Fanwai Cen Biqing

When I saw her again, it had been nearly a thousand years apart. He and her became the strangest people, close at hand, as if they were far away from the world.

"Xu Hanwen? …… Mortal? He raised the corners of his eyebrows, not hiding his sarcasm, "Is it Xin Jun who asked you to find me?" ”

The little boy in Xuanyi lowered his eyes with his hands tied, "Although it is ridiculous...... But it was Xin Jun's own divination. Come to think of it, only the king can make things happen. ”

He sneered, "Then Xin Jun didn't tell you, Cen Biqing is a person who listens to people at will?" ”

"Xin Jun only said that he only had to inform the person who cooperated with the king, and the king would definitely not refuse again."

Someone who won't say no? Is this a reveal?

…… A blurry image came to mind.

He silently put his hands behind his back and looked at a blood-red coral reef for a long time before he asked, "Who?" ”

"Shan Mountain, Bai Suzhen."

Who is Baek So-jeong? He always wanted to know, who is Bai Suzhen? Who could be this woman who would occasionally appear in his dreams?

It's a stranger, why do you have this sense of déjà vu?

This question has puzzled him for nearly a thousand years.

After Lan Qing left, he had been sitting on the glazed tiles of the Crystal Palace waiting for her arrival. Then, watching her expression go from confused to indifferent, she finally volleyed in circles with a look of surprise...... I didn't notice him. And he clearly didn't use any spells.

Is vigilance so bad? He felt he needed to remind her.

"Tsk, you're the snake demon?"

"You're the snake demon!" She jerked her head up and pouted, her eyes overlit and a look of chagrin.

He thought, he had seen such an expression before, but he forgot what year and month it was.

Just as he had agreed to the task by mistake, he felt familiar to her. Familiar with her every smile, every expression...... It's as if her whole person has been engraved in the bottom of her heart...... But it's clearly unfamiliar.

If memory serves, he'd never seen her before.

It is precisely because of this Mo Ming's familiarity that he has always treated her preferentially...... Although she probably never felt it.

This is a heartless snake demon.

"Susu, have you ever ...... Ever seen a green snake? Once, out of the blue, he asked her that.

"Green Snake?" She thought for a moment and said, "Naturally, I've seen it...... Isn't that you? ”

"When?"

She turned her head to look at him suspiciously, "Naturally, it's now." ”

……

Sure enough, I don't recognize it.

On the day she married Xu Xian, he kissed her.

She said he shouldn't have been so affectionate to her...... She said they were just two people who didn't know each other...... There's no need for them to be so close, she said......

For the first time, he discovered that although this monster was stupid, sometimes the words he said could really infuriate people.

She kissed her in a hurry, but in the end...... He is also the one who is confused......

She was always alone in the same place to confuse his strangeness, but it never occurred to her to walk in and share his feelings.

For the first time, she said what she was thinking, but it was to his Shikigami. He told her that he had made a doll substitute, but he didn't tell her that the doll was infused with his spiritual sense. What she said, he heard.

When she said these words, he was listening to his subordinates report the death and injury in the palace this time, and her low murmur came from his ears. Then, all that was left in his ears was her voice.

She said a lot in fits and starts, as if it was for him, but more like for herself. He couldn't remember a lot of words...... I just remember that she said that she was scared...... She's complaining that he's always bullying her.

He heard her say, "Cen Biqing...... You're such a bastard......"

His brow furrowed.

She said, "I seem to like you a little bit......

At that moment, he thought, he was happy.

She then said, "But I can't like you anymore...... Cen Biqing, I can't like you anymore. ”

She's right...... It's just that...... He covered his chest, knowing that the wisest way should be to let go, but why was this heart so uncomfortable? Monster...... How can there be human emotions? Maybe it's an illusion.

But he soon learned that it was not a delusion...... When he smelled the man's scent on her, his anger as he lost control was so clear.

At that moment...... He really wanted to destroy her with his own hands...... His things would rather be broken in his own hands than defiled by others......

And he shouldn't have been.

Nan Lao once asserted that his face like this must be a fateful peach blossom. The number of qi in this life is destined to be ruined on a love word.

He was noncommittal, but he was sneering in his heart. A man who has lost his roots...... How can you still be entangled in love? Her mother, a woman who is desperate for love, has the best blessing for her child to take away his love roots.

Ruthless is rigid, and loveless is sprinkled.

……

So he ...... now?

And why?

