Chapter 393: Self-blame
The speaker has no intention, but the listener has a heart.
Wei Zhonglai's words are actually very likely, and he doesn't mean to blame me.
But when I listened to it, I felt the meaning of it.
Soon, Wei Zhonglai probably also noticed the change in my expression.
reacted immediately, quickly patted me on the shoulder, and said:
"Xiao Gao, don't think about it! Actually, I didn't mean anything else!
I just said it casually.
After all, as the first little Zhuge in Changlong Town, and as the spiritual symbol of Changlong Town, you will definitely be very kind.
How could you look at Hu Yue, in front of you, being wiped out in ashes?
So Xiao Gao, don't think about it, I'm just saying it casually......"
Wei Zhonglai was still talking about something, but I couldn't listen to a word.
Wei Zhonglai was obviously comforting me, but I always felt that his words were all needles, pierced directly in my heart.
He was right, if I hadn't stopped Wu Changpo just now.
Then Wu Changpo will definitely wipe out Hu Yue.
But because of my obstruction, Wu Changpo didn't have much time, so he just went back and forth, giving Hu Yue room to escape!
Make her a ghost!
Nearly killed us all!
Moreover, now it has harmed the fathers and villagers of Meizhuang!
I......
Ay!
The thought of this makes my face even more difficult to look at.
Looking at me like this, Li Yan came over distressedly, took my hand, and said softly:
"Gao Jin, please don't be too sad! Please don't be too upset! You know what? You look like this, how distressed I am!
Cheer up, please, okay? ”
In the face of Li Yan's comfort, I didn't cheer up instantly as before.
Instead, he still stood where he was, secretly saddened.
Seeing that I was never able to come out of Wei Zhong's words.
The old ghost also said cool words, saying:
"Look, little master, I said a long time ago, don't be so indecisive, don't be so kind!
Look at you, the way you look, isn't it just giving Hu Yue a chance now?
For example......"
The old ghost was still talking, but when he noticed Li Yan's eyes, the old ghost suddenly reacted and quickly closed his mouth.
Although the old ghost no longer counts me, I know in my heart what he is going to say next.
The thought of this makes me even more sad......
Just when I was very sad, Lao Wu came over, patted me on the shoulder, and said:
"Xiao Gao, look at your current state, what kind of little Zhuge is the first in Changlong Town?
In my impression, the first little Zhuge in Changlong Town is a very kind, very righteous, very positive and optimistic person.
When he encounters difficulties and setbacks, he is all indomitable!
But look at you now, it's so decadent!
Xiao Gao, you may not like to hear it, but then I have to continue!
That's where you're now, and it's so disappointing to me!
I have to say that you are really not worthy of being the first little Zhuge in Changlong Town! ”
If Wu Changpo had said this, I would definitely be very angry, and I would have thought that he was insulting me and insulting Changlong Town.
But this time is different, because I think from the bottom of my heart that what Lao Wu said is correct.
So this time, I didn't refute Wu Changpo, but nodded weakly and said:
"Manager Wu, you're right! I don't deserve to be the No. 1 little Zhuge in Changlong Town at all!
What's more, the fathers and villagers of Changlong Town didn't treat me as anything at all...... The first little Zhuge in Changlong Town!
I'm actually entertaining myself! Now I'm sorry for what I did!
I'm sorry!
I...... This is leaving the town of Changlong...... Never to come back...... Don't give Changlong Town any more trouble......"
I choked up, tears welling up in the corners of my eyes.
When everyone saw me and proposed to leave Changlong Town, their faces changed.
Li Yan, in particular, immediately grabbed my arm tightly and said:
"Gao Jin, what are you talking about? You're leaving Long Dragon? Where are you going when you leave Long Dragon Town? ”
I glanced at Li Yan and said bitterly:
"Where to go? Oh, yes...... Where do I go?
Go to a ...... Where no one knows me...... Go to a place where I'm alone......
I'm sorry, Yeon'......"
With that, I made a gesture to leave.
Li Yan grabbed my arm tightly and wouldn't let me leave her.
At this time, Grandpa Li behind him said in a deep voice:
"Yan'er, you let him go! Let him go! ”
Li Yan seemed to have not expected that Grandpa Li would say this, and immediately let go of his hand.
Taking advantage of Li Yan's hand, I broke free of Li Yan and walked towards the entrance of the village again.
At this time, Grandpa Li said loudly to Li Yan from behind:
"Yan'er, a timid and fearful person like him, Yan'er, don't bother with him anymore!
Do you know what he does? This kind of behavior of him is a coward!
He is a cowardly man like a mouse! He's backing down!
He was clearly afraid of the righteousness of the Emperor of Heaven, so he made an excuse! Yan'er, you are obedient, don't stop him!
This kind of cowardly man is not worthy of us at all, so keep him for this!
Let's just be blind! ”
I have to say that Grandpa Li's words really stimulated me.
I want to be high, but I am also the son of the god of war Xingtian, and the smartest person in Changlong Town.
How could I be afraid of the Heavenly Emperor?!
Isn't that a joke?!
I immediately turned my head to look at Grandpa Li and said solemnly:
"Grandpa Li, what do you mean by that? What do you mean I'm afraid of the Emperor?
What do I Gao Jin say, he is also the first little Zhuge in Changlong Town, and he is the smartest person in Changlong Town.
It's the son of the God of War again, how could I be afraid of the Heavenly Emperor Yihe?!
What you're saying is a bit excessive, isn't it?!
Besides, just now I activated the power of the god of war in my body, which you didn't see.
With my strength just now, how could I be afraid of the Heavenly Emperor? What you're saying is a bit ridiculous, isn't it? ”
When Grandpa Li heard this, he pursed his lips and said:
"Cut! What kind of god of war power, I think that's it!
If it's as powerful as you say, then why would you choose to leave?
Aren't you scared? ”
Seeing Grandpa Li say this, I was suddenly a little aggrieved, crying with a sad face, and explained:
"Grandpa Li, you really misunderstood me!
I'm leaving, it's not that I'm afraid of the Emperor! It was because I stopped Wu Changpo just now and annihilated Hu Yue's soul, which caused so many chain reactions.
So I'm a little sad to be idle! It seems a little self-reproachful!
I feel that I am not a qualified Dao disciple at all! Because of my compassion, I put everyone in danger!
So I'm so guilty of it! ”