointing fingers at me.

I can support myself with the money of full attendance.

So I decided today to spend two chapters a day to get full attendance, and the rest of the time to improve myself and develop a side hustle by the way.

As for what kind of side hustle it is, I won't say anything.

Speaking of which, it seems that there is nothing more to say, it is time to sleep.

Good night, Maka Baka.

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