46. Girl's heart

Yuan Lingchao agrees with Yuan Wanyin's idea, and it is okay for women to write books and talk about it, but it may not be widely circulated and difficult to promote.

A trace of sorrow dissipated between Yuan Wanyin's eyebrows, "It's just an idea, and I haven't had a clue yet." ”

In the British Mansion, she is the daughter of the British Princess, Bai Huilin treats her like a daughter, she is carefree, innocent, and never worries about her future.

Before she fell in love with Liu Shishu, she also had her own dream, dreaming of being able to brave the world and travel all over the world, but all this was classified as a girl's dream with Liu Shishu's marriage to a distant marriage.

"Don't be in a hurry when you have a clue," Yuan Lingchao said, "Auntie, you can take your time writing a book, you can think about this remarriage, if you really have no intention, your niece will not strongly oppose it." ”

No matter how you say it, it's also someone's private matter, so why do you want to intervene?

Yuan Wanyin was thoughtful, "I'll think about it." ”

Actually, she doesn't really want to hold Ruzhang for the rest of her life and not marry, it's just that she has too much to think about, and she really has enough energy to remarry.

"That's okay, as long as my aunt is measured."

Yuan Lingchao smiled.

After visiting Yuan Wanyin and Yuan Ruzhang's mother and daughter, Yuan Lingchao didn't stay long, and turned around and left Yushengyuan.

Yuan Wanyin was stunned, wandering out of the world.

Just now Yuan Lingchao said that she might consider remarrying, and a face appeared in her mind, which was a past that many people didn't know.

It was only a year before she and her husband, and one day, she left her maid and ran happily outside the English mansion, running freely through the streets like a hawk that had seen a rabbit.

Everything she saw was novel, and, when she finally got out of the house again, she was happier than anyone else, and ran and ran, and ran into an alley, and the more she went, the narrower it became, and she was lost, and forgot the way she came.

She's in a hurry, she's panicked, how can she get home?

In a hurry, she walked a few steps in place, and then went around and around to return to the original point, and couldn't help but be angry and annoyed.

"What's going on? I don't know the way anymore. ”

Yuan Wanyin looked left and right, neither found anyone coming, nor did she see a way to get out, she stomped her feet without saying anything, and her eyes gradually moistened.

"Daddy, Ruyi, I'm here, who will save me?"

Yuan Wanyin shouted, and her voice echoed in the sky.

It's a shame that she is a girl who grew up in the capital, and she can still get lost and can't get out, and the ridiculous thing is that she can't even forget where this alley is.

Yuan Wanyin was scared, if she was forgotten from now on, or couldn't recognize the way home, wouldn't that be a child that no one wanted?

"Daddy, mother, mother!" At the critical moment, he called out to the British Duchess Bai Huilin, who had been dead for many years, and looked forward to her taking her out quickly.

After Yuan Wanyin shouted several times, no one came at all, and even the silence was terrifying, and at this moment, Yuan Wanyin, who was not afraid of heaven and earth, began to tremble.

Yuan Wanyin had no choice but to squat down, clasp her arms, and sobbed quietly, "Who will save me?" I don't know here, hurry up and come here. ”

After shouting countless times, someone finally came.

I saw a young man in black with a bold nose, a clear spirit, and slanted eyebrows and sideburns, walking out of the corner, coming to Yuan Wanyin, and looking at her for about a moment.

Yuan Wanyin's sobbing voice immediately stopped, and when she looked up, the tall and mighty man seemed a little indifferent to her, only to hear him say, "Don't cry, I'll take you away." ”

"Okay, great."

Although the other party's tone was cold, Yuan Wanyin was not afraid of him at all, she had an intuition that this man would not hurt her.

"Please don't speak." Without mentioning Yuan Wanyin's reaction, he knocked her unconscious, and the man in black picked her up directly, took her out of the alley with a light luck.

The process was very fast, and Yuan Wanyin was also clicked on by the young man and regained her will.

Yuan Wanyin was suddenly grateful, "Thank you, big brother." ”

"Big brother, what's your name? I asked my dad to thank you. ”

Yuan Wanyin wanted to ask the other party's name, but the man in black disappeared again after a moment's effort.

Yuan Wanyin was extremely disappointed, "This big brother has come and gone without a trace." ”

However, this encounter did not leave any impression on her, at most she remembered that a mysterious man saved her.

Later, sometimes when she passed by this small alley, she would walk in on a whim and take a look, only to find no one or almost get lost.

Yuan Wanyin was very curious, who was that man? Is the supernatural power vast and omnipotent?

Yuan Wanyin's doubts were answered at a palace party, she met the young man who saved her, the other party was the hot young general Chen Zhiyuan, Chen Zhiyuan is tall and mighty, but he can fight, he was recommended by the British public, he also lived up to expectations, repeatedly made military exploits, and defeated several enemy harassment and aggression over the years, and became famous.

The British Duke admires him very much and thinks that he is a piece of jade, enough to take on heavy responsibilities, and for Yuan Wanyin, Chen Zhiyuan is not only a young general who became famous in World War I, but also a cold-hearted big brother.

Only, why did he appear in that place?

Yuan Wanyin was puzzled.

During the banquet, her skirt was accidentally spilled with wine, and she was going to change her clothes, and the palace maid accompanied her down.

However, what I never expected was that this dressing storm was a well-planned conspiracy, someone wanted to calculate her, force her to marry an embroidered pillow, with an empty belly, it was best to discredit her, obviously planned by someone who was at odds with her.

