After the mission was completed, Sano and Ito were separated.

…… In fact, of course, Sanno can feel that his state is not quite right.

A moment of irritability and boredom may be due to something.

But if it's a long time, it can't be like this.

Of course, Sano didn't think much about it, because such things are common, and no one can always be optimistic and happy.

Even if nothing bad happened.

Occasionally, during the climax, no matter what seems to be interesting, even if there is nothing interesting, you can "discover" something interesting through the surface of those boring things.

The normal state of most people is called a quiet period by Sano, where they are interested in interesting things, and they feel distressed and angry when they encounter bad things.

The same occasional low tide may also be called a period of weakness, a period of stress.

Not to mention the bad thing, even if it is an interesting thing, it may only feel noisy and boring, either you don't want to move, or you are extremely irritable.

It's like you're in love.

It's just that unlike love, there can be many loves in life...... Of course, there can be many loves, but at least love can still be said to be traceable, there is a sequence, and the former has no rules.

Come as you say, and go as you go.

It's weirder than the girls' relatives...... So it can also be called "great uncle"?

The problem with Sano is that his "performance" will be stronger than that of ordinary people.

For example, if someone else is stimulated, they may just yell and turn over the family tree.

But it's possible that Sano will do it directly...... Even considering the current situation, it is difficult to say whether it will kill people, or even kill on a large scale.

After all, putting aside the last days of his previous life, this is the first time that Sanno has entered this kind of low tide after getting blood on his hands, and he has no experience.

That's why Sano calls it a stress period.

There is also the reason for the name "Weak Period".

Specifically, people become very pessimistic and even inclined to nihilism...... Maybe there will be a little bit of sage time?

For example, if you are in love at this stage, you will probably feel "Ah, it's really boring to fall in love, let's break up", but here in Sano, it is very likely to be - "Ah, it's really boring to live, let's die".

And that's just one of them.

Others can also be-

It's really boring here, let's live in a different place.

It's really boring to stay in an organization, so let's change the organization.

And so on and so forth.

Not only will there be these conclusions, but there will be a lot of thinking and argumentation ahead...... These thoughts are actually very unnecessary, and there is a high probability that they will be directly left behind after the end of the low tide period, but Sano can't control his brain at all, so he can only let it play freely and wander for nine days.

…… Anyway, in the end, whether it's because of something or something else, the low tide will always end on its own, and it doesn't make much sense to take care of it.

Sano relieved himself a little, making his mood open-minded and embarrassed.

Otherwise, if you really don't care about anything, you might be able to do something...... Although it seems that Sano will not be good if he is not stimulated now, the reason for the word weak is not so simple.

If you feel that life is meaningless and that what you do is meaningless, you will want to find "meaning".

It's like the fake Lori in Gray Plains, who obviously feels that she can't live anymore, but she still has to live with a dead face, so she says that people are contradictory creatures.

Sano's summary of this point is actually - death.

Because people can really do anything in order to live, and they are crazy.

Specifically, you may refer to those extreme sports enthusiasts?

Jumping repeatedly on the edge of the two ideas of "wanting to die" and "trying to find a way not to die" makes people fall deeper and deeper, as if they are in a quagmire, full of powerlessness.

…… All in all, Sano is indeed a little "abnormal" right now.

The "abnormality" before the tomboy duo, Sanno naturally saw it, and he probably understood why the two of them had such an abnormality.

Although Sano doesn't really think of himself as a psychopath.

Considering that most people have neurosis in their eyes, to be precise, the word mental illness represents a code of conduct that represents the goal of judgment, which is much different from ordinary people.

So Sanno may still really belong to yes now.

Sick.

……

When he came to the door, Sano saw a little girl who was sitting at the door in a daze.

“…… Ah, good evening Shu. ”

When the little girl saw Sano, her eyes lit up, and she got up and began to bow.

"Hmm."

After nodding, Sano touched his pocket, and found that the lollipops on his body had already been eaten by himself when Izu was idle, so he could only say: "There is no sugar on my body, and I will make up for it next time." ”

The little girl blinked, her face showed a little hesitation, but in the end she didn't say anything, just nodded and snorted.

came to the door of his house and took out the key to open the door, but Sano did not enter the door immediately, but turned his head to look at the little girl who had been "peeking" at him all the time.

"Where's your mother?"

"I said I was going to work overtime, and I might not be back until dawn."

The little girl replied.

"Oh."

Sano nodded, then asked, "Don't dare to sleep alone?" ”

The little girl blinked again and didn't respond, probably because her self-esteem had risen.

"You can come to my house and stay where you want, sleep if you want, and wait until dawn to go back if you don't want to sleep......"

Before Sano finished speaking, the little girl had already jumped up: "Really!?" ”

Sano: "...... But I have a request, don't make noise when you come in, if you don't sleep, I'll sleep. ”

"Gotcha!"

The little girl turned around excitedly, picked up the key, turned off the light and door, and followed into Sano's house.

Sano pulled out a thin quilt from the big bag in the corner and threw it to the little girl...... For a small child of this size, this is enough.

It is completely possible to wrap each other up and down, and there is no need to take out another bed to cushion underneath.

As for the "bed", the Sano family actually doesn't.

Usually, the quilt is made casually on the edge, just as a bed, and then extra covered with a quilt, which should be the same as the tatami mat saying here in neon.

All in all, the little girl was lying next to Sano.

"Sleep."

Sano didn't take off his clothes, casually covered his stomach with a quilt, and closed his eyes.

The room quickly fell silent.

It wasn't until a long moment later that Sano opened his eyes again: "I said, can you stop staring at me like this." ”

The little girl still blinked.

“…… You can speak now. ”

After receiving the lifting order from Sano's silence order, the little girl finally asked.

"Shu Xiao, are you the only one in your family?"

"Hmm."

"Aren't you afraid?"

"It's not a child, what are you afraid of."

"Shall I be your family then?"

“…… As you see fit. ”

"Then we're family."

Sano didn't say anything more and closed his eyes.

As a result, in the next second, a small hand climbed up Sano's head and stroked it gently.

It's like touching ...... Dog's head is the same.

Sano opened his eyes again, looked at the little girl with her chin next to her, and made a question mark.

“…… What are you doing? ”

(End of chapter)