Heaven and earth are yellow, the universe is desolate, and the vast sexist beings are really like a drop in the ocean in the eyes of the gods above the sky.

And in the endless sea, perhaps, I am the only one who knows Liu Desheng!

It's a pity that he chose the family, and I, Yang Guan, also chose the family, since then, the lover is separated by yin and yang, and there is no phoenix in the world.

Well..., I feel very sorry about Liu De's life and death, well, it's just a pity. After all, if even I don't feel sorry for him, wouldn't it be too sad for him in this life?

At this moment, I sat quietly on the rocking chair, my abdomen was slightly raised, the rocking chair was gently swinging before and after, and the afternoon breeze and sunshine made people drowsy.

In the days when the Lingyuan Liu clan was wiped out, his father took the old man of the dart bureau and moved back from Beishi, and after that, his father began to expel the villain, clean up the portal, and ordered his younger brother Yang Liu to write down the edict of his own sin, and after seeking the forgiveness of the people of Lingyuan, he finally opened the door to welcome guests today.

Without the mountain of Lingyuan Liu's family, the business of the dart bureau has plummeted a lot, and our days have become dull and tight, looking at the familiar people and familiar things in front of us, marrying Liu Desheng for four years, it seems like a big dream, and I don't know where to go tonight.

Ay! It's all old things, and I'll say where I think of it. Please don't blame the officials!

......

As the saying goes, 'A virtuous wife and a husband have few misfortunes, but a son is filial to his father'.

In my opinion, it was I, the evil wife, who instigated Desheng to participate in the struggle for the patriarchal position, and then single-handedly destroyed the invincible Lingyuan Liu family.

As for why I got to where I am today, I have to start from the beginning.

Originally, I was just a girl with an ordinary family background and an ordinary appearance, looking forward to learning a set of peerless swordsmanship or joining a martial arts hero, and then fighting invincible opponents all over the world, looking for a Lang Jun who is in love, and from then on indulge in the rivers and lakes and live happily for a lifetime.

But the Mo family's proverb 'the heart has seven tricks, and the dripping water is exquisite' really caused me a lot of trouble, and I was not very irritable about seeking relatives, seeking Taoism, seeking words, and seeking fame, but I was helpless.

Suddenly, one day, I took over the internal affairs of the dart game from my father's hands, although it was well organized, but also had a sense of boredom, just when I was about to tell my father that I wanted to travel the rivers and lakes, an uninvited guest came to my father's couch, it was this person, completely changed my life.

That night, a man dressed in a dark cloth robe, tied a coarse linen belt around his waist, with willow eyebrows and big eyes, a straight and slightly flattened nose, a wide mouth and thin lips, broad shoulders and a thin back, eight feet tall, carrying a wine gourd in his hand, through the hazy moonlight, and his father talked freely at night.

On the second day, my father, who had always been upright and disgusted with the powerful, found me, who was very bored, and had a long talk with me, saying, "Son, let's go! I grew up drinking Linghe water, what is our Lingyuan like in recent years, everyone has a scale in their hearts. Half of the grain in the field went into the Liu family's private warehouse, and half of the fish in the water went into the Liu family's net. As the old saying goes: The stronghold starts from civil strife, and the person who chatted with me all night last night said that he would take a secret chess move and marry you into the Liu family as an internal response, and in the future, he would uproot the evil Liu family. Would you like to? ”

I wondered, "Father, who was the person who visited last night?" ”

Father's hands were roasting the fire, his eyes burning, "Liu Quansheng! ”

I was surprised, "Liu Quansheng? That teaching gentleman Liu Quansheng? ”

The father laughed, "Son, if you only think that he is an ordinary teacher, then you will misunderstand Liu Quansheng." ”

I looked at my father intently, waiting for him to answer my questions.