It's just that her drinks are passive, she can't escape for the time being, and she can't go far, who can help her?

Yuan Wanyin was dizzy and could only struggle to walk fast, but she unconsciously bumped into an old man, the man she was very familiar with, Chen Zhiyuan.

Chen Zhiyuan saw that her face was red and delirious, and knew that she was not in good condition, so he quickly took her away, where was that place, it seemed to be a place in the palace.

Chen Zhiyuan took out a handkerchief, used cold water to sober her up, and used sobering tea by the way, feeding her one bite at a time.

Although Yuan Wanyin did not wake up quickly, she gradually regained her strength, she was given sweat medicine and couldn't resist, fortunately Chen Zhiyuan saved her, otherwise the consequences would be unimaginable.

Yuan Wanyin patted her head, and when she saw Chen Zhiyuan, she was first startled, and then politely greeted, as if they were not familiar with each other.

Chen Zhiyuan is the same, everything is so simple, there are not too many entanglements.

Yuan Wanyin appeared in time, which shocked the conspirators, this palace calculation, in the end, let the schemers ask for their own hardships.

After returning home, Yuan Wanyin collected the handkerchief that Chen Zhiyuan gave her, but the other party did not ask her back, so she would return it to him when she had a chance in the future.

Chen Zhiyuan left without staying in the capital for long, causing Yuan Wanyin to lose the opportunity to return the handkerchief.

Chen Zhiyuan fought bravely on the battlefield, and the rewards continued, Yuan Wanyin thought that Chen Zhiyuan would be a career that had been smooth for a lifetime, but as a result, Chen Zhiyuan was careless and underestimated the enemy, and was ambushed by the enemy, and he didn't know whether he was alive or dead.

The news was transmitted back to the imperial court, and the whole dynasty was boiling.

Some ministers advocated sending troops to rescue Chen Zhiyuan, some were jealous of Chen Zhiyuan's infinite scenery, and began to fall into the ground, concluding that he had rebelled, and some ministers advocated waiting and watching the changes, and the enemy did not move, I did not move, anyway, there was a lot of noise.

The capital also began to gossip constantly, questioning Chen Zhiyuan's voices more and more, these people chased after Chen Zhiyuan when he was in the limelight, Chen Zhiyuan changed his face after defeat, Yuan Wanyin didn't look down on their style, when some people attacked and slandered Chen Zhiyuan, she was justified, argued, clarified the rumors for Chen Zhiyuan, and proved that he did not defect to the enemy.

Yuan Wanyin spoke for Chen Zhiyuan under pressure, which attracted some criticism, but she didn't care. The benefactor's name cannot be destroyed.

Sure enough, Chen Zhiyuan did not surrender to the enemy, but instead took this opportunity to join forces with the outside and attack the enemy's base camp, and this time it was a complete victory for Great Qin.

At this moment, Chen Zhiyuan really became famous in the first battle, and the world knew it, and the enemy army was terrified from now on and did not dare to approach.

When Chen Zhiyuan returned to Beijing, Yuan Wanyin happily waited for him in the city.

Coincidentally, did the other party have a heart, and looked in the direction of Yuan Wanyin, this look, Yuan Wanyin's cheeks suddenly turned red, and he didn't dare to speak.

She has always been frank and swaying, never squirming, but when Chen Zhiyuan looked at her, that kind of warm gaze made her heart pound.

She was impressed by Chen Zhiyuan's heroism, and she was also happy that Chen Zhiyuan returned from a great victory, and at the same time, she was also moved by Chen Zhiyuan's kindness.

I don't know when, Yuan Wanyin got used to getting to know Chen Zhiyuan, to inquire about Chen Zhiyuan, she admitted that she liked Chen Zhiyuan, she went to approach Chen Zhiyuan several times, sending things, meeting, and talking, it was very natural, but it was just ......

Chen Zhiyuan didn't seem to have any special thoughts about her, Yuan Wanyin recalled that when she plucked up the courage to confess to him, Chen Zhiyuan replied to her: "I'm sorry, I don't dare to bear it." ”

Her love was forced to run aground because of this sentence.

She couldn't tell what was feeling in her heart, frustration, disappointment, anger, despair, or both.

Chen Zhiyuan didn't love her, and she couldn't find it to grovel to her.

Liu Shishu's flattery made her happy, but she also hesitated, the other party was just a weak scholar, far less brave and fearless than Chen Zhiyuan.

However, thinking of Chen Zhiyuan's ruthlessness, Yuan Wanyin gritted her teeth and agreed to Liu Shishu.

She was going to marry far away to Qingzhou, and when the British government was carefully preparing a dowry for her, Chen Zhiyuan suddenly came over and asked her why she agreed to marry Liu Shishu?

Yuan Wan smiled angrily, "It has nothing to do with you!" ”

Chen Zhiyuan's anger, she felt incredible, it was you who rejected me in the first place, why did you want me to wait for you all the time?

Chen Zhiyuan left in despair, and he did not participate in Yuan Wanyin's wedding.

Later, Yuan Wanyin only occasionally heard that Chen Zhiyuan was guarding the border pass, and the scenery became less and less.

Yuan Wanyin smiled, the past is cloudy, why do you need to say more?

Eight years later, when Yuan Wanyin recalled all this, she suddenly realized that the world is impermanent, and things are not people.

Chen Zhiyuan has never married, she is physically and mentally exhausted, and she has no energy to pursue love anymore.