0355 Self
Yue Ling'er felt that in the past ten days, she felt like she had a long dream......
In dreams.
The emotions in my heart are strange and unpredictable.
Sometimes the murderous intent fills the chest, and the anger and hatred are monstrous.
Sometimes greedy and impulsive, coveting the soul and flesh of human beings......
Of course.
I know it in my heart.
It's all because of the awakening of the power of human souls and dragons and ghosts.
It is precisely the awakening of these two forces that has gradually made me lose myself.
As a matter of fact......
It's really a bit confusing.
Which consciousness is the true self?
Suddenly there was some confusion......
When I couldn't figure it out, I began to have an inexplicable doubt about myself.
"Will the self I always think of as my true self? ……」
Oh, yes......
Which one is who you really are?
The human soul and the dragon ghost are the ones who have inherited the true consciousness of the Dragon Mother!
They change from one to the other.
In order to survive and take revenge, try to adapt to everything in this world, try to protect this body, and try to become stronger.
"And me? …… What is the purpose of my existence in the world?"
Ever since I awakened my power in the half-humpled cliff that day, I felt that I was caught between the thoughts of human souls and dragon ghosts, which was extremely redundant and in the way......
There is a voice telling at all times.
"You're just a memory that shouldn't have existed when you grew up in the Yue Mansion for sixteen years, and you were born under the influence of human consciousness! …… Hurry up and disappear! Hurry up and destroy it......
Not bad......
For this body, this touch of consciousness is indeed a burden.
When dragon ghosts want to kill, they always give birth to emotions of torment and entanglement.
When the human soul wants to devour the human soul power, it always feels unbearable and imitating......
These bad emotions and thoughts have all become stumbling blocks on the road to the growth of this body.
It's really not enough to succeed and more to lose......
If it continues like this, when will he have the ability to take revenge on Yan Beichen?
Truly......
It's time to ditch those bad emotions and awareness.
So, began to waver!
"Yes...... The consciousness of human souls and dragons and ghosts is the real me! ……」
There's no need to keep going.
Give it up......
"The *** of this body should be given to the soul and the dragon ghost, as for the so-called self...... Just throw it away."
However, Yue Ling'er didn't expect it.
When she was about to abandon this sixteen-year-old girl's consciousness, she actually felt the decay!
Yue Ling'er clearly remembered that it was after having the idea of discarding this self-consciousness that she began to fall into a deep sleep......
This slumber never looks like it will ever stop, and it looks like there will never be a chance to wake up again!
"I see! …… To give up self-consciousness is to die......
Although it is a little unwilling, it can only be like this.
Let's just go on sleeping......
Yue Ling'er was relieved.
Unable to do anything, she can only prepare to die silently.
It's better for the superfluous things that shouldn't exist in the first place to die out......
However.
What I didn't expect was ......
I don't know why, just today, right now.
But something wonderful has changed! ……
Originally, she had given up all her body *** and consciousness *** to human souls and dragon ghosts, but she showed signs of waking up again!
When I woke up suddenly, it was as if I had been asleep for hundreds of years.
Yue Ling'er had no doubt that if she slept for a few more months, she would completely die......
Waking up this time was an unexpected surprise.
But......
Why is that?
I have already given up all rights to exist in this world......
You must know that her sixteen-year-old girl's consciousness can't compete with human souls and dragon ghosts.
No matter how you look at it, there is only one way to go, waiting for self-extinction......
But I really didn't expect that today, at this moment, I got the opportunity to wake up again!
Although it was a little unclear, through the memories of human souls and dragon ghosts, Yue Ling'er quickly realized the reason for his awakening.
"Original...... It's because of that golden liquid!"
The human soul was so hungry for the golden liquid that the dragon ghost in an excited and active state was forced to sleep.
"The human soul actually suppressed the dragon ghost......
Originally.
Because the greedy desire of the human soul is completely aroused, the desire of the human soul is stronger than the desire of the dragon and the ghost! As a result, they are supposed to support each other and coexist, but they have suppressed and inhibited each other......
This situation directly breaks the tacit understanding between them and destroys the balance of survival between them.
Of course.
If the human soul's desire to devour the golden liquid was satisfied, allowing the body to grow and benefit, it would be worth it to suppress the dragon ghost's actions before.
However...... It's a pity.