Father said in a low voice, "Liu Quansheng, the head of the 'Three Heroes of Quzhou', is the same as Xie An, the son of the Xie family in the old eight clans in Quzhou, and is called 'Ansheng in the world'. Liu Quansheng is amazingly talented, and he once passed the graduation examination of the six virtues, six elements, and six arts and eighteen homework courses of the Xianda Academy in the year of binding his hair, and became the first person to 'clear the customs' since Jiazi. With his talents, he should have been in and out of the phase, but later, something happened that he returned to Lingyuan City and lived in seclusion. ”

Although I am in the boudoir, I have heard more or less about Liu Quansheng, and after listening to my father's story, I asked my father, "Father, do you want to move the Liu family?" With the strength of Liu Quansheng and my Ling Yuan Dart Bureau, I am afraid it will be difficult to shake this big tree. ”

My father looked at me meaningfully, "It's not me, it's the people of Lingyuan, it's the will of heaven!" ”

I discouraged, "Today, the clans are in charge, colluding with each other, and taking advantage of each other. The power of the clan is getting bigger and bigger like a snowball, and it has reached a situation where the tail is too big to lose. Just like the Jiang clan who dominates Quzhou, even His Majesty can't help him, now, the Liu family is attached to the Jiang family, just with Liu Quansheng's wisdom and the strength of my Ling Yuan Dart Bureau, I want to bring down the Liu family, which is tantamount to turning into an immortal! ”

My father suddenly withered, and in the fire in front of him, a wisp of flame burst out, and my father became energetic again, and he stood up and said to me, "How can a husband be born in the world, how can he be depressed and live under the people for a long time." Hoeing the strong and helping the weak, helping the world and saving the people, is the road of the world, and it is the right way of chivalry. I have made up my mind about this matter, you just have to say, go or not! ”

Looking at my expectant father, my heart was dripping with tears, but I also nodded lightly in agreement. I know that my father will never force me on this, but my happiness is irrelevant compared to my father's years of hard work.

Even Liu Xing would never have thought that my father would be willing to commit me to marry into the Liu family, or in a continuing posture.

In this way, I became one of the most honorable women in Huaxing County.

......

My mind turned, I slowly touched my little belly, and sighed slightly, that year, a lot of things happened!

That year, my father washed his hands of gold, my younger brother took over the dart game, I helped Liu Desheng subdue Xu Jian and Caidie, with the support of the Liu family, the younger brother began to expand the Lingyuan dart game, and Desheng set the plan of "self-reliance, against Latham and Watson" and so on, all in that year.

I know that the original Liu Desheng didn't love me, what he loved was only my name and my talent, and only after I had a clever plan, he would fall in love with me, turn over the rivers and seas, and spend a good night together.

However, he loves me again, and he has given me all the secrets. And I handed it over to the man in the robe named Liu Quansheng, and I was simply, terrible!

I thought: For Liu Desheng, I can't count my red face, but I can't run away from this disaster.

Once, I borrowed the hands of the ancients to send a poem to Liu Quansheng: The beans are burning under the kettle, and the beans are crying in the kettle. This is born from the same root, why is it too anxious to fry each other?

Liu Quansheng replied: Those who know me say that I am worried. He who does not know me says what I want!

After reading the reply, I was angry for most of the day, and then I smirked for a long time.

I don't understand him, and he doesn't understand me, that's fine.

Last year, in Qingheju, I used clever words to lure Desheng to use the matter of slaughtering the village to suppress Liu Ruisheng, and finally Desheng got his wish, and the family string between the brothers was half broken.

In the Wangbei Building above last year's big set, I followed Liu Quansheng's instructions to cut off the intestinal grass juice to test Liu Yi's talent, analyze the pros and cons of repairing the canal to build the foundation of Desheng, and the open and secret struggle between the two brothers Desheng and Ruisheng began.

Since Dongfang Chunsheng took a group of children north out of the Lingyuan Mountains, Desheng set out to get rid of Liu Quansheng, however, for a year, I have been asking people to pass the news to Liu Quansheng, the head of the 'Quzhou Three Heroes', can always avoid Desheng's poisonous hands, between chasing and being hunted down again and again, Liu Quansheng through the inadvertent confiding between the lines, and gained a lot of sympathy and support from the old and young in Beicheng.

The Liu family can light the seventh floor of the tower, but it is not as good as a light in the dark place of mine.

A month ago, in the backyard of Qingyin Pavilion, after I accompanied Desheng to send away Dongfang Chunsheng's master and apprentice, I set a policy for Desheng to 'borrow Zhao to strengthen himself', and Desheng readily agreed. I know that this plan seems to be seamless, but in fact it is a hidden murderous motive, and if there is a slight mistake, it is extremely easy to recover.