When Nan Lao took the initiative to appear again, the first thing he said was, "You Cen Biqing have always been cold-blooded and cold-hearted, and now you still want to taste what the love in this world is like for that little white snake?" …… If you lose yourself, you will lose more than you gain. ”

"Your words, it's too much." He ignored it coldly, but his heart was clouded, and he couldn't guess and see clearly for the first time.

But he wanted to see through.

At the cost of the loss of the primordial spirit, he broke through the confinement in his body, and finally recovered the lost memories of a thousand years ago.

Nan Lao felt that it was not worth it.

But this kind of thing, only he knows whether it is worth it or not.

Xu Xian......

The Queen Mother of the West, Xi Luo, loves the old boy of the mountain, but he can't ask for it, and he doesn't know about the tenth gambling contract with him.

His attitude towards Susu ...... He minds.

He didn't think that he would let Su Su go, but he thought of giving her a letter of resignation and returning her freedom.

He originally thought he was stupid, but later learned that he was the smartest. Susu's heart is not here at all, not in anyone...... Even if you force it to stay, what will it do? If she is let go like this, she will still be worried.

The identity of the father, the experience of the mother, and the face of himself...... He didn't want to love anyone anymore. However, love is something that is difficult for him to grasp. Only if you have picked it up, you are eligible to put it down. When she appeared in front of him again, he thought that it was probably her, and he had the desire to try it himself...... And he originally wanted to try it, how hurtful and addictive this poison was? Like his mother, he was drunk and died in love...... But in the process of trying, I felt involuntarily and deterred again and again...... Perhaps, when he decided to do so, he was already doomed.

For pure monsters, the word love is even more unbearable than people.

The similarity between demons and demons is also an obsession.

Since you have already picked it up, how can you put it down easily.

She looked stupid, but in fact she was far more clever and resolute than him, and she walked in a hurry, taking nothing with her.

Nan Lao is still ridiculing. "What, don't stop her? What if he leaves and goes out in the wilderness, and can't chase it back, Qing'er won't regret dying? ”

He was silent for a long time, "What I want, I never can't get." ”

He gave the spirit algae to Nan Lao. "When the time comes, I'll give her this......" He gave her a chance to choose, although the outcome was not up to her.

He closed his eyes, and his mind was full of her.

In that case, then stop struggling, let go and let his mind control it. It's just that since he chose to sink, how could he be willing to fall alone in a place she couldn't see...... If he lived, he would live with her and enjoy eternal life...... If he died, he would carry her to hell with him...... Biluo Yellow Spring, the place she can be can only be the square inch of land around him.

He knew that she wanted to tear off all the worries here, and wanted to escape...... But how could he allow her to do so?

What I want in this life is no longer the world's hegemony, and it is no longer a cold and meaningless powerful ...... It's just like that ordinary mortal, with his surname, to give her name.

He remembered that his father had taught him only one thing, that is, what he wanted, and that he had to fight for it by any means and recklessly. The price can be paid, but only if you make sure that it is something you really want, not a spur of the moment.

He wanted her.

But I couldn't bear to hurt her because of this.

He was willing to pay the price, but the outcome had to be as he wanted.

He wanted him to come back, to return to him, willingly and without the slightest reluctance.

As long as she came back, there was no way he could let her go.

He didn't know the thoughts of the Queen Mother of the West, but since she wanted to use him, then he pushed the boat with the water, and saved the trouble of relayout. He created three blue birds in a row, but at the last moment, he admitted all his mistakes and voluntarily suppressed under the Leifeng Tower.

It's actually a gamble, and he's likely to lose out on it...... This was his biggest step back.

Even if he didn't, he wouldn't allow her to forget each other...... Such a tragic ending is that no matter how ruthless and smart she is, he is destined to become a thorn in her heart.

At least let her remember him for the rest of his life...... Of course, this is not enough. He knew too well what he wanted, and he was willing to pay such a price, just to be able to get her, not an illusory thought.

He knew her so well, how could he lose.

She didn't let him down.

In the third month, she rushed into Leifeng Pagoda alone, and the first thing she said when she saw him was, "Cen Biqing, do you dare to make people feel at ease!" What does my business have to do with you! What do you want you to learn from the Virgin Baba to run away for me! ”

If it weren't for that, how could she have come to see him on her own initiative? Now I don't know where the end of the world is chic.

Naturally, she would not know that in the past three months, he had been troubled and anxious. What if it's calculated? He was still worried about whether the little snake would suddenly give up?

The agreement with the Queen Mother of the West is naturally nothing...... He was never a man of his word. This Leifeng Pagoda, he can leave if he wants, and stay if he wants to...... But now he didn't dare to go.

