Chapter 67: Heyuan's Heart

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The air gradually became warmer, and under the moonlight that seemed to be yellowish and white tonight, Shin Hyukwon must be humming quietly on the balcony.

"Because of my greed, my self-esteem, I feel like I'm going to lose you!

Every day, there are countless times when I want to confess to you, but I ......

As soon as I see you, my heart will pound, because I am afraid that you will notice that I just keep my head down......

I love you, I love you, and I don't want friendship......

How long will everything be hidden, and when will it be turned back?

I'm a fool, and I've lost myself from the day I fell in love with you.

You're like the sea in my heart...... I love you! ”

He Yuan, who was singing quietly, probably thought that he was a little ridiculous like this, so he laughed heartily. With the sound of the lonely wind highlighting the night, he began to whisper his words to the moonlight:

Any idea the name of the song? SeaofGe

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Yes, that's it. It was the song played by our band during the celebration. You fool, you don't know yet, I wrote the lyrics to this song. I spent a month meditating on it for you, and you know that my writing skills have never been very good, but you are really slow to react, and you don't even notice the title of the song? SeaofGe

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ess. My sea. Scold...... Remember? When I was in a match made in heaven, my seniors said that you are like the vast sea, do you really not remember?

The sea of the sea, the vast groan.

Ling Xiao.

yes, that's you, fool. At that time, I did some research on you to find out your kanji name. yes, I've really become a fool since I fell in love with you.

Possessive? Scold...... What the hell is possessiveness, do you think I'm really that kind of person? Every time I stand in front of you, my heart beats faster. I want to hold your hand and I want to hold you...... My love for you is so deep that I can't help myself......

I want to cry when I think of you. I don't know when I started feeling this way. The deeper I sink into this emotion, the more clearly I realize that my feelings for Hyun Se-bin are not actually love.

Do you know? At that time, when you were crying and shouting in the bar, I stood next to you, and my heart almost broke with it...... When I received the contact from Brother Yingbin, I almost lost my mind. I kissed you on the forehead that day, you don't know it, do you? Because I'm so sad, my heart is broken, you don't know any of this, right?

yes, of course you don't know, how much do you know?

In the introduction hall, I chose you because you attracted me strongly......

The first time you came to apologize, I thought that a cute and beautiful girl like you would definitely attract Zhang Yuzhen's attention......

In the disco, when Brother Yingbin invited you to dance, I was so angry that I wanted to smash the table...... Also, as soon as I see Cho Hyun-woo walking with you, I will feel a strong sense of jealousy...... do you know all this?!

I don't know why I was like that. Although, now that the reason is known, clearly, exactly, it is already too late, is it? Because Zhang Yuzhen has fallen in love with you......

I already knew that Zhang Yuzhen liked you in his heart...... In the match made in heaven, when you ran out of the stage crying, Zhang Yuzhen also ran after you like crazy. Seeing this, I can only stop my steps, because I know that I should not be caught between you. Although I like you...... Yes, Ling Xiao, although I am in love with you, I can't confess, how can I do that. If Zhang Yuzhen hadn't fallen in love with you, I might have confessed to you, but I know he likes you...... I can't be a third party.

Now, I can gradually understand why Zhang Yuzhen hates me so much. Right to hate me...... Yes, no matter what the reason is, although I can't say that the responsibility lies with me, after all, Woojin's mother came to me, and I still have a mother by my side that he doesn't have. If I snatch Zhang Yuzhen's beloved person again, wouldn't I be too bad?

I seem to have matured, and since I fell in love with you, I have really become a little more mature unconsciously. In the past, I hated Zhang Yuzhen very much...... Because he was afraid that Hyun Se-bin would be snatched away by him, he never stopped hating him...... In the past, I have always had an antagonistic relationship with Zhang Yuzhen for the sake of Hyun Se-bin, and now I don't want to fight with him anymore because of you.

If you don't care about a rag doll whether she will be torn apart, you only care about not letting her be snatched away by others, and try your best to let her stay by your side, it means that you don't care about her, but for the rag doll who really cares for and cherishes, you will choose to give up and give in because you think that she will be hurt and painful. It's the same for you...... In order not to let you suffer unnecessarily in the middle, let me let go of your hand.

You like Jang Woo-jin too, don't you? Then, let me endure the pain alone. That way, everyone will be fine...... Originally, the contract said yes, I should keep the contract.

Tomorrow, thinking of you, I hope that Zhang Yuzhen will go to you, but ......, on the one hand, I hope to find Hyun Sebin. Am I being too selfish? …… If Zhang Yuzhen doesn't choose you, I will immediately run to your side......

There is a saying...... I may never be able to tell you ......, every time I see you, I am afraid that I will say this sentence, grit my teeth and try to hold on, do you know all this?

I love you. Ling Xiao, love you......