This hidden killing machine is the truth of 'Zhao Yao's child Zhao Sujian became a fool', and this truth is held in Liu Quansheng's hands like a deadly poison.

In the face of morality and filial piety, I hesitated again and again, but I still didn't say it.

Desheng, I don't love you, and you should pay the price for my youth!

If Liu Quansheng is the knife bearer, Dongfang Chunsheng is the knife body, I am the poison on the knife.

In the end, the knife finally poisoned the bones and poisoned a century-old family!

......

Time is not the antidote, but we can always find the antidote in time. The wounds left by Desheng gradually began to scab over over time.

The sun made me sweat slightly, I crossed my waist and began to walk in the small courtyard of the dart board, a few autumn cicadas chirped without a sound, and from time to time one or two leaves fell in front of me, all comfortable.

I looked at my belly, three months ago, I was pregnant with Desheng's blood, and I was very entangled at that time.

Life and death are all in one thought, if I was honest at that time, my child should have a father after birth, but if I was honest at that time, many children in Lingyuan City and even Huaxing County should have no father after birth.

Under the blue sky and white clouds, my mind went back and forth, from guilt to repentance, and from repentance to relief.

Ay! When the time comes, some things will be compromised, there are very few people in this world who do what they want, life will always force you to ask for answers, and sometimes you understand everything.

But nothing can be changed!

My father still spoiled me, and when I said that I was going to give birth to a son of Desheng, my father haha said, "It's a human life in the end, keep it." If you don't want him to have the surname Liu, you can have the surname Yang. ”

I smiled gently, and my father took a few old friends and went out hunting.

In my eyes, Liu Desheng is playful and willful, and he is just a child after all, and all the actions he makes are nothing more than anger with his father, but in the adult world, where will there be a place for children.

Walking and thinking, I came to the hall of the dart game.

A few days ago, the county guard should know that when the Liu family's property was confiscated, the dart bureau was not confiscated as the Liu family's property, which can be regarded as Desheng's compensation for my youth.

The whole Lingyuan dart bureau has five out and five in, there is a hall, a martial arts arena, a living room, an arsenal, and a warehouse, and there are small watchtowers at the four corners, and five or six small buildings on the first or second floors, which are used for vigil and the life of my father and children, which is enough.

It is not easy to have such a house in Nancheng, where the land price is 100 trees and an inch, and my father has no intention of handing it over to the county government as dirt, so I am naturally willing to be that foolish person.

In the hall, the father of the unloading realm may feel that today is not a good sign of going out to hunt, and he is learning martial arts with his younger brother in the realm of falling horses, and the two of them used sticks instead of knives to attack each other with the Yang family's knife technique, and I was a little tired, so I found a comfortable place to sit down, and quietly looked at the warm scene in front of me.

After dozens of moves, my father was a little weak, but my brother was getting braver and braver, but my father was experienced and his realm was high, and he climbed the flowers and folded willows in one move, and gently knocked his younger brother to the ground, and then the stick pointed at the little brother of the younger brother, the younger brother grinned, spread his hands, and said scoundrelly, "Dad, I lost!" ”

After my brother got up, the father and son looked at each other and smiled, a smile I hadn't seen in many years, sincere and bright.

I covered my mouth and smiled softly, and walked slowly to the back kitchen, and after a while, a steaming meal was brought to me by Uncle Nightwatch, mainly two large helmet sauce beef, two plates of pickled dried radish, a plate of cane sugar peanuts, a pot of spinach soup, twenty brute heads, and two jars of rice wine.

These meals are enough for the seven of us to feast, but my skills are a little rusty, and my head is not steamed, hey, let's take the opportunity to practice slowly in the future!

"Oh, my girl can do it, this time the cooking is actually cooked!" Dad bit his head and smiled at me, I glanced at my father coquettishly, and got up to serve soup to all the uncles.

While eating, Uncle Night's Watch said to his father, "Haha, Old Yang, you are content!" My daughter can't do anything except the soles of her shoes, and her mother and I are dying of sorrow, and then it's time to talk about marriage, but it's okay. ”

The father and the Uncle of the Night's Watch clashed their glasses and laughed, "As stupid as you!" Hahahaha. ”

I drank the spinach soup slowly, and in the autumn when the business of the dart store was cold, my father changed the original three meals a day to two meals a day.

In this turbulent tide, few people are worthy of the Destiny of Heaven. All of them are small fish and shrimp like us.

Small fish and shrimp have the distress of fish and shrimp, but they also have the happiness of small fish and shrimp.

Just like the current warmth, it is not felt by those intriguing Zhumen bigwigs.

After a few sips of rice wine, my father's cheeks were slightly red, and he opened the conversation box, and said to the four uncles, "Brothers, do you want to have two more vegetarian dishes?" ”

The four uncles said in unison, "Yes, who doesn't want to live a good life!" ”

My father got up, walked behind me in his seat, put his hands lightly on my shoulders, and said aloud, "Do you remember when Guan'er took care of the dart game?" At that time, I really wanted wine and wine, and meat and meat! ”

The people in the rivers and lakes don't know how to beat around the bush, everyone is giggling, only my body trembled slightly, and my father's hands felt my uneasiness, and gently patted me to calm my nerves.

The father smiled innocently, "Brothers! I'm old! It's okay to bet on darts and take away goods, but this is in charge of housekeeping and responsible for everyone's eating, drinking, and Lazar, so I really don't have this catty and energy! I think, this dart game is an internal matter, I think, let Guan'er take it. ”

There was a sudden silence on the table, and the four uncles bowed their heads one after another, silently.

My father and the four people at the table have been friends all their lives, so he naturally understands the meaning of these four people, he let go of his two hands holding me, wrapped his back hand around the dining table, and said old-fashionedly, "The affairs of the Lingyuan Liu family in the past few years!" Don't blame Guan'er and Liu'er, it's me, the father, who is in charge of it. Let their sisters and brothers be in danger and carry a bad reputation, this is also a matter of no choice, and if they don't help the official family to pick the evil Jiao of the Liu family, I'm afraid that I, the people of Lingyuan, will never have a good birthday, I don't regret this matter, I will never regret it. ”

The four uncles remained silent.

My father returned to his position, sat down and took a bite of food, and after chewing a few bites, he said to my brother and me, "Guan'er, Liu'er, come, kneel." ”

My brother and I immediately obeyed.

The father got up, stood with his hands in his hands, and said solemnly, "I want you two to swear a poisonous oath here, and there are three things not to do in this life, one is not to do evil things that violate the morality of the rivers and lakes, the second is not to do ugly things that are not conducive to the people's livelihood, and the third is not to be the dog legs of the official family." Once this oath is established, people and gods will see it, and if this oath is violated, the earth will be destroyed on the same day, and there will never be descendants. ”

My brother and I looked at each other, nodded at each other, and swore a poisonous oath.

Three days later, my father entrusted me with the internal affairs of the dart game, and he himself became an anti-knife pawn and went happily with those uncles! This old man will really be blessed.

I thought about it again and again, women are weak, and this dart game will eventually be handed over to my younger brother.

I asked my father if he could recruit 20 loyal and honest young men with simple backgrounds, so that his younger brother could participate in darts walking after a little training, so that he could be his brother's direct cronies in the future.

"Good!"

After my father finished speaking, he went out to play again.

I smiled helplessly and continued to bask in the sun.

......

The rain has been wet, the wind has passed without a trace, the snow in winter will clean this land, the early spring comes, in addition to Qingheju, the first family in Huaxing for a hundred years, nothing left for future generations, maybe this county chronicle, county chronicle will leave a mouthful, but some things, but it is better not to stay.

I have never regretted the passage of time and the absence of true love in the past four years, nor have I regretted playing with Desheng for four years, looking at the smiling faces outside the door, I feel that it is worth it.

Don't worry, Desheng, this child, I will definitely let him be born safely, let him grow up safely, let him live a safe life, I don't want him to be famous, I don't want him to be famous and famous, I don't want him to be successful in martial arts, just ask him to be safe all his life, just fine!

The autumn wind laughed at my ruthless tears, stealing the whole clothes, and wanting to sing was still lazy.

Drunk and full of gold, Yang Guan is a song, when the intestines are broken?

I'm sorry.

Desheng, let's go in the next life! I will pay you back what I owe you!