She would never know that his heart was far more honest than he appeared. He heard his suppressed voice that seemed to be unconcerned, "Oh, what are you going to do?" ”

She was choked and said stiffly: "I can't come to shop!" ”

It wasn't what he wanted to hear, and he couldn't say anything disappointed. Still looking at her expressionlessly, "You can go shopping." ”

She stared at him as if she had never been a mustard before, as if she had been trampled on a sore foot, and shouted, "Cen Biqing, you are a big bastard!" …… You're determined to eat me, aren't you! Don't save me any face! ”

He smiled bitterly in his heart, if he really ate her, why was he so uneasy...... Did she look up to him, or did she look down on herself?

"Cen Biqing," she sighed as if giving up, "why was I eaten to death by you?" ”

He was stunned.

She had already jumped up and put her arms around his waist, her lips imprinted on his.

It was the first time she had taken the initiative to kiss him while she was awake...... He found himself enjoying her initiative...... Although she was always like an angry little beast, very rough...... Biting his lip hurt a little...... It doesn't matter, this kind of thing, he can come and teach her. As his consciousness drifted away, he thought, if he could stay together like this, what if he lost his freedom? Even if you are imprisoned in this Lei Feng Pagoda for the rest of your life, there is nothing wrong with it.

All he had to do was have her.

Susu ......

Susu ......

……

Sugan.

Suddenly I remembered the first time I saw her......

That day was actually much earlier than she thought she had met for the first time. That was when he had just been banished to this mountain and sea demon realm, and his mana had not yet been imprisoned.

She descended from the sky and beat off two snake demons who were teasing him for him...... Naturally, she herself was not lightly injured, and her nose and face were swollen from being beaten by those two demons. He stood aside in silence, just thinking she was troublesome. If she hadn't been involved, he would have beaten those two eyeless monsters to pieces.

He Cen Biqing, how can anyone be bullied if he wants to?

She smiled at him, but gasped in pain from the wound that had touched the corner of her mouth.

The snake demon is good at fornication.

It's the first time he's seen such an embarrassed snake girl.

"Hey," she said, "I saved you." ”

Objective?

He raised an eyebrow, waiting for her to continue.

"But I can't save you all the time." She looked at his face left and right, and came to the conclusion, "You look like this, you can't blame others for teasing you!" ”

His eyes were deep, his hands were clenched into fists under the sleeves of his green coat, and he hated others talking about his appearance the most in his life.

"If you want not to be bullied by others, then try to become stronger." When she said this, her eyes were bright and serious.

He slowly let go of his clenched palm, but suddenly wanted to laugh.

He never felt like he was weak.

But...... Perhaps, she was right. He needs to become stronger, so that there is no one left in this world to deceive him.

After that, she never came to him again. But he never forgot ......

Later, he saw her again, but this time, he just hid behind a tree to watch a good show, and never came out again. He recognized her at a glance...... But then she just glared at him hatefully, and dragged her prey away.

Later, the man sent for him...... He had killed them, but he also touched the ban and damaged their vitality...... When she woke up again, she was already on top of her wild waters.

……

At the end of the so-called experience, he was as reluctant as he was when he came. Naturally, the Father knew that using his mother as a threat would deprive him of a hundred years of memory while unlocking his ban.

But he always remembered her, although vaguely.

But never forgotten.

He found the woman of his dreams...... Until she fell in love with that mortal.

After all, it was never his ...... Everything about her has never had anything to do with him.

With a wave of his hand, he smashed the water mirror that had just been condensed, and since then he has stopped paying attention to her news......

I don't know how long it has been.

Only then did he know that she was injured by others, ate the Seven Absolute Leads, and was taken into the White Dragon Cave by Nan Lao to sleep for a hundred years.

……

It's just an unrelated youkai......

He told himself this, but he violated his principles and went to abolish the person who had hurt her with his own hands.

……

She asked him often. "What do you like me for?"

When he didn't answer, she took the trouble to ask again and again.

He thought about it for a moment and smiled, "Maybe it's a long-term relationship." ”

She shook twice and said seriously: "I thought it was love at first sight...... But come to think of it, you were really a scoundrel at that time, and what an innocent person I was, I was dragged by you as a backstop...... If I weren't so kind, I wouldn't care if you lived or died......"

"Yes......"

"Of course!"

……

She seems to be reminiscing about the past lately...... He was a little helpless.

It's always predestined.

He doesn't believe in destiny, but if that person is what he should be...... And he resigned himself to his fate.