When the human soul gains the control of the body, it does not really get what it wants!
The man in front of him tortured and brutalized in every way, and he didn't let the soul eat the golden liquid easily.
After a few tosses, not only did the dragon ghost appear in a state of numbness of desire, but even the human soul began to become numb.
This made the *** in the shell of this body appear a blank period!
"I see! ……」
Yue Ling'er instantly understood.
I picked up a leak! ……
Her consciousness of a sixteen-year-old girl who was supposed to be waiting to die in her sleep unexpectedly took over her body ***!
Finally, I had a chance to come out and take a breath......
A long dream has finally ended!
"It seems...... I don't deserve to die as a superfluous consciousness that gets in the way! ……」
This is such a rare opportunity!
"And it was the man in front of me who gave me a chance to wake up this time."
So, she couldn't help but cast her eyes on the handsome and extraordinary man who was close to her.
Behold.
As soon as his gaze fell on the man's face, he heard him ask.
"Do you want to eat?"
Yue Ling'er knew that this man was asking if he wanted to take that golden liquid.
But she didn't want to eat it......
Because this body at this moment is not the human soul that is in charge.
So, I thought about shaking my head and replied "I don't want to".
However, at this moment!
Yue Ling'er suddenly felt a desire to devour that drop of golden liquid from the consciousness of the human soul!
"Human Soul...... You're actually ordering me! ……」
Yes.
The human soul is commanding her with the consciousness of greedy soul devouring!
"That's ...... so."
At this time, Yue Ling'er realized again.
It turns out that the human soul has a sense of frustration and numbness because it does not obtain the satisfaction of desires when it is in charge of the body.
But when Yue Ling'er's sixteen-year-old girl's consciousness woke up, she was immediately released by the man in front of her, and began to be allowed to obtain the breath of golden liquid!
This makes people think that the man in front of him is only allowed to be sixteen-year-old women
The child's consciousness consumes the drop.
It believes that only when the consciousness of a sixteen-year-old girl takes control of the body***, can her desires be satisfied!
That's why the human soul didn't snatch the body *** when the man handed over the drop of golden liquid, but continued to allow her to take over the body's consciousness.
"The human soul is actually trying to use my existence to indirectly gain benefits!"
It also learned to think!
If Yue Ling'er shook her head at this moment and said don't...... Then she will definitely be beaten into the cold again!
"Do you really want to continue sleeping? …… Is it really going to die quietly? ……」
Don't want to......
"I still want to exist in the world......
So, you can't say no!
You can't refuse the desires and commands of human souls!
"I have to live...... Stay in the green mountains, don't worry about no firewood! I have to find a way to coexist with human souls and dragons and ghosts in this body......
After the previous experience of decay after giving up self-awareness, Yue Ling'er's state of mind began to change!
Why give up?
You shouldn't give up!
Thereupon.
Knowing this, she had no choice but to answer with an "um".
There's no way not to nod!
At this moment, he is the weakest existence among human souls and dragon ghosts.
Being able to reawaken this time is completely a coincidence, and it is also a little chance that has been given by the soul!
Therefore, I have to do things according to the consciousness of the human soul.
If you continue to hinder and continue to be rejected by dragons, ghosts, and human souls, you will die out completely!
The taste of deep sleep is too uncomfortable.
As soon as I thought that I would disappear in this world without a sound, my heart became unwilling.
If you don't have this opportunity, you will be sleeping, but you will not be afraid.
But now that you have this opportunity, you don't want to give up!
So, he nodded and answered the man's question, and expressed his desire and needs in place of the human soul.
But......
At the moment when she replied "Hmm", there was a tacit understanding between the human soul and the consciousness of her sixteen-year-old girl!
Just like the kind of symbiotic tacit understanding that exists between it and the dragon ghost, it also regards the consciousness of this sixteen-year-old girl, who originally thought it was useless, and originally thought that it was just a superfluous idea that gets in the way, as a useful thing that can bring benefits and benefits to this body!
Therefore, the human soul continues to let Yue Ling'er, the consciousness of a sixteen-year-old girl, dominate the body***.
And right in this moment.
Under Yue Ling'er's gaze, Niu Yuanping finally let the soul's desire come true!
The man finally handed the golden liquid to his lips.
Wen Sheng said, "Come, eat!"
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