Chapter 196, there is no joy or meaning in living

The two were silent for a long time, Guan Zhong bit his lower lip, took a deep breath, slowly put the pink dress in his hand on the sandalwood table next to him, sighed, and said, "Okay! Since you let me go, I'll get out!"

Gu Xun'er had an inexplicable feeling in her heart at the moment, although she had an incomparable hatred for Guan Zhong, but seeing Guan Zhong's lonely back behind her turned around made her feel a trace of compassion in her heart. This man appeared in his own world inexplicably, breaking his originally stable life for no reason, although this life is not warm, but Xiao Huo, who can see his childhood sweetheart every day, can also have a little comfort. Now all this is destruction, Guan Zhong killed Xiao Zhan, and at the same time, Xiao Huo disappeared because of his relationship. In fact, with Guan Zhong's strong strength, after killing Xiao Zhan, he could leave with a swagger, and there was no need to explain Xiao Huo's disappearance to himself. But Guan Zhong explained, and once again came here to save himself in danger. Gu Xun'er's heart softened, and her original deep hatred for Guan Zhong became a little lighter. However, of course, she couldn't let Guan Zhong come back, she didn't know why Guan Zhong was still here, she didn't know Guan Zhong's purpose and identity, she didn't want this man to dangle in front of her eyes.

After Guan Zhong turned around, Gu Xun'er thought that he would leave, but something unexpected happened. Guan Zhong did not leave, but slowly squatted down and rolled twice on the ground covered with fluffy blankets.

Gu Xun'er's beautiful eyes widened, and she looked at Guan Zhong's inexplicable actions in great bewilderment.

"Ahem!I'm already rolling, are you satisfied!?" After Guan Zhong rolled twice, he stood up, patted his robe, smoothed his long hair, turned to look at Gu Xun'er, and showed a shallow smile on his face.

"You ......" Gu Xun'er was speechless for a while, not knowing what to say, but her heart relaxed for some reason. Originally, seeing Guan Zhong leave should have made her happy, but now that Guan Zhong stayed, she actually felt a little relieved. Although Guan Zhong killed Xiao Zhan and let Xiao Huo leave, he treated himself unusually well, which can be felt from a woman's unique sixth sense. And Guan Zhong also saved himself three times and twice, both times when he appeared at a critical juncture. The plot of Guan Zhong's hero saving beauty always appears so coincidentally, Gu Xun'er even wondered if this was a drama arranged by Guan Zhong. But after thinking about it, she was amused by her naïve thoughts, a powerful person like Guan Zhong, and handsome and extraordinary, why do such useless things? If Guan Zhong was in love with her, she would never believe it. She doesn't believe in love at first sight in this world, that kind of love is just appearance, and real feelings can only evolve into love if they get along for a long time and understand each other. Perhaps, all this was said by Guan Zhong, and he came here by chance.

Looking at Gu Xun'er's speechless appearance, as if she was thinking about something, Guan Zhong slowly picked up the pink dress on the table with a soft smile on her face, and slowly walked towards the soft couch, saying as she walked: "I'm sorry! I apologize for what I did in the past like you! I was indeed a little too impulsive at that time, so I killed that man! However, if it weren't for that man's attitude towards me being too arrogant and arrogant, I wouldn't have been able to kill him so easily." It's just that because I was dressed like a beggar, he yelled at me, and I couldn't stand it. If I had dressed as I have done today, I am afraid he would have bowed to me respectfully. In the secular world, human nature is like this, and although I hate this, I can't change it completely. This can only be blamed on his bad fate, who happened to meet me. As for the boy named Xiao Huo, I didn't lie to you, he was indeed captured by a birdman!"

Guan Zhong had already come to Gu Xun'er's side as he spoke, Gu Xun'er didn't reject it, it seemed that she had figured it out, and she also believed Guan Zhong, so she opened her mouth and asked Guan Zhong in a low voice: "But, why did you come here? Did you find me because you had the Alliance Jade Pendant? But at that time, I found out that you didn't know anything about the Alliance Jade Pendant! If you can tell me why you came here, I can forgive you for the mistakes you made!"

"Okay! Actually, there's nothing to hide, and it's okay to talk to you!" Guan Zhong nodded slightly, his tone was calm, and he rarely wanted to confide his heart to others, "Actually, three years ago, I was a useless waste. All of a sudden, I gained a lot of energy, so I went around destroying the evil sects and killing the corrupt officials. But, as time went on, I got tired of it. Because I found that in this world, as long as people are selfish, they will be greedy, and they will have seven emotions and six desires. I was lost all of a sudden, not knowing what I was supposed to do in this life and how I was going to go on with it.

"Later, I remembered that the mysterious energy in my body was not yet under my complete control. So, I have to look for something that can suppress the energy in my body, otherwise I will explode because of the riot of energy in my body. Although there is no joy or meaning in living, I don't want to die like this. And then all the way around, I got here. I want to go to the Imperial Capital, there is a teleportation formation in Wugu City. But the teleportation formation requires money, so I came to the Xiao family to take some money.

"And then I met you! And then it happened. It all came so suddenly, without any premeditation. When I think about it now, I feel like I did too much. However, the past cannot be changed, only the present can be cherished!"

"You...... You actually came here to get the money to enter the teleportation formation!" This reason made Gu Xun'er unacceptable for a while, but she didn't feel that Guan Zhong was lying, but she felt even more sad about Xiao Zhan's death, and her body seemed to recover a little, Gu Xun'er slowly sat up wrapped in a quilt, looked into Guan Zhong's eyes, and said, "I believe in you! But why did you dress up as a beggar that day? Just like you said, if you didn't dress up like that, Uncle Xiao Zhan wouldn't treat you like that!" And you won't kill Uncle Xiao Zhan!"

"This ......" Guan Zhong cracked his mouth in embarrassment, swallowed a mouthful of saliva, looked away from the side, and said with some embarrassment, "Dressing up like that is actually just to pretend to be forced!" (To be continued.) )