Chapter 15: If there is no hope

The next day, when I was still feeling depressed because of yesterday's incident, He Yuan, who had no eyesight, started calling me early in the morning and yelling that I needed to practice dancing quickly. The result of some negotiations...... Or Ling Xiao LOSE. I couldn't resist Hewon's threat, and with a heavy heart, I began to practice dancing frantically in the disco in broad daylight.

It's true...... I really didn't have the courage to tell Hewon what I looked like in Woojin's car last night, that fox...... Don't eat me.

Heart-pounding Monday has finally arrived. The seeds of hard work planted with blood and sweat have finally come to the day of harvest. It's both exciting and worrisome. After class, I walked towards the Photography Society with my sparkling curls fluttering. Suddenly, an unpopular figure stood in my way—

"Hello!"

Ah! Cho Hyun-woo, who was wearing strange glasses, stood in front of me with a smile.

"Ah, hello!"

"How are you doing?"

"Oh...... Of course. ”

What, do you have something to say to me? I tried to squeeze out a smile and tried to walk past him, but was stopped by his quivering voice.

"Ling Xiao."

Don't mention words that don't have boundaries!

"I ...... It hasn't changed. ”

"Huh?"

"My heart ...... It hasn't changed, although I've tried to forget about you...... But no. After meeting you at the café that day, I haven't been able to eat and sleep well. Give me a chance, okay? ”

The earth is trembling, ahhhh

"Well, Hyun...... Hyun Woo, I'm ......"

"To be honest, I also know that you don't have me in your heart, but as long as there is a case, I want to test your heart, so I told Ou Yanji to have a relationship with her. But you don't respond. You don't like me, but I love you. Want to get your heart. Can't you understand? ”

“……”

"I'll work hard, Ling Xiao. will make you happy to spend every day, we, let's socialize! ”

The earth is no longer just a matter of trembling, the earth has begun to reverse. Is the freshman nightmare going to be repeated? Something should be said. But the words are always stuck in the throat and can't say a word.

"She already has a boyfriend."

It's not my voice. Although I wanted to say that too, I couldn't bear to look at Hyun Woo's pitiful expression. So I didn't say it all the time.

These are not words that pop out of my mouth, but words that pop out of Shin Hyukwon's mouth when he puts his hand on my shoulder and suddenly appears.

"What?"

Due to the appearance of Hewon, Hyun Woo's face turned red.

"She already has a boyfriend. No, to be exact, there's going to be a boyfriend soon. ”

"Ling Xiao! What did this stinky boy say...... Is it a fact? You...... Do you already have someone you want? ”

"Huh? Hmmm......"

I could feel his heartbreak from Hyun Woo's expression. I'm sorry, I'm really sorry.

"Who is he...... Can you tell me? ”

"Well, that's a bit ......"

"Ah...... Never mind. ”

Hyun Woo let out a long sigh.

"I see, I wish you happiness. But I, Zhao Xuanyu, will not give up on you as long as I am alive. ”

He Yuan touched me, who was staring blankly at the back of Hyun Woo, who was leaving in disheartenment.

"That stinky boy likes your type?"

He Yuan's mocking words finally made me wake up again. So I walked with him to the club.

"What's that sad look on your face? Do you like him? ”

"I don't know, I don't know, my head hurts!"

"Hurry up and answer me! Do you like him? What genre do you prefer? Do you like that four-eyed one? ”

"That's enough, Shin Hyuk Won! Are you annoyed! ”

Frightened by my roar, Hyukwon shut up. Stinky boy has to make me angry, are you willing to be quiet for a while? But, within a minute, he started laughing at me again.

"He's so funny that he would like a girl like you. This is the first time in my life that I have heard someone confess to you, right? It's the first time in my life, right? ”

I felt a general heat gushing out of my head and heart at the same time. I was so sad about the "cannonball" that I was so sad that I even poured salt into my wounds. Shen Heyuan, you're not pleasing enough. A little more excessively, I can't take it anymore.

"So, can't you just give up?"

I raised an eyebrow and yelled at him.

"What?"

"Give it up! Don't say it's a hundred days, even if you wait for a thousand days, no one will like me, let alone make Zhang Yuzhen fall in love with me. In that case, why should I be allowed to suffer so much? That's it! ”

"Why did you suddenly get there?"

"When you first saw me, didn't the words 'you are a cannonball' come out of your mouth? Cannonball? Heh, the shells are no longer ridiculous to me. I've heard the words 'you're dynamite'. What hope do you have for such a person? ”

"Fried, dynamite. Haha......"

He Yuan, who has no eyesight, actually laughed out loud in this situation. People are so sad that they are dying, and you are still laughing? How is it possible to laugh? Somehow, my heart hurt even more.

"Don't laugh, I'm serious, so that's all. No, it has to end there. ”

The people passing by the corridor began to notice us, and I pulled Heyuan to a corner of the corridor to avoid other people's ears. Then I told him one by one about the gaffe in front of Woojin. He Yuan, who deliberately pretended to be serious, couldn't help but laugh out loud when he heard me talk about the incident in stockings and the incident of falling asleep with drooling.

"How? Is there no hope anymore? ”

"Ahem, ahem...... Hahaha! ”

"Don't laugh! I don't say this to make you laugh! Is it so funny to you? It's not funny to me at all. No, I really ...... It's really heart-wrenching! Because there are so many people who like you, you will never experience this feeling in your life. But I'm different. I feel inferior every day. I feel like I'm getting smaller! ”

I couldn't help but revel in my feelings, and I didn't even notice the tears running down my cheeks. Soon, I began to sobble while crying, and suddenly He Yuan, who saw me sobbing, was in a hurry.

"Ling, Ling Xiao! What's wrong? I don't laugh anymore, can't I stop laughing? ”

"Heh, hum ......"

"I'm sorry! Didn't you say you wouldn't laugh? Don't cry anymore. I can't see a girl crying in front of me! ”

I swallowed the sadness that was about to pour out. Seeing that I had stopped crying, He Yuan breathed a sigh of relief. We walked towards the club again, and when we reached the door of the club, He Yuan whispered to me, who was wiping tears from my face with my sleeve:

"If you don't have hope...... How could I choose you